4. Chapter IV Home and Its Sorrows

Adam Bede / 亚当·比德

1A green valley with a brook running through it, full almost to overflowing with the late rains, overhung by low stooping willows. Across this brook a plank is thrown, and over this plank Adam Bede is passing with his undoubting step, followed close by Gyp with the basket; evidently making his way to the thatched house, with a stack of timber by the side of it, about twenty yards up the opposite slope.

2The door of the house is open, and an elderly woman is looking out; but she is not placidly contemplating the evening sunshine; she has been watching with dim eyes the gradually enlarging speck which for the last few minutes she has been quite sure is her darling son Adam. Lisbeth Bede loves her son with the love of a woman to whom her first-born has come late in life. She is an anxious, spare, yet vigorous old woman, clean as a snowdrop. Her grey hair is turned neatly back under a pure linen cap with a black band round it; her broad chest is covered with a buff neckerchief, and below this you see a sort of short bedgown made of blue-checkered linen, tied round the waist and descending to the hips, from whence there is a considerable length of linsey-woolsey petticoat. For Lisbeth is tall, and in other points too there is a strong likeness between her and her son Adam. Her dark eyes are somewhat dim nowperhaps from too much cryingbut her broadly marked eyebrows are still black, her teeth are sound, and as she stands knitting rapidly and unconsciously with her work-hardened hands, she has as firmly upright an attitude as when she is carrying a pail of water on her head from the spring. There is the same type of frame and the same keen activity of temperament in mother and son, but it was not from her that Adam got his well-filled brow and his expression of large-hearted intelligence.

3Family likeness has often a deep sadness in it. Nature, that great tragic dramatist, knits us together by bone and muscle, and divides us by the subtler web of our brains; blends yearning and repulsion; and ties us by our heart-strings to the beings that jar us at every movement. We hear a voice with the very cadence of our own uttering the thoughts we despise; we see eyesah, so like our mothers! averted from us in cold alienation; and our last darling child startles us with the air and gestures of the sister we parted from in bitterness long years ago. The father to whom we owe our best heritagethe mechanical instinct, the keen sensibility to harmony, the unconscious skill of the modelling handgalls us and puts us to shame by his daily errors; the long-lost mother, whose face we begin to see in the glass as our own wrinkles come, once fretted our young souls with her anxious humours and irrational persistence.

4It is such a fond anxious mothers voice that you hear, as Lisbeth says, “Well, my lad, its gone seven by thclock. Theet allays stay till the last childs born. Thee wants thy supper, Ill warrand. Wheres Seth? Gone arter some os chapellin’, I reckon?”

5Aye, aye, Seths at no harm, mother, thee mayst be sure. But wheres father?” said Adam quickly, as he entered the house and glanced into the room on the left hand, which was used as a workshop. “Hasn’t he done the coffin for Tholer? Theres the stuff standing just as I left it this morning.”

6Done the coffin?” said Lisbeth, following him, and knitting uninterruptedly, though she looked at her son very anxiously. Eh, my lad, he went aff to Treddles’on this forenoon, ans niver come back. I doubt hes got to th’ ‘Waggin Overthrowagain.”

7A deep flush of anger passed rapidly over Adams face. He said nothing, but threw off his jacket and began to roll up his shirt-sleeves again.

8What art goin’ to do, Adam?” said the mother, with a tone and look of alarm. Thee wouldstna go to work again, wiout hain thy bit osupper?”

9Adam, too angry to speak, walked into the workshop. But his mother threw down her knitting, and, hurrying after him, took hold of his arm, and said, in a tone of plaintive remonstrance, “Nay, my lad, my lad, thee munna go wiout thy supper; theres the taters withe gravy inem, just as thee lik’stem. I savedem opurpose for thee. Come anhathy supper, come.”

10Let be!” said Adam impetuously, shaking her off and seizing one of the planks that stood against the wall. Its fine talking about having supper when heres a coffin promised to be ready at Brox’on by seven oclock to-morrow morning, and ought to habeen there now, and not a nail struck yet. My throats too full to swallow victuals.”

