16. CHAPTER XV. TUPPENCE RECEIVES A PROPOSAL

The Secret Adversary / 暗藏杀机 / 秘密对手

1Julius sprang up.

2What?”

3I thought you were aware of that.”

4When did she leave?”

5Let me see. To-day is Monday, is it not? It must have been last Wednesdaywhy, surelyyes, it was the same evening that youerfell out of my tree.”

6That evening? Before, or after?”

7Let me seeoh yes, afterwards. A very urgent message arrived from Mrs. Vandemeyer. The young lady and the nurse who was in charge of her left by the night train.”

8Julius sank back again into his chair.

9Nurse Edithleft with a patientI remember,” he muttered. My God, to have been so near!”

10Dr. Hall looked bewildered.

11I dont understand. Is the young lady not with her aunt, after all?”

12Tuppence shook her head. She was about to speak when a warning glance from Sir James made her hold her tongue. The lawyer rose.

13Im much obliged to you, Hall. Were very grateful for all youve told us. Im afraid were now in the position of having to track Miss Vandemeyer anew. What about the nurse who accompanied her; I suppose you dont know where she is?”

14The doctor shook his head.

15Weve not heard from her, as it happens. I understood she was to remain with Miss Vandemeyer for a while. But what can have happened? Surely the girl has not been kidnapped.”

16That remains to be seen,” said Sir James gravely.

17The other hesitated.

18You do not think I ought to go to the police?”

19No, no. In all probability the young lady is with other relations.”

20The doctor was not completely satisfied, but he saw that Sir James was determined to say no more, and realized that to try and extract more information from the famous K.C. would be mere waste of labour. Accordingly, he wished them goodbye, and they left the hotel. For a few minutes they stood by the car talking.

21How maddening,” cried Tuppence. To think that Julius must have been actually under the same roof with her for a few hours.”

22I was a darned idiot,” muttered Julius gloomily.

23You couldn’t know,” Tuppence consoled him. “Could he?” She appealed to Sir James.

24I should advise you not to worry,” said the latter kindly. No use crying over spilt milk, you know.”

25The great thing is what to do next,” added Tuppence the practical.

26Sir James shrugged his shoulders.

27You might advertise for the nurse who accompanied the girl. That is the only course I can suggest, and I must confess I do not hope for much result. Otherwise there is nothing to be done.”

28Nothing?” said Tuppence blankly. AndTommy?”

29We must hope for the best,” said Sir James. Oh yes, we must go on hoping.”

30But over her downcast head his eyes met Julius’s, and almost imperceptibly he shook his head. Julius understood. The lawyer considered the case hopeless. The young Americans face grew grave. Sir James took Tuppences hand.

31You must let me know if anything further comes to light. Letters will always be forwarded.”

32Tuppence stared at him blankly.

33You are going away?”

34I told you. Dont you remember? To Scotland.”

35Yes, but I thought——” The girl hesitated.

36Sir James shrugged his shoulders.

37My dear young lady, I can do nothing more, I fear. Our clues have all ended in thin air. You can take my word for it that there is nothing more to be done. If anything should arise, I shall be glad to advise you in any way I can.”

38His words gave Tuppence an extraordinarily desolate feeling.

39I suppose youre right,” she said. Anyway, thank you very much for trying to help us. Good-bye.”

40Julius was bending over the car. A momentary pity came into Sir Jamess keen eyes, as he gazed into the girls downcast face.

41Dont be too disconsolate, Miss Tuppence,” he said in a low voice. Remember, holiday-time isn’t always all playtime. One sometimes manages to put in some work as well.”

42Something in his tone made Tuppence glance up sharply. He shook his head with a smile.

43No, I shan’t say any more. Great mistake to say too much. Remember that. Never tell all you knownot even to the person you know best. Understand? Good-bye.”

44He strode away. Tuppence stared after him. She was beginning to understand Sir Jamess methods. Once before he had thrown her a hint in the same careless fashion. Was this a hint? What exactly lay behind those last brief words? Did he mean that, after all, he had not abandoned the case; that, secretly, he would be working on it still while——

45Her meditations were interrupted by Julius, who adjured her toget right in.”

46Youre looking kind of thoughtful,” he remarked as they started off. Did the old guy say anything more?”

47Tuppence opened her mouth impulsively, and then shut it again. Sir Jamess words sounded in her ears: “Never tell all you knownot even to the person you know best.” And like a flash there came into her mind another memory. Julius before the safe in the flat, her own question and the pause before his reply, “Nothing.” Was there really nothing? Or had he found something he wished to keep to himself? If he could make a reservation, so could she.

48Nothing particular,” she replied.

49She felt rather than saw Julius throw a sideways glance at her.

50Say, shall we go for a spin in the park?”

51If you like.”

52For a while they ran on under the trees in silence. It was a beautiful day. The keen rush through the air brought a new exhilaration to Tuppence.

53Say, Miss Tuppence, do you think Im ever going to find Jane?”

54Julius spoke in a discouraged voice. The mood was so alien to him that Tuppence turned and stared at him in surprise. He nodded.

55Thats so. Im getting down and out over the business. Sir James to-day hadn’t got any hope at all, I could see that. I dont like himwe dont gee together somehowbut hes pretty cute, and I guess he wouldn’t quit if there was any chance of successnow, would he?”

56Tuppence felt rather uncomfortable, but clinging to her belief that Julius also had withheld something from her, she remained firm.

57He suggested advertising for the nurse,” she reminded him.

