362. CHAPTER II—LAST FLICKERINGS OF A LAMP WITHOUT OIL

Les Misérables / 悲惨世界

1One day, Jean Valjean descended his staircase, took three steps in the street, seated himself on a post, on that same stone post where Gavroche had found him meditating on the night between the 5th and the 6th of June; he remained there a few moments, then went upstairs again. This was the last oscillation of the pendulum. On the following day he did not leave his apartment. On the day after that, he did not leave his bed.

2His portress, who prepared his scanty repasts, a few cabbages or potatoes with bacon, glanced at the brown earthenware plate and exclaimed:

3But you ate nothing yesterday, poor, dear man!”

4Certainly I did,” replied Jean Valjean.

5The plate is quite full.”

6Look at the water jug. It is empty.”

7That proves that you have drunk; it does not prove that you have eaten.”

8Well,” said Jean Valjean, “what if I felt hungry only for water?”

9That is called thirst, and, when one does not eat at the same time, it is called fever.”

10I will eat to-morrow.”

11Or at Trinity day. Why not to-day? Is it the thing to say: ‘I will eat to-morrow’? The idea of leaving my platter without even touching it! My lady-finger potatoes were so good!”

12Jean Valjean took the old womans hand:

13I promise you that I will eat them,” he said, in his benevolent voice.

14I am not pleased with you,” replied the portress.

15Jean Valjean saw no other human creature than this good woman. There are streets in Paris through which no one ever passes, and houses to which no one ever comes. He was in one of those streets and one of those houses.

16While he still went out, he had purchased of a coppersmith, for a few sous, a little copper crucifix which he had hung up on a nail opposite his bed. That gibbet is always good to look at.

17A week passed, and Jean Valjean had not taken a step in his room. He still remained in bed. The portress said to her husband:—“The good man upstairs yonder does not get up, he no longer eats, he will not last long. That man has his sorrows, that he has. You wont get it out of my head that his daughter has made a bad marriage.”

18The porter replied, with the tone of marital sovereignty:

19If hes rich, let him have a doctor. If he is not rich, let him go without. If he has no doctor he will die.”

20And if he has one?”

21He will die,” said the porter.

22The portress set to scraping away the grass from what she called her pavement, with an old knife, and, as she tore out the blades, she grumbled:

23Its a shame. Such a neat old man! Hes as white as a chicken.”

24She caught sight of the doctor of the quarter as he passed the end of the street; she took it upon herself to request him to come upstairs.

25Its on the second floor,” said she. You have only to enter. As the good man no longer stirs from his bed, the door is always unlocked.”

26The doctor saw Jean Valjean and spoke with him.

27When he came down again the portress interrogated him:

28Well, doctor?”

29Your sick man is very ill indeed.”

30What is the matter with him?”

31Everything and nothing. He is a man who, to all appearances, has lost some person who is dear to him. People die of that.”

32What did he say to you?”

33He told me that he was in good health.”

34Shall you come again, doctor?”

35Yes,” replied the doctor. But some one else besides must come.”