1The Joad family moved slowly westward, up into the mountains of New Mexico, past the pinnacles and pyramids of the upland. They climbed into the high country of Arizona, and through a gap they looked down on the Painted Desert. A border guard stopped them.

2Where you going?”

3To California,” said Tom.

4How long you plan to be in Arizona?”

5No longern we can get acrost her.”

6Got any plants?”

7No plants.”

8I ought to look your stuff over.”

9I tell you we ain’t got no plants.”

10The guard put a little sticker on the windshield.

11O.K. Go ahead, but you better keep movin’.”

12Sure. We aim to.”

13They crawled up the slopes, and the low twisted trees covered the slopes. Holbrook, Joseph City, Winslow. And then the tall trees began, and the cars spouted steam and labored up the slopes. And there was Flagstaff, and that was the top of it all. Down from Flagstaff over the great plateaus, and the road disappeared in the distance ahead. The water grew scarce, water was to be bought, five cents, ten cents, fifteen cents a gallon. The sun drained the dry rocky country, and ahead were jagged broken peaks, the western wall of Arizona. And now they were in flight from the sun and the drought. They drove all night, and came to the mountains in the night. And they crawled the jagged ramparts in the night, and their dim lights flickered on the pale stone walls of the road. They passed the summit in the dark and came slowly down in the late night, through the shattered stone debris of Oatman; and when the daylight came they saw the Colorado river below them. They drove to Topock, pulled up at the bridge while a guard washed off the windshield sticker. Then across the bridge and into the broken rock wilderness. And although they were dead weary and the morning heat was growing, they stopped.

14Pa called, “Were therewere in California!” They looked dully at the broken rock glaring under the sun, and across the river the terrible ramparts of Arizona.

15We got the desert,” said Tom. We got to get to the water and rest.”

16The road runs parallel to the river, and it was well into the morning when the burning motors came to Needles, where the river runs swiftly among the reeds.

17The Joads and Wilsons drove to the river, and they sat in the cars looking at the lovely water flowing by, and the green reeds jerking slowly in the current. There was a little encampment by the river, eleven tents near the water, and the swamp grass on the ground. And Tom leaned out of the truck window. Mind if we stop here a piece?”

18A stout woman, scrubbing clothes in a bucket, looked up. “We dont own it, mister. Stop if you want. Theyll be a cop down to look you over.” And she went back to her scrubbing in the sun.

19The two cars pulled to a clear place on the swamp grass. The tents were passed down, the Wilson tent set up, the Joad tarpaulin stretched over its rope.

20Winfield and Ruthie walked slowly down through the willows to the reedy place. Ruthie said, with soft vehemence, “California. This heres California anwere right in it!”

21Winfield broke a tule and twisted it free, and he put the white pulp in his mouth and chewed it. They walked into the water and stood quietly, the water about the calves of their legs.

22We got the desert yet,” Ruthie said.

23Whats the desert like?”

24I dont know. I seen pitchers once says a desert. They was bones everplace.”

25Man bones?”

26Some, I guess, but mosly cow bones.”

27We gonna get to see them bones?”

28Maybe. I donknow. Gonna gocrost her at night. Thats what Tom said. Tom says we get the livin’ Jesus burned outa us if we go in daylight.”

29Feels nicet ancool,” said Winfield, and he squidged his toes in the sand of the bottom.

30They heard Ma calling, “Ruthie! Winfiel’! You come back.” They turned and walked slowly back through the reeds and the willows.

31The other tents were quiet. For a moment, when the cars came up, a few heads had stuck out between the flaps, and then were withdrawn. Now the family tents were up and the men gathered together.

32Tom said, “Im gonna go down antake a bath. Thats what Im gonna dobefore I sleep. Hows Granma sence we got her in the tent?”

33Donknow,” said Pa. “Couldn’ seem to wake her up.” He cocked his head toward the tent. A whining, babbling voice came from under the canvas. Ma went quickly inside.

34She woke up, awright,” said Noah. Seems like all night she was a-croakin’ up on the truck. Shes all outa sense.”

35Tom said, “Hell! Shes wore out. If she dont get some respretty soon, she ain’ gonna las’. Shes jes’ wore out. Anybody comin’ with me? Im gonna wash, anIm gonna sleep in the shadeall day long.” He moved away, and the other men followed him. They took off their clothes in the willows and then they walked into the water and sat down. For a long time they sat, holding themselves with heels dug into the sand, and only their heads stuck out of the water.

36Jesus, I needed this,” Al said. He took a handful of sand from the bottom and scrubbed himself with it. They lay in the water and looked across at the sharp peaks called Needles, and at the white rock mountains of Arizona.

37We come through them,” Pa said in wonder.

38Uncle John ducked his head under the water. Well, were here. This heres California, anshe dont look so prosperous.”

39Got the desert yet,” said Tom. AnI hear shes a son-of-a-bitch.”

40Noah asked, “Gonna try her tonight?”

41What ya think, Pa?” Tom asked.

42Well, I donknow. Do us good to get a little res’, specially Granma. But other ways, Id kinda like to get acrost her anget settled into a job. Ony gotbout forty dollars left. Ill feel better when were all workin’, ana little money comin’ in.”

43Each man sat in the water and felt the tug of the current. The preacher let his arms and hands float on the surface. The bodies were white to the neck and wrists, and burned dark brown on hands and faces, with Vs of brown at the collar bones. They scratched themselves with sand.

44And Noah said lazily, “Like to jusstay here. Like to lay here forever. Never get hungry annever get sad. Lay in the water all life long, lazy as a brood sow in the mud.”

45And Tom, looking at the ragged peaks across the river and the Needles downstream: “Never seen such tough mountains. This heres a murder country. This heres the bones of a country. Wonder if well ever get in a place where folks can live ’thout fightin’ hard scrabble anrocks. I seen pitchers of a country flat angreen, anwith little houses like Ma says, white. Ma got her heart set on a white house. Get to thinkin’ they ain’t no such country. I seen pitchers like that.”

46Pa said, “Wait till we get to California. Youll see nice country then.”

47Jesus Christ, Pa! This here is California.”

48Two men dressed in jeans and sweaty blue shirts came through the willows and looked toward the naked men. They called, “Hows the swimmin’?”

49Dunno,” said Tom. We ain’t tried none. Sure feels good to set here, though.”

50Mind if we come in anset?”

51She ain’t our river. Well lenyou a little piece of her.”

52The men shucked off their pants, peeled their shirts, and waded out. The dust coated their legs to the knee; their feet were pale and soft with sweat. They settled lazily into the water and washed listlessly at their flanks. Sun-bitten, they were, a father and a boy. They grunted and groaned with the water.

53Pa asked politely, “Goin’ west?”

54Nope. We come from there. Goin’ back home. We cant make no livin’ out there.”

55Wheres home?” Tom asked.

56Panhandle, come from near Pampa.”

57Pa asked, “Can you make a livin’ there?”

58Nope. But at leaswe can starve to death with folks we know. Wont have a bunch a fellas that hates us to starve with.”

59Pa said, “Ya know, youre the second fella talked like that. What makesem hate you?”

60Dunno,” said the man. He cupped his hands full of water and rubbed his face, snorting and bubbling. Dusty water ran out of his hair and streaked his neck.

61I like to hear some morebout this,” said Pa.

62Me too,” Tom added. Why these folks out west hate ya?”

63The man looked sharply at Tom. You jus’ goin’ wes’?”

64Juson our way.”

65You ain’t never been in California?”

66No, we ain’t.”

