14. Chapter 14
One Hundred Years of Solitude / 百年孤独1MEME’S LAST VACATIONS coincided with the period of mourning for Colonel Aureliano Buendia.
2The shuttered house was no place for parties. They spoke in whispers, ate in silence, recited the
3rosary three times a day, and even clavichord practice during the heat of siesta time had a funereal
4echo. In spite of her secret hostility toward the colonel, it was Fernanda who imposed the rigor of
5that mourning, impressed by the solemnity with which the government exalted the memory of its
6dead enemy. Aureliano Segundo, as was his custom came back to sleep in the house during his
7daughter’s vacation and Fernanda must have done some, thing to regain her privileges as his
8legitimate wife because the following year Meme found a newborn little sister who against the
9wishes of her mother had been baptized with the name Amaranta Ursula.
10Meme had finished her course of study. The diploma that certified her as a concert clavichordist
11was ratified by the virtuosity with which she executed popular melodies of the seventeenth century
12at the gathering organized to celebrate the completion of her studies and with which the period of
13mourning came to in end. More than her art, the guests admired her duality. Her frivolous and even
14slightly infantile character did not seem up to any serious activity, but when she sat down at the
15clavichord she became a different girl, one whose unforeseen maturity gave her the air of an adult.
16That was how she had always been. She really did am have any definite vocation, but she had earned
17the highest grades by means of inflexible discipline simply in order not to annoy her mother. They
18could have imposed on her an apprenticeship in any other field and the results would have been the
19same. Since she had been very small she had been troubled by Fernanda’s strictness, her custom of
20deciding in favor of extremes; and she would have been capable of a much more difficult sacrifice
21than the clavichord lessons merely not to run up against her intransigence. During the graduation
22ceremonies she had the impression that the parchment with Gothic letters and illuminated capitals
23was freeing her from a compromise that she had accepted not so much out of obedience as out of
24convenience, and she thought that from then on not even the insistent Fernanda would worry any
25more about an instmment that even the nuns looked upon as a museum fossil. During the first years
26she thought that her calculations were mistaken because after she had put half the town to sleep, not
27only in the parlor but also at all charitable functions, school ceremonies, and patriotic celebrations
28that took place in Macondo, her mother still invited to the house every newcomer whom she
29thought capable of appreciating her daughter’s virtues. Only after the death of Amaranta, when the
30family shut itself up again in a period of mourning, was Meme able to lock the clavichord and forget
31the key in some dresser drawer without Fernanda’s being annoyed on finding out when and through
32whose fault it had been lost. Meme bore up under the exhibitions with the same stoicism that she
33had dedicated to her apprenticeship. It was the price of her freedom. Fernanda was so pleased with
34her docility and so proud of the admiration that her art inspired that she was never against the house
35being fall of girl friends, her spending the afternoon in the groves, and going to the movies with
36Aureliano Segundo or some muted lady as long as the film was approved by Father Antonio Isabel
37from the pulpit. During those moments of relaxation Meme’s real tastes were revealed. Her
38happiness lay at the other extreme from discipline, in noisy parties, in gossip about lovers, in
39prolonged sessions with her girl friends, where they learned to smoke and talked about male
40business, and where they once got their hands on some cane liquor and ended up naked, measuring
41and comparing the parts of their bodies. Meme would never forget that night when she arrived
42home chewing licorice lozenges, and without noticing their consternation, sat down at the table
43where Fernanda and Amaranta were eating dinner without saying a word to each other. She had
44spent two tremendous hours in the bedroom of a girl friend, weeping with laughter and fear, and
45beyond an crises she had found the rare feeling of. bravery that she needed in order to run away
46from school and tell her mother in one way or another that she could use the clavichord as an
47enema. Sitting at the head of the table, drinking a chicken broth that landed in her stomach like an
48elixir of resurrection, Meme then saw Fernanda and Amaranta wrapped in an accusatory halo of
49reality. She had to make a great effort not to throw at them their prissiness, their poverty of spirit
50their delusions of grandeur. From the time of her second vacation she had known that her father
51was living at home only in order to keep up appearances, and knowing Fernanda as she did and
52having arranged later to meet Petra Cotes, she thought that her father was right. She also would have
53preferred being the daughter of the concubine. In the haziness of the alcohol Meme thought with
54pleasure about the scandal that would have taken place if she were to express her thoughts at that
55moment, and the intimate satisfaction of her roguishness was so intense that Fernanda noticed it.
56“What’s the matter?” she asked.
57“Nothing,” Meme answered. “I was only now discovering how much I loved you both.”
58Amaranta was startled by the obvious burden of hate that the declaration carried. But Fernanda
59felt so moved that she thought she would go mad when Meme awoke at midnight with her head
60splitting with pain and drowning in vomited gall. She gave her a vial of castor oil, put compresses on
61her stomach and ice cubes on her head, and she made her stay in bed for five days and follow the
62diet ordered by the new and outlandish French doctor, who after examining her for more than two
63hours reached the foggy conclusion that she had an ailment peculiar to women. Having lost her
64courage, in a miserable state of demoralization, Meme had no other recourse but to bear up under it.
