42. CHAPTER 5. Something Wrong Somewhere

Little Dorrit / 小杜丽

1The family had been a month or two at Venice, when Mr Dorrit, who was much among Counts and Marquises, and had but scant leisure, set an hour of one day apart, beforehand, for the purpose of holding some conference with Mrs General.

2The time he had reserved in his mind arriving, he sent Mr Tinkler, his valet, to Mrs Generals apartment (which would have absorbed about a third of the area of the Marshalsea), to present his compliments to that lady, and represent him as desiring the favour of an interview. It being that period of the forenoon when the various members of the family had coffee in their own chambers, some couple of hours before assembling at breakfast in a faded hall which had once been sumptuous, but was now the prey of watery vapours and a settled melancholy, Mrs General was accessible to the valet. That envoy found her on a little square of carpet, so extremely diminutive in reference to the size of her stone and marble floor that she looked as if she might have had it spread for the trying on of a ready-made pair of shoes; or as if she had come into possession of the enchanted piece of carpet, bought for forty purses by one of the three princes in the Arabian Nights, and had that moment been transported on it, at a wish, into a palatial saloon with which it had no connection.

3Mrs General, replying to the envoy, as she set down her empty coffee-cup, that she was willing at once to proceed to Mr Dorrit’s apartment, and spare him the trouble of coming to her (which, in his gallantry, he had proposed), the envoy threw open the door, and escorted Mrs General to the presence. It was quite a walk, by mysterious staircases and corridors, from Mrs Generals apartment,—hoodwinked by a narrow side street with a low gloomy bridge in it, and dungeon-like opposite tenements, their walls besmeared with a thousand downward stains and streaks, as if every crazy aperture in them had been weeping tears of rust into the Adriatic for centuriesto Mr Dorrit’s apartment: with a whole English house-front of window, a prospect of beautiful church-domes rising into the blue sky sheer out of the water which reflected them, and a hushed murmur of the Grand Canal laving the doorways below, where his gondolas and gondoliers attended his pleasure, drowsily swinging in a little forest of piles.

4Mr Dorrit, in a resplendent dressing-gown and capthe dormant grub that had so long bided its time among the Collegians had burst into a rare butterflyrose to receive Mrs General. A chair to Mrs General. An easier chair, sir; what are you doing, what are you about, what do you mean? Now, leave us!

5Mrs General,’ said Mr Dorrit, ‘I took the liberty—’

6By no means,’ Mrs General interposed. I was quite at your disposition. I had had my coffee.’

7‘—I took the liberty,’ said Mr Dorrit again, with the magnificent placidity of one who was above correction, ‘to solicit the favour of a little private conversation with you, because I feel rather worried respecting myhamy younger daughter. You will have observed a great difference of temperament, madam, between my two daughters?’

8Said Mrs General in response, crossing her gloved hands (she was never without gloves, and they never creased and always fitted), ‘There is a great difference.’

9May I ask to be favoured with your view of it? said Mr Dorrit, with a deference not incompatible with majestic serenity.

10Fanny,’ returned Mrs General, ‘has force of character and self-reliance. Amy, none.’

11None? O Mrs General, ask the Marshalsea stones and bars. O Mrs General, ask the milliner who taught her to work, and the dancing-master who taught her sister to dance. O Mrs General, Mrs General, ask me, her father, what I owe her; and hear my testimony touching the life of this slighted little creature from her childhood up!

12No such adjuration entered Mr. Dorrit’s head. He looked at Mrs General, seated in her usual erect attitude on her coach-box behind the proprieties, and he said in a thoughtful manner, ‘True, madam.’

13I would not,’ said Mrs General, ‘be understood to say, observe, that there is nothing to improve in Fanny. But there is material thereperhaps, indeed, a little too much.’

14Will you be kind enough, madam,’ said Mr Dorrit, ‘to behamore explicit? I do not quite understand my elder daughters havinghumtoo much material. What material?’