11Why, thee canstna get the coffin ready,” said Lisbeth. Theet work thyself to death. It ’ud take thee all night to dot.”

12What signifies how long it takes me? Isn’t the coffin promised? Can they bury the man without a coffin? Id work my right hand off sooner than deceive people with lies ithat way. It makes me mad to think ont. I shall overrun these doings before long. Ive stood enough ofem.”

13Poor Lisbeth did not hear this threat for the first time, and if she had been wise she would have gone away quietly and said nothing for the next hour. But one of the lessons a woman most rarely learns is never to talk to an angry or a drunken man. Lisbeth sat down on the chopping bench and began to cry, and by the time she had cried enough to make her voice very piteous, she burst out into words.

14Nay, my lad, my lad, thee wouldstna go away anbreak thy mothers heart, anleave thy feyther to ruin. Thee wouldstna ha’ ’em carry me to thchurchyard, anthee not to follow me. I shanna rest imy grave if I donna see thee at thlast; anhows they to let thee know as Im a-dyin’, if theet gone a-workin’ idistant parts, anSeth belike gone arter thee, and thy feyther not able to hold a pen fors hand shakin’, besides not knowin’ where thee art? Thee mun forgie thy feyther—thee munna be so bitter againhim. He war a good feyther to thee afore he took to thdrink. Hes a clever workman, antaught thee thy trade, remember, ans niver gen me a blow nor so much as an ill wordno, not even ins drink. Thee wouldstna ha’ ’m go to the workhus—thy own feyther—anhim as was a fine-growed man anhandy at everythin’ amost as thee art thysen, five-an’-twentyear ago, when thee wast a baby at the breast.”

15Lisbeth’s voice became louder, and choked with sobsa sort of wail, the most irritating of all sounds where real sorrows are to be borne and real work to be done. Adam broke in impatiently.

16Now, Mother, dont cry and talk so. Havent I got enough to vex me without that? Whats thuse otelling me things as I only think too much on every day? If I didna think onem, why should I do as I do, for the sake okeeping things together here? But I hate to be talking where its no use: I like to keep my breath for doing istead otalking.”

17I know thee dost things as nobody else ’ud do, my lad. But theet allays so hard upo’ thy feyther, Adam. Thee thinkst nothing too much to do for Seth: thee snapp’st me up if iver I find faut withlad. But theet so angered withy feyther, more nor wianybody else.”

18Thats better than speaking soft and letting things go the wrong way, I reckon, isn’t it? If I wasn’t sharp with him hed sell every bit ostuff ithyard and spend it on drink. I know theres a duty to be done by my father, but it isn’t my duty to encourage him in running headlong to ruin. And what has Seth got to do with it? The lad does no harm as I know of. But leave me alone, Mother, and let me get on with the work.”

19Lisbeth dared not say any more; but she got up and called Gyp, thinking to console herself somewhat for Adams refusal of the supper she had spread out in the loving expectation of looking at him while he ate it, by feeding Adams dog with extra liberality. But Gyp was watching his master with wrinkled brow and ears erect, puzzled at this unusual course of things; and though he glanced at Lisbeth when she called him, and moved his fore-paws uneasily, well knowing that she was inviting him to supper, he was in a divided state of mind, and remained seated on his haunches, again fixing his eyes anxiously on his master. Adam noticed Gyps mental conflict, and though his anger had made him less tender than usual to his mother, it did not prevent him from caring as much as usual for his dog. We are apt to be kinder to the brutes that love us than to the women that love us. Is it because the brutes are dumb?

20Go, Gyp; go, lad!” Adam said, in a tone of encouraging command; and Gyp, apparently satisfied that duty and pleasure were one, followed Lisbeth into the house-place.

21But no sooner had he licked up his supper than he went back to his master, while Lisbeth sat down alone to cry over her knitting. Women who are never bitter and resentful are often the most querulous; and if Solomon was as wise as he is reputed to be, I feel sure that when he compared a contentious woman to a continual dropping on a very rainy day, he had not a vixen in his eyea fury with long nails, acrid and selfish. Depend upon it, he meant a good creature, who had no joy but in the happiness of the loved ones whom she contributed to make uncomfortable, putting by all the tid-bits for them and spending nothing on herself. Such a woman as Lisbeth, for exampleat once patient and complaining, self-renouncing and exacting, brooding the livelong day over what happened yesterday and what is likely to happen to-morrow, and crying very readily both at the good and the evil. But a certain awe mingled itself with her idolatrous love of Adam, and when he said, “Leave me alone,” she was always silenced.

