1The ancient overloaded Hudson creaked and grunted to the highway at Sallisaw and turned west, and the sun was blinding. But on the concrete road Al built up his speed because the flattened springs were not in danger any more. From Sallisaw to Gore is twenty-one miles and the Hudson was doing thirty-five miles an hour. From Gore to Warner thirteen miles; Warner to Checotah fourteen miles; Checotah a long jump to Henriettathirty-four miles, but a real town at the end of it. Henrietta to Castle nineteen miles, and the sun was overhead, and the red fields, heated by the high sun, vibrated the air.

2Al, at the wheel, his face purposeful, his whole body listening to the car, his restless eyes jumping from the road to the instrument panel. Al was one with his engine, every nerve listening for weaknesses, for the thumps or squeals, hums and chattering that indicate a change that may cause a breakdown. He had become the soul of the car.

3Granma, beside him on the seat, half slept, and whimpered in her sleep, opened her eyes to peer ahead, and then dozed again. And Ma sat beside Granma, one elbow out the window, and the skin reddening under the fierce sun. Ma looked ahead too, but her eyes were flat and did not see the road or the fields, the gas stations, the little eating sheds. She did not glance at them as the Hudson went by.

4Al shifted himself on the broken seat and changed his grip on the steering wheel. And he sighed, “Makes a racket, but I think shes awright. God knows what shell do if we got to climb a hill with the load we got. Got any hillstween here anCalifornia, Ma?”

5Ma turned her head slowly and her eyes came to life. Seems to me theys hills,” she said. “ ’Course I dunno. But seems to me I heard theys hills aneven mountains. Big ones.”

6Granma drew a long whining sigh in her sleep.

7Al said, “Well burn right up if we got climbin’ to do. Have to throw out some athis stuff. Maybe we shouldn’ a brang that preacher.”

8Youll be glad a that preacherfore were through,” said Ma. “That preacherll help us.” She looked ahead at the gleaming road again.

9Al steered with one hand and put the other on the vibrating gear-shift lever. He had difficulty in speaking. His mouth formed the words silently before he said them aloud. “Ma—” She looked slowly around at him, her head swaying a little with the cars motion. Ma, you scared a goin’? You scared a goin’ to a new place?”

10Her eyes grew thoughtful and soft. A little,” she said. Only it ain’t like scared so much. Im jusa settin’ here waitin’. When somepin happens that I got to do somepin—Ill do it.”

11“Ain’t you thinkin’ whats it gonna be like when we get there? Ain’t you scared it wont be nice like we thought?”

12No,” she said quickly. “No, I ain’t. You cant do that. I cant do that. Its too much—livin’ too many lives. Up ahead theys a thousan’ lives we might live, but when it comes, itll ony be one. If I go ahead on all ofem, its too much. You got to live aheadcause youre so young, butits justhe road goin’ by for me. Anits jushow soon they gonna wanta eat some more pork bones.” Her face tightened. Thats all I can do. I cant do no more. All the restd get upset if I done any moren that. They all depen’ on me jus’ thinkin’ about that.”

13Granma yawned shrilly and opened her eyes. She looked wildly about. I got to get out, praise Gawd,” she said.

14First clump a brush,” said Al. Theys one up ahead.”

15Brush or no brush, I got to git out, I tell ya.” And she began to whine, “I got to git out. I got to git out.”

16Al speeded up, and when he came to the low brush he pulled up short. Ma threw the door open and half pulled the struggling old lady out beside the road and into the bushes. And Ma held her so Granma would not fall when she squatted.

17On top of the truck the others stirred to life. Their faces were shining with sunburn they could not escape. Tom and Casy and Noah and Uncle John let themselves wearily down. Ruthie and Winfield swarmed down the side-boards and went off into the bushes. Connie helped Rose of Sharon gently down. Under the canvas, Grampa was awake, his head sticking out, but his eyes were drugged and watery and still senseless. He watched the others, but there was little recognition in his watching.

18Tom called to him, “Want to come down, Grampa?”

19The old eyes turned listlessly to him. “No,” said Grampa. For a moment the fierceness came into his eyes. “I ain’t a-goin’, I tell you. Gonna stay like Muley.” And then he lost interest again. Ma came back, helping Granma up the bank to the highway.

20Tom,” she said. “Get that pan a bones, under the canvas in back. We got to eat somepin.” Tom got the pan and passed it around, and the family stood by the roadside, gnawing the crisp particles from the pork bones.

21Sure lucky we brang these along,” said Pa. Git so stiff up there cant hardly move. Wheres the water?”

22“Ain’t it up with you?” Ma asked. I set out that gallon jug.”

23Pa climbed the sides and looked under the canvas. It ain’t here. We must a forgot it.”

24Thirst set in instantly. Winfield moaned, “I wanta drink. I wanta drink.” The men licked their lips, suddenly conscious of their thirst. And a little panic started.

