39. CHAPTER IX. The Game Made

A Tale of Two Cities / 双城记

1While Sydney Carton and the Sheep of the prisons were in the adjoining dark room, speaking so low that not a sound was heard, Mr. Lorry looked at Jerry in considerable doubt and mistrust. That honest tradesmans manner of receiving the look, did not inspire confidence; he changed the leg on which he rested, as often as if he had fifty of those limbs, and were trying them all; he examined his finger-nails with a very questionable closeness of attention; and whenever Mr. Lorrys eye caught his, he was taken with that peculiar kind of short cough requiring the hollow of a hand before it, which is seldom, if ever, known to be an infirmity attendant on perfect openness of character.

2Jerry,” said Mr. Lorry. Come here.”

3Mr. Cruncher came forward sideways, with one of his shoulders in advance of him.

4What have you been, besides a messenger?”

5After some cogitation, accompanied with an intent look at his patron, Mr. Cruncher conceived the luminous idea of replying, “Agicultooral character.”

6My mind misgives me much,” said Mr. Lorry, angrily shaking a forefinger at him, “that you have used the respectable and great house of Tellson’s as a blind, and that you have had an unlawful occupation of an infamous description. If you have, dont expect me to befriend you when you get back to England. If you have, dont expect me to keep your secret. Tellson’s shall not be imposed upon.”

7I hope, sir,” pleaded the abashed M r. Cruncher, “that a gentleman like yourself wot Ive had the honour of odd jobbing till Im grey at it, would think twice about harming of me, even if it wos soI dont say it is, but even if it wo s. And which it is to be took into account that if it wos, it wouldn’t, even then, be all oone side. Thered be two sides to it. There might be medical doctors at the present hour, a picking up their guineas where a honest tradesman dont pick up his fardens—fardens! no, nor yet his half fardens—half fardens! no, nor yet his quartera banking away like smoke at Tellson’s, and a cocking their medical eyes at that tradesman on the sly, a going in and going out to their own carriagesah! equally like smoke, if not more so. Well, that ’ud be imposing, too, on Tellson’ s. For you cannot sarse the goose and not the gande r. And heres Mr s. Cruncher, or leastways wos in the Old England times, and would be to-morrow, if cause given, a floppin’ again the business to that degree as is ruinatingstark ruinating! Whereas them medical doctorswives dont flopcatchem at it! Or, if they flop, their floppings goes in favour of more patients, and how can you rightly have one without tother? Then, wot with undertakers, and wot with parish clerks, and wot with sextons, and wot with private watchmen (all awaricious and all in it), a man wouldn’t get much by it, even if it wos so. And wot little a man did get, would never prosper with him, M r. Lorry. Hed never have no good of it; hed want all along to be out of the line, if he, could see his way out, being once ineven if it wos so.

8Ugh!” cried Mr. Lorry, rather relenting, nevertheless, “I am shocked at the sight of you.”

9Now, what I would humbly offer to you, sir,” pursued Mr. Cruncher, “even if it wos so, which I dont say it is—”

10Dont prevaricate,” said Mr. Lorry.

11No, I will not, sir,” returned Mr. Crunches as if nothing were further from his thoughts or practice—“which I dont say it iswot I would humbly offer to you, sir, would be this. Upon that there stool, at that there Bar, sets that there boy of mine, brought up and growed up to be a man, wot will errand you, message you, general-light-job you, till your heels is where your head is, if such should be your wishes. If it wos so, which I still dont say it is (for I will not prewaricate to you, sir), let that there boy keep his fathers place, and take care of his mother; dont blow upon that boys fatherdo not do it, sirand let that father go into the line of the reg’lar diggin’, and make amends for what he would have undug—if it wos soby diggin’ ofem in with a will, and with conwictions respectin’ the futur’ keepin’ ofem safe. That, Mr. Lorry,” said Mr. Cruncher, wiping his forehead with his arm, as an announcement that he had arrived at the peroration of his discourse, “is wot I would respectfully offer to you, sir. A man dont see all this here a goin’ on dreadful round him, in the way of Subjects without heads, dear me, plentiful enough fur to bring the price down to porterage and hardly that, without havin’ his serious thoughts of things. And these here would be mine, if it wos so, entreatin’ of you fur to bear in mind that wot I said just now, I up and said in the good cause when I might have kep’ it back.”

12That at least is true,” said Mr. Lorry. Say no more now. It may be that I shall yet stand your friend, if you deserve it, and repent in actionnot in words. I want no more words.”

