40. Chapter XL The Bitter Waters Spread

Adam Bede / 亚当·比德

1Mr. Irwine returned from Stoniton in a post-chaise that night, and the first words Carroll said to him, as he entered the house, were, that Squire Donnithorne was deadfound dead in his bed at ten oclock that morningand that Mrs. Irwine desired him to say she should be awake when Mr. Irwine came home, and she begged him not to go to bed without seeing her.

2Well, Dauphin,” Mrs. Irwine said, as her son entered her room, “youre come at last. So the old gentlemans fidgetiness and low spirits, which made him send for Arthur in that sudden way, really meant something. I suppose Carroll has told you that Donnithorne was found dead in his bed this morning. You will believe my prognostications another time, though I daresay I shan’t live to prognosticate anything but my own death.”

3What have they done about Arthur?” said Mr. Irwine. Sent a messenger to await him at Liverpool?”

4Yes, Ralph was gone before the news was brought to us. Dear Arthur, I shall live now to see him master at the Chase, and making good times on the estate, like a generous-hearted fellow as he is. Hell be as happy as a king now.”

5Mr. Irwine could not help giving a slight groan: he was worn with anxiety and exertion, and his mothers light words were almost intolerable.

6What are you so dismal about, Dauphin? Is there any bad news? Or are you thinking of the danger for Arthur in crossing that frightful Irish Channel at this time of year?”

7No, Mother, Im not thinking of that; but Im not prepared to rejoice just now.”

8Youve been worried by this law business that youve been to Stoniton about. What in the world is it, that you cant tell me?”

9You will know by and by, mother. It would not be right for me to tell you at present. Good-night: youll sleep now you have no longer anything to listen for.”

10Mr. Irwine gave up his intention of sending a letter to meet Arthur, since it would not now hasten his return: the news of his grandfathers death would bring him as soon as he could possibly come. He could go to bed now and get some needful rest, before the time came for the mornings heavy duty of carrying his sickening news to the Hall Farm and to Adams home.

11Adam himself was not come back from Stoniton, for though he shrank from seeing Hetty, he could not bear to go to a distance from her again.

12Its no use, sir,” he said to the rector, “its no use for me to go back. I cant go to work again while shes here, and I couldn’t bear the sight othe things and folks round home. Ill take a bit of a room here, where I can see the prison walls, and perhaps I shall get, in time, to bear seeing her.”

13Adam had not been shaken in his belief that Hetty was innocent of the crime she was charged with, for Mr. Irwine, feeling that the belief in her guilt would be a crushing addition to Adams load, had kept from him the facts which left no hope in his own mind. There was not any reason for thrusting the whole burden on Adam at once, and Mr. Irwine, at parting, only said, “If the evidence should tell too strongly against her, Adam, we may still hope for a pardon. Her youth and other circumstances will be a plea for her.”

14Ah, and its right people should know how she was tempted into the wrong way,” said Adam, with bitter earnestness. Its right they should know it was a fine gentleman made love to her, and turned her head winotions. Youll remember, sir, youve promised to tell my mother, and Seth, and the people at the farm, who it was as led her wrong, else theyll think harder of her than she deserves. Youll be doing her a hurt by sparing him, and I hold him the guiltiest before God, let her hadone what she may. If you spare him, Ill expose him!”

15I think your demand is just, Adam,” said Mr. Irwine, “but when you are calmer, you will judge Arthur more mercifully. I say nothing now, only that his punishment is in other hands than ours.”

16Mr. Irwine felt it hard upon him that he should have to tell of Arthurs sad part in the story of sin and sorrowhe who cared for Arthur with fatherly affection, who had cared for him with fatherly pride. But he saw clearly that the secret must be known before long, even apart from Adams determination, since it was scarcely to be supposed that Hetty would persist to the end in her obstinate silence. He made up his mind to withhold nothing from the Poysers, but to tell them the worst at once, for there was no time to rob the tidings of their suddenness. Hettys trial must come on at the Lent assizes, and they were to be held at Stoniton the next week. It was scarcely to be hoped that Martin Poyser could escape the pain of being called as a witness, and it was better he should know everything as long beforehand as possible.