22So the hours passed, to the loud ticking of the old day-clock and the sound of Adams tools. At last he called for a light and a draught of water (beer was a thing only to be drunk on holidays), and Lisbeth ventured to say as she took it in, “Thy supper stans ready for thee, when thee lik’st.”

23“Donna thee sit up, mother,” said Adam, in a gentle tone. He had worked off his anger now, and whenever he wished to be especially kind to his mother, he fell into his strongest native accent and dialect, with which at other times his speech was less deeply tinged. Ill see to Father when he comes home; maybe he wonna come at all to-night. I shall be easier if theet ibed.”

24Nay, Ill bide till Seth comes. He wonna be long now, I reckon.”

25It was then past nine by the clock, which was always in advance of the days, and before it had struck ten the latch was lifted and Seth entered. He had heard the sound of the tools as he was approaching.

26Why, Mother,” he said, “how is it as Fathers working so late?”

27Its none othy feyther as is a-workin’—thee might know that well anoof if thy head warna full o’ chapellin’—its thy brother as does iverything, for theres niver nobody else ithway to do nothin’.”

28Lisbeth was going on, for she was not at all afraid of Seth, and usually poured into his ears all the querulousness which was repressed by her awe of Adam. Seth had never in his life spoken a harsh word to his mother, and timid people always wreak their peevishness on the gentle. But Seth, with an anxious look, had passed into the workshop and said, “Addy, hows this? What! Fathers forgot the coffin?”

29Aye, lad, thold tale; but I shall get it done,” said Adam, looking up and casting one of his bright keen glances at his brother. Why, whats the matter with thee? Theet in trouble.”

30Seths eyes were red, and there was a look of deep depression on his mild face.

31Yes, Addy, but its what must be borne, and cant be helped. Why, theest never been to the school, then?”

32School? No, that screw can wait,” said Adam, hammering away again.

33Let me take my turn now, and do thee go to bed,” said Seth.

34No, lad, Id rather go on, now Im in harness. Theet help me to carry it to Brox’on when its done. Ill call thee up at sunrise. Go and eat thy supper, and shut the door so as I mayn’t hear Mothers talk.”

35Seth knew that Adam always meant what he said, and was not to be persuaded into meaning anything else. So he turned, with rather a heavy heart, into the house-place.

36Adams niver touched a bit o’ victual sinhome hes come,” said Lisbeth. I reckon theest hed thy supper at some othy Methody folks.”

37Nay, Mother,” said Seth, “Ive had no supper yet.”

38Come, then,” said Lisbeth, “but donna thee ate the taters, for Adam ’ull happen ateem if I leaveem stannin’. He loves a bit otaters angravy. But hes been so sore anangered, he wouldn’t ateem, for all Id puttenem by opurpose for him. Anhes been a-threatenin’ to go away again,” she went on, whimpering, “anIm fast sure hell go some dawnin’ afore Im up, an’ niver let me know aforehand, anhell niver come back again when once hes gone. AnId better niver hahad a son, as is like no other bodys son for the deftness anthhandiness, anso looked on by thgrit folks, antall anupright like a poplar-tree, anme to be parted from him an’ niver seem no more.”

39Come, Mother, donna grieve thyself in vain,” said Seth, in a soothing voice. Theest not half so good reason to think as Adam ’ull go away as to think hell stay with thee. He may say such a thing when hes in wrathand hes got excuse for being wrathful sometimesbut his heart ’ud never let him go. Think how hes stood by us all when its been none so easypaying his savings to free me from going for a soldier, an’ turnin’ his earnin’s into wood for father, when hes got plenty ouses for his money, and many a young man like him ’ud habeen married and settled before now. Hell never turn round and knock down his own work, and forsake them as its been the labour of his life to stand by.”

