34. CHAPTER VI THE STARLIGHT

Hard Times / 艰难时世

1The Sunday was a bright Sunday in autumn, clear and cool, when early in the morning Sissy and Rachael met, to walk in the country.

2As Coketown cast ashes not only on its own head but on the neighbourhoods tooafter the manner of those pious persons who do penance for their own sins by putting other people into sackclothit was customary for those who now and then thirsted for a draught of pure air, which is not absolutely the most wicked among the vanities of life, to get a few miles away by the railroad, and then begin their walk, or their lounge in the fields. Sissy and Rachael helped themselves out of the smoke by the usual means, and were put down at a station about midway between the town and Mr. Bounderby’s retreat.

3Though the green landscape was blotted here and there with heaps of coal, it was green elsewhere, and there were trees to see, and there were larks singing (though it was Sunday), and there were pleasant scents in the air, and all was over-arched by a bright blue sky. In the distance one way, Coketown showed as a black mist; in another distance hills began to rise; in a third, there was a faint change in the light of the horizon where it shone upon the far-off sea. Under their feet, the grass was fresh; beautiful shadows of branches flickered upon it, and speckled it; hedgerows were luxuriant; everything was at peace. Engines at pitsmouths, and lean old horses that had worn the circle of their daily labour into the ground, were alike quiet; wheels had ceased for a short space to turn; and the great wheel of earth seemed to revolve without the shocks and noises of another time.

4They walked on across the fields and down the shady lanes, sometimes getting over a fragment of a fence so rotten that it dropped at a touch of the foot, sometimes passing near a wreck of bricks and beams overgrown with grass, marking the site of deserted works. They followed paths and tracks, however slight. Mounds where the grass was rank and high, and where brambles, dock-weed, and such-like vegetation, were confusedly heaped together, they always avoided; for dismal stories were told in that country of the old pits hidden beneath such indications.

5The sun was high when they sat down to rest. They had seen no one, near or distant, for a long time; and the solitude remained unbroken. It is so still here, Rachael, and the way is so untrodden, that I think we must be the first who have been here all the summer.’

6As Sissy said it, her eyes were attracted by another of those rotten fragments of fence upon the ground. She got up to look at it. And yet I dont know. This has not been broken very long. The wood is quite fresh where it gave way. Here are footsteps too.—O Rachael!’

7She ran back, and caught her round the neck. Rachael had already started up.

8What is the matter?

9I dont know. There is a hat lying in the grass. They went forward together. Rachael took it up, shaking from head to foot. She broke into a passion of tears and lamentations: Stephen Blackpool was written in his own hand on the inside.

10O the poor lad, the poor lad! He has been made away with. He is lying murdered here!

11Is therehas the hat any blood upon it? Sissy faltered.

12They were afraid to look; but they did examine it, and found no mark of violence, inside or out. It had been lying there some days, for rain and dew had stained it, and the mark of its shape was on the grass where it had fallen. They looked fearfully about them, without moving, but could see nothing more. ‘Rachael,’ Sissy whispered, ‘I will go on a little by myself.’

13She had unclasped her hand, and was in the act of stepping forward, when Rachael caught her in both arms with a scream that resounded over the wide landscape. Before them, at their very feet, was the brink of a black ragged chasm hidden by the thick grass. They sprang back, and fell upon their knees, each hiding her face upon the others neck.

14O, my good Lord! Hes down there! Down there! At first this, and her terrific screams, were all that could be got from Rachael, by any tears, by any prayers, by any representations, by any means. It was impossible to hush her; and it was deadly necessary to hold her, or she would have flung herself down the shaft.

15‘Rachael, dear Rachael, good Rachael, for the love of Heaven, not these dreadful cries! Think of Stephen, think of Stephen, think of Stephen!

16By an earnest repetition of this entreaty, poured out in all the agony of such a moment, Sissy at last brought her to be silent, and to look at her with a tearless face of stone.

17‘Rachael, Stephen may be living. You wouldn’t leave him lying maimed at the bottom of this dreadful place, a moment, if you could bring help to him?

18No, no, no!

19Dont stir from here, for his sake! Let me go and listen.

20She shuddered to approach the pit; but she crept towards it on her hands and knees, and called to him as loud as she could call. She listened, but no sound replied. She called again and listened; still no answering sound. She did this, twenty, thirty times. She took a little clod of earth from the broken ground where he had stumbled, and threw it in. She could not hear it fall.