17Before ten oclock on Thursday morning the home at the Hall Farm was a house of mourning for a misfortune felt to be worse than death. The sense of family dishonour was too keen even in the kind-hearted Martin Poyser the younger to leave room for any compassion towards Hetty. He and his father were simple-minded farmers, proud of their untarnished character, proud that they came of a family which had held up its head and paid its way as far back as its name was in the parish register; and Hetty had brought disgrace on them alldisgrace that could never be wiped out. That was the all-conquering feeling in the mind both of father and sonthe scorching sense of disgrace, which neutralised all other sensibilityand Mr. Irwine was struck with surprise to observe that Mrs. Poyser was less severe than her husband. We are often startled by the severity of mild people on exceptional occasions; the reason is, that mild people are most liable to be under the yoke of traditional impressions.

18Im willing to pay any money as is wanted towards trying to bring her off,” said Martin the younger when Mr. Irwine was gone, while the old grandfather was crying in the opposite chair, “but Ill not go nigh her, nor ever see her again, by my own will. Shes made our bread bitter to us for all our lives to come, anwe shall neer hold up our heads ithis parish nor iany other. The parson talks ofolks pitying us: its poor amends pity ’ull make us.”

19Pity?” said the grandfather, sharply. I neer wanted folkss pity imy life afore... anI mun begin to be looked down on now, anme turned seventy-two last St. Thomass, anall th’ underbearers and pall-bearers as In picked for my funeral are ithis parish and the next tot.... Its ono use now... I mun be taen to the grave by strangers.”

20Dont fret so, father,” said Mrs. Poyser, who had spoken very little, being almost overawed by her husbands unusual hardness and decision. Youll have your children wiyou; antheres the lads and the little un ’ull grow up in a new parish as well as ithold un.”

21Ah, theres no staying ithis country for us now,” said Mr. Poyser, and the hard tears trickled slowly down his round cheeks. We thought it ’ud be bad luck if the old squire gave us notice this Lady day, but I must ginotice myself now, ansee if there can anybody be got to come antake to the crops as In put ithe ground; for I wonna stay upo’ that mans land a day longer nor Im forced tot. Anme, as thought him such a good upright young man, as I should be glad when he come to be our landlord. Ill neer lift my hat to him again, nor sit ithe same church wihim... a man as has brought shame on respectable folks... anpretended to be such a friend teverybody.... Poor Adam there... a fine friend hes been tAdam, making speeches antalking so fine, anall the while poisoning the lads life, as its much if he can stay ithis country any more nor we can.”

22Anyou thato go into court, and own youre akin ther,” said the old man. Why, theyll cast it up to the little un, as isn’t fourear old, some daytheyll cast it up ther as shed a cousin tried at thesizes for murder.”

23Itll be their own wickedness, then,” said Mrs. Poyser, with a sob in her voice. But theres One above ’ull take care othe innicent child, else its but little truth they tell us at church. Itll be harder nor ever to die anleave the little uns, annobody to be a mother toem.”

24Wed better hasent for Dinah, if wed known where she is,” said Mr. Poyser; “but Adam said shed left no direction where shed be at Leeds.”

25Why, shed be withat woman as was a friend ther Aunt Judith,” said Mrs. Poyser, comforted a little by this suggestion of her husband. Ive often heard Dinah talk of her, but I cant remember what name she called her by. But theres Seth Bede; hes like enough to know, for shes a preaching woman as the Methodists think a deal on.”

26Ill send to Seth,” said Mr. Poyser. Ill send Alick to tell him to come, or else to send up word othe womans name, anthee canst write a letter ready to send off to Treddles’on as soon as we can make out a direction.”

27Its poor work writing letters when you want folks to come to you itrouble,” said Mrs. Poyser. Happen itll be ever so long on the road, annever reach her at last.”

28Before Alick arrived with the message, Lisbeth’s thoughts too had already flown to Dinah, and she had said to Seth, “Eh, theres no comfort for us ithis world any more, wiout thee couldst get Dinah Morris to come to us, as she did when my old man died. Id like her to come in antake me by thhand again, antalk to me. Shed tell me the rights ont, belike—shed happen know some good iall this trouble anheart-break comin’ upo’ that poor lad, as neer done a bit owrong ins life, but war better nor anybody elses son, pick the country round. Eh, my lad... Adam, my poor lad!”