15Fanny,’ returned Mrs General, ‘at present forms too many opinions. Perfect breeding forms none, and is never demonstrative.’

16Lest he himself should be found deficient in perfect breeding, Mr Dorrit hastened to reply, ‘Unquestionably, madam, you are right.’ Mrs General returned, in her emotionless and expressionless manner, ‘I believe so.’

17But you are aware, my dear madam,’ said Mr Dorrit, ‘that my daughters had the misfortune to lose their lamented mother when they were very young; and that, in consequence of my not having been until lately the recognised heir to my property, they have lived with me as a comparatively poor, though always proud, gentleman, inha humretirement!’

18I do not,’ said Mrs General, ‘lose sight of the circumstance.’

19Madam,’ pursued Mr Dorrit, ‘of my daughter Fanny, under her present guidance and with such an example constantly before her—’

20(Mrs General shut her eyes.)

21—‘I have no misgivings. There is adaptability of character in Fanny. But my younger daughter, Mrs General, rather worries and vexes my thoughts. I must inform you that she has always been my favourite.

22There is no accounting,’ said Mrs General, ‘for these partialities.’

23Hano,’ assented Mr Dorrit. No. Now, madam, I am troubled by noticing that Amy is not, so to speak, one of ourselves. She does not care to go about with us; she is lost in the society we have here; our tastes are evidently not her tastes. Which,’ said Mr Dorrit, summing up with judicial gravity, ‘is to say, in other words, that there is something wrong inhaAmy.’

24May we incline to the supposition,’ said Mrs General, with a little touch of varnish, ‘that something is referable to the novelty of the position?’

25Excuse me, madam,’ observed Mr Dorrit, rather quickly. The daughter of a gentleman, thoughhahimself at one time comparatively far from affluentcomparativelyand herself reared inhumretirement, need not of necessity find this position so very novel.’

26True,’ said Mrs General, ‘true.’

27Therefore, madam,’ said Mr Dorrit, ‘I took the liberty’ (he laid an emphasis on the phrase and repeated it, as though he stipulated, with urbane firmness, that he must not be contradicted again), ‘I took the liberty of requesting this interview, in order that I might mention the topic to you, and inquire how you would advise me?’

28Mr Dorrit,’ returned Mrs General, ‘I have conversed with Amy several times since we have been residing here, on the general subject of the formation of a demeanour. She has expressed herself to me as wondering exceedingly at Venice. I have mentioned to her that it is better not to wonder. I have pointed out to her that the celebrated Mr Eustace, the classical tourist, did not think much of it; and that he compared the Rialto, greatly to its disadvantage, with Westminster and Blackfriars Bridges. I need not add, after what you have said, that I have not yet found my arguments successful. You do me the honour to ask me what to advise. It always appears to me (if this should prove to be a baseless assumption, I shall be pardoned), that Mr Dorrit has been accustomed to exercise influence over the minds of others.’

29Hummadam,’ said Mr Dorrit, ‘I have been at the head ofha of a considerable community. You are right in supposing that I am not unaccustomed toan influential position.’

30I am happy,’ returned Mrs General, ‘to be so corroborated. I would therefore the more confidently recommend that Mr Dorrit should speak to Amy himself, and make his observations and wishes known to her. Being his favourite, besides, and no doubt attached to him, she is all the more likely to yield to his influence.’

31I had anticipated your suggestion, madam,’ said Mr Dorrit, ‘buthawas not sure that I mighthumnot encroach on—’

32On my province, Mr Dorrit? said Mrs General, graciously. Do not mention it.’

33Then, with your leave, madam,’ resumed Mr Dorrit, ringing his little bell to summon his valet, ‘I will send for her at once.’

34Does Mr Dorrit wish me to remain?

35Perhaps, if you have no other engagement, you would not object for a minute or two—’

36Not at all.