67Well, dontake my word. Go see for yourself.”

68Yeah,” Tom said, “but a fella kind a likes to know what hes gettin’ into.”

69Well, if you truly wanta know, Im a fella thats asked questions angive her some thought. Shes a nice country. But she was stole a long time ago. You git acrost the desert ancome into the country aroun’ Bakersfield. Anyou never seen such purty countryall orchards angrapes, purtiest country you ever seen. Anyoull pass lanflat anfine with water thirty feet down, and that lans layin’ fallow. But you cant have none of that lan’. Thats a Lanand Cattle Company. Anif they dont want ta work her, she ain’t gonna git worked. You go in there anplant you a little corn, anyoull go to jail!”

70Good lan’, you say? Anthey ain’t workin’ her?”

71Yes, sir. Good lananthey ain’t! Well, sir, thatll get you a little mad, but you ain’t seen nothin’. People gonna have a look in their eye. They gonna look at you antheir face says, ‘I dont like you, you son-of-a-bitch.’ Gonna be deputy sheriffs, antheyll push you aroun’. You camp on the roadside, antheyll move you on. You gonna see in peoples face how they hate you. An’—Ill tell you somepin. They hate youcause theyre scairt. They know a hungry fella gonna get food even if he got to take it. They know that fallow lans a sin ansomebodygonna take it. What the hell! You never been calledOkieyet.”

72Tom said, “Okie? Whats that?”

73Well, Okie useta mean you was from Oklahoma. Now it means youre a dirty son-of-a-bitch. Okie means youre scum. Dont mean nothing itself, its the way they say it. But I cant tell you nothin’. You got to go there. I hear theres three hunderd thousan’ of our people therean’ livin’ like hogs, ’cause everthing in California is owned. They ain’t nothin’ left. Anthem people that owns it is gonna hang on to it if they got ta kill everbody in the worl’ to do it. Antheyre scairt, anthat makesem mad. You got to see it. You got to hear it. Purtiest goddamn country you ever seen, but they ain’t nice to you, them folks. Theyre so scairt anworried they ain’t even nice to each other.”

74Tom looked down into the water, and he dug his heels into the sand. Spose a fella got work ansaved, couldn’ he get a little lan’?”

75The older man laughed and he looked at his boy, and his silent boy grinned almost in triumph. And the man said, “You ain’t gonna get no steady work. Gonna scrabble for your dinner everday. Anyou gonna do her with people lookinmean at you. Pick cotton, anyou gonna be sure the scales ain’t honest. Some ofem is, ansome ofem ain’t. But you gonna think all the scales is crooked, anyou donknow which ones. Ain’t nothin’ you can do about her anyways.”

76Pa asked slowly, “Ain’t—ain’t it nice out there at all?”

77Sure, nice to look at, but you cant have none of it. Theys a grove of yella orangesana guy with a gun that got the right to kill you if you touch one. Theys a fella, newspaper fella near the coast, got a million acres——”

78Casy looked up quickly, “Million acres? What in the worl’ can he do with a million acres?”

79I dunno. He jusgot it. Runs a few cattle. Got guards everplace to keep folks out. Rides aroun’ in a bullet-proof car. I seen pitchers of him. Fat, sof’ fella with little mean eyes ana mouth like a ass-hole. Scairt hes gonna die. Got a million acres an’ scairt of dyin’.”

80Casy demanded, “What in hell can he do with a million acres? Whats he want a million acres for?”

81The man took his whitening, puckering hands out of the water and spread them, and he tightened his lower lip and bent his head down to one shoulder. I dunno,” he said. Guess hes crazy. Musbe crazy. Seen a pitcher of him. He looks crazy. Crazy anmean.”

82Say hes scairt to die?” Casy asked.

83Thats what I heard.”

84“Scairt Godll get him?”

85I dunno. Jus’ scairt.”

86Whats he care?” Pa said. Dont seem like hes havin’ no fun.”

87“Grampa wasn’t scairt,” Tom said. When Grampa was havin’ the most fun, he come clostest to gettin’ kil’t. Time Grampa ananother fella whanged into a bunch a Navajo in the night. They was havin’ the time a their life, ansame time you wouldn’ give a gopher for their chance.”

88Casy said, “Seems like thats the way. Fella havin’ fun, he dont give a damn; but a fella mean anlonely anold andisappointedhes scared of dyin’!”

89Pa asked, “Whats he disappointed about if he got a million acres?”

90The preacher smiled, and he looked puzzled. He splashed a floating water bug away with his hand. “If he needs a million acres to make him feel rich, seems to me he needs itcause he feels awful poor inside hisself, and if hes poor in hisself, there ain’t no million acres gonna make him feel rich, anmaybe hes disappointed that nothin’ he can doll make him feel richnot rich like Mis’ Wilson was when she give her tent when Grampa died. I ain’t tryin’ to preach no sermon, but I never seen nobody thats busy as a prairie dog collectin’ stuff that wasn’t disappointed.” He grinned. Does kinda soun’ like a sermon, dont it?”

91The sun was flaming fiercely now. Pa said, “Better scrunch down under water. Shell burn the living Jesus outa you.” And he reclined and let the gently moving water flow around his neck. “If a fellas willin’ to work hard, cant he cut her?” Pa asked.

92The man sat up and faced him. “Look, mister. I donknow everthing. You might go out there anfall into a steady job, anId be a liar. Anthen, you might never get no work, anI didn’ warn ya. I can tell ya mosof the folks is purty misable.” He lay back in the water. A fella donknow everthing,” he said.

93Pa turned his head and looked at Uncle John. You never was a fella to say much,” Pa said. But Ill be goddamned if you opened your mouth twicet sence we lef’ home. What you thinkbout this here?”

94Uncle John scowled. I dont think nothin’ about it. Were a-goin’ there, ain’t we? None of this here talk gonna keep us from goin’ there. When we get there, well get there. When we get a job well work, anwhen we dont get a job well set on our tail. This here talk ain’t gonna do no good no way.”

95Tom lay back and filled his mouth with water, and he spurted it into the air and he laughed. Uncle John dont talk much, but he talks sense. Yes, by God! He talks sense. We goin’ on tonight, Pa?”

96Mights well. Mights well get her over.”

97Well, Im goin’ up in the brush anget some sleep then.” Tom stood up and waded to the sandy shore. He slipped his clothes on his wet body and winced under the heat of the cloth. The others followed him.

98In the water, the man and his boy watched the Joads disappear. And the boy said, “Like to seeem in six months. Jesus!”

99The man wiped his eye corners with his forefinger. I shouldn’ of did that,” he said. Fella always wants to be a wise guy, wants to tell folks stuff.”

100Well, Jesus, Pa! They asked for it.”

101Yeah, I know. But like that fella says, theyre a-goin’ anyways. Nothin’ wont be changed from what I tol’ ’em, ’cept theyll be misablefore they hafta.”

102Tom walked in among the willows, and he crawled into a cave of shade to lie down. And Noah followed him.

103Gonna sleep here,” Tom said.

104Tom!”

105Yeah?”

106Tom, I ain’t a-goin’ on.”

107Tom sat up. What you mean?”

108Tom, I ain’t a-gonna leave this here water. Im a-gonna walk on down this here river.”

109Youre crazy,” Tom said.

110Get myself a piece a line. Ill catch fish. Fella cant starve beside a nice river.”

111Tom said, “Howbout the famly? Howbout Ma?”

112I cant hep it. I cant leave this here water.” Noahs wide-set eyes were half closed. You know how it is, Tom. You know how the folks are nice to me. But they dont really care for me.”