65Ursula, completely blind by then but still active and lucid, was the only one who guessed the exact
66diagnosis. “As far as I can see,” she thought, “that’s the same thing that happens to drunken
67people.” But she not only rejected the idea, she reproached herself for the frivolity of her thought.
68Aureliano Segundo felt a twinge of conscience when he saw Meme’s state of prostration and he
69promised himself to take better care of her in the future. That was how the relationship of jolly
70comradeship was born between father and daughter, which freed him for a time from the bitter
71solitude of his revels and freed her from Fernanda’s watchful eye without necessity of provoking the
72domestic crisis that seemed inevitable by then. At that time Aureliano Segundo postponed any
73appointments in order to be with Meme, to take her to the movies or the circus, and he spent the
74greater part of his idle time with her. In recent times his annoyance with the absurd obesity that
75prevented him from tying his shoes and his abusive satisfaction with all manner of appetites had
76began to sour his character. The discovery of his daughter restored his former joviality and the
77pleasure of being with her was slowly leading him away from dissipation. Meme was entering a
78fruitful age. She was not beautiful, as Amaranta had never been, but on the other hand she was
79pleasant, uncomplicated, and she had the virtue of making a good impression on people from the
80first moment. She had a modem spirit that wounded the antiquated sobriety and poorly disguised
81miserly heart of Fernanda, and that, on the other hand, Aureliano Segundo took pleasure in
82developing. It was he who resolved to take her out of the bedroom she had occupied since
83childhood, where the fearful eyes of the saints still fed her adolescent terrors, and he furnished for
84her a room with a royal bed, a large dressing table, and velvet curtains, not realizing that he was
85producing a second version of Petra Cotes’s room. He was so lavish with Meme that he did not
86even know how much money he gave her because she herself would take it out of his pockets, and
87he kept abreast of every kind of new beauty aid that arrived in the commissary of the banana
88company. Meme’s room became filled with pumice-stone cushions to polish her nails with, hair
89curlers, toothbrushes, drops to make her eyes languid, and so many and such new cosmetics and
90artifacts of beauty that every time Fernanda went into the room she was scandalized by the idea that
91her daughter’s dressing table must have been the same as those of the French matrons. Nevertheless
92Fernanda divided her time in those days between little Amaranta Ursula, who was mischievous and
93sickly, and a touching correspondence with the invisible physicians. So that when she noticed the
94complicity between father and daughter the only promise she extracted from Aureliano Segundo was
95that he would never take Meme to Petra Cotes’s house. It was a meaningless demand because the
96concubine was so annoyed with the comradeship between her lover and his daughter that she did
97not want anything to do with her. Petra was tormented by an unknown fear, as if instinct were
98telling her that Meme, by just wanting it, could succeed in what Fernanda had been unable to do:
99deprive her of a love that by then she considered assured until death. For the first time Aureliano
100Segundo had to tolerate the harsh expressions and the violent tirades of his concubine, and he was
101even afraid that his wandering trunks would make the return journey to his wife’s house. That did
102not happen. No one knew a man better than Petra Cotes knew her lover and she knew that the
103trunks would remain where they had been sent because if Aureliano Segundo detested anything it
104was complicating his life with modifications and changes. So the tmnks stayed where they were and
105Petra Cotes set about reconquering the husband by sharpening the only weapons that his daughter
106could not use on him. It too was an unnecessary effort because Meme had no desire to intervene in
107her father’s affairs and if she had, it would certainly have been in favor of the concubine. She had no
108time to bother anybody. She herself swept her room and made her bed, as the nuns had taught her.
109In the morning she took care of her clothes, sewing on the porch or using Amaranta’s old pedal
110machine. While the others were taking their siestas she would practice the clavichord for two hours,
111knowing that the daily sacrifice would keep Fernanda calm. For the same reason she continued
112giving concerts at church fairs and school parties, even though the requests were less and less
113frequent. At nightfall she would fix herself up, put on one of her simple dresses and her stiff high
114shoes, and if she had nothing to do with her father she would go to the homes of her girl friends,
115where she would stay until dinnertime. It was rare that Aureliano Segundo would not call for her
116then to take her to the movies.
117Among Meme’s friends there were three young American girls who broke through the electrified
118chicken fence barrier and made friends with girls from Macondo. One of them was Patricia Brown.