37So, Tinkler the valet was instructed to find Miss Amys maid, and to request that subordinate to inform Miss Amy that Mr Dorrit wished to see her in his own room. In delivering this charge to Tinkler, Mr Dorrit looked severely at him, and also kept a jealous eye upon him until he went out at the door, mistrusting that he might have something in his mind prejudicial to the family dignity; that he might have even got wind of some Collegiate joke before he came into the service, and might be derisively reviving its remembrance at the present moment. If Tinkler had happened to smile, however faintly and innocently, nothing would have persuaded Mr Dorrit, to the hour of his death, but that this was the case. As Tinkler happened, however, very fortunately for himself, to be of a serious and composed countenance, he escaped the secret danger that threatened him. And as on his returnwhen Mr Dorrit eyed him againhe announced Miss Amy as if she had come to a funeral, he left a vague impression on Mr Dorrit’s mind that he was a well-conducted young fellow, who had been brought up in the study of his Catechism by a widowed mother.

38Amy,’ said Mr Dorrit, ‘you have just now been the subject of some conversation between myself and Mrs General. We agree that you scarcely seem at home here. Hahow is this?’

39A pause.

40I think, father, I require a little time.

41Papa is a preferable mode of address,’ observed Mrs General. Father is rather vulgar, my dear. The word Papa, besides, gives a pretty form to the lips. Papa, potatoes, poultry, prunes, and prism are all very good words for the lips: especially prunes and prism. You will find it serviceable, in the formation of a demeanour, if you sometimes say to yourself in companyon entering a room, for instancePapa, potatoes, poultry, prunes and prism, prunes and prism.’

42Pray, my child,’ said Mr Dorrit, ‘attend to thehumprecepts of Mrs General.’

43Poor Little Dorrit, with a rather forlorn glance at that eminent varnisher, promised to try.

44You say, Amy,’ pursued Mr Dorrit, ‘that you think you require time. Time for what?’

45Another pause.

46To become accustomed to the novelty of my life, was all I meant,’ said Little Dorrit, with her loving eyes upon her father; whom she had very nearly addressed as poultry, if not prunes and prism too, in her desire to submit herself to Mrs General and please him.

47Mr Dorrit frowned, and looked anything but pleased. Amy,’ he returned, ‘it appears to me, I must say, that you have had abundance of time for that. Hayou surprise me. You disappoint me. Fanny has conquered any such little difficulties, andhumwhy not you?’

48I hope I shall do better soon,’ said Little Dorrit.

49I hope so,’ returned her father. IhaI most devoutly hope so, Amy. I sent for you, in order that I might sayhumimpressively say, in the presence of Mrs General, to whom we are all so much indebted for obligingly being present among us, onhaon this or any other occasion,’ Mrs General shut her eyes, ‘that Iha humam not pleased with you. You make Mrs Generals a thankless task. Youhaembarrass me very much. You have always (as I have informed Mrs General) been my favourite child; I have always made you ahuma friend and companion; in return, I begIhaI do beg, that you accommodate yourself better tohumcircumstances, and dutifully do what becomes youryour station.’

50Mr Dorrit was even a little more fragmentary than usual, being excited on the subject and anxious to make himself particularly emphatic.

51I do beg,’ he repeated, ‘that this may be attended to, and that you will seriously take pains and try to conduct yourself in a manner both becoming your position ashaMiss Amy Dorrit, and satisfactory to myself and Mrs General.’

52That lady shut her eyes again, on being again referred to; then, slowly opening them and rising, added these words:

53If Miss Amy Dorrit will direct her own attention to, and will accept of my poor assistance in, the formation of a surface, Mr. Dorrit will have no further cause of anxiety. May I take this opportunity of remarking, as an instance in point, that it is scarcely delicate to look at vagrants with the attention which I have seen bestowed upon them by a very dear young friend of mine? They should not be looked at. Nothing disagreeable should ever be looked at. Apart from such a habit standing in the way of that graceful equanimity of surface which is so expressive of good breeding, it hardly seems compatible with refinement of mind. A truly refined mind will seem to be ignorant of the existence of anything that is not perfectly proper, placid, and pleasant. Having delivered this exalted sentiment, Mrs General made a sweeping obeisance, and retired with an expression of mouth indicative of Prunes and Prism.