29Thee wouldstna like me to leave thee, to go and fetch Dinah?” said Seth, as his mother sobbed and rocked herself to and fro.

30Fetch her?” said Lisbeth, looking up and pausing from her grief, like a crying child who hears some promise of consolation. Why, what place ist shes at, do they say?”

31Its a good way off, motherLeeds, a big town. But I could be back in three days, if thee couldst spare me.”

32Nay, nay, I canna spare thee. Thee must go ansee thy brother, anbring me word what hes a-doin’. Mester Irwine said hed come antell me, but I canna make out so well what it means when he tells me. Thee must go thysen, sinAdam wonna let me go to him. Write a letter to Dinah canstna? Theet fond enough o’ writin’ when nobody wants thee.”

33Im not sure where shed be ithat big town,” said Seth. If Id gone myself, I could hafound out by asking the members othe Society. But perhaps if I put Sarah Williamson, Methodist preacher, Leeds, othoutside, it might get to her; for most like shed be wiSarah Williamson.”

34Alick came now with the message, and Seth, finding that Mrs. Poyser was writing to Dinah, gave up the intention of writing himself; but he went to the Hall Farm to tell them all he could suggest about the address of the letter, and warn them that there might be some delay in the delivery, from his not knowing an exact direction.

35On leaving Lisbeth, Mr. Irwine had gone to Jonathan Burge, who had also a claim to be acquainted with what was likely to keep Adam away from business for some time; and before six oclock that evening there were few people in Broxton and Hayslope who had not heard the sad news. Mr. Irwine had not mentioned Arthurs name to Burge, and yet the story of his conduct towards Hetty, with all the dark shadows cast upon it by its terrible consequences, was presently as well known as that his grandfather was dead, and that he was come into the estate. For Martin Poyser felt no motive to keep silence towards the one or two neighbours who ventured to come and shake him sorrowfully by the hand on the first day of his trouble; and Carroll, who kept his ears open to all that passed at the rectory, had framed an inferential version of the story, and found early opportunities of communicating it.

36One of those neighbours who came to Martin Poyser and shook him by the hand without speaking for some minutes was Bartle Massey. He had shut up his school, and was on his way to the rectory, where he arrived about half-past seven in the evening, and, sending his duty to Mr. Irwine, begged pardon for troubling him at that hour, but had something particular on his mind. He was shown into the study, where Mr. Irwine soon joined him.

37Well, Bartle?” said Mr. Irwine, putting out his hand. That was not his usual way of saluting the schoolmaster, but trouble makes us treat all who feel with us very much alike. Sit down.”

38You know what Im come about as well as I do, sir, I daresay,” said Bartle.

39You wish to know the truth about the sad news that has reached you... about Hetty Sorrel?”

40Nay, sir, what I wish to know is about Adam Bede. I understand you left him at Stoniton, and I beg the favour of you to tell me whats the state of the poor lads mind, and what he means to do. For as for that bit opink-and-white theyve taken the trouble to put in jail, I dont value her a rotten nutnot a rotten nutonly for the harm or good that may come out of her to an honest mana lad Ive set such store bytrusted to, that hed make my bit oknowledge go a good way in the world.... Why, sir, hes the only scholar Ive had in this stupid country that ever had the will or the head-piece for mathematics. If he hadn’t had so much hard work to do, poor fellow, he might have gone into the higher branches, and then this might never have happenedmight never have happened.”

41Bartle was heated by the exertion of walking fast in an agitated frame of mind, and was not able to check himself on this first occasion of venting his feelings. But he paused now to rub his moist forehead, and probably his moist eyes also.

42Youll excuse me, sir,” he said, when this pause had given him time to reflect, “for running on in this way about my own feelings, like that foolish dog of mine howling in a storm, when theres nobody wants to listen to me. I came to hear you speak, not to talk myselfif youll take the trouble to tell me what the poor lads doing.”

