1HORNBLOWER was dining by himself. He had Gibbon securely wedged against the cheese crock on the table before him, and his legs stretched out at ease under it. Today he was indulging himself extraordinarily with a half bottle of wine, and the sea pie from which he was about to help himself smelt most appetising. It was one of those days when there was nothing wrong with the world at all, when he could allow himself to sway with the rhythm of the ship without any further thought, when food tasted good and wine delicious. He dug a spoon into the sea pie just at the moment when there was a knock on the door and a midshipman entered.

2Clam in sight to wind’ard, sir,” he said.

3Very good.”

4Hornblower proceeded to transfer the sea pie from the dish to his plate, and as he spread out his helping to allow it to cool, his mind began to rouse itself. Clam would be bringing news; she had been left at St. Petersburg for the very purpose of waiting for news. Maybe Russia was at war with Bonaparte now. Or maybe Alexander had made the abject surrender which would be the only thing that could save him from war. Or maybe Alexander was dead, murdered by his officers as his father had been. It would be by no means the first time that a change in Russian policy had been ushered in by a palace revolution. Maybemaybe anything, but the sea pie was growing cold. He applied himself to it, just as the midshipman knocked at the door again.

5Clam signalsHave despatches for commodore,’ sir.”

6How far off is she?”

7Hull up to wind’ard, sir. Were running down to her.”

8Make: ‘Commodore to Clam. Send despatches on board as soon as practicable.’ ”

9Aye aye, sir.”

10There was nothing surprising about Clams message; the surprise would have been if she carried no despatches. Hornblower found himself shovelling sea pie into his mouth as if the faster he ate it the faster the despatches would come. He checked himself and took a sip of his wine, but neither wine nor food had any attraction for him. Brown came in and served him with cheese, and he munched and told himself he had dined well. Cocking his ear to the noises on the deck overhead he could guess there was a boat coming alongside, and directly afterwards one more knock on the door heralded the arrival of Lord Wychwood. Hornblower rose for him, offered him a chair, offered him dinner, took over the bulky canvas-wrapped despatch which Wychwood handed him, and signed a receipt for it. He sat with it on his knee for a moment.

11Well,” said Wychwood, “its war.”

12Hornblower could not allow himself to askWar with whom?” He made himself wait.

13Alexanders done it, or rather Boney has. Boney crossed the Niemen with fifteen army corps ten days back. No declaration of war, of course. Thats not the sort of courtesy one would expect of two potentates who have been blackguarding each other in every sheet in every language in Europe. War was inevitable the moment Alexander sent back his answer a month agothe day before you left us. Now well see.”

14Whos going to win?”

15Wychwood shrugged.

16I cant imagine Boney being beaten. And from what Ive heard the Russian army did not show to advantage last year in Finland despite their reorganisation. And Boney has half a million men marching on Moscow.”

17Half a million men; the largest army the world had seen since Xerxes crossed the Hellespont.

18At least,” went on Wychwood, “it will keep Boney busy all this summer. Next year well seemaybe hell lose so many men his people will bear it no longer.”

19Lets hope so,” said Hornblower.

20He took out his penknife and ripped open his despatch.

21British Embassy,

22St. Petersburg. June 24th, 1812.

23Sir,

24The bearer of this despatch, Colonel Lord Wychwood, will inform you of affairs in this country and of the state of war which now exists between His Imperial Majesty the Czar and Bonaparte. You will, of course, take all necessary steps to render all the assistance in your power to our new ally. I am informed, and have reason to believe, that while the main body of Bonaparte’s army is marching on Moscow, a very considerable detachment, believed to consist of the Prussian army corps and a French corps d’armée, the whole under the orders of Marshal Macdonald, Duke of Tarentum, altogether some 60,000 men, has been directed on the northern route toward St. Petersburg. It is highly desirable that this army should be prevented from reaching its goal, and at the request of the Russian Imperial Staff I must call your attention to the possibility that your squadron may be able to give assistance at Riga, which the French must capture before continuing their march on St. Petersburg. I wish to add my own advice to that of the Russian staff, and to press upon you as urgently as possible that you should give assistance at Riga for as long as may be compatible with your original orders.

25In virtue of the powers granted me under the terms of my instructions, I must inform you that I consider it important to the national safety that the cutter Clam, at present under your command, shall be despatched to England in order to carry with the utmost rapidity the news of the outbreak of war. I trust and hope that you will raise no objection.

26I have the honour to be, sir,

27Etc., etc.,

28Cathcart, His Britannic Majestys Minister-

29Plenipotentiary and Ambassador Extraor-

30dinary to H.I.M.

31“Cathcart’s a good man,” commented Wychwood, observing that Hornblower had completed his reading. Both as a soldier and as a diplomat hes worth two of Merry at Stockholm. Im glad Wellesley sent him out.”

32Certainly this despatch was better worded than the last Hornblower had received, nor did Cathcart presume to give orders to the commodore.

33You will be going on in Clam to England,” said Hornblower. I must ask you to wait while I complete my own despatches for the Admiralty.”

34Naturally,” said Wychwood.

35It will only be a matter of minutes,” said Hornblower. Perhaps Captain Bush will entertain you while you are waiting. Doubtless there are many letters awaiting carriage to England. Meanwhile, I am sending my secretary back to England in Clam too. I shall put in your charge the papers relative to his case.”