13Mr. Cruncher knuckled his forehead, as Sydney Carton and the spy returned from the dark room. Adieu, Mr. Barsad,” said the former; “our arrangement thus made, you have nothing to fear from me.”

14He sat down in a chair on the hearth, over against Mr. Lorry. When they were alone, Mr. Lorry asked him what he had done?

15Not much. If it should go ill with the prisoner, I have ensured access to him, once.”

16Mr. Lorrys countenance fell.

17It is all I could do,” said Carton. To propose too much, would be to put this mans head under the axe, and, as he himself said, nothing worse could happen to him if he were denounced. It was obviously the weakness of the position. There is no help for it.”

18But access to him,” said Mr. Lorry, “if it should go ill before the Tribunal, will not save him.”

19I never said it would.”

20Mr. Lorrys eyes gradually sought the fire; his sympathy with his darling, and the heavy disappointment of his second arrest, gradually weakened them; he was an old man now, overborne with anxiety of late, and his tears fell.

21You are a good man and a true friend,” said Carton, in an altered voice. Forgive me if I notice that you are affected. I could not see my father weep, and sit by, careless. And I could not respect your sorrow more, if you were my father. You are free from that misfortune, however.”

22Though he said the last words, with a slip into his usual manner, there was a true feeling and respect both in his tone and in his touch, that Mr. Lorry, who had never seen the better side of him, was wholly unprepared for. He gave him his hand, and Carton gently pressed it.

23To return to poor Darnay,” said Carton. Dont tell Her of this interview, or this arrangement. It would not enable Her to go to see him. She might think it was contrived, in case of the worse, to convey to him the means of anticipating the sentence.”

24Mr. Lorry had not thought of that, and he looked quickly at Carton to see if it were in his mind. It seemed to be; he returned the look, and evidently understood it.

25She might think a thousand things,” Carton said, “and any of them would only add to her trouble. Dont speak of me to her. As I said to you when I first came, I had better not see her. I can put my hand out, to do any little helpful work for her that my hand can find to do, without that. You are going to her, I hope? She must be very desolate to-night.”

26I am going now, directly.”

27I am glad of that. She has such a strong attachment to you and reliance on you. How does she look?”

28Anxious and unhappy, but very beautiful.”

29Ah!”

30It was a long, grieving sound, like a sighalmost like a sob. It attracted Mr. Lorrys eyes to Cartons face, which was turned to the fire. A light, or a shade (the old gentleman could not have said which), passed from it as swiftly as a change will sweep over a hill-side on a wild bright day, and he lifted his foot to put back one of the little flaming logs, which was tumbling forward. He wore the white riding-coat and top-boots, then in vogue, and the light of the fire touching their light surfaces made him look very pale, with his long brown hair, all untrimmed, hanging loose about him. His indifference to fire was sufficiently remarkable to elicit a word of remonstrance from Mr. Lorry; his boot was still upon the hot embers of the flaming log, when it had broken under the weight of his foot.

31I forgot it,” he said.

32Mr. Lorrys eyes were again attracted to his face. Taking note of the wasted air which clouded the naturally handsome features, and having the expression of prisonersfaces fresh in his mind, he was strongly reminded of that expression.

33And your duties here have drawn to an end, sir?” said Carton, turning to him.

34Yes. As I was telling you last night when Lucie came in so unexpectedly, I have at length done all that I can do here. I hoped to have left them in perfect safety, and then to have quitted Paris. I have my Leave to Pass. I was ready to go.”

35They were both silent.

36Yours is a long life to look back upon, sir?” said Carton, wistfully.

37I am in my seventy-eighth year.”

38You have been useful all your life; steadily and constantly occupied; trusted, respected, and looked up to?”

39I have been a man of business, ever since I have been a man. Indeed, I may say that I was a man of business when a boy.”

40See what a place you fill at seventy-eight. How many people will miss you when you leave it empty!”

41A solitary old bachelor,” answered Mr. Lorry, shaking his head. There is nobody to weep for me.”

42How can you say that? Wouldn’t She weep for you? Wouldn’t her child?”

43Yes, yes, thank God. I didn’t quite mean what I said.”

44It is a thing to thank God for; is it not?”

45Surely, surely.”

46If you could say, with truth, to your own solitary heart, to-night, ‘I have secured to myself the love and attachment, the gratitude or respect, of no human creature; I have won myself a tender place in no regard; I have done nothing good or serviceable to be remembered by!’ your seventy-eight years would be seventy-eight heavy curses; would they not?”