40“Donna talk to me abouts marr’in’,” said Lisbeth, crying afresh. Hes sets heart on that Hetty Sorrel, as ’ull niver save a penny, an’ ’ull toss up her head ats old mother. Anto think as he might haMary Burge, anbe took partners, anbe a big man wiworkmen under him, like Mester Burge—Dollys told me so oer and oer againif it warna as hes sets heart on that bit of a wench, as is ono more use nor the gillyflower on the wall. Anhe so wise at bookin’ an’ figurin’, annot to know no better nor that!”

41But, Mother, thee knowst we canna love just where other folks ’ud have us. Theres nobody but God can control the heart of man. I could hawished myself as Adam could hamade another choice, but I wouldn’t reproach him for what he cant help. And Im not sure but what he tries to o’ercome it. But its a matter as he doesn’t like to be spoke to about, and I can only pray to the Lord to bless and direct him.”

42Aye, theet allays ready enough at prayin’, but I donna see as thee gets much withy prayin’. Thee wotna get double earnin’s othis side Yule. Th’ Methodies ’ll niver make thee half the man thy brother is, for all theyre a-makin’ a preacher on thee.”

43Its partly truth thee speakst there, Mother,” said Seth, mildly; “Adams far before me, ans done more for me than I can ever do for him. God distributes talents to every man according as He sees good. But thee mustna undervally prayer. Prayer mayna bring money, but it brings us what no money can buya power to keep from sin and be content with Gods will, whatever He may please to send. If thee wouldst pray to God to help thee, and trust in His goodness, thee wouldstna be so uneasy about things.”

44“Unaisy? Im ithright ont to be unaisy. Its well seen on thee what it is niver to be unaisy. Theet giaway all thy earnin’s, an’ niver be unaisy as theest nothin’ laid up againa rainy day. If Adam had been as aisy as thee, hed niver hahad no money to pay for thee. Take no thought for the morrowtake no thoughtthats what theet allays sayin’; anwhat comes ont? Why, as Adam has to take thought for thee.”

45Those are the words othe Bible, Mother,” said Seth. They dont mean as we should be idle. They mean we shouldn’t be overanxious and worreting ourselves about whatll happen to-morrow, but do our duty and leave the rest to Gods will.”

46Aye, aye, thats the way withee: thee allays makes a peck othy own words out oa pint othe Bibles. I donna see how theet to know astake no thought for the morrowmeans all that. Anwhen the Bibles such a big book, anthee canst read all thro’t, anhathe pick othe texes, I canna think why thee dostna pick better words as donna mean so much more nor they say. Adam doesna pick a thatn; I can understan’ the tex as hes allays a-sayin’, ‘God helps them as helps theirsens.’”

47Nay, Mother,” said Seth, “thats no text othe Bible. It comes out of a book as Adam picked up at the stall at Treddles’on. It was wrote by a knowing man, but overworldly, I doubt. However, that sayings partly true; for the Bible tells us we must be workers together with God.”

48Well, howm I to know? It sounds like a tex. But whats thmatter withlad? Theet hardly atin’ a bit osupper. Dostna mean to hano more nor that bit ooat-cake? Anthee lookst as white as a flick onew bacon. Whats thmatter withee?”

49Nothing to mind about, Mother; Im not hungry. Ill just look in at Adam again, and see if hell let me go on with the coffin.”

50Haa drop owarm broth?” said Lisbeth, whose motherly feeling now got the better of hernatteringhabit. Ill set two-three sticks a-light in a minute.”

51Nay, Mother, thank thee; theet very good,” said Seth, gratefully; and encouraged by this touch of tenderness, he went on: “Let me pray a bit with thee for Father, and Adam, and all of usitll comfort thee, happen, more than thee thinkst.”

52Well, Ive nothin’ to say againit.”

53Lisbeth, though disposed always to take the negative side in her conversations with Seth, had a vague sense that there was some comfort and safety in the fact of his piety, and that it somehow relieved her from the trouble of any spiritual transactions on her own behalf.