54Little Dorrit, whether speaking or silent, had preserved her quiet earnestness and her loving look. It had not been clouded, except for a passing moment, until now. But now that she was left alone with him the fingers of her lightly folded hands were agitated, and there was repressed emotion in her face.

55Not for herself. She might feel a little wounded, but her care was not for herself. Her thoughts still turned, as they always had turned, to him. A faint misgiving, which had hung about her since their accession to fortune, that even now she could never see him as he used to be before the prison days, had gradually begun to assume form in her mind. She felt that, in what he had just now said to her and in his whole bearing towards her, there was the well-known shadow of the Marshalsea wall. It took a new shape, but it was the old sad shadow. She began with sorrowful unwillingness to acknowledge to herself that she was not strong enough to keep off the fear that no space in the life of man could overcome that quarter of a century behind the prison bars. She had no blame to bestow upon him, therefore: nothing to reproach him with, no emotions in her faithful heart but great compassion and unbounded tenderness.

56This is why it was, that, even as he sat before her on his sofa, in the brilliant light of a bright Italian day, the wonderful city without and the splendours of an old palace within, she saw him at the moment in the long-familiar gloom of his Marshalsea lodging, and wished to take her seat beside him, and comfort him, and be again full of confidence with him, and of usefulness to him. If he divined what was in her thoughts, his own were not in tune with it. After some uneasy moving in his seat, he got up and walked about, looking very much dissatisfied.

57Is there anything else you wish to say to me, dear father?

58No, no. Nothing else.

59I am sorry you have not been pleased with me, dear. I hope you will not think of me with displeasure now. I am going to try, more than ever, to adapt myself as you wish to what surrounds mefor indeed I have tried all along, though I have failed, I know.

60Amy,’ he returned, turning short upon her. Youhahabitually hurt me.’

61Hurt you, father! I!

62There is ahuma topic,’ said Mr Dorrit, looking all about the ceiling of the room, and never at the attentive, uncomplainingly shocked face, ‘a painful topic, a series of events which I wishhaaltogether to obliterate. This is understood by your sister, who has already remonstrated with you in my presence; it is understood by your brother; it is understood byha humby every one of delicacy and sensitiveness except yourselfhaI am sorry to say, except yourself. You, Amyhumyou alone and only youconstantly revive the topic, though not in words.’

63She laid her hand on his arm. She did nothing more. She gently touched him. The trembling hand may have said, with some expression, ‘Think of me, think how I have worked, think of my many cares!’ But she said not a syllable herself.

64There was a reproach in the touch so addressed to him that she had not foreseen, or she would have withheld her hand. He began to justify himself in a heated, stumbling, angry manner, which made nothing of it.

65I was there all those years. I washauniversally acknowledged as the head of the place. IhumI caused you to be respected there, Amy. Iha humI gave my family a position there. I deserve a return. I claim a return. I say, sweep it off the face of the earth and begin afresh. Is that much? I ask, is that much?

66He did not once look at her, as he rambled on in this way; but gesticulated at, and appealed to, the empty air.

67I have suffered. Probably I know how much I have suffered better than any onehaI say than any one! If I can put that aside, if I can eradicate the marks of what I have endured, and can emerge before the worldahagentleman unspoiled, unspotted—is it a great deal to expectI say again, is it a great deal to expectthat my children shouldhumdo the same and sweep that accursed experience off the face of the earth?

68In spite of his flustered state, he made all these exclamations in a carefully suppressed voice, lest the valet should overhear anything.