113Youre crazy.”

114No, I ain’t. I know how I am. I know theyre sorry. ButWell, I ain’t a-goin’. You tell MaTom.”

115Now you look-a-here,” Tom began.

116No. It ain’t no use. I was in that there water. AnI ain’t a-gonna leave her. Im a-gonna go now, Tomdown the river. Ill catch fish anstuff, but I cant leave her. I cant.” He crawled back out of the willow cave. “You tell Ma, Tom.” He walked away.

117Tom followed him to the river bank. Listen, you goddamn fool——”

118It ain’t no use,” Noah said. “Im sad, but I cant hep it. I got to go.” He turned abruptly and walked downstream along the shore. Tom started to follow, and then he stopped. He saw Noah disappear into the brush, and then appear again, following the edge of the river. And he watched Noah growing smaller on the edge of the river, until he disappeared into the willows at last. And Tom took off his cap and scratched his head. He went back to his willow cave and lay down to sleep.

119Under the spread tarpaulin Granma lay on a mattress, and Ma sat beside her. The air was stiflingly hot, and the flies buzzed in the shade of the canvas. Granma was naked under a long piece of pink curtain. She turned her old head restlessly from side to side, and she muttered and choked. Ma sat on the ground beside her, and with a piece of cardboard drove the flies away and fanned a stream of moving hot air over the tight old face. Rose of Sharon sat on the other side and watched her mother.

120Granma called imperiously, “Will! Will! You come here, Will.” And her eyes opened and she looked fiercely about. “Tol’ him to come right here,” she said. “Ill catch him. Ill take the hair offn him.” She closed her eyes and rolled her head back and forth and muttered thickly. Ma fanned with the cardboard.

121Rose of Sharon looked helplessly at the old woman. She said softly, “Shes awful sick.”

122Ma raised her eyes to the girls face. Mas eyes were patient, but the lines of strain were on her forehead. Ma fanned and fanned the air, and her piece of cardboard warned off the flies. “When youre young, Rosasharn, everthing that happens is a thing all by itself. Its a lonely thing. I know, Imember, Rosasharn.” Her mouth loved the name of her daughter. “Youre gonna have a baby, Rosasharn, and thats somepin to you lonely and away. Thats gonna hurt you, anthe hurtll be lonely hurt, anthis here tent is alone in the worl’, Rosasharn.” She whipped the air for a moment to drive a buzzing blow fly on, and the big shining fly circled the tent twice and zoomed out into the blinding sunlight. And Ma went on, “Theys a time of change, anwhen that comes, dyin’ is a piece of all dyin’, and bearin’ is a piece of all bearin’, an’ bearin’ an’ dyin’ is two pieces of the same thing. Anthen things ain’t lonely any more. Anthen a hurt dont hurt so bad, ’cause it ain’t a lonely hurt no more, Rosasharn. I wisht I could tell you so youd know, but I cant.” And her voice was so soft, so full of love, that tears crowded into Rose of Sharons eyes, and flowed over her eyes and blinded her.

123Take anfan Granma,” Ma said, and she handed the cardboard to her daughter. Thats a good thing to do. I wisht I could tell you so youd know.”

124Granma, scowling her brows down over her closed eyes, bleated, “Will! Youre dirty! You ain’t never gonna get clean.” Her little wrinkled claws moved up and scratched her cheek. A red ant ran up the curtain cloth and scrambled over the folds of loose skin on the old ladys neck. Ma reached quickly and picked it off, crushed it between thumb and forefinger, and brushed her fingers on her dress.

125Rose of Sharon waved the cardboard fan. She looked up at Ma. “She—?” And the words parched in her throat.

126Wipe your feet, Willyou dirty pig!” Granma cried.

127Ma said, “I dunno. Maybe if we can get her where it ain’t so hot, but I dunno. Dont worry yourself, Rosasharn. Take your breath in when you need it, anlet it go when you need to.”

128A large woman in a torn black dress looked into the tent. Her eyes were bleared and indefinite, and the skin sagged to her jowls and hung down in little flaps. Her lips were loose, so that the upper lip hung like a curtain over her teeth, and her lower lip, by its weight, folded outward, showing her lower gums. “Mornin’, maam,” she said. “Mornin’, anpraise God for victory.”

129Ma looked around. “Mornin’,” she said.

130The woman stooped into the tent and bent her head over Granma. We heerd you got a soul here ready to join her Jesus. Praise God!”

131Mas face tightened and her eyes grew sharp. Shes tard, tha’s all,” Ma said. Shes wore out with the road anthe heat. Shes juswore out. Get a little res’, anshell be well.”

132The woman leaned down over Granma’s face, and she seemed almost to sniff. Then she turned to Ma and nodded quickly, and her lips jiggled and her jowls quivered. A dear soul gonna join her Jesus,” she said.

133Ma cried, “That ain’t so!”

134The woman nodded, slowly, this time, and put a puffy hand on Granma’s forehead. Ma reached to snatch the hand away, and quickly restrained herself. Yes, its so, sister,” the woman said. We got six in Holiness in our tent. Ill go gitem, anwell hol’ a meetin’—a prayer angrace. Jehovites, all. Six, countin’ me. Ill go gitem out.”

135Ma stiffened. Nono,” she said. No, Granma’s tard. She couldn’t stana meetin’.”

136The woman said, “Couldn’t stangrace? Couldn’ stanthe sweet breath of Jesus? What you talkin’ about, sister?”

137Ma said, “No, not here. Shes too tard.”

138The woman looked reproachfully at Ma. “Ain’t you believers, maam?”

139We always been Holiness,” Ma said, “but Granma’s tard, anwe been a-goin’ all night. We wont trouble you.”

140It ain’t no trouble, anif it was, wed want ta do it for a soul a-soarin’ to the Lamb.”

141Ma arose to her knees. We thank ya,” she said coldly. We ain’t gonna have no meetin’ in this here tent.”

142The woman looked at her for a long time. Well, we ain’t a-gonna let a sister go away ’thout a little praisin’. Well git the meetin’ goin’ in our own tent, maam. Anwell forgive ya for your hard heart.”

143Ma settled back again and turned her face to Granma, and her face was still set and hard. “Shes tard,” Ma said. “Shes ony tard.” Granma swung her head back and forth and muttered under her breath.

144The woman walked stiffly out of the tent. Ma continued to look down at the old face.

145Rose of Sharon fanned her cardboard and moved the hot air in a stream. She said, “Ma!”

146Yeah?”

147“Whyn’t ya letem hol’ a meetin’?”

148I dunno,” said Ma. “Jehovites is good people. Theyre howlers anjumpers. I dunno. Somepin juscome over me. I didn’ think I could stanit. Id jusfly all apart.”

149From some little distance there came the sound of the beginning meeting, a sing-song chant of exhortation. The words were not clear, only the tone. The voice rose and fell, and went higher at each rise. Now a response filled in the pause, and the exhortation went up with a tone of triumph, and a growl of power came into the voice. It swelled and paused, and a growl came into the response. And now gradually the sentences of exhortation shortened, grew sharper, like commands; and into the responses came a complaining note. The rhythm quickened. Male and female voices had been one tone, but now in the middle of a response one womans voice went up and up in a wailing cry, wild and fierce, like the cry of a beast; and a deeper womans voice rose up beside it, a baying voice, and a mans voice traveled up the scale in the howl of a wolf. The exhortation stopped, and only the feral howling came from the tent, and with it a thudding sound on the earth. Ma shivered. Rose of Sharons breath was panting and short, and the chorus of howls went on so long it seemed that lungs must burst.