58Yes, with aforlorn hopeflavour to his voice! NoIm about fed up. Ive half a mind to go back to the States right away.”

59Oh no!” cried Tuppence. Weve got to find Tommy.”

60I sure forgot Beresford,” said Julius contritely. Thats so. We must find him. But afterwell, Ive been day-dreaming ever since I started on this tripand these dreams are rotten poor business. Im quit of them. Say, Miss Tuppence, theres something Id like to ask you.”

61Yes?”

62You and Beresford. What about it?”

63I dont understand you,” replied Tuppence with dignity, adding rather inconsequently: “And, anyway, youre wrong!”

64Not got a sort of kindly feeling for one another?”

65Certainly not,” said Tuppence with warmth. Tommy and I are friendsnothing more.”

66I guess every pair of lovers has said that sometime or another,” observed Julius.

67Nonsense!” snapped Tuppence. Do I look the sort of girl thats always falling in love with every man she meets?”

68You do not. You look the sort of girl thats mighty often getting fallen in love with!”

69Oh!” said Tuppence, rather taken aback. Thats a compliment, I suppose?”

70Sure. Now lets get down to this. Supposing we never find Beresford andand——”

71All rightsay it! I can face facts. Supposing hesdead! Well?”

72And all this business fiddles out. What are you going to do?”

73I dont know,” said Tuppence forlornly.

74Youll be darned lonesome, you poor kid.”

75I shall be all right,” snapped Tuppence with her usual resentment of any kind of pity.

76What about marriage?” inquired Julius. Got any views on the subject?”

77I intend to marry, of course,” replied Tuppence. That is, if”—she paused, knew a momentary longing to draw back, and then stuck to her guns bravely—“I can find some one rich enough to make it worth my while. Thats frank, isn’t it? I dare say you despise me for it.”

78I never despise business instinct,” said Julius. What particular figure have you in mind?”

79Figure?” asked Tuppence, puzzled. Do you mean tall or short?”

80No. Sumincome.”

81Oh, II havent quite worked that out.”

82What about me?”

83You?”

84Sure thing.”

85Oh, I couldn’t!”

86Why not?”

87I tell you I couldn’t.”

88Again, why not?”

89It would seem so unfair.”

90I dont see anything unfair about it. I call your bluff, thats all. I admire you immensely, Miss Tuppence, more than any girl Ive ever met. Youre so darned plucky. Id just love to give you a real, rattling good time. Say the word, and well run round right away to some high-class jeweller, and fix up the ring business.”

91I cant,” gasped Tuppence.

92Because of Beresford?”

93No, no, no!”

94Well then?”

95Tuppence merely continued to shake her head violently.

96You cant reasonably expect more dollars than Ive got.”

97Oh, it isn’t that,” gasped Tuppence with an almost hysterical laugh. But thanking you very much, and all that, I think Id better say no.”

98Id be obliged if youd do me the favour to think it over until to-morrow.”

99Its no use.”

100Still, I guess well leave it like that.”

101Very well,” said Tuppence meekly.

102Neither of them spoke again until they reached the Ritz.

103Tuppence went upstairs to her room. She felt morally battered to the ground after her conflict with Julius’s vigorous personality. Sitting down in front of the glass, she stared at her own reflection for some minutes.

104Fool,” murmured Tuppence at length, making a grimace. Little fool. Everything you wanteverything youve ever hoped for, and you go and bleat outnolike an idiotic little sheep. Its your one chance. Why dont you take it? Grab it? Snatch at it? What more do you want?”

105As if in answer to her own question, her eyes fell on a small snapshot of Tommy that stood on her dressing-table in a shabby frame. For a moment she struggled for self-control, and then abandoning all presence, she held it to her lips and burst into a fit of sobbing.

106Oh, Tommy, Tommy,” she cried, “I do love you soand I may never see you again....”

107At the end of five minutes Tuppence sat up, blew her nose, and pushed back her hair.

108Thats that,” she observed sternly. “Lets look facts in the face. I seem to have fallen in lovewith an idiot of a boy who probably doesn’t care two straws about me.” Here she paused. Anyway,” she resumed, as though arguing with an unseen opponent, “I dont know that he does. Hed never have dared to say so. Ive always jumped on sentimentand here I am being more sentimental than anybody. What idiots girls are! Ive always thought so. I suppose I shall sleep with his photograph under my pillow, and dream about him all night. Its dreadful to feel youve been false to your principles.”

109Tuppence shook her head sadly, as she reviewed her backsliding.

110I dont know what to say to Julius, Im sure. Oh, what a fool I feel! Ill have to say somethinghes so American and thorough, hell insist upon having a reason. I wonder if he did find anything in that safe——”

111Tuppences meditations went off on another tack. She reviewed the events of last night carefully and persistently. Somehow, they seemed bound up with Sir Jamess enigmatical words....

112Suddenly she gave a great startthe colour faded out of her face. Her eyes, fascinated, gazed in front of her, the pupils dilated.

113Impossible,” she murmured. Impossible! I must be going mad even to think of such a thing....”

114Monstrousyet it explained everything....

115After a moments reflection she sat down and wrote a note, weighing each word as she did so. Finally she nodded her head as though satisfied, and slipped it into an envelope which she addressed to Julius. She went down the passage to his sitting-room and knocked at the door. As she had expected, the room was empty. She left the note on the table.

116A small page-boy was waiting outside her own door when she returned to it.

117Telegram for you, miss.”

118Tuppence took it from the salver, and tore it open carelessly. Then she gave a cry. The telegram was from Tommy!