47You say truly, Mr. Carton; I think they would be.”

48Sydney turned his eyes again upon the fire, and, after a silence of a few moments, said:

49I should like to ask you:—Does your childhood seem far off? Do the days when you sat at your mothers knee, seem days of very long ago?”

50Responding to his softened manner, Mr. Lorry answered:

51Twenty years back, yes; at this time of my life, no. For, as I draw closer and closer to the end, I travel in the circle, nearer and nearer to the beginning. It seems to be one of the kind smoothings and preparings of the way. My heart is touched now, by many remembrances that had long fallen asleep, of my pretty young mother (and I so old!), and by many associations of the days when what we call the World was not so real with me, and my faults were not confirmed in me.”

52I understand the feeling!” exclaimed Carton, with a bright flush. And you are the better for it?”

53I hope so.”

54Carton terminated the conversation here, by rising to help him on with his outer coat; “But you,” said Mr. Lorry, reverting to the theme, “you are young.”

55Yes,” said Carton. I am not old, but my young way was never the way to age. Enough of me.”

56And of me, I am sure,” said Mr. Lorry. Are you going out?”

57Ill walk with you to her gate. You know my vagabond and restless habits. If I should prowl about the streets a long time, dont be uneasy; I shall reappear in the morning. You go to the Court to-morrow?”

58Yes, unhappily.”

59I shall be there, but only as one of the crowd. My Spy will find a place for me. Take my arm, sir.”

60Mr. Lorry did so, and they went down-stairs and out in the streets. A few minutes brought them to Mr. Lorrys destination. Carton left him there; but lingered at a little distance, and turned back to the gate again when it was shut, and touched it. He had heard of her going to the prison every day. She came out here,” he said, looking about him, “turned this way, must have trod on these stones often. Let me follow in her steps.”

61It was ten oclock at night when he stood before the prison of La Force, where she had stood hundreds of times. A little wood-sawyer, having closed his shop, was smoking his pipe at his shop-door.

62Good night, citizen,” said Sydney Carton, pausing in going by; for, the man eyed him inquisitively.

63Good night, citizen.”

64How goes the Republic?”

65You mean the Guillotine. Not ill. Sixty-three to-day. We shall mount to a hundred soon. Samson and his men complain sometimes, of being exhausted. Ha, ha, ha! He is so droll, that Samson. Such a Barber!”

66Do you often go to see him—”

67Shave? Always. Every day. What a barber! You have seen him at work?”

68Never.”

69Go and see him when he has a good batch. Figure this to yourself, citizen; he shaved the sixty-three to-day, in less than two pipes! Less than two pipes. Word of honour!”

70As the grinning little man held out the pipe he was smoking, to explain how he timed the executioner, Carton was so sensible of a rising desire to strike the life out of him, that he turned away.

71But you are not English,” said the wood-sawyer, “though you wear English dress?”

72Yes,” said Carton, pausing again, and answering over his shoulder.

73You speak like a Frenchman.”

74I am an old student here.”

75Aha, a perfect Frenchman! Good night, Englishman.”

76Good night, citizen.”

77But go and see that droll dog,” the little man persisted, calling after him. And take a pipe with you!”

78Sydney had not gone far out of sight, when he stopped in the middle of the street under a glimmering lamp, and wrote with his pencil on a scrap of paper. Then, traversing with the decided step of one who remembered the way well, several dark and dirty streetsmuch dirtier than usual, for the best public thoroughfares remained uncleansed in those times of terrorhe stopped at a chemists shop, which the owner was closing with his own hands. A small, dim, crooked shop, kept in a tortuous, up-hill thoroughfare, by a small, dim, crooked man.

79Giving this citizen, too, good night, as he confronted him at his counter, he laid the scrap of paper before him. Whew!” the chemist whistled softly, as he read it. Hi! hi! hi!”

80Sydney Carton took no heed, and the chemist said:

81For you, citizen?”

82For me.”

83You will be careful to keep them separate, citizen? You know the consequences of mixing them?”

84Perfectly.”

85Certain small packets were made and given to him. He put them, one by one, in the breast of his inner coat, counted out the money for them, and deliberately left the shop. There is nothing more to do,” said he, glancing upward at the moon, “until to-morrow. I cant sleep.”