150Ma said, “Makes me nervous. Somepin happened to me.”

151Now the high voice broke into hysteria, the gabbling screams of a hyena, the thudding became louder. Voices cracked and broke, and then the whole chorus fell to a sobbing, grunting undertone, and the slap of flesh and the thuddings on the earth; and the sobbing changed to a little whining, like that of a litter of puppies at a food dish.

152Rose of Sharon cried softly with nervousness. Granma kicked the curtain off her legs, which lay like gray, knotted sticks. And Granma whined with the whining in the distance. Ma pulled the curtain back in place. And then Granma sighed deeply and her breathing grew steady and easy, and her closed eyelids ceased their flicking. She slept deeply, and snored through her half-open mouth. The whining from the distance was softer and softer until it could not be heard at all any more.

153Rose of Sharon looked at Ma, and her eyes were blank with tears. It done good,” said Rose of Sharon. It done Granma good. Shes a-sleepin’.”

154Mas head was down, and she was ashamed. Maybe I done them good people wrong. Granma is asleep.”

155“Whyn’t you ast our preacher if you done a sin?” the girl asked.

156I willbut hes a queer man. Maybe its him made me tell them people they couldn’ come here. That preacher, hes gettin’ roun’ to thinkin’ that what people does is right to do.” Ma looked at her hands, and then she said, “Rosasharn, we got to sleep. ’F were gonna go tonight, we got to sleep.” She stretched out on the ground beside the mattress.

157Rose of Sharon asked, “How about fannin’ Granma?”

158Shes asleep now. You lay down anrest.”

159I wonder where at Connie is?” the girl complained. I ain’t seen him around for a long time.”

160Ma said, “Sh! Get some rest.”

161Ma, Connie gonna study nights anget to be somepin.”

162Yeah. You tol’ me about that. Get some rest.”

163The girl lay down on the edge of Granma’s mattress. Connies got a new plan. Hes thinkin’ all a time. When he gets all up on ’lectricity he gonna have his own store, anthen guess what we gonna have?”

164What?”

165Iceall the ice you want. Gonna have a ice box. Keep it full. Stuff dont spoil if you got ice.”

166Connies thinkin’ all a time,” Ma chuckled. Better get some rest now.”

167Rose of Sharon closed her eyes. Ma turned over on her back and crossed her hands under her head. She listened to Granma’s breathing and to the girls breathing. She moved a hand to start a fly from her forehead. The camp was quiet in the blinding heat, but the noises of hot grassof crickets, the hum of flieswere a tone that was close to silence. Ma sighed deeply and then yawned and closed her eyes. In her half-sleep she heard footsteps approaching, but it was a mans voice that started her awake.

168Whos in here?”

169Ma sat up quickly. A brown-faced man bent over and looked in. He wore boots and khaki pants and a khaki shirt with epaulets. On a Sam Browne belt a pistol holster hung, and a big silver star was pinned to his shirt at the left breast. A loose-crowned military cap was on the back of his head. He beat on the tarpaulin with his hand, and the tight canvas vibrated like a drum.

170Whos in here?” he demanded again.

171Ma asked, “What is it you want, mister?”

172What you think I want? I want to know whos in here.”

173Why, theys jusus three in here. Me an’ Granma anmy girl.”

174Wheres your men?”

175Why, they went down to clean up. We was drivin’ all night.”

176Whered you come from?”

177Right near Sallisaw, Oklahoma.”

178Well, you cant stay here.”

179We aim to get out tonight ancross the desert, mister.”

180Well, you better. If youre here tomorra this time Ill run you in. We dont want none of you settlin’ down here.”

181Mas face blackened with anger. She got slowly to her feet. She stooped to the utensil box and picked out the iron skillet. “Mister,” she said, “you got a tin button ana gun. Where I come from, you keep your voice down.” She advanced on him with the skillet. He loosened the gun in the holster. Go ahead,” said Ma. “Scarin’ women. Im thankful the men folks ain’t here. Theyd tear ya to pieces. In my country you watch your tongue.”

182The man took two steps backward. Well, you ain’t in your country now. Youre in California, anwe dont want you goddamn Okies settlin’ down.”

183Mas advance stopped. She looked puzzled. Okies?” she said softly. Okies.”

184Yeah, Okies! Anif youre here when I come tomorra, Ill run ya in.” He turned and walked to the next tent and banged on the canvas with his hand. Whos in here?” he said.

185Ma went slowly back under the tarpaulin. She put the skillet in the utensil box. She sat down slowly. Rose of Sharon watched her secretly. And when she saw Ma fighting with her face, Rose of Sharon closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep.

186The sun sank low in the afternoon, but the heat did not seem to decrease. Tom awakened under his willow, and his mouth was parched and his body was wet with sweat, and his head was dissatisfied with his rest. He staggered to his feet and walked toward the water. He peeled off his clothes and waded into the stream. And the moment the water was about him, his thirst was gone. He lay back in the shallows and his body floated. He held himself in place with his elbows in the sand, and looked at his toes, which bobbed above the surface.

187A pale skinny little boy crept like an animal through the reeds and slipped off his clothes. And he squirmed into the water like a muskrat, and pulled himself along like a muskrat, only his eyes and nose above the surface. Then suddenly he saw Toms head and saw that Tom was watching him. He stopped his game and sat up.

188Tom said, “Hello.”

189“ ’Lo!”

190Looks like you was playin’ mushrat.”

191Well, I was.” He edged gradually away toward the bank; he moved casually, and then he leaped out, gathered his clothes with a sweep of his arms, and was gone among the willows.

192Tom laughed quietly. And then he heard his name called shrilly. “Tom, oh, Tom!” He sat up in the water and whistled through his teeth, a piercing whistle with a loop on the end. The willows shook, and Ruthie stood looking at him.

193Ma wants you,” she said. Ma wants you right away.”

194“Awright.” He stood up and strode through the water to the shore; and Ruthie looked with interest and amazement at his naked body.

195Tom, seeing the direction of her eyes, said, “Run on now. Git!” And Ruthie ran. Tom heard her calling excitedly for Winfield as she went. He put the hot clothes on his cool, wet body and he walked slowly up through the willows toward the tent.

196Ma had started a fire of dry willow twigs, and she had a pan of water heating. She looked relieved when she saw him.

197Whats a matter, Ma?” he asked.

198I was scairt,” she said. They was a policeman here. He says we cant stay here. I was scairt he talked to you. I was scairt youd hit him if he talked to you.”

199Tom said, “Whatd I go anhit a policeman for?”

200Ma smiled. Wellhe talked so badI nearly hit him myself.”

201Tom grabbed her arm and shook her roughly and loosely, and he laughed. He sat down on the ground, still laughing. My God, Ma. I knowed you when you was gentle. Whats come over you?”

202She looked serious. I donknow, Tom.”

203“Fust you stanus off with a jack handle, and now you try to hit a cop.” He laughed softly, and he reached out and patted her bare foot tenderly. A ol’ hell-cat,” he said.

204Tom.”

205Yeah?”

206She hesitated a long time. Tom, this here policemanhe called usOkies. He says, ‘We donwant you goddamn Okies settlin’ down.’ ”

207Tom studied her, and his hand still rested gently on her bare foot. “Fella tol’ about that,” he said. “Fella tol’ how they say it.” He considered, “Ma, would you say I was a bad fella? Oughta be locked uplike that?”