119Grateful for the hospitality of Aureliano Segundo, Mr. Brown opened the doors of his house to
120Meme and invited her to the Saturday dances, which were the only ones where gringos and natives
121mingled. When Fernanda found out about it she forgot about Amaranta Ursula and the invisible
122doctors for a moment and became very melodramatic. “Just think,” she said to Meme, “what the
123colonel must be thinking in his grave.” She sought, of course, the backing of Ursula. But the blind
124old woman, contrary to what everyone expected, saw nothing reproachable in Meme’s going to the
125dances and making friends with American girls her own age as long as she kept her strict habits and
126was not converted to the Protestant religion. Meme sensed the thought of her great-great-
127grandmother very well and the day after the dances she would get up earlier than usual to go to
128mass. Fernanda’s opposition lasted until the day when Meme broke down her resistance with the
129news that the Americans wanted to hear her play the clavichord. The instmment was taken out of
130the house again and carried to Mr. Brown’s, where the young concert artist really did receive very
131sincere applause and the most enthusiastic congratulations. From then on she was invited not only
132to the dances but also to the Sunday swim parties in the pool and to lunch once a week. Meme
133learned to swim like a professional, to play tennis, and to eat Virginia ham with slices of pineapple.
134Among dances, swimming, and tennis she soon found herself getting involved in the English
135language. Aureliano Segundo was so enthusiastic over the progress of his daughter that from a
136traveling salesman he bought a six-volume English encyclopedia with many color prints which
137Meme read in her spare time. The reading occupied the attention that she had formerly given to
138gossip about sweethearts and the experimental retreats that she would go through with her girl
139friends, not because it was imposed as discipline but because she had lost all interest by then in
140talking about mysteries that were in the public domain. She looked back on the drunken episode as
141an infantile adventure and it seemed so funny to her that she told Aureliano Segundo about it and he
142thought it was more amusing than she did. “If your mother only knew,” he told her, doubling up
143with laughter, as he always said when he told her something in confidence. He had made her
144promise that she would let him know about her first love affair with the same confidence, and
145Meme told him that she liked a redheaded American boy who had come to spend his vacation with
146his parents. “What do you know,” Aureliano Segundo said, laughing. “If your mother only knew.”
147But Meme also told him that the boy had gone back to his country and had disappeared from sight.
148The maturity of her judgment ensured peace in the family. Aureliano Segundo then devoted more
149time to Petra Cotes, and although his body and soul no longer permitted him the debauches of days
150gone by, he lost no chance to arrange them and to dig out the accordion, which by then had some
151keys held in place by shoelaces. At home, Amaranta was weaving her interminable shroud and
152Ursula dragged about in her decrepitude through the depths of the shadows where the only thing
153that was still visible was the ghost of Jose Arcadio Buendfa under the chestnut tree. Fernanda
154consolidated her authority. Her monthly letters to her son Jose Arcadio at that time did not carry a
155string of lies and she hid from him only her correspondence with the invisible doctors, who had
156diagnosed a benign tumor in her large intestine and were preparing her for a telepathic operation.
157It might have been aid that peace and happiness reigned for a long time in the tired mansion of
158the Buendfas if it had not been for the sudden death of Amaranta, which caused a new uproar. It
159was an unexpected event. Although she was old and isolated from everyone, she still looked firm
160and upright and with the health of a rock that she had always had. No one knew her thoughts since
161the afternoon on which she had given Colonel Gerineldo Marquez his final rejection and shut
162herself up to weep. She was not seen to cry during the ascension to heaven of Remedios the Beauty
163or over the extermination of the Aurelianos or the death of Colonel Aureliano Buendfa, who was the
164person she loved most in this world, although she showed it only when they found his body under
165the chestnut tree. She helped pick up the body. She dressed him in his soldier’s uniform, shaved
166him, combed his hair, and waxed his mustache better than he had ever done in his days of glory. No
167one thought that there was any love in that act because they were accustomed to the familiarity of
168Amaranta with the rites of death. Fernanda was scandalized that she did not understand the
169relationship of Catholicism with life but only its relationship with death, as if it were not a religion
170but a compendium of funeral conventions. Amaranta was too wrapped up in the eggplant patch of
171her memories to understand those subtle apologetics. She had reached old age with all of her
172nostalgias intact. When she listened to the waltzes of Pietro Crespi she felt the same desire to weep
173that she had had in adolescence, as if time and harsh lessons had meant nothing. The rolls of music
174that she herself had thrown into the trash with the pretext that they had rotted from dampness kept
175spinning and playing in her memory. She had tried to sink them into the swampy passion that she
176allowed herself with her nephew Aureliano Jose and she tried to take refuge in the calm and virile
177protection of Colonel Gerineldo Marquez, but she had not been able to overcome them, not even
178with the most desperate act of her old age when she would bathe the small Jose Arcadio three years
179before he was sent to the seminary and caress him not as a grandmother would have done with a
180grandchild, but as a woman would have done with a man, as it was said that the French matrons did
181and as she had wanted to do with Pietro Crespi at the age of twelve, fourteen, when she saw him in
182his dancing tights and with the magic wand with which he kept time to the metronome. At times It