21The wide prospect, so beautiful in its stillness but a few minutes ago, almost carried despair to her brave heart, as she rose and looked all round her, seeing no help. ‘Rachael, we must lose not a moment. We must go in different directions, seeking aid. You shall go by the way we have come, and I will go forward by the path. Tell any one you see, and every one what has happened. Think of Stephen, think of Stephen!’

22She knew by Rachael’s face that she might trust her now. And after standing for a moment to see her running, wringing her hands as she ran, she turned and went upon her own search; she stopped at the hedge to tie her shawl there as a guide to the place, then threw her bonnet aside, and ran as she had never run before.

23Run, Sissy, run, in Heavens name! Dont stop for breath. Run, run! Quickening herself by carrying such entreaties in her thoughts, she ran from field to field, and lane to lane, and place to place, as she had never run before; until she came to a shed by an engine-house, where two men lay in the shade, asleep on straw.

24First to wake them, and next to tell them, all so wild and breathless as she was, what had brought her there, were difficulties; but they no sooner understood her than their spirits were on fire like hers. One of the men was in a drunken slumber, but on his comrades shouting to him that a man had fallen down the Old Hell Shaft, he started out to a pool of dirty water, put his head in it, and came back sober.

25With these two men she ran to another half-a-mile further, and with that one to another, while they ran elsewhere. Then a horse was found; and she got another man to ride for life or death to the railroad, and send a message to Louisa, which she wrote and gave him. By this time a whole village was up: and windlasses, ropes, poles, candles, lanterns, all things necessary, were fast collecting and being brought into one place, to be carried to the Old Hell Shaft.

26It seemed now hours and hours since she had left the lost man lying in the grave where he had been buried alive. She could not bear to remain away from it any longerit was like deserting himand she hurried swiftly back, accompanied by half-a-dozen labourers, including the drunken man whom the news had sobered, and who was the best man of all. When they came to the Old Hell Shaft, they found it as lonely as she had left it. The men called and listened as she had done, and examined the edge of the chasm, and settled how it had happened, and then sat down to wait until the implements they wanted should come up.

27Every sound of insects in the air, every stirring of the leaves, every whisper among these men, made Sissy tremble, for she thought it was a cry at the bottom of the pit. But the wind blew idly over it, and no sound arose to the surface, and they sat upon the grass, waiting and waiting. After they had waited some time, straggling people who had heard of the accident began to come up; then the real help of implements began to arrive. In the midst of this, Rachael returned; and with her party there was a surgeon, who brought some wine and medicines. But, the expectation among the people that the man would be found alive was very slight indeed.

28There being now people enough present to impede the work, the sobered man put himself at the head of the rest, or was put there by the general consent, and made a large ring round the Old Hell Shaft, and appointed men to keep it. Besides such volunteers as were accepted to work, only Sissy and Rachael were at first permitted within this ring; but, later in the day, when the message brought an express from Coketown, Mr. Gradgrind and Louisa, and Mr. Bounderby, and the whelp, were also there.

29The sun was four hours lower than when Sissy and Rachael had first sat down upon the grass, before a means of enabling two men to descend securely was rigged with poles and ropes. Difficulties had arisen in the construction of this machine, simple as it was; requisites had been found wanting, and messages had had to go and return. It was five oclock in the afternoon of the bright autumnal Sunday, before a candle was sent down to try the air, while three or four rough faces stood crowded close together, attentively watching it: the man at the windlass lowering as they were told. The candle was brought up again, feebly burning, and then some water was cast in. Then the bucket was hooked on; and the sobered man and another got in with lights, giving the wordLower away!’

30As the rope went out, tight and strained, and the windlass creaked, there was not a breath among the one or two hundred men and women looking on, that came as it was wont to come. The signal was given and the windlass stopped, with abundant rope to spare. Apparently so long an interval ensued with the men at the windlass standing idle, that some women shrieked that another accident had happened! But the surgeon who held the watch, declared five minutes not to have elapsed yet, and sternly admonished them to keep silence. He had not well done speaking, when the windlass was reversed and worked again. Practised eyes knew that it did not go as heavily as it would if both workmen had been coming up, and that only one was returning.