208No,” she said. You been triedNo. What you ast me for?”

209Well, I dunno. Id a took a sock at that cop.”

210Ma smiled with amusement. Maybe I oughta ast you that, ’cause I nearly hitim with a skillet.”

211Ma, whyd he say we couldn’ stop here?”

212Jussays they donwant no damn Okies settlin’ down. Says hes gonna run us in if were here tomorra.”

213But we ain’t useta gettin’ shoved aroun’ by no cops.”

214I tol’ him that,” said Ma. He says we ain’t home now. Were in California, and they do what they want.”

215Tom said uneasily, “Ma, I got somepin to tell ya. Noahhe went on down the river. He ain’t a-goin’ on.”

216It took a moment for Ma to understand. Why?” she asked softly.

217I donknow. Says he got to. Says he got to stay. Says for me to tell you.”

218Howll he eat?” she demanded.

219I donknow. Says hell catch fish.”

220Ma was silent a long time. Familys fallin’ apart,” she said. I donknow. Seems like I cant think no more. I juscant think. Theys too much.”

221Tom said lamely, “Hell be awright, Ma. Hes a funny kind a fella.”

222Ma turned stunned eyes toward the river. I juscant seem to think no more.”

223Tom looked down the line of tents and he saw Ruthie and Winfield standing in front of a tent in decorous conversation with someone inside. Ruthie was twisting her skirt in her hands, while Winfield dug a hole in the ground with his toe. Tom called, “You, Ruthie!” She looked up and saw him and trotted toward him, with Winfield behind her. When she came up, Tom said, “You go get our folks. Theyre sleepin’ down the willows. Getem. Anyou, Winfiel’. You tell the Wilsons were gonna get rollin’ soon as we can.” The children spun around and charged off.

224Tom said, “Ma, hows Granma now?”

225Well, she got a sleep today. Maybe shes better. Shes still a-sleepin’.”

226“Tha’s good. How much pork we got?”

227Not very much. Quarter hog.”

228Well, we got to fill that other kag with water. Got to take water along.” They could hear Ruthie’s shrill cries for the men down in the willows.

229Ma shoved willow sticks into the fire and made it crackle up about the black pot. She said, “I pray God we gonna get some res’. I pray Jesus we gonna lay down in a nice place.”

230The sun sank toward the baked and broken hills to the west. The pot over the fire bubbled furiously. Ma went under the tarpaulin and came out with an apronful of potatoes, and she dropped them into the boiling water. I pray God we gonna be let to wash some clothes. We ain’t never been dirty like this. Dont even wash potatoesfore we boilem. I wonder why? Seems like the hearts took out of us.”

231The men came trooping up from the willows, and their eyes were full of sleep, and their faces were red and puffed with daytime sleep.

232Pa said, “Whats a matter?”

233Were goin’,” said Tom. Cop says we got to go. Mights well get her over. Get a good start anmaybe well be through her. Near three hunderd miles where were goin’.”

234Pa said, “I thought we was gonna get a rest.”

235Well, we ain’t. We got to go. Pa,” Tom said, “Noah ain’t a-goin’. He walked on down the river.”

236“Ain’t goin’? What the hells the matter with him?” And then Pa caught himself. My fault,” he said miserably. That boys all my fault.”

237No.”

238I dont wanta talk about it no more,” said Pa. I cantmy fault.”

239Well, we got to go,” said Tom.

240Wilson walked near for the last words. We cant go, folks,” he said. “Sairy’s done up. She got to res’. She ain’t gonna git acrost that desert alive.”

241They were silent at his words; then Tom said, “Cop says hell run us in if were here tomorra.”

242Wilson shook his head. His eyes were glazed with worry, and a paleness showed through his dark skin. Jus’ hafta doer, then. Sairy cant go. If they jail us, why, theyll hafta jail us. She got to resanget strong.”

243Pa said, “Maybe we better wait anall go together.”

244No,” Wilson said. You been nice to us; you been kin’, but you cant stay here. You got to get on anget jobs and work. We ain’t gonna let you stay.”

245Pa said excitedly, “But you ain’t got nothing.”

246Wilson smiled. Never had nothin’ when you took us up. This ain’t none of your business. Dont you make me git mean. You got to go, or Ill get mean anmad.”

247Ma beckoned Pa into the cover of the tarpaulin and spoke softly to him.

248Wilson turned to Casy. “Sairy wants you should go see her.”

249Sure,” said the preacher. He walked to the Wilson tent, tiny and gray, and he slipped the flaps aside and entered. It was dusky and hot inside. The mattress lay on the ground, and the equipment was scattered about, as it had been unloaded in the morning. Sairy lay on the mattress, her eyes wide and bright. He stood and looked down at her, his large head bent and the stringy muscles of his neck tight along the sides. And he took off his hat and held it in his hand.

250She said, “Did my man tell ya we couldn’ go on?”

251“Tha’s what he said.”

252Her low, beautiful voice went on, “I wanted us to go. I knowed I wouldn’ live to the other side, but hed be acrost anyways. But he wont go. He donknow. He thinks its gonna be all right. He donknow.”

253He says he wont go.”

254I know,” she said. Anhes stubborn. I ast you to come to say a prayer.”

255I ain’t a preacher,” he said softly. My prayers ain’t no good.”

256She moistened her lips. I was there when the ol’ man died. You said one then.”

257It wasn’t no prayer.”

258It was a prayer,” she said.

259It wasn’t no preachers prayer.”

260It was a good prayer. I want you should say one for me.”

261I donknow what to say.”

262She closed her eyes for a minute and then opened them again. Then say one to yourself. Dont use no words to it. Thatd be awright.”

263I got no God,” he said.

264You got a God. Dont make no difference if you donknow what he looks like.” The preacher bowed his head. She watched him apprehensively. And when he raised his head again she looked relieved. Thats good,” she said. Thats what I needed. Somebody close enoughto pray.”

265He shook his head as though to awaken himself. I don’ understan’ this here,” he said.

266And she replied, “Yesyou know, dont you?”

267I know,” he said, “I know, but I dont understan’. Maybe youll resa few days anthen come on.”

268She shook her head slowly from side to side. Im juspain covered with skin. I know what it is, but I wont tell him. Hed be too sad. He wouldn’ know what to do anyways. Maybe in the night, when hes a-sleepin’—when he waked up, it wont be so bad.”

269You want I should stay with you annot go on?”

270No,” she said. No. When I was a little girl I useta sing. Folks roun’ about useta say I sung as nice as Jenny Lind. Folks useta come anlisten when I sung. An’—when they stoodanme a-singin’, why, me anthem was together moren you could ever know. I was thankful. There ain’t so many folks can feel so full up, so close, anthem folks standinthere anme a-singin’. Thought maybe Id sing in theaters, but I never done it. AnIm glad. They wasn’t nothin’ got in between me anthem. An’—thats why I wanted you to pray. I wanted to feel that clostness, oncet more. Its the same thing, singin’ an’ prayin’, justhe same thing. I wisht you could a-heerd me sing.”

271He looked down at her, into her eyes. Good-by,” he said.

272She shook her head slowly back and forth and closed her lips tight. And the preacher went out of the dusky tent into the blinding light.

273The men were loading up the truck, Uncle John on top, while the others passed equipment up to him. He stowed it carefully, keeping the surface level. Ma emptied the quarter of a keg of salt pork into a pan, and Tom and Al took both little barrels to the river and washed them. They tied them to the running boards and carried water in buckets to fill them. Then over the tops they tied canvas to keep them from slopping the water out. Only the tarpaulin and Granma’s mattress were left to be put on.