183pained her to have let that outpouring of misery follow its course, and at times it made her so angry
184that she would prick her fingers with the needles, but what pained her most and enraged her most
185and made her most bitter was the fragrant and wormy guava grove of love that was dragging her
186toward death. Just as Colonel Aureliano Buendia thought about his war, unable to avoid it, so
187Amaranta thought about Rebeca. But while her brother had managed to sterilize his memories, she
188had only managed to make hers more scalding. The only thing that she asked of God for many years
189was that he would not visit on her the punishment of dying before Rebeca. Every time she passed by
190her house and noted the progress of destruction she took comfort in the idea that God was listening
191to her. One afternoon, when she was sewing on the porch, she was assailed by the certainty that she
192would be sitting in that place, in the same position, and under the same light when they brought her
193the news of Rebeca’s death. She sat down to wait for it, as one waits for a letter, and the fact was
194that at one time she would pull off buttons to sew them on again so that inactivity would not make
195the wait longer and more anxious. No one in the house realized that at that time Amaranta was
196sewing a fine shroud for Rebeca. Later on, when Aureliano Triste told how he had seen her changed
197into an apparition with leathery skin and a few golden threads on her skull, Amaranta was not
198surprised because the specter described was exactly what she had been imagining for some time. She
199had decided to restore Rebeca’s corpse, to disguise with paraffin the damage to her face and make a
200wig for her from the hair of the saints. She would manufacture a beautiful corpse, with the linen
201shroud and a plush-lined coffin with purple trim, and she would put it at the disposition of the
202worms with splendid funeral ceremonies. She worked out the plan with such hatred that it made her
203tremble to think about the scheme, which she would have carried out in exactly the same way if it
204had been done out of love, but she would not allow herself to become upset by the confusion and
205went on perfecting the details so minutely that she came to be more than a specialist and was a
206virtuoso in the rites of death. The only thing that she did not keep In mind in her fearsome plan was
207that in spite of her pleas to God she might die before Rebeca. That was, in fact, what happened. At
208the final moment, however, Amaranta did not feel frustrated, but on the contrary, free of all
209bitterness because death had awarded her the privilege of announcing itself several years ahead of
210time. She saw it on one burning afternoon sewing with her on the porch a short time after Meme
211had left for school. She saw it because it was a woman dressed in blue with long hair, with a sort of
212antiquated look, and with a certain resemblance to Pilar Ternera during the time when she had
213helped with the chores in the kitchen. Fernanda was present several times and did not see her, in
214spite of the fact that she was so real, so human, and on one occasion asked of Amaranta the favor of
215threading a needle. Death did not tell her when she was going to die or whether her hour was
216assigned before that of Rebeca, but ordered her to begin sewing her own shroud on the next sixth of
217April. She was authorized to make it as complicated and as fine as she wanted, but just as honestly
218executed as Rebeca’s, and she was told that she would die without pain, fear, or bitterness at dusk on
219the day that she finished it. Trying to waste the most time possible, Amaranta ordered some rough
220flax and spun the thread herself. She did it so carefully that the work alone took four years. Then she
221started the sewing. As she got closer to the unavoidable end she began to understand that only a
222miracle would allow her to prolong the work past Rebeca’s death, but the very concentration gave
223her the calmness that she needed to accept the idea of frustration. It was then that she understood
224the vicious circle of Colonel Aureliano Buendfa’s little gold fishes. The world was reduced to the
225surface of her skin and her inner self was safe from all bitterness. It pained her not to have had that
226revelation many years before when it had still been possible to purify memories and reconstmct the
227universe under a new light and evoke without trembling Pietro Crespi’s smell of lavender at dusk
228and rescue Rebeca from her slough of misery, not out of hatred or out of love but because of the
229measureless understanding of solitude. The hatred that she noticed one night in Memes words did
230not upset her because it was directed at her, but she felt the repetition of another adolescence that
231seemed as clean as hers must have seemed and that, however, was already tainted with rancor. But
232by then her acceptance of her fate was so deep that she was not even upset by the certainty that all
233possibilities of rectification were closed to her. Her only objective was to finish the shroud. Instead
234of slowing it down with useless detail as she had done in the beginning, she speeded up the work.
235One week before she calculated that she would take the last stitch on the night of February 4, and
236without revealing the motives, she suggested to Meme that she move up a clavichord concert that
237she had arranged for the day after, but the girl paid no attention to her. Amaranta then looked for a
238way to delay for forty-eight hours, and she even thought that death was giving her her way because
239on the night of February fourth a storm caused a breakdown at the power plant. But on the
240following day, at eight in the morning, she took the last stitch in the most beautiful piece of work
241that any woman had ever finished, and she announced without the least bit of dramatics that she
242was going to die at dusk. She not only told the family but the whole town, because Amaranta had
243conceived of the idea that she could make up for a life of meanness with one last favor to the world,
244and she thought that no one was in a better position to take letters to the dead.