54So the mother and son knelt down together, and Seth prayed for the poor wandering father and for those who were sorrowing for him at home. And when he came to the petition that Adam might never be called to set up his tent in a far country, but that his mother might be cheered and comforted by his presence all the days of her pilgrimage, Lisbeth’s ready tears flowed again, and she wept aloud.

55When they rose from their knees, Seth went to Adam again and said, “Wilt only lie down for an hour or two, and let me go on the while?”

56No, Seth, no. Make Mother go to bed, and go thyself.”

57Meantime Lisbeth had dried her eyes, and now followed Seth, holding something in her hands. It was the brown-and-yellow platter containing the baked potatoes with the gravy in them and bits of meat which she had cut and mixed among them. Those were dear times, when wheaten bread and fresh meat were delicacies to working people. She set the dish down rather timidly on the bench by Adams side and said, “Thee canst pick a bit while theet workin’. Ill bring thee another drop owater.”

58Aye, Mother, do,” said Adam, kindly; “Im getting very thirsty.”

59In half an hour all was quiet; no sound was to be heard in the house but the loud ticking of the old day-clock and the ringing of Adams tools. The night was very still: when Adam opened the door to look out at twelve oclock, the only motion seemed to be in the glowing, twinkling stars; every blade of grass was asleep.

60Bodily haste and exertion usually leave our thoughts very much at the mercy of our feelings and imagination; and it was so to-night with Adam. While his muscles were working lustily, his mind seemed as passive as a spectator at a diorama: scenes of the sad past, and probably sad future, floating before him and giving place one to the other in swift succession.

61He saw how it would be to-morrow morning, when he had carried the coffin to Broxton and was at home again, having his breakfast: his father perhaps would come in ashamed to meet his sons glancewould sit down, looking older and more tottering than he had done the morning before, and hang down his head, examining the floor-quarries; while Lisbeth would ask him how he supposed the coffin had been got ready, that he had slinked off and left undonefor Lisbeth was always the first to utter the word of reproach, although she cried at Adams severity towards his father.

62So it will go on, worsening and worsening,” thought Adam; “theres no slipping uphill again, and no standing still when once youve begun to slip down.” And then the day came back to him when he was a little fellow and used to run by his fathers side, proud to be taken out to work, and prouder still to hear his father boasting to his fellow-workmen howthe little chap had an uncommon notion ocarpentering.” What a fine active fellow his father was then! When people asked Adam whose little lad he was, he had a sense of distinction as he answered, “Im Thias Bedes lad.” He was quite sure everybody knew Thias Bede—didn’t he make the wonderful pigeon-house at Broxton parsonage? Those were happy days, especially when Seth, who was three years the younger, began to go out working too, and Adam began to be a teacher as well as a learner. But then came the days of sadness, when Adam was someway on in his teens, and Thias began to loiter at the public-houses, and Lisbeth began to cry at home, and to pour forth her plaints in the hearing of her sons. Adam remembered well the night of shame and anguish when he first saw his father quite wild and foolish, shouting a song out fitfully among his drunken companions at theWaggon Overthrown.” He had run away once when he was only eighteen, making his escape in the morning twilight with a little blue bundle over his shoulder, and his “mensuration bookin his pocket, and saying to himself very decidedly that he could bear the vexations of home no longerhe would go and seek his fortune, setting up his stick at the crossways and bending his steps the way it fell. But by the time he got to Stoniton, the thought of his mother and Seth, left behind to endure everything without him, became too importunate, and his resolution failed him. He came back the next day, but the misery and terror his mother had gone through in those two days had haunted her ever since.

63No!” Adam said to himself to-night, “that must never happen again. It ’ud make a poor balance when my doings are cast up at the last, if my poor old mother stood othe wrong side. My backs broad enough and strong enough; I should be no better than a coward to go away and leave the troubles to be borne by them as aren’t half so able. ‘They that are strong ought to bear the infirmities of those that are weak, and not to please themselves.’ Theres a text wants no candle to showt; it shines by its own light. Its plain enough you get into the wrong road ithis life if you run after this and that only for the sake omaking things easy and pleasant to yourself. A pig may poke his nose into the trough and think onothing outside it; but if youve got a mans heart and soul in you, you cant be easy a-making your own bed anleaving the rest to lie on the stones. Nay, nay, Ill never slip my neck out othe yoke, and leave the load to be drawn by the weak uns. Fathers a sore cross to me, ans likely to be for many a long year to come. What then? Ive got thhealth, and the limbs, and the sperrit to bear it.”