274Tom said, “With the load well take, this ol’ wagonll boil her head off. We got to have plenty water.”

275Ma passed the boiled potatoes out and brought the half sack from the tent and put it with the pan of pork. The family ate standing, shuffling their feet and tossing the hot potatoes from hand to hand until they cooled.

276Ma went to the Wilson tent and stayed for ten minutes, and then she came out quietly. Its time to go,” she said.

277The men went under the tarpaulin. Granma still slept, her mouth wide open. They lifted the whole mattress gently and passed it up on top of the truck. Granma drew up her skinny legs and frowned in her sleep, but she did not awaken.

278Uncle John and Pa tied the tarpaulin over the cross-piece, making a little tight tent on top of the load. They lashed it down to the side-bars. And then they were ready. Pa took out his purse and dug two crushed bills from it. He went to Wilson and held them out. We want you should take this, an’ ”—he pointed to the pork and potatoes—“anthat.”

279Wilson hung his head and shook it sharply. I ain’t a-gonna do it,” he said. You ain’t got much.”

280Got enough to get there,” said Pa. We ain’t left it all. Well have work right off.”

281I ain’t a-gonna do it,” Wilson said. Ill git mean if you try.”

282Ma took the two bills from Pas hand. She folded them neatly and put them on the ground and placed the pork pan over them. “Thats where theyll be,” she said. “If you dongetem, somebody else will.” Wilson, his head still down, turned and went to his tent; he stepped inside and the flaps fell behind him.

283For a few moments the family waited, and then, “We got to go,” said Tom. Its near four, I bet.”

284The family climbed on the truck, Ma on top, beside Granma. Tom and Al and Pa in the seat, and Winfield on Pas lap. Connie and Rose of Sharon made a nest against the cab. The preacher and Uncle John and Ruthie were in a tangle on the load.

285Pa called, “Good-by, Mister and Mis’ Wilson.” There was no answer from the tent. Tom started the engine and the truck lumbered away. And as they crawled up the rough road toward Needles and the highway, Ma looked back. Wilson stood in front of his tent, staring after them, and his hat was in his hand. The sun fell full on his face. Ma waved her hand at him, but he did not respond.

286Tom kept the truck in second gear over the rough road, to protect the springs. At Needles he drove into a service station, checked the worn tires for air, checked the spares tied to the back. He had the gas tank filled, and he bought two five-gallon cans of gasoline and a two-gallon can of oil. He filled the radiator, begged a map, and studied it.

287The service-station boy, in his white uniform, seemed uneasy until the bill was paid. He said, “You people sure have got nerve.”

288Tom looked up from the map. What you mean?”

289Well, crossin’ in a jalopy like this.”

290You been acrost?”

291Sure, plenty, but not in no wreck like this.”

292Tom said, “If we broke down maybe somebodyd give us a han’.”

293Well, maybe. But folks are kind of scared to stop at night. Id hate to be doing it. Takes more nerve than Ive got.”

294Tom grinned. “It dont take no nerve to do somepin when there ain’t nothin’ else you can do. Well, thanks. Well drag on.” And he got in the truck and moved away.

295The boy in white went into the iron building where his helper labored over a book of bills. Jesus, what a hard-looking outfit!”

296Them Okies? Theyre all hard-lookin’.”

297Jesus, Id hate to start out in a jalopy like that.”

298Well, you and me got sense. Them goddamn Okies got no sense and no feeling. They ain’t human. A human being wouldn’t live like they do. A human being couldn’t stand it to be so dirty and miserable. They ain’t a hell of a lot better than gorillas.”

299Just the same Im glad I ain’t crossing the desert in no Hudson Super-Six. She sounds like a threshing machine.”

300The other boy looked down at his book of bills. And a big drop of sweat rolled down his finger and fell on the pink bills. You know, they dont have much trouble. Theyre so goddamn dumb they dont know its dangerous. And, Christ Almighty, they dont know any better than what they got. Why worry?”

301Im not worrying. Just thought if it was me, I wouldn’t like it.”

302Thatscause you know better. They dont know any better.” And he wiped the sweat from the pink bill with his sleeve.

303The truck took the road and moved up the long hill, through the broken, rotten rock. The engine boiled very soon and Tom slowed down and took it easy. Up the long slope, winding and twisting through dead country, burned white and gray, and no hint of life in it. Once Tom stopped for a few moments to let the engine cool, and then he traveled on. They topped the pass while the sun was still up, and looked down on the desertblack cinder mountains in the distance, and the yellow sun reflected on the gray desert. The little starved bushes, sage and greasewood, threw bold shadows on the sand and bits of rock. The glaring sun was straight ahead. Tom held his hand before his eyes to see at all. They passed the crest and coasted down to cool the engine. They coasted down the long sweep to the floor of the desert, and the fan turned over to cool the water in the radiator. In the drivers seat, Tom and Al and Pa, and Winfield on Pas knee, looked into the bright descending sun, and their eyes were stony, and their brown faces were damp with perspiration. The burnt land and the black, cindery hills broke the even distance and made it terrible in the reddening light of the setting sun.

304Al said, “Jesus, what a place. Howd you like to walk acrost her?”

305People done it,” said Tom. Lots a people done it; anif they could, we could.”

306Lots must a died,” said Al.

307Well, we ain’t come out exac’ly clean.”

308Al was silent for a while, and the reddening desert swept past. “Think well ever see them Wilsons again?” Al asked.

309Tom flicked his eyes down to the oil gauge. I got a hunch nobody ain’t gonna see Mis’ Wilson for long. Jusa hunch I got.”

310Winfield said, “Pa, I wanta get out.”

311Tom looked over at him. “Mights well let everbody outfore we settle down to drivin’ tonight.” He slowed the car and brought it to a stop. Winfield scrambled out and urinated at the side of the road. Tom leaned out. Anybody else?”

312Were holdin’ our water up here,” Uncle John called.

313Pa said, “Winfiel’, you crawl up on top. You put my legs to sleep a-settin’ onem.” The little boy buttoned his overalls and obediently crawled up the back board and on his hands and knees crawled over Granma’s mattress and forward to Ruthie.

314The truck moved on into the evening, and the edge of the sun struck the rough horizon and turned the desert red.

315Ruthie said, “Wouldn’ leave you set up there, huh?”

316I didn’ want to. It wasn’t so nice as here. Couldn’ lie down.”

317Well, donyou bother me, a-squawkin’ ana-talkin’,” Ruthie said, “ ’cause Im goin’ to sleep, anwhen I wake up, we gonna be there! ’Cause Tom said so! Gonna seem funny to see pretty country.”

318The sun went down and left a great halo in the sky. And it grew very dark under the tarpaulin, a long cave with light at each enda flat triangle of light.

319Connie and Rose of Sharon leaned back against the cab, and the hot wind tumbling through the tent struck the backs of their heads, and the tarpaulin whipped and drummed above them. They spoke together in low tones, pitched to the drumming canvas, so that no one could hear them. When Connie spoke he turned his head and spoke into her ear, and she did the same to him. She said, “Seems like we wasn’t never gonna do nothin’ but move. Im so tard.”

320He turned his head to her ear. “Maybe in the mornin’. Howd you like to be alone now?” In the dusk his hand moved out and stroked her hip.

321She said, “Dont. Youll make me crazy as a loon. Dont do that.” And she turned her head to hear his response.

322Maybewhen everbodys asleep.”