245The news that Amaranta Buendia was sailing at dusk carrying the mail of death spread
246throughout Macondo before noon, and at three in the afternoon there was a whole carton full of
247letters in the parlor. Those who did not want to write gave Amaranta verbal messages, which she
248wrote down in a notebook with the name and date of death of the recipient. “Don’t worry,” she told
249the senders. “The first thing I’ll do when I get there is to ask for him and give him your message.” It
250was farcical. Amaranta did not show any upset or the slightest sign of grief, and she even looked a
251bit rejuvenated by a duty accomplished. She was as straight and as thin as ever. If it had not been for
252her hardened cheekbones and a few missing teeth, she would have looked much younger than she
253really was. She herself arranged for them to put the letters in a box sealed with pitch and told them
254to place it in her grave in a way best to protect it from the dampness. In the morning she had a
255carpenter called who took her measurements for the coffin as she stood in the parlor, as if it were
256for a new dress. She showed such vigor in her last hours that Fernanda thought she was making fun
257of everyone. Ursula, with the experience that Buendias died without any illness, did not doubt at all
258that Amaranta had received an omen of death, but in any case she was tormented by the fear that
259with the business of the letters and the anxiety of the senders for them to arrive quickly they would
260bury her alive in their confusion. So she set about clearing out the house, arguing with the intmders
261as she shouted at them, and by four in the afternoon she was successful. At that time Amaranta had
262finished dividing her things among the poor and had left on the severe coffin of unfinished boards
263only the change of clothing and the simple cloth slippers that she would wear in death. She did not
264neglect that precaution because she remembered that when Colonel Aureliano Buendia died they
265had to buy a pair of new shoes for him because all he had left were the bedroom slippers that he
266wore in the workshop. A little before five Aureliano Segundo came to fetch Meme for the concert
267and was surprised that the house was prepared for the funeral, if anyone seemed alive at the moment
268it was the serene Amaranta, who had even had enough time to cut her corns. Aureliano Segundo
269and Meme took leave of her with mocking farewells and promised her that on the following
270Saturday they would have a big resurrection party. Drawn by the public talk that Amaranta Buendia
271was receiving letters for the dead. Father Antonio Isabel arrived at five o’clock for the last rites and
272he had to wait for more than fifteen minutes for the recipient to come out of her bath. When he saw
273her appear in a madapollam nightshirt and with her hair loose over her shoulders, the decrepit parish
274priest thought that it was a trick and sent the altar boy away. He thought however, that he would
275take advantage of the occasion to have Amaranta confess after twenty years of reticence. Amaranta
276answered simply that she did not need spiritual help of any kind because her conscience was clean.
277Fernanda was scandalized. Without caring that people could hear her she asked herself aloud what
278horrible sin Amaranta had committed to make her prefer an impious death to the shame of
279confession. Thereupon Amaranta lay down and made Ursula give public testimony as to her
280virginity.
281“Let no one have any illusions,” she shouted so that Fernanda would hear her. “Amaranta
282Buendia is leaving this world just as she came into it.
283She did not get up again. Lying on cushions, as if she really were ill, she braided her long hair and
284rolled it about her ears as death had told her it should be on her bier. Then she asked Ursula for a
285mirror and for the first time in more than forty years she saw her face, devastated by age and
286martyrdom, and she was surprised at how much she resembled the mental image that she had of
287herself. Ursula understood by the silence in the bedroom that it had begun to grow dark.
288“Say good-bye to Fernanda,” she begged her. One minute of reconciliation is worth more than a
289whole life of friendship. ”
290“It’s of no use now,” Amaranta replied.
291Meme could not help thinking about her when they turned on the lights on the improvised stage
292and she began the second part of the program. In the middle of the piece someone whispered the
293news in her ear and the session stopped. When he arrived home, Aureliano Segundo had to push his
294way through the crowd to see the corpse of the aged virgin, ugly and discolored, with the black
295bandage on her hand and wrapped in the magnificent shroud. She was laid out in the parlor beside
296the box of letters.
297Ursula did not get up again after the nine nights of mourning for Amaranta, Santa Sofia de la
298Piedad took care of her. She took her meals to her bedroom and annatto water for her to wash in
299and she kept her up to date on everything that happened in Macondo. Aureliano Segundo visited her
300frequently and he brought her clothing which she would place beside the bed along with the things
301most indispensable for daily life, so that in a short time she had built up a world within reach of her
302hand. She managed to arouse a great love in little Amaranta Ursula, who was just like her, and whom
303she taught how to read. Her lucidity, the ability to be sufficient un herself made one think that she
304was naturally conquered by the weight of her hundred years, but even though it was obvious that she
305was having trouble seeing, no one suspected that she was totally blind. She had so much time at her
306disposal then and so much interior silence to watch over the life of the house that she was the first
307to notice Meme’s silent tribulation.