64At this moment a smart rap, as if with a willow wand, was given at the house door, and Gyp, instead of barking, as might have been expected, gave a loud howl. Adam, very much startled, went at once to the door and opened it. Nothing was there; all was still, as when he opened it an hour before; the leaves were motionless, and the light of the stars showed the placid fields on both sides of the brook quite empty of visible life. Adam walked round the house, and still saw nothing except a rat which darted into the woodshed as he passed. He went in again, wondering; the sound was so peculiar that the moment he heard it it called up the image of the willow wand striking the door. He could not help a little shudder, as he remembered how often his mother had told him of just such a sound coming as a sign when some one was dying. Adam was not a man to be gratuitously superstitious, but he had the blood of the peasant in him as well as of the artisan, and a peasant can no more help believing in a traditional superstition than a horse can help trembling when he sees a camel. Besides, he had that mental combination which is at once humble in the region of mystery and keen in the region of knowledge: it was the depth of his reverence quite as much as his hard common sense which gave him his disinclination to doctrinal religion, and he often checked Seths argumentative spiritualism by saying, “Eh, its a big mystery; thee knowst but little about it.” And so it happened that Adam was at once penetrating and credulous. If a new building had fallen down and he had been told that this was a divine judgment, he would have said, “May be; but the bearing othe roof and walls wasn’t right, else it wouldn’t hacome down”; yet he believed in dreams and prognostics, and to his dying day he bated his breath a little when he told the story of the stroke with the willow wand. I tell it as he told it, not attempting to reduce it to its natural elementsin our eagerness to explain impressions, we often lose our hold of the sympathy that comprehends them.

65But he had the best antidote against imaginative dread in the necessity for getting on with the coffin, and for the next ten minutes his hammer was ringing so uninterruptedly, that other sounds, if there were any, might well be overpowered. A pause came, however, when he had to take up his ruler, and now again came the strange rap, and again Gyp howled. Adam was at the door without the loss of a moment; but again all was still, and the starlight showed there was nothing but the dew-laden grass in front of the cottage.

66Adam for a moment thought uncomfortably about his father; but of late years he had never come home at dark hours from Treddleston, and there was every reason for believing that he was then sleeping off his drunkenness at theWaggon Overthrown.” Besides, to Adam, the conception of the future was so inseparable from the painful image of his father that the fear of any fatal accident to him was excluded by the deeply infixed fear of his continual degradation. The next thought that occurred to him was one that made him slip off his shoes and tread lightly upstairs, to listen at the bedroom doors. But both Seth and his mother were breathing regularly.

67Adam came down and set to work again, saying to himself, “I wont open the door again. Its no use staring about to catch sight of a sound. Maybe theres a world about us as we cant see, but thears quicker than the eye and catches a sound fromt now and then. Some people think they get a sight ont too, but theyre mostly folks whose eyes are not much use toem at anything else. For my part, I think its better to see when your perpendiculars true than to see a ghost.”

68Such thoughts as these are apt to grow stronger and stronger as daylight quenches the candles and the birds begin to sing. By the time the red sunlight shone on the brass nails that formed the initials on the lid of the coffin, any lingering foreboding from the sound of the willow wand was merged in satisfaction that the work was done and the promise redeemed. There was no need to call Seth, for he was already moving overhead, and presently came downstairs.

69Now, lad,” said Adam, as Seth made his appearance, “the coffins done, and we can take it over to Brox’on, and be back again before half after six. Ill take a mouthful ooat-cake, and then well be off.”