323Maybe,” she said. But wait till they get to sleep. Youll make me crazy, anmaybe they wont get to sleep.”

324I cant hardly stop,” he said.

325I know. Me neither. Le’s talk about when we get there; anyou move awayfore I get crazy.”

326He shifted away a little. Well, Ill get to studyin’ nights right off,” he said. She sighed deeply. Gonna get one a them books that tells about it ancut the coupon, right off.”

327How long, you think?” she asked.

328How long what?”

329How longfore youll be makin’ big money anwe got ice?”

330Cant tell,” he said importantly. Cant really rightly tell. Fella oughta be studied up pretty goodfore Christmus.”

331Soons you get studied up we could get ice anstuff, I guess.”

332He chuckled. Its this here heat,” he said. What you gonna need ice roun’ Christmus for?”

333She giggled. “Tha’s right. But Id like ice any time. Now dont. Youll get me crazy!”

334The dusk passed into dark and the desert stars came out in the soft sky, stars stabbing and sharp, with few points and rays to them, and the sky was velvet. And the heat changed. While the sun was up, it was a beating, flailing heat, but now the heat came from below, from the earth itself, and the heat was thick and muffling. The lights of the truck came on, and they illuminated a little blur of highway ahead, and a strip of desert on either side of the road. And sometimes eyes gleamed in the lights far ahead, but no animal showed in the lights. It was pitch dark under the canvas now. Uncle John and the preacher were curled in the middle of the truck, resting on their elbows, and staring out the back triangle. They could see the two bumps that were Ma and Granma against the outside. They could see Ma move occasionally, and her dark arm moving against the outside.

335Uncle John talked to the preacher. “Casy,” he said, “youre a fella oughta know what to do.”

336What to do about what?”

337I dunno,” said Uncle John.

338Casy said, “Well, thats gonna make it easy for me!”

339Well, you been a preacher.”

340Look, John, everbody takes a crack at mecause I been a preacher. A preacher ain’t nothin’ but a man.”

341Yeah, buthesa kind of a man, else he wouldn’ be a preacher. I wanna ast youwell, you think a fella could bring bad luck to folks?”

342I dunno,” said Casy. I dunno.”

343WellseeI was marriedfine, good girl. Anone night she got a pain in her stomach. Anshe says, ‘You better get a doctor.’ AnI says, ‘Hell, you juset too much.’ ” Uncle John put his hand on Casy’s knee and he peered through the darkness at him. “She give me a look. Anshe groaned all night, anshe died the next afternoon.” The preacher mumbled something. You see,” John went on, “I kil’t her. An’ sence then I tried to make it upmosly to kids. AnI tried to be good, anI cant. I get drunk, anI go wild.”

344Everbody goes wild,” said Casy. I do too.”

345Yeah, but you ain’t got a sin on your soul like me.”

346Casy said gently, “Sure I got sins. Everbody got sins. A sin is somepin you ain’t sure about. Them people thats sure about everthing an’ ain’t got no sinwell, with that kind a son-of-a-bitch, if I was God Id kick their ass right outa heaven! I couldn’ standem!”

347Uncle John said, “I got a feelin’ Im bringin’ bad luck to my own folks. I got a feelin’ I oughta go away anletem be. I ain’t comf’table bein’ like this.”

348Casy said quickly, “I know thisa man got to do what he got to do. I cant tell you. I cant tell you. I dont think theys luck or bad luck. Ony one thing in this worl’ Im sure of, anthats Im sure nobody got a right to mess with a fellas life. He got to do it all hisself. Help him, maybe, but not tell him what to do.”

349Uncle John said disappointedly, “Then you donknow?”

350I donknow.”

351You think it was a sin to let my wife die like that?”

352Well,” said Casy, “for anybody else it was a mistake, but if you think it was a sinthen its a sin. A fella builds his own sins right up from the groun’.”

353I got to give that a goin’-over,” said Uncle John, and he rolled on his back and lay with his knees pulled up.

354The truck moved on over the hot earth, and the hours passed. Ruthie and Winfield went to sleep. Connie loosened a blanket from the load and covered himself and Rose of Sharon with it, and in the heat they struggled together, and held their breaths. And after a time Connie threw off the blanket and the hot tunneling wind felt cool on their wet bodies.

355On the back of the truck Ma lay on the mattress beside Granma, and she could not see with her eyes, but she could feel the struggling body and the struggling heart; and the sobbing breath was in her ear. And Ma said over and over, “All right. Its gonna be all right.” And she said hoarsely, “You know the family got to get acrost. You know that.”

356Uncle John called, “You all right?”

357It was a moment before she answered. “All right. Guess I dropped off to sleep.” And after a time Granma was still, and Ma lay rigid beside her.

358The night hours passed, and the dark was in against the truck. Sometimes cars passed them, going west and away; and sometimes great trucks came up out of the west and rumbled eastward. And the stars flowed down in a slow cascade over the western horizon. It was near midnight when they neared Daggett, where the inspection station is. The road was floodlighted there, and a sign illuminated, “KEEP RIGHT AND STOP.” The officers loafed in the office, but they came out and stood under the long covered shed when Tom pulled in. One officer put down the license number and raised the hood.

359Tom asked, “Whats this here?”

360Agricultural inspection. We got to look over your stuff. Got any vegetables or seeds?”

361No,” said Tom.

362Well, we got to look over your stuff. You got to unload.”

363Now Ma climbed heavily down from the truck. Her face was swollen and her eyes were hard. “Look, mister. We got a sick ol’ lady. We got to get her to a doctor. We cant wait.” She seemed to fight with hysteria. You cant make us wait.”

364Yeah? Well, we got to look you over.”

365I swear we ain’t got any thing!” Ma cried. I swear it. An’ Granma’s awful sick.”

366You dont look so good yourself,” the officer said.

367Ma pulled herself up the back of the truck, hoisted herself with huge strength. Look,” she said.

368The officer shot a flashlight beam up on the old shrunken face. By God, she is,” he said. You swear you got no seeds or fruits or vegetables, no corn, no oranges?”

369No, no. I swear it!”

370Then go ahead. You can get a doctor in Barstow. Thats only eight miles. Go on ahead.”

371Tom climbed in and drove on.

372The officer turned to his companion. I couldn’ holdem.”

373Maybe it was a bluff,” said the other.

374Oh, Jesus, no! You should of seen that ol’ womans face. That wasn’t no bluff.”

375Tom increased his speed to Barstow, and in the little town he stopped, got out, and walked around the truck. Ma leaned out. Its awright,” she said. I didn’ wanta stop there, fear we wouldn’ get acrost.”

376Yeah! But hows Granma?”

377Shes awright—awright. Drive on. We got to get acrost.” Tom shook his head and walked back.

378Al,” he said, “Im gonna fill her up, anthen you drive some.” He pulled to an all-night gas station and filled the tank and the radiator, and filled the crank case. Then Al slipped under the wheel and Tom took the outside, with Pa in the middle. They drove away into the darkness and the little hills near Barstow were behind them.

379Tom said, “I donknow whats got into Ma. Shes flighty as a dog with a flea in his ear. Wouldn’ a took long to look over the stuff. Anshe says Granma’s sick; annow she says Granma’s awright. I cant figger her out. She ain’t right. Spose she wore her brains out on the trip.”

380Pa said, “Mas almost like she was when she was a girl. She was a wild one then. She wasn’ scairt of nothin’. I thought havin’ all the kids an’ workin’ took it out a her, but I guess it ain’t. Christ! When she got that jack handle back there, I tell you I wouldn’ wanna be the fella took it away from her.”