308“Come here,” she told her. “Now that were alone, confess to this poor old woman what’s
309bothering you. ”
310Meme avoided the conversation with a short laugh. Ursula did not insist, but she ended up
311confirming her suspicions when Meme did not come back to visit her. She knew that she was getting
312up earlier than usual, that she did not have a moment’s rest as she waited for the time for her to go
313out, that she spent whole nights walking back and forth in the adjoining bedroom, and that the
314fluttering of a butterfly would bother her. On one occasion she said that she was going to see Aureli¬
315ano Segundo and Ursula was surprised that Fernanda’s imagination was so limited when her
316husband came to the house looking for his daughter. It was too obvious that Meme was involved in
317secret matters, in pressing matters, in repressed anxieties long before the night that Fernanda upset
318the house because she caught her kissing a man in the movies.
319Meme was so wrapped up in herself at that time that she accused Ursula of having told on her.
320Actually, she told on herself. For a long time she had been leaving a trail that would have awakened
321the most drowsy person and it took Fernanda so long to discover it because she too was befogged,
322by her relationship with the invisible doctors. Even so she finally noticed the deep silences, the
323sudden outbursts, the changes in mood, and the contradictions of her daughter. She set about on a
324disguised but implacable vigilance. She let her go out with her girl friends as always, she helped her
325get dressed for the Saturday parties, and she never asked an embarrassing question that might arouse
326her. She already had a great deal of proof that Meme was doing different things from what she said,
327and yet she would give no indication of her suspicions, hoping for the right moment. One night
328Meme said that she was going to the movies with her father. A short time later Fernanda heard the
329fireworks of the debauch and the unmistakable accordion of Aureliano Segundo from the direction
330of Petra Cotes’s place. Then she got dressed, went to the movie theater, and in the darkness of the
331seats she recognized her daughter. The upsetting feeling of certainty stopped her from seeing the
332man she was kissing, but she managed to hear his tremulous voice in the midst of the deafening
333shouts and laughter of the audience. “I’m sorry, love,” she heard him say, and she took Meme out of
334the place without saying a word to her, put her through the shame of parading her along the noisy
335Street of the Turks, and locked her up in her bedroom.
336On the following day at six in the afternoon, Fernanda recognized the voice of the man who
337came to call on her. He was young, sallow, with dark and melancholy eyes which would not have
338startled her so much if she had known the gypsies, and a dreamy air that to any woman with a heart
339less rigid would have been enough to make her understand her daughter’s motives. He was wearing
340a shabby linen suit with shoes that showed the desperate defense of superimposed patches of white
341zinc, and in his hand he was carrying a straw hat he had bought the Saturday before. In all of his life
342he could never have been as frightened as at that moment, but he had a dignity and presence that
343spared him from humiliation and a genuine elegance that was defeated only by tarnished hands and
344nails that had been shattered by rough work. Fernanda, however, needed only one look to guess his
345status of mechanic. She saw that he was wearing his one Sunday suit and that underneath his shirt he
346bore the rash of the banana company. She would not let him speak. She would not even let him
347come through the door, which a moment later she had to close because the house was filled with
348yellow butterflies.
349“Go away,” she told him. “You’ve got no reason to come calling on any decent person.”
350His name was Mauricio Babilonia. He had been born and raised in Macondo, and he was an
351apprentice mechanic in the banana company garage. Meme had met him by chance one afternoon
352when she went with Patricia Brown to get a car to take a drive through the groves. Since the
353chauffeur was sick they assigned him to take them and Meme was finally able to satisfy her desire to
354sit next to the driver and see what he did. Unlike the regular chauffeur, Mauricio Babilonia gave her
355a practical lesson. That was during the time that Meme was beginning to frequent Mr. Brown’s
356house and it was still considered improper for a lady to drive a car. So she was satisfied with the
357technical information and she did not see Mauricio Babilonia again for several months. Later on she
358would remember that during the drive her attention had been called to his masculine beauty, except
359for the coarseness of his hands, but that afterward she had mentioned to Patricia Brown that she
360had been bothered by his rather proud sense of security. The first Saturday that she went to the
361movies with her father she saw Mauricio Babilonia again, with his linen suit, sitting a few seats away
362from them, and she noticed that he was not paying much attention to the film in order to turn
363around and look at her. Meme was bothered by the vulgarity of that. Afterward Mauricio Babilonia
364came over to say hello to Aureliano Segundo and only then did Meme find out that they knew each
365other because he had worked in Aureliano Triste’s early power plant and he treated her father with
366the air of an employee. That fact relieved the dislike that his pride had caused in her. They had never
367been alone together nor had they spoken except in way of greeting, the night when she dreamed that
368he was saving her from a shipwreck and she did not feel gratitude but rage. It was as if she had given
369him the opportunity he was waiting for, since Meme yearned for just the opposite, not only with
370Mauricio Babilonia but with any other man who was interested in her. Therefore she was so
371indignant after the dream that instead of hating him, she felt an irresistible urge to see him. The
372anxiety became more intense during the course of the week and on Saturday it was so pressing that
373she had to make a great effort for Mauricio Babilonia not to notice that when he greeted her in the
374movies her heart was in her mouth. Dazed by a confused feeling of pleasure and rage, she gave him
375her hand for the first time and only then did Mauricio Babilonia let himself shake hers. Meme
376managed to repent her impulse in a fraction of a second but the repentance changed immediately
377into a cruel satisfaction on seeing that his hand too was sweaty and cold. That night she realized that
378she would not have a moment of rest until she showed Mauricio Babilonia the uselessness of his
379aspiration and she spent the week turning that anxiety about in her mind. She resorted to all kinds of
380useless tricks so that Patricia Brown would go get the car with her. Finally she made use of the
381American redhead who was spending his vacation in Macondo at that time and with the pretext of
382learning about new models of cars she had him take her to the garage. From the moment she saw
383him Meme let herself be deceived by herself and believed that what was really going on was that she
384could not bear the desire to be alone with Mauricio Babilonia, and she was made indignant by the
385certainty that he understood that when he saw her arrive.