43Dont put yourself under any restraint, Bartle,” said Mr. Irwine. The fact is, Im very much in the same condition as you just now; Ive a great deal thats painful on my mind, and I find it hard work to be quite silent about my own feelings and only attend to others. I share your concern for Adam, though he is not the only one whose sufferings I care for in this affair. He intends to remain at Stoniton till after the trial: it will come on probably a week to-morrow. He has taken a room there, and I encouraged him to do so, because I think it better he should be away from his own home at present; and, poor fellow, he still believes Hetty is innocenthe wants to summon up courage to see her if he can; he is unwilling to leave the spot where she is.”

44Do you think the creatur’s guilty, then?” said Bartle. Do you think theyll hang her?”

45Im afraid it will go hard with her. The evidence is very strong. And one bad symptom is that she denies everythingdenies that she has had a child in the face of the most positive evidence. I saw her myself, and she was obstinately silent to me; she shrank up like a frightened animal when she saw me. I was never so shocked in my life as at the change in her. But I trust that, in the worst case, we may obtain a pardon for the sake of the innocent who are involved.”

46Stuff and nonsense!” said Bartle, forgetting in his irritation to whom he was speaking. “I beg your pardon, sir, I mean its stuff and nonsense for the innocent to care about her being hanged. For my own part, I think the sooner such women are put out othe world the better; and the men that helpem to do mischief had better go along withem for that matter. What good will you do by keeping such vermin alive, eating the victual that ’ud feed rational beings? But if Adams fool enough to care about it, I dont want him to suffer more thans needful.... Is he very much cut up, poor fellow?” Bartle added, taking out his spectacles and putting them on, as if they would assist his imagination.

47Yes, Im afraid the grief cuts very deep,” said Mr. Irwine. He looks terribly shattered, and a certain violence came over him now and then yesterday, which made me wish I could have remained near him. But I shall go to Stoniton again to-morrow, and I have confidence enough in the strength of Adams principle to trust that he will be able to endure the worst without being driven to anything rash.”

48Mr. Irwine, who was involuntarily uttering his own thoughts rather than addressing Bartle Massey in the last sentence, had in his mind the possibility that the spirit of vengeance towards Arthur, which was the form Adams anguish was continually taking, might make him seek an encounter that was likely to end more fatally than the one in the Grove. This possibility heightened the anxiety with which he looked forward to Arthurs arrival. But Bartle thought Mr. Irwine was referring to suicide, and his face wore a new alarm.

49Ill tell you what I have in my head, sir,” he said, “and I hope youll approve of it. Im going to shut up my schoolif the scholars come, they must go back again, thats alland I shall go to Stoniton and look after Adam till this business is over. Ill pretend Im come to look on at the assizes; he cant object to that. What do you think about it, sir?”

50Well,” said Mr. Irwine, rather hesitatingly, “there would be some real advantages in that... and I honour you for your friendship towards him, Bartle. But... you must be careful what you say to him, you know. Im afraid you have too little fellow-feeling in what you consider his weakness about Hetty.”

51Trust to me, sirtrust to me. I know what you mean. Ive been a fool myself in my time, but thats between you and me. I shan’t thrust myself on him only keep my eye on him, and see that he gets some good food, and put in a word here and there.”

52Then,” said Mr. Irwine, reassured a little as to Bartle’s discretion, “I think youll be doing a good deed; and it will be well for you to let Adams mother and brother know that youre going.”

53Yes, sir, yes,” said Bartle, rising, and taking off his spectacles, “Ill do that, Ill do that; though the mothers a whimpering thingI dont like to come within earshot of her; however, shes a straight-backed, clean woman, none of your slatterns. I wish you good-bye, sir, and thank you for the time youve spared me. Youre everybodys friend in this businesseverybodys friend. Its a heavy weight youve got on your shoulders.”

54Good-bye, Bartle, till we meet at Stoniton, as I daresay we shall.”

55Bartle hurried away from the rectory, evading Carroll’s conversational advances, and saying in an exasperated tone to Vixen, whose short legs pattered beside him on the gravel, “Now, I shall be obliged to take you with me, you good-for-nothing woman. Youd go fretting yourself to death if I left youyou know you would, and perhaps get snapped up by some tramp. And youll be running into bad company, I expect, putting your nose in every hole and corner where youve no business! But if you do anything disgraceful, Ill disown youmind that, madam, mind that!”