381I dunno whats got into her,” Tom said. Maybe shes justard out.”

382Al said, “I wont be doin’ no weepin’ ana-moanin’ to get through. I got this goddamn car on my soul.”

383Tom said, “Well, you done a damn good job a pickin’. We ain’t had hardly no trouble with her at all.”

384All night they bored through the hot darkness, and jackrabbits scuttled into the lights and dashed away in long jolting leaps. And the dawn came up behind them when the lights of Mojave were ahead. And the dawn showed high mountains to the west. They filled with water and oil at Mojave and crawled into the mountains, and the dawn was about them.

385Tom said, “Jesus, the deserts past! Pa, Al, for Christ sakes! The deserts past!”

386Im too goddamn tired to care,” said Al.

387Want me to drive?”

388No, wait awhile.”

389They drove through Tehachapi in the morning glow, and the sun came up behind them, and thensuddenly they saw the great valley below them. Al jammed on the brake and stopped in the middle of the road, and, “Jesus Christ! Look!” he said. The vineyards, the orchards, the great flat valley, green and beautiful, the trees set in rows, and the farm houses.

390And Pa said, “God Almighty!” The distant cities, the little towns in the orchard land, and the morning sun, golden on the valley. A car honked behind them. Al pulled to the side of the road and parked.

391I want ta look at her.” The grain fields golden in the morning, and the willow lines, the eucalyptus trees in rows.

392Pa sighed, “I never knowed they was anything like her.” The peach trees and the walnut groves, and the dark green patches of oranges. And red roofs among the trees, and barnsrich barns. Al got out and stretched his legs.

393He called, “Macome look. Were there!”

394Ruthie and Winfield scrambled down from the car, and then they stood, silent and awestruck, embarrassed before the great valley. The distance was thinned with haze, and the land grew softer and softer in the distance. A windmill flashed in the sun, and its turning blades were like a little heliograph, far away. Ruthie and Winfield looked at it, and Ruthie whispered, “Its California.”

395Winfield moved his lips silently over the syllables. Theres fruit,” he said aloud.

396Casy and Uncle John, Connie and Rose of Sharon climbed down. And they stood silently. Rose of Sharon had started to brush her hair back, when she caught sight of the valley and her hand dropped slowly to her side.

397Tom said, “Wheres Ma? I want Ma to see it. Look, Ma! Come here, Ma.” Ma was climbing slowly, stiffly, down the back board. Tom looked at her. “My God, Ma, you sick?” Her face was stiff and putty-like, and her eyes seemed to have sunk deep into her head, and the rims were red with weariness. Her feet touched the ground and she braced herself by holding the truck-side.

398Her voice was a croak. Ya say were acrost?”

399Tom pointed to the great valley. Look!”

400She turned her head, and her mouth opened a little. Her fingers went to her throat and gathered a little pinch of skin and twisted gently. “Thank God!” she said. “The fambly’s here.” Her knees buckled and she sat down on the running board.

401You sick, Ma?”

402No, justard.”

403“Didn’ you get no sleep?”

404No.”

405Was Granma bad?”

406Ma looked down at her hands, lying together like tired lovers in her lap. I wisht I could wait annot tell you. I wisht it could be allnice.”

407Pa said, “Then Granma’s bad.”

408Ma raised her eyes and looked over the valley. “Granma’s dead.”

409They looked at her, all of them, and Pa asked, “When?”

410Before they stopped us lasnight.”

411So thats why you didn’ wantem to look.”

412I was afraid we wouldn’ get acrost,” she said. “I tol’ Granma we couldn’ hep her. The fambly had ta get acrost. I tol’ her, tol’ her when she was a-dyin’. We couldn’ stop in the desert. There was the young onesan’ Rosasharn’s baby. I tol’ her.” She put up her hands and covered her face for a moment. She can get buried in a nice green place,” Ma said softly. Trees aroun’ ana nice place. She got to lay her head down in California.”

413The family looked at Ma with a little terror at her strength.

414Tom said, “Jesus Christ! You layin’ there with her all night long!”

415The fambly hadda get acrost,” Ma said miserably.

416Tom moved close to put his hand on her shoulder.

417Dontouch me,” she said. Ill hol’ up if you dontouch me. Thatd get me.”

418Pa said, “We got to go on now. We got to go on down.”

419Ma looked up at him. Cancan I set up front? I donwanna go back there no moreIm tard. Im awful tard.”

420They climbed back on the load, and they avoided the long stiff figure covered and tucked in a comforter, even the head covered and tucked. They moved to their places and tried to keep their eyes from itfrom the hump on the comfort that would be the nose, and the steep cliff that would be the jut of the chin. They tried to keep their eyes away, and they could not. Ruthie and Winfield, crowded in a forward corner as far away from the body as they could get, stared at the tucked figure.

421And Ruthie whispered, “Tha’s Granma, anshes dead.”

422Winfield nodded solemnly. She ain’t breathin’ at all. Shes awful dead.”

423And Rose of Sharon said softly to Connie, “She was a-dyin’ right when we——”

424Howd we know?” he reassured her.

425Al climbed on the load to make room for Ma in the seat. And Al swaggered a little because he was sorry. He plumped down beside Casy and Uncle John. “Well, she was ol’. Guess her time was up,” Al said. “Everbody got to die.” Casy and Uncle John turned eyes expressionlessly on him and looked at him as though he were a curious talking bush. Well, ain’t they?” he demanded. And the eyes looked away, leaving Al sullen and shaken.

426Casy said in wonder, “All night long, anshe was alone.” And he said, “John, theres a woman so great with loveshe scares me. Makes me afraid anmean.”

427John asked, “Was it a sin? Is they any part of it you might call a sin?”

428Casy turned on him in astonishment, “A sin? No, there ain’t no part of it thats a sin.”

429I ain’t never done nothin’ that wasn’t part sin,” said John, and he looked at the long wrapped body.

430Tom and Ma and Pa got into the front seat. Tom let the truck roll and started on compression. And the heavy truck moved, snorting and jerking and popping down the hill. The sun was behind them, and the valley golden and green before them. Ma shook her head slowly from side to side. Its purty,” she said. I wisht they could of saw it.”

431I wisht so too,” said Pa.

432Tom patted the steering wheel under his hand. They was too old,” he said. They wouldn’t of saw nothin’ thats here. Grampa would a been a-seein’ the Injuns anthe prairie country when he was a young fella. An’ Granma would a remembered anseen the first home she lived in. They was too ol’. Whos really seein’ it is Ruthie an’ Winfiel’.”

433Pa said, “Heres Tommy talkin’ like a growed-up man, talkin’ like a preacher almos’.”

434And Ma smiled sadly. He is. Tommys growed way upway up so I cant get aholt ofim sometimes.”

435They popped down the mountain, twisting and looping, losing the valley sometimes, and then finding it again. And the hot breath of the valley came up to them, with hot green smells on it, and with resinous sage and tarweed smells. The crickets crackled along the road. A rattlesnake crawled across the road and Tom hit it and broke it and left it squirming.

436Tom said, “I guess we got to go to the coroner, wherever he is. We got to get her buried decent. How much money might be lef’, Pa?”

437“ ’Bout forty dollars,” said Pa.

438Tom laughed. “Jesus, are we gonna start clean! We sure ain’t bringin’ nothin’ with us.” He chuckled a moment, and then his face straightened quickly. He pulled the visor of his cap down low over his eyes. And the truck rolled down the mountain into the great valley.