386“I came to see the new models,” Meme said.
387“That’s a fine excuse,” he said.
388Meme realized that he was burning in the heat of his pride, and she desperately looked for a way
389to humiliate him. But he would not give her any time. “Don’t get upset,” he said to her in a low
390voice. “It’s not the first time that a woman has gone crazy over a man.” She felt so defeated that she
391left the garage without seeing the new models and she spent the night turning over in bed and
392weeping with indignation. The American redhead, who was really beginning to interest her, looked
393like a baby in diapers. It was then that she realized that the yellow butterflies preceded the
394appearances of Mauricio Babilonia. She had seen them before, especially over the garage, and she
395had thought that they were drawn by the smell of paint. Once she had seen them fluttering about
396her head before she went into the movies. But when Mauricio Babilonia began to pursue her like a
397ghost that only she could identify in the crowd, she understood that the butterflies had something to
398do with him. Mauricio Babilonia was always in the audience at the concerts, at the movies, at high
399mass, and she did not have to see him to know that he was there, because the butterflies were always
400there. Once Aureliano Segundo became so impatient with the suffocating fluttering that she felt the
401impulse to confide her secret to him as she had promised, but instinct told her that he would laugh
402as usual and say: “What would your mother say if she found out?” One morning, while she was
403pruning the roses, Fernanda let out a cry of fright and had Meme taken away from the spot where
404she was, which was the same place in the garden where Remedios the Beauty had gone up to
405heaven. She had thought for an instant that the miracle was going to be repeated with her daughter,
406because she had been bothered by a sudden flapping of wings. It was the butterflies. Meme saw
407them as if they had suddenly been born out of the light and her heart gave a turn. At that moment
408Mauricio Babilonia came in with a package that according to what he said, was a present from
409Patricia Brown. Meme swallowed her blush, absorbed her tribulation, and even managed a natural
410smile as she asked him the favor of leaving it on the railing because her hands were dirty from the
411garden. The only tiling that Fernanda noted in the man whom a few months later she was to expel
412from the house without remembering where she had seen him was the bilious texture of his skin.
413“He’s a very strange man,” Fernanda said. “You can see in his face that he’s going to die.”
414Meme thought that her mother had been impressed by the butterflies When they finished
415pruning the row bushes she washed her hands and took the package to her bedroom to open it. It
416was a kind of Chinese toy, made up of five concentric boxes, and in the last one there was a card
417laboriously inscribed by someone who could barely write: We’ll get together Saturday at the movies. Meme
418felt with an aftershock that the box had been on the railing for a long time within reach of
419Fernanda’s curiosity, and although she was flattered by the audacity and ingenuity of Mauricio
420Babilonia, she was moved by his Innocence in expecting that she would keep the date. Meme knew
421at that time that Aureliano Segundo had an appointment on Saturday night. Nevertheless, the fire of
422anxiety burned her so much during the course of the week that on Saturday she convinced her father
423to leave her alone in the theater and come back for her after the show. A nocturnal butterfly
424fluttered about her head while the lights were on. And then it happened. When the lights went out,
425Mauricio Babilonia sat down beside her. Meme felt herself splashing in a bog of hesitation from
426which she could only be rescued, as had occurred in her dreams, by that man smelling of grease
427whom she could barely see in the shadows.
428“If you hadn’t come,” he said, “You never would have seen me again.”
429Meme felt the weight of his hand on her knee and she knew that they were both arriving at the
430other side of abandonment at that instant.