69Accordingly, they do it. Your sister does it. Your brother does it. You alone, my favourite child, whom I made the friend and companion of my life when you were a merehumBaby, do not do it. You alone say you cant do it. I provide you with valuable assistance to do it. I attach an accomplished and highly bred ladyhaMrs General, to you, for the purpose of doing it. Is it surprising that I should be displeased? Is it necessary that I should defend myself for expressing my displeasure? No!

70Notwithstanding which, he continued to defend himself, without any abatement of his flushed mood.

71I am careful to appeal to that lady for confirmation, before I express any displeasure at all. IhumI necessarily make that appeal within limited bounds, or Ihashould render legible, by that lady, what I desire to be blotted out. Am I selfish? Do I complain for my own sake? No. No. Principally forha humyour sake, Amy.

72This last consideration plainly appeared, from his manner of pursuing it, to have just that instant come into his head.

73I said I was hurt. So I am. So Ihaam determined to be, whatever is advanced to the contrary. I am hurt that my daughter, seated in thehumlap of fortune, should mope and retire and proclaim herself unequal to her destiny. I am hurt that she shouldhasystematically reproduce what the rest of us blot out; and seemhumI had almost said positively anxiousto announce to wealthy and distinguished society that she was born and bred inha huma place that I myself decline to name. But there is no inconsistencyhanot the least, in my feeling hurt, and yet complaining principally for your sake, Amy. I do; I say again, I do. It is for your sake that I wish you, under the auspices of Mrs General, to form ahuma surface. It is for your sake that I wish you to have ahatruly refined mind, and (in the striking words of Mrs General) to be ignorant of everything that is not perfectly proper, placid, and pleasant.

74He had been running down by jerks, during his last speech, like a sort of ill-adjusted alarum. The touch was still upon his arm. He fell silent; and after looking about the ceiling again for a little while, looked down at her. Her head drooped, and he could not see her face; but her touch was tender and quiet, and in the expression of her dejected figure there was no blamenothing but love. He began to whimper, just as he had done that night in the prison when she afterwards sat at his bedside till morning; exclaimed that he was a poor ruin and a poor wretch in the midst of his wealth; and clasped her in his arms. Hush, hush, my own dear! Kiss me!’ was all she said to him. His tears were soon dried, much sooner than on the former occasion; and he was presently afterwards very high with his valet, as a way of righting himself for having shed any.

75With one remarkable exception, to be recorded in its place, this was the only time, in his life of freedom and fortune, when he spoke to his daughter Amy of the old days.

76But, now, the breakfast hour arrived; and with it Miss Fanny from her apartment, and Mr Edward from his apartment. Both these young persons of distinction were something the worse for late hours. As to Miss Fanny, she had become the victim of an insatiate mania for what she calledgoing into society;’ and would have gone into it head-foremost fifty times between sunset and sunrise, if so many opportunities had been at her disposal. As to Mr Edward, he, too, had a large acquaintance, and was generally engaged (for the most part, in diceing circles, or others of a kindred nature), during the greater part of every night. For this gentleman, when his fortunes changed, had stood at the great advantage of being already prepared for the highest associates, and having little to learn: so much was he indebted to the happy accidents which had made him acquainted with horse-dealing and billiard-marking.