70The coffin was soon propped on the tall shoulders of the two brothers, and they were making their way, followed close by Gyp, out of the little woodyard into the lane at the back of the house. It was but about a mile and a half to Broxton over the opposite slope, and their road wound very pleasantly along lanes and across fields, where the pale woodbines and the dog-roses were scenting the hedgerows, and the birds were twittering and trilling in the tall leafy boughs of oak and elm. It was a strangely mingled picturethe fresh youth of the summer morning, with its Edenlike peace and loveliness, the stalwart strength of the two brothers in their rusty working clothes, and the long coffin on their shoulders. They paused for the last time before a small farmhouse outside the village of Broxton. By six oclock the task was done, the coffin nailed down, and Adam and Seth were on their way home. They chose a shorter way homewards, which would take them across the fields and the brook in front of the house. Adam had not mentioned to Seth what had happened in the night, but he still retained sufficient impression from it himself to say, “Seth, lad, if Father isn’t come home by the time weve had our breakfast, I think itll be as well for thee to go over to Treddles’on and look after him, and thee canst get me the brass wire I want. Never mind about losing an hour at thy work; we can make that up. What dost say?”

71Im willing,” said Seth. But see what clouds have gathered since we set out. Im thinking we shall have more rain. Itll be a sore time for thhaymaking if the meadows are flooded again. The brooks fine and full now: another days rain ’ud cover the plank, and we should have to go round by the road.”

72They were coming across the valley now, and had entered the pasture through which the brook ran.

73Why, whats that sticking against the willow?” continued Seth, beginning to walk faster. Adams heart rose to his mouth: the vague anxiety about his father was changed into a great dread. He made no answer to Seth, but ran forward preceded by Gyp, who began to bark uneasily; and in two moments he was at the bridge.

74This was what the omen meant, then! And the grey-haired father, of whom he had thought with a sort of hardness a few hours ago, as certain to live to be a thorn in his side was perhaps even then struggling with that watery death! This was the first thought that flashed through Adams conscience, before he had time to seize the coat and drag out the tall heavy body. Seth was already by his side, helping him, and when they had it on the bank, the two sons in the first moment knelt and looked with mute awe at the glazed eyes, forgetting that there was need for actionforgetting everything but that their father lay dead before them. Adam was the first to speak.

75Ill run to Mother,” he said, in a loud whisper. Ill be back to thee in a minute.”

76Poor Lisbeth was busy preparing her sonsbreakfast, and their porridge was already steaming on the fire. Her kitchen always looked the pink of cleanliness, but this morning she was more than usually bent on making her hearth and breakfast-table look comfortable and inviting.

77The lads ’ull be fine anhungry,” she said, half-aloud, as she stirred the porridge. Its a good step to Brox’on, anits hungry air oer the hillwithat heavy coffin too. Eh! Its heavier now, wipoor Bob Tholer int. Howiver, Ive made a drap more porridge nor common this mornin’. The feyther ’ull happen come in arter a bit. Not as hell ate much porridge. He swallers sixpenn’orth oale, ansaves a hap’orth o’ por-ridgethats his way o’ layin’ by money, as Ive told him many a time, anam likely to tell him again afore the days out. Eh, poor mon, he takes it quiet enough; theres no denyin’ that.”

78But now Lisbeth heard the heavythudof a running footstep on the turf, and, turning quickly towards the door, she saw Adam enter, looking so pale and overwhelmed that she screamed aloud and rushed towards him before he had time to speak.

79Hush, Mother,” Adam said, rather hoarsely, “dont be frightened. Fathers tumbled into the water. Belike we may bring him round again. Seth and me are going to carry him in. Get a blanket and make it hot as the fire.”

80In reality Adam was convinced that his father was dead but he knew there was no other way of repressing his mothers impetuous wailing grief than by occupying her with some active task which had hope in it.

81He ran back to Seth, and the two sons lifted the sad burden in heart-stricken silence. The wide-open glazed eyes were grey, like Seths, and had once looked with mild pride on the boys before whom Thias had lived to hang his head in shame. Seths chief feeling was awe and distress at this sudden snatching away of his fathers soul; but Adams mind rushed back over the past in a flood of relenting and pity. When death, the great Reconciler, has come, it is never our tenderness that we repent of, but our severity.