86It was not a reckless manner, the manner in which he said these words aloud under the fast-sailing clouds, nor was it more expressive of negligence than defiance. It was the settled manner of a tired man, who had wandered and struggled and got lost, but who at length struck into his road and saw its end.

87Long ago, when he had been famous among his earliest competitors as a youth of great promise, he had followed his father to the grave. His mother had died, years before. These solemn words, which had been read at his fathers grave, arose in his mind as he went down the dark streets, among the heavy shadows, with the moon and the clouds sailing on high above him. I am the resurrection and the life, saith the Lord: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in me, shall never die.”

88In a city dominated by the axe, alone at night, with natural sorrow rising in him for the sixty-three who had been that day put to death, and for to-morrows victims then awaiting their doom in the prisons, and still of to-morrows and to-morrows, the chain of association that brought the words home, like a rusty old ships anchor from the deep, might have been easily found. He did not seek it, but repeated them and went on.

89With a solemn interest in the lighted windows where the people were going to rest, forgetful through a few calm hours of the horrors surrounding them; in the towers of the churches, where no prayers were said, for the popular revulsion had even travelled that length of self-destruction from years of priestly impostors, plunderers, and profligates; in the distant burial-places, reserved, as they wrote upon the gates, for Eternal Sleep; in the abounding gaols; and in the streets along which the sixties rolled to a death which had become so common and material, that no sorrowful story of a haunting Spirit ever arose among the people out of all the working of the Guillotine; with a solemn interest in the whole life and death of the city settling down to its short nightly pause in fury; Sydney Carton crossed the Seine again for the lighter streets.

90Few coaches were abroad, for riders in coaches were liable to be suspected, and gentility hid its head in red nightcaps, and put on heavy shoes, and trudged. But, the theatres were all well filled, and the people poured cheerfully out as he passed, and went chatting home. At one of the theatre doors, there was a little girl with a mother, looking for a way across the street through the mud. He carried the child over, and before the timid arm was loosed from his neck asked her for a kiss.

91I am the resurrection and the life, saith the Lord: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in me, shall never die.”

92Now, that the streets were quiet, and the night wore on, the words were in the echoes of his feet, and were in the air. Perfectly calm and steady, he sometimes repeated them to himself as he walked; but, he heard them always.

93The night wore out, and, as he stood upon the bridge listening to the water as it splashed the river-walls of the Island of Paris, where the picturesque confusion of houses and cathedral shone bright in the light of the moon, the day came coldly, looking like a dead face out of the sky. Then, the night, with the moon and the stars, turned pale and died, and for a little while it seemed as if Creation were delivered over to Deaths dominion.

94But, the glorious sun, rising, seemed to strike those words, that burden of the night, straight and warm to his heart in its long bright rays. And looking along them, with reverently shaded eyes, a bridge of light appeared to span the air between him and the sun, while the river sparkled under it.

95The strong tide, so swift, so deep, and certain, was like a congenial friend, in the morning stillness. He walked by the stream, far from the houses, and in the light and warmth of the sun fell asleep on the bank. When he awoke and was afoot again, he lingered there yet a little longer, watching an eddy that turned and turned purposeless, until the stream absorbed it, and carried it on to the sea. —“Like me.”

96A trading-boat, with a sail of the softened colour of a dead leaf, then glided into his view, floated by him, and died away. As its silent track in the water disappeared, the prayer that had broken up out of his heart for a merciful consideration of all his poor blindnesses and errors, ended in the words, “I am the resurrection and the life.”

97Mr. Lorry was already out when he got back, and it was easy to surmise where the good old man was gone. Sydney Carton drank nothing but a little coffee, ate some bread, and, having washed and changed to refresh himself, went out to the place of trial.

98The court was all astir and a-buzz, when the black sheepwhom many fell away from in dreadpressed him into an obscure corner among the crowd. Mr. Lorry was there, and Doctor Manette was there. She was there, sitting beside her father.

99When her husband was brought in, she turned a look upon him, so sustaining, so encouraging, so full of admiring love and pitying tenderness, yet so courageous for his sake, that it called the healthy blood into his face, brightened his glance, and animated his heart. If there had been any eyes to notice the influence of her look, on Sydney Carton, it would have been seen to be the same influence exactly.

100Before that unjust Tribunal, there was little or no order of procedure, ensuring to any accused person any reasonable hearing. There could have been no such Revolution, if all laws, forms, and ceremonies, had not first been so monstrously abused, that the suicidal vengeance of the Revolution was to scatter them all to the winds.