77At breakfast, Mr Frederick Dorrit likewise appeared. As the old gentleman inhabited the highest story of the palace, where he might have practised pistol-shooting without much chance of discovery by the other inmates, his younger niece had taken courage to propose the restoration to him of his clarionet, which Mr Dorrit had ordered to be confiscated, but which she had ventured to preserve. Notwithstanding some objections from Miss Fanny, that it was a low instrument, and that she detested the sound of it, the concession had been made. But it was then discovered that he had had enough of it, and never played it, now that it was no longer his means of getting bread. He had insensibly acquired a new habit of shuffling into the picture-galleries, always with his twisted paper of snuff in his hand (much to the indignation of Miss Fanny, who had proposed the purchase of a gold box for him that the family might not be discredited, which he had absolutely refused to carry when it was bought); and of passing hours and hours before the portraits of renowned Venetians. It was never made out what his dazed eyes saw in them; whether he had an interest in them merely as pictures, or whether he confusedly identified them with a glory that was departed, like the strength of his own mind. But he paid his court to them with great exactness, and clearly derived pleasure from the pursuit. After the first few days, Little Dorrit happened one morning to assist at these attentions. It so evidently heightened his gratification that she often accompanied him afterwards, and the greatest delight of which the old man had shown himself susceptible since his ruin, arose out of these excursions, when he would carry a chair about for her from picture to picture, and stand behind it, in spite of all her remonstrances, silently presenting her to the noble Venetians.

78It fell out that, at this family breakfast, he referred to their having seen in a gallery, on the previous day, the lady and gentleman whom they had encountered on the Great Saint Bernard, ‘I forget the name,’ said he. I dare say you remember them, William? I dare say you do, Edward?’

79I rememberem well enough,’ said the latter.

80I should think so,’ observed Miss Fanny, with a toss of her head and a glance at her sister. But they would not have been recalled to our remembrance, I suspect, if Uncle hadn’t tumbled over the subject.’

81My dear, what a curious phrase,’ said Mrs General. Would not inadvertently lighted upon, or accidentally referred to, be better?’

82Thank you very much, Mrs General,’ returned the young lady, ‘no, I think not. On the whole I prefer my own expression.’

83This was always Miss Fannys way of receiving a suggestion from Mrs General. But she always stored it up in her mind, and adopted it at another time.

84I should have mentioned our having met Mr and Mrs Gowan, Fanny,’ said Little Dorrit, ‘even if Uncle had not. I have scarcely seen you since, you know. I meant to have spoken of it at breakfast; because I should like to pay a visit to Mrs Gowan, and to become better acquainted with her, if Papa and Mrs General do not object.’

85Well, Amy,’ said Fanny, ‘I am sure I am glad to find you at last expressing a wish to become better acquainted with anybody in Venice. Though whether Mr and Mrs Gowan are desirable acquaintances, remains to be determined.’

86Mrs Gowan I spoke of, dear.

87No doubt,’ said Fanny. But you cant separate her from her husband, I believe, without an Act of Parliament.’

88Do you think, Papa,’ inquired Little Dorrit, with diffidence and hesitation, ‘there is any objection to my making this visit?’

89Really,’ he replied, ‘Ihawhat is Mrs Generals view?’

90Mrs Generals view was, that not having the honour of any acquaintance with the lady and gentleman referred to, she was not in a position to varnish the present article. She could only remark, as a general principle observed in the varnishing trade, that much depended on the quarter from which the lady under consideration was accredited to a family so conspicuously niched in the social temple as the family of Dorrit.

91At this remark the face of Mr Dorrit gloomed considerably. He was about (connecting the accrediting with an obtrusive person of the name of Clennam, whom he imperfectly remembered in some former state of existence) to black-ball the name of Gowan finally, when Edward Dorrit, Esquire, came into the conversation, with his glass in his eye, and the preliminary remark ofI sayyou there! Go out, will you!’—which was addressed to a couple of men who were handing the dishes round, as a courteous intimation that their services could be temporarily dispensed with.

92Those menials having obeyed the mandate, Edward Dorrit, Esquire, proceeded.

93Perhaps its a matter of policy to let you all know that these Gowans—in whose favour, or at least the gentlemans, I cant be supposed to be much prepossessed myselfare known to people of importance, if that makes any difference.

94That, I would say,’ observed the fair varnisher, ‘Makes the greatest difference. The connection in question, being really people of importance and consideration—’

95As to that,’ said Edward Dorrit, Esquire, ‘Ill give you the means of judging for yourself. You are acquainted, perhaps, with the famous name of Merdle?’