431“What shocks me about you,” she said, smiling, “is that you always say exactly what you
432shouldn’t be saying. ”
433She lost her mind over him. She could not sleep and she lost her appetite and sank so deeply into
434solitude that even her father became an annoyance. She worked out an intricate web of false dates to
435throw Fernanda off the track, lost sight of her girl friends, leaped over conventions to be with
436Mauricio Babilonia at any time and at any place. At first his crudeness bothered her. The first time
437that they were alone on the deserted fields behind the garage he pulled her mercilessly into an animal
438state that left her exhausted. It took her time to realize that it was also a form of tenderness and it
439was then that she lost her calm and lived only for him, upset by the desire to sink into his stupefying
440odor of grease washed off by lye. A short time before the death of Amaranta she suddenly stumbled
441into in open space of lucidity within the madness and she trembled before the uncertainty of the
442future. Then she heard about a woman who made predictions from cards and went to see her in
443secret. It was Pilar Ternera. As soon as Pilar saw her come in she was aware of Meme’s hidden
444motives. “Sit down,” she told her. “I don’t need cards to tell the future of a Buendia,” Meme did not
445know and never would that the centenarian witch was her great-grandmother. Nor would she have
446believed it after the aggressive realism with which she revealed to her that the anxiety of falling in
447love could not find repose except in bed. It was the same point of view as Mauricio Babilonia’s, but
448Meme resisted believing it because underneath it all she imagined that it had been inspired by the
449poor judgment of a mechanic. She thought then that love on one side was defeating love on the
450other, because it was characteristic of men to deny hunger once their appetites were satisfied. Pilar
451Ternera not only cleared up that mistake, she also offered the old canopied bed where she had
452conceived Arcadio, Meme’s grandfather, and where afterward she conceived Aureliano Jose. She
453also taught her how to avoid an unwanted conception by means of the evaporation of mustard
454plasters and gave her recipes for potions that in cases of trouble could expel “even the remorse of
455conscience.” That interview instilled In Meme the same feeling of bravery that she had felt on the
456dmnken evening. Amaranta’s death, however, obliged her to postpone the decision. While the nine
457nights lasted she did not once leave the side of Mauricio Babilonia, who mingled with the crowd that
458invaded the house. Then came the long period of mourning and the obligatory withdrawal and they
459separated for a time. Those were days of such inner agitation, such irrepressible anxiety, and so
460many repressed urges that on the first evening that Meme was able to get out she went straight to
461Pilar Ternera’s. She surrendered to Mauricio Babilonia, without resistance, without shyness, without
462formalities, and with a vocation that was so fluid and an intuition that was so wise that a more
463suspicious man than hers would have confused them with obvious experience. They made love
464twice a week for more than three months, protected by the innocent complicity of Aureliano
465Segundo, who believed without suspicion in his daughter’s alibis simply in order to set her free from
466her mother’s rigidity.
467On the night that Fernanda surprised them in the movies Aureliano Segundo felt weighted down
468by the burden of his conscience and he visited Meme in the bedroom where Fernanda kept her
469locked up, trusting that she would reveal to him the confidences that she owed him. But Meme
470denied everything. She was so sure of herself, so anchored in her solitude that Aureliano Segundo
471had the impression that no link existed between them anymore, that the comradeship and the
472complicity were nothing but an illusion of the past. He thought of speaking to Mauricio Babilonia,
473thinking that his authority as his former boss would make him desist from his plans, but Petra Cotes
474convinced him that it was a woman’s business, so he was left floating in a limbo of indecision, barely
475sustained by the hope that the confinement would put an end to his daughter’s troubles.
476Meme showed no signs of affliction. On the contrary, from the next room Ursula perceived the
477peaceful rhythm of her sleep, the serenity of her tasks, the order of her meals, and the good health
478of her digestion. The only thing that intrigued Ursula after almost two months of punishment was
479that Meme did not take a bath in the morning like everyone else, but at seven in the evening. Once
480she thought of warning her about the scorpions, but Meme was so distant, convinced that she had
481given her away, that she preferred not to disturb her with the impertinences, of a great-great-
482grandmother. The yellow butterflies would invade the house at dusk. Every night on her way back
483from her bath Meme would find a desperate Fernanda killing butterflies with an insecticide bomb.
484“This is terrible,” she would say, “All my life they told me that butterflies at night bring bad luck.”
485One night while Meme was in the bathroom, Fernanda went into her bedroom by chance and there
486were so many butterflies that she could scarcely breathe. She grabbed for the nearest piece of cloth
487to shoo them away and her heart froze with terror as she connected her daughter’s evening baths
488with the mustard plasters that rolled onto the floor. She did not wait for an opportune moment as
489she had the first time. On the following day she invited the new mayor to lunch. Like her, he had
490come down from the highlands, and she asked him to station a guard in the backyard because she
491had the impression that hens were being stolen. That night the guard brought down Mauricio
492Babilonia as he was lifting up the tiles to get into the bathroom where Meme was waiting for him,
493naked and trembling with love among the scorpions and butterflies as she had done almost every
494night for the past few months. A bullet lodged in his spinal column reduced him to his bed for the
495rest of his life. Fie died of old age in solitude, without a moan, without a protest, without a single
496moment of betrayal, tormented by memories and by the yellow butterflies, who did not give him a
497moment’s peace, and ostracized as a chicken thief.