36Alone in his cabin, Hornblower opened his desk and found himself pen and ink. There was little enough to add to his official despatch. He read the last words—“I wish most strongly to call Their Lordshipsattention to the conduct and professional ability of Commander William Vickery and Lieutenant Percival Mound.” Then he began a new paragraph. “I am taking the opportunity of the departure of Clam to England to forward this letter to you. In accordance with the recommendation of His Excellency Lord Cathcart, I shall proceed at once with the rest of my squadron to render all the assistance in my power to the Russian forces at Riga.” He thought for a moment of adding some conventional expression such asI trust this course of action will meet with Their Lordshipsapproval,” and then put the notion aside. It meant nothing, was merely waste verbiage. He dipped his pen again and merely wrote, “I have the honour to be, Your obed’t servant, Horatio Hornblower, Captain and Commodore.”

37He closed the letter, shouting for Brown as he did so. While he wrote the address—“Edward Nepean, Esq., Secretary to the Lords Commissioners of the Admiralty”—Brown brought him a candle and sealing wax, and he sealed the letter and laid it on one side. Then he took another sheet and began to write again.

38H.M.S. Nonsuch, in the Baltic.

39My dear wife,

40The cutter waits for me to complete my correspondence for England, and I have only time to write these few lines to add to the other letters which have been awaiting an opportunity to make the voyage. I am in the best of health, and the progress of the campaign remains satisfactory. The great news of the outbreak of war between Bonaparte and Russia has just reached me. I hope that the event will prove this to be Bonaparte’s worst mistake, but I can only anticipate long and costly fighting, with small possibility of my returning to your dear presence, at least until the freezing of the harbours makes further operations in these waters impracticable.

41I trust most sincerely that you are well and happy, and that the rigours of the London season have not proved too trying for you. I like to think of the good air of Smallbridge restoring the roses to your cheeks, so that the vagaries of costumiers and milliners will not exact too excessive a toll of your health and peace of mind.

42Also I trust that Richard is comporting himself towards you with the duty and obedience you expect, and that his teeth have continued to make their appearance with as little disturbance as possible. It would be a great delight to me if he were old enough to write to me himself, especially if that would give me further news of you; only a letter from you yourself could give me greater pleasure. It is my hope that soon letters will reach me from England, and that it will be my happiness to hear that all is well with you.

43When next you see your brother, Lord Wellesley, I trust you will give him my duty and respects. For you I reserve my whole love.

44Your affectionate husband

45Horatio.

46Wychwood took the letters Hornblower gave him, and wrote out a receipt on Bushs desk with Bushs pen. Then he held out his hand.

47Good-bye, sir,” he said, and hesitated; then, with a rush, he added, “God knows how this war will turn out. I expect the Russiansll be beaten. But you have done more than any one man to bring the war about. Youve done your whole duty, sir.”

48Thank you,” said Hornblower.

49He was in a disturbed and unsettled mood; he stood on the quarterdeck of the Nonsuch while over his head the ensign was dipped in a parting salute to the Clam, and he watched the cutter sail off towards England. He watched her until she was out of sight, while Nonsuch put up her helm and bore away for Riga and whatever new adventures awaited him there. He knew quite well what was the matter with him; he was homesick, plunged into a storm of emotional disturbance as he always was when he wrote home, and, oddly enough, Wychwood’s last words added to his disturbance. They had reminded him of the terrible load of responsibility that he bore. The future of the world and the survival of his country would be profoundly affected by his doings. Should this Russian adventure end in defeat and disaster everyone anxious to shuffle off responsibility would blame him. He would be condemned as inept and short-sighted. He even found himself envying Braun, now on his way back to London under arrest and awaiting probable trial and possible execution, and he remembered with longing his petty troubles at Smallbridge; he smiled at himself when he recalled that his heaviest burden there had been to receive a deputation of welcome from the village. He thought of Barbaras ready sympathy, of the intense pleasure he had known when it first dawned upon him that Richard loved him, and enjoyed and looked forward to his company. Here he had to be content with Bushs unthinking loyalty and the precarious admiration of the young officers.

50Recalling himself to reality, he forced himself to remember with what a bubble of excitement he had received his orders back to active service, the light heart with which he had left his child, the feeling ofthere was no blinking the matteremancipation with which he had parted from his wife. The prospect of once more being entirely his own master, of not having to defer to Barbaras wishes, of not being discommoded by Richards teeth, had seemed most attractive then. And here he was complaining to himself about the burden of responsibility, when responsibility was the inevitable price one had to pay for independence; irresponsibility was something which, in the very nature of things, could not co-exist with independence.

51This was all very well and logical, but there was no blinking the fact that he wished he were home; he could conjure up in imagination so vividly the touch of Barbaras hand on his own that it was an acute disappointment to realise that it was only in imagination. He wanted to have Richard on his knee again, shrieking with laughter over the colossal joke of having his nose pinched. And he did not want to imperil his reputation, his liberty, and his life in combined operations with these unpredictable Russians in a God-forsaken corner of the world like Riga. Yet then and therehis interest rousing itself spontaneouslyhe decided that he had better go below and reread the Sailing Directions for Riga; and a close study of the chart of Riga Bay might be desirable, too.