31The rope came in tight and strained; and ring after ring was coiled upon the barrel of the windlass, and all eyes were fastened on the pit. The sobered man was brought up and leaped out briskly on the grass. There was an universal cry ofAlive or dead?’ and then a deep, profound hush.

32When he saidAlive!’ a great shout arose and many eyes had tears in them.

33But hes hurt very bad,’ he added, as soon as he could make himself heard again. Wheres doctor? Hes hurt so very bad, sir, that we donno how to get him up.’

34They all consulted together, and looked anxiously at the surgeon, as he asked some questions, and shook his head on receiving the replies. The sun was setting now; and the red light in the evening sky touched every face there, and caused it to be distinctly seen in all its rapt suspense.

35The consultation ended in the men returning to the windlass, and the pitman going down again, carrying the wine and some other small matters with him. Then the other man came up. In the meantime, under the surgeons directions, some men brought a hurdle, on which others made a thick bed of spare clothes covered with loose straw, while he himself contrived some bandages and slings from shawls and handkerchiefs. As these were made, they were hung upon an arm of the pitman who had last come up, with instructions how to use them: and as he stood, shown by the light he carried, leaning his powerful loose hand upon one of the poles, and sometimes glancing down the pit, and sometimes glancing round upon the people, he was not the least conspicuous figure in the scene. It was dark now, and torches were kindled.

36It appeared from the little this man said to those about him, which was quickly repeated all over the circle, that the lost man had fallen upon a mass of crumbled rubbish with which the pit was half choked up, and that his fall had been further broken by some jagged earth at the side. He lay upon his back with one arm doubled under him, and according to his own belief had hardly stirred since he fell, except that he had moved his free hand to a side pocket, in which he remembered to have some bread and meat (of which he had swallowed crumbs), and had likewise scooped up a little water in it now and then. He had come straight away from his work, on being written to, and had walked the whole journey; and was on his way to Mr. Bounderby’s country house after dark, when he fell. He was crossing that dangerous country at such a dangerous time, because he was innocent of what was laid to his charge, and couldn’t rest from coming the nearest way to deliver himself up. The Old Hell Shaft, the pitman said, with a curse upon it, was worthy of its bad name to the last; for though Stephen could speak now, he believed it would soon be found to have mangled the life out of him.

37When all was ready, this man, still taking his last hurried charges from his comrades and the surgeon after the windlass had begun to lower him, disappeared into the pit. The rope went out as before, the signal was made as before, and the windlass stopped. No man removed his hand from it now. Every one waited with his grasp set, and his body bent down to the work, ready to reverse and wind in. At length the signal was given, and all the ring leaned forward.

38For, now, the rope came in, tightened and strained to its utmost as it appeared, and the men turned heavily, and the windlass complained. It was scarcely endurable to look at the rope, and think of its giving way. But, ring after ring was coiled upon the barrel of the windlass safely, and the connecting chains appeared, and finally the bucket with the two men holding on at the sidesa sight to make the head swim, and oppress the heartand tenderly supporting between them, slung and tied within, the figure of a poor, crushed, human creature.

39A low murmur of pity went round the throng, and the women wept aloud, as this form, almost without form, was moved very slowly from its iron deliverance, and laid upon the bed of straw. At first, none but the surgeon went close to it. He did what he could in its adjustment on the couch, but the best that he could do was to cover it. That gently done, he called to him Rachael and Sissy. And at that time the pale, worn, patient face was seen looking up at the sky, with the broken right hand lying bare on the outside of the covering garments, as if waiting to be taken by another hand.

40They gave him drink, moistened his face with water, and administered some drops of cordial and wine. Though he lay quite motionless looking up at the sky, he smiled and said, ‘Rachael.’ She stooped down on the grass at his side, and bent over him until her eyes were between his and the sky, for he could not so much as turn them to look at her.

41‘Rachael, my dear.

42She took his hand. He smiled again and said, ‘Dont lett go.’

43Thourt in great pain, my own dear Stephen?

44I habeen, but not now. I habeendreadful, and dree, and long, my dearbuttis ower now. Ah, Rachael, aw a muddle! Frofirst to last, a muddle!

45The spectre of his old look seemed to pass as he said the word.