96The great Merdle! exclaimed Mrs General.

97The Merdle,’ said Edward Dorrit, Esquire. They are known to him. Mrs Gowan—I mean the dowager, my polite friends motheris intimate with Mrs Merdle, and I know these two to be on their visiting list.’

98If so, a more undeniable guarantee could not be given,’ said Mrs General to Mr Dorrit, raising her gloves and bowing her head, as if she were doing homage to some visible graven image.

99I beg to ask my son, from motives ofahcuriosity,’ Mr Dorrit observed, with a decided change in his manner, ‘how he becomes possessed of thishumtimely information?’

100Its not a long story, sir,’ returned Edward Dorrit, Esquire, ‘and you shall have it out of hand. To begin with, Mrs Merdle is the lady you had the parley with at whats-his-name place.’

101‘Martigny,’ interposed Miss Fanny with an air of infinite languor.

102‘Martigny,’ assented her brother, with a slight nod and a slight wink; in acknowledgment of which, Miss Fanny looked surprised, and laughed and reddened.

103How can that be, Edward? said Mr Dorrit. You informed me that the name of the gentleman with whom you conferred washaSparkler. Indeed, you showed me his card. Hum. Sparkler.’

104No doubt of it, father; but it doesn’t follow that his mothers name must be the same. Mrs Merdle was married before, and he is her son. She is in Rome now; where probably we shall know more of her, as you decide to winter there. Sparkler is just come here. I passed last evening in company with Sparkler. Sparkler is a very good fellow on the whole, though rather a bore on one subject, in consequence of being tremendously smitten with a certain young lady. Here Edward Dorrit, Esquire, eyed Miss Fanny through his glass across the table. We happened last night to compare notes about our travels, and I had the information I have given you from Sparkler himself.’ Here he ceased; continuing to eye Miss Fanny through his glass, with a face much twisted, and not ornamentally so, in part by the action of keeping his glass in his eye, and in part by the great subtlety of his smile.

105Under these circumstances,’ said Mr Dorrit, ‘I believe I express the sentiments ofhaMrs General, no less than my own, when I say that there is no objection, butha humquite the contraryto your gratifying your desire, Amy. I trust I mayhahailthis desire,’ said Mr Dorrit, in an encouraging and forgiving manner, ‘as an auspicious omen. It is quite right to know these people. It is a very proper thing. Mr Merdle’s is a name ofhaworld-wide repute. Mr Merdle’s undertakings are immense. They bring him in such vast sums of money that they are regarded ashumnational benefits. Mr Merdle is the man of this time. The name of Merdle is the name of the age. Pray do everything on my behalf that is civil to Mr and Mrs Gowan, for we willhawe will certainly notice them.’

106This magnificent accordance of Mr Dorrit’s recognition settled the matter. It was not observed that Uncle had pushed away his plate, and forgotten his breakfast; but he was not much observed at any time, except by Little Dorrit. The servants were recalled, and the meal proceeded to its conclusion. Mrs General rose and left the table. Little Dorrit rose and left the table. When Edward and Fanny remained whispering together across it, and when Mr Dorrit remained eating figs and reading a French newspaper, Uncle suddenly fixed the attention of all three by rising out of his chair, striking his hand upon the table, and saying, ‘Brother! I protest against it!’

107If he had made a proclamation in an unknown tongue, and given up the ghost immediately afterwards, he could not have astounded his audience more. The paper fell from Mr Dorrit’s hand, and he sat petrified, with a fig half way to his mouth.

108Brother! said the old man, conveying a surprising energy into his trembling voice, ‘I protest against it! I love you; you know I love you dearly. In these many years I have never been untrue to you in a single thought. Weak as I am, I would at any time have struck any man who spoke ill of you. But, brother, brother, brother, I protest against it!’