101Every eye was turned to the jury. The same determined patriots and good republicans as yesterday and the day before, and to-morrow and the day after. Eager and prominent among them, one man with a craving face, and his fingers perpetually hovering about his lips, whose appearance gave great satisfaction to the spectators. A life-thirsting, cannibal-looking, bloody-minded juryman, the Jacques Three of St. Antoine. The whole jury, as a jury of dogs empannelled to try the deer.

102Every eye then turned to the five judges and the public prosecutor. No favourable leaning in that quarter to-day. A fell, uncompromising, murderous business-meaning there. Every eye then sought some other eye in the crowd, and gleamed at it approvingly; and heads nodded at one another, before bending forward with a strained attention.

103Charles Evrémonde, called Darnay. Released yesterday. Reaccused and retaken yesterday. Indictment delivered to him last night. Suspected and Denounced enemy of the Republic, Aristocrat, one of a family of tyrants, one of a race proscribed, for that they had used their abolished privileges to the infamous oppression of the people. Charles Evrémonde, called Darnay, in right of such proscription, absolutely Dead in Law.

104To this effect, in as few or fewer words, the Public Prosecutor.

105The President asked, was the Accused openly denounced or secretly?

106Openly, President.”

107By whom?”

108Three voices. Ernest Defarge, wine-vendor of St. Antoine.”

109Good.”

110“Thérèse Defarge, his wife.”

111Good.”

112“Alexandre Manette, physician.”

113A great uproar took place in the court, and in the midst of it, Doctor Manette was seen, pale and trembling, standing where he had been seated.

114President, I indignantly protest to you that this is a forgery and a fraud. You know the accused to be the husband of my daughter. My daughter, and those dear to her, are far dearer to me than my life. Who and where is the false conspirator who says that I denounce the husband of my child!”

115Citizen Manette, be tranquil. To fail in submission to the authority of the Tribunal would be to put yourself out of Law. As to what is dearer to you than life, nothing can be so dear to a good citizen as the Republic.”

116Loud acclamations hailed this rebuke. The President rang his bell, and with warmth resumed.

117If the Republic should demand of you the sacrifice of your child herself, you would have no duty but to sacrifice her. Listen to what is to follow. In the meanwhile, be silent!”

118Frantic acclamations were again raised. Doctor Manette sat down, with his eyes looking around, and his lips trembling; his daughter drew closer to him. The craving man on the jury rubbed his hands together, and restored the usual hand to his mouth.

119Defarge was produced, when the court was quiet enough to admit of his being heard, and rapidly expounded the story of the imprisonment, and of his having been a mere boy in the Doctors service, and of the release, and of the state of the prisoner when released and delivered to him. This short examination followed, for the court was quick with its work.

120You did good service at the taking of the Bastille, citizen?”

121I believe so.”

122Here, an excited woman screeched from the crowd: “You were one of the best patriots there. Why not say so? You were a cannonier that day there, and you were among the first to enter the accursed fortress when it fell. Patriots, I speak the truth!”

123It was The Vengeance who, amidst the warm commendations of the audience, thus assisted the proceedings. The President rang his bell; but, The Vengeance, warming with encouragement, shrieked, “I defy that bell!” wherein she was likewise much commended.

124Inform the Tribunal of what you did that day within the Bastille, citizen.”

125I knew,” said Defarge, looking down at his wife, who stood at the bottom of the steps on which he was raised, looking steadily up at him; “I knew that this prisoner, of whom I speak, had been confined in a cell known as One Hundred and Five, North Tower. I knew it from himself. He knew himself by no other name than One Hundred and Five, North Tower, when he made shoes under my care. As I serve my gun that day, I resolve, when the place shall fall, to examine that cell. It falls. I mount to the cell, with a fellow-citizen who is one of the Jury, directed by a gaoler. I examine it, very closely. In a hole in the chimney, where a stone has been worked out and replaced, I find a written paper. This is that written paper. I have made it my business to examine some specimens of the writing of Doctor Manette. This is the writing of Doctor Manette. I confide this paper, in the writing of Doctor Manette, to the hands of the President.”

126Let it be read.”

127In a dead silence and stillnessthe prisoner under trial looking lovingly at his wife, his wife only looking from him to look with solicitude at her father, Doctor Manette keeping his eyes fixed on the reader, Madame Defarge never taking hers from the prisoner, Defarge never taking his from his feasting wife, and all the other eyes there intent upon the Doctor, who saw none of themthe paper was read, as follows.