46I hafell into thpit, my dear, as have cost wiin the knowledge oold fok now livin, hundreds and hundreds omens livesfathers, sons, brothers, dear to thousands anthousands, ankeepingem frowant and hunger. I hafell into a pit that habeen with’ Firedamp crueller than battle. I haread ont in the public petition, as onny one may read, frothe men that works in pits, in which they haprayn and prayn the lawmakers for Christs sake not to let their work be murder toem, but to spareem for thwives and children that they loves as well as gentlefok loves theirs. When it were in work, it killed wiout need; whentis let alone, it kills wiout need. See how we die anno need, one way ananotherin a muddleevery day!

47He faintly said it, without any anger against any one. Merely as the truth.

48Thy little sister, Rachael, thou hast not forgot her. Thourt not like to forget her now, and me so nigh her. Thou knowstpoor, patient, suff’rin, dearhow thou didst work for her, seet’n all day long in her little chair at thy winder, and how she died, young and misshapen, awlung osickly air as hadn no need to be, an’ awlung oworking peoples miserable homes. A muddle! Aw a muddle!

49Louisa approached him; but he could not see her, lying with his face turned up to the night sky.

50If aw ththings that tooches us, my dear, was not so muddled, I shouldn hahadn need to coom heer. If we was not in a muddle among ourseln, I shouldn habeen, by my own fellow weavers and workin’ brothers, so mistook. If Mr. Bounderby had ever knowd me rightif hed ever knowd me at awhe wouldn hatookn offence wime. He wouldn hasuspectn me. But look up yonder, Rachael! Look aboove!

51Following his eyes, she saw that he was gazing at a star.

52Stephen Blackpool recovered from the Old Hell Shaft

53It hashined upon me,’ he said reverently, ‘in my pain and trouble down below. It hashined into my mind. I halookn att and thowt othee, Rachael, till the muddle in my mind have cleared awa, above a bit, I hope. If soom habeen wantin’ in unnerstan’in me better, I, too, habeen wantin’ in unnerstan’in them better. When I got thy letter, I easily believen that what the yoong ledy sen and done to me, and what her brother sen and done to me, was one, and that there were a wicked plot betwixtem. When I fell, I were in anger wiher, an’ hurryin on tbe as onjust ther as oothers was tme. But in our judgments, like as in our doins, we mun bear and forbear. In my pain antrouble, lookin up yonder,—wiit shinin on meI haseen more clear, and hamade it my dyin prayer that aw thworld may ony coom toogether more, anget a better unnerstan’in oone another, than when I were int my own weak seln.

54Louisa hearing what he said, bent over him on the opposite side to Rachael, so that he could see her.

55You haheard? he said, after a few momentssilence. I hanot forgot you, ledy.

56Yes, Stephen, I have heard you. And your prayer is mine.

57You haa father. Will yo tak’ a message to him?

58He is here,’ said Louisa, with dread. Shall I bring him to you?’

59If yo please.

60Louisa returned with her father. Standing hand-in-hand, they both looked down upon the solemn countenance.

61Sir, yo will clear me an’ mak my name good wiaw men. This I leave to yo.

62Mr. Gradgrind was troubled and asked how?

63Sir,’ was the reply: ‘yor son will tell yo how. Ask him. I mak no charges: I leave none ahint me: not a single word. I haseen an’ spok’n wi’ yor son, one night. I ask no more oyo than that yo clear meanI trust to yo to dot.

64The bearers being now ready to carry him away, and the surgeon being anxious for his removal, those who had torches or lanterns, prepared to go in front of the litter. Before it was raised, and while they were arranging how to go, he said to Rachael, looking upward at the star:

65Often as I coom to myseln, and found it shinin’ on me down there in my trouble, I thowt it were the star as guided to Our Saviours home. I awmust think it be the very star!

66They lifted him up, and he was overjoyed to find that they were about to take him in the direction whither the star seemed to him to lead.

67‘Rachael, beloved lass! Dont let go my hand. We may walk toogether tnight, my dear!

68I will hold thy hand, and keep beside thee, Stephen, all the way.

69Bless thee! Will soombody be pleased to coover my face!

70They carried him very gently along the fields, and down the lanes, and over the wide landscape; Rachael always holding the hand in hers. Very few whispers broke the mournful silence. It was soon a funeral procession. The star had shown him where to find the God of the poor; and through humility, and sorrow, and forgiveness, he had gone to his Redeemers rest.