109It was extraordinary to see of what a burst of earnestness such a decrepit man was capable. His eyes became bright, his grey hair rose on his head, markings of purpose on his brow and face which had faded from them for five-and-twenty years, started out again, and there was an energy in his hand that made its action nervous once more.

110My dear Frederick! exclaimed Mr Dorrit faintly. What is wrong? What is the matter?’

111How dare you,’ said the old man, turning round on Fanny, ‘how dare you do it? Have you no memory? Have you no heart?’

112Uncle? cried Fanny, affrighted and bursting into tears, ‘why do you attack me in this cruel manner? What have I done?’

113Done? returned the old man, pointing to her sisters place, ‘wheres your affectionate invaluable friend? Wheres your devoted guardian? Wheres your more than mother? How dare you set up superiorities against all these characters combined in your sister? For shame, you false girl, for shame!’

114I love Amy,’ cried Miss Fanny, sobbing and weeping, ‘as well as I love my lifebetter than I love my life. I dont deserve to be so treated. I am as grateful to Amy, and as fond of Amy, as its possible for any human being to be. I wish I was dead. I never was so wickedly wronged. And only because I am anxious for the family credit.’

115To the winds with the family credit! cried the old man, with great scorn and indignation. Brother, I protest against pride. I protest against ingratitude. I protest against any one of us here who have known what we have known, and have seen what we have seen, setting up any pretension that puts Amy at a moments disadvantage, or to the cost of a moments pain. We may know that its a base pretension by its having that effect. It ought to bring a judgment on us. Brother, I protest against it in the sight of God!’

116As his hand went up above his head and came down on the table, it might have been a blacksmiths. After a few momentssilence, it had relaxed into its usual weak condition. He went round to his brother with his ordinary shuffling step, put the hand on his shoulder, and said, in a softened voice, ‘William, my dear, I felt obliged to say it; forgive me, for I felt obliged to say it!’ and then went, in his bowed way, out of the palace hall, just as he might have gone out of the Marshalsea room.

117All this time Fanny had been sobbing and crying, and still continued to do so. Edward, beyond opening his mouth in amazement, had not opened his lips, and had done nothing but stare. Mr Dorrit also had been utterly discomfited, and quite unable to assert himself in any way. Fanny was now the first to speak.

118I never, never, never was so used! she sobbed. There never was anything so harsh and unjustifiable, so disgracefully violent and cruel! Dear, kind, quiet little Amy, too, what would she feel if she could know that she had been innocently the means of exposing me to such treatment! But Ill never tell her! No, good darling, Ill never tell her!’

119This helped Mr Dorrit to break his silence.

120My dear,’ said he, ‘Ihaapprove of your resolution. It will beha hummuch better not to speak of this to Amy. It mighthumit might distress her. Ha. No doubt it would distress her greatly. It is considerate and right to avoid doing so. We willhakeep this to ourselves.’

121But the cruelty of Uncle! cried Miss Fanny. O, I never can forgive the wanton cruelty of Uncle!’

122My dear,’ said Mr Dorrit, recovering his tone, though he remained unusually pale, ‘I must request you not to say so. You must remember that your uncle ishanot what he formerly was. You must remember that your uncles state requireshumgreat forbearance from us, great forbearance.’

123I am sure,’ cried Fanny, piteously, ‘it is only charitable to suppose that there must be something wrong in him somewhere, or he never could have so attacked Me, of all the people in the world.’

124Fanny,’ returned Mr Dorrit in a deeply fraternal tone, ‘you know, with his innumerable good points, what ahumwreck your uncle is; and, I entreat you by the fondness that I have for him, and by the fidelity that you know I have always shown him, tohato draw your own conclusions, and to spare my brotherly feelings.’

125This ended the scene; Edward Dorrit, Esquire, saying nothing throughout, but looking, to the last, perplexed and doubtful. Miss Fanny awakened much affectionate uneasiness in her sisters mind that day by passing the greater part of it in violent fits of embracing her, and in alternately giving her brooches, and wishing herself dead.