25Al felt the fear growing. “Well get water first service station we come to. We need some gas too.” The family swarmed up the truck sides; Ma helped Granma in and got in beside her. Al started the motor and they moved on.

26Castle to Paden twenty-five miles and the sun passed the zenith and started down. And the radiator cap began to jiggle up and down and steam started to whish out. Near Paden there was a shack beside the road and two gas pumps in front of it; and beside a fence, a water faucet and a hose. Al drove in and nosed the Hudson up to the hose. As they pulled in, a stout man, red of face and arms, got up from a chair behind the gas pumps and moved toward them. He wore brown corduroys, and suspenders and a polo shirt; and he had a cardboard sun helmet, painted silver, on his head. The sweat beaded on his nose and under his eyes and formed streams in the wrinkles of his neck. He strolled toward the truck, looking truculent and stern.

27You folks aim to buy anything? Gasoline or stuff?” he asked.

28Al was out already, unscrewing the steaming radiator cap with the tips of his fingers, jerking his hand away to escape the spurt when the cap should come loose. Need some gas, mister.”

29Got any money?”

30Sure. Think were beggin’?”

31The truculence left the fat mans face. “Well, thats all right, folks. Hep yourself to water.” And he hastened to explain. Road is full a people, come in, use water, dirty up the toilet, anthen, by God, theyll steal stuff andont buy nothin’. Got no money to buy with. Come beggin’ a gallon gas to move on.”

32Tom dropped angrily to the ground and moved toward the fat man. Were payin’ our way,” he said fiercely. You got no call to give us a goin’-over. We ain’t asked you for nothin’.”

33I ain’t,” the fat man said quickly. The sweat began to soak through his short-sleeved polo shirt. Jushep yourself to water, and go use the toilet if you want.”

34Winfield had got the hose. He drank from the end and then turned the stream over his head and face, and emerged dripping. It ain’t cool,” he said.

35I donknow what the countrys comin’ to,” the fat man continued. His complaint had shifted now and he was no longer talking to or about the Joads. Fifty-sixty cars a folks go by everday, folks all movin’ west with kids an’ househol’ stuff. Where they goin’? What they gonna do?”

36“Doin’ the same as us,” said Tom. “Goin’ someplace to live. Tryin’ to get along. Thats all.”

37Well, I donknow what the countrys comin’ to. I jusdonknow. Heres me tryin’ to get along, too. Think any them big new cars stops here? No, sir! They go on to them yella-painted company stations in town. They dont stop no place like this. Most folks stops here ain’t got nothin’.”

38Al flipped the radiator cap and it jumped into the air with a head of steam behind it, and a hollow bubbling sound came out of the radiator. On top of the truck, the suffering hound dog crawled timidly to the edge of the load and looked over, whimpering, toward the water. Uncle John climbed up and lifted him down by the scruff of the neck. For a moment the dog staggered on stiff legs, and then he went to lap the mud under the faucet. In the highway the cars whizzed by, glistening in the heat, and the hot wind of their going fanned into the service-station yard. Al filled the radiator with the hose.

39It ain’t that Im tryin’ to git trade outa rich folks,” the fat man went on. “Im jus’ tryin’ to git trade. Why, the folks that stops here begs gasoline anthey trades for gasoline. I could show you in my back room the stuff theyll trade for gas anoil: beds anbaby buggies anpots anpans. One family traded a doll their kid had for a gallon. Anwhatm I gonna do with the stuff, open a junk shop? Why, one fella wanted to gimme his shoes for a gallon. Anif I was that kinda fella I bet I could git—” He glanced at Ma and stopped.

40Jim Casy had wet his head, and the drops still coursed down his high forehead, and his muscled neck was wet, and his shirt was wet. He moved over beside Tom. It ain’t the peoples fault,” he said. Howd you like to sell the bed you sleep on for a tankful a gas?”

41I know it ain’t their fault. Everperson I talked to is on the move for a damn good reason. But whats the country comin’ to? Thats what I wanta know. Whats it comin’ to? Fella cant make a livin’ no more. Folks cant make a livin’ farmin’. I ask you, whats it comin’ to? I cant figure her out. Everbody I ask, they cant figure her out. Fella wants to trade his shoes so he can git a hunderd miles on. I cant figure her out.” He took off his silver hat and wiped his forehead with his palm. And Tom took off his cap and wiped his forehead with it. He went to the hose and wet the cap through and squeezed it and put it on again. Ma worked a tin cup out through the side bars of the truck, and she took water to Granma and to Grampa on top of the load. She stood on the bars and handed the cup to Grampa, and he wet his lips, and then shook his head and refused more. The old eyes looked up at Ma in pain and bewilderment for a moment before the awareness receded again.

42Al started the motor and backed the truck to the gas pump. Fill her up. Shell take about seven,” said Al. Well give her six so she dont spill none.”

43The fat man put the hose in the tank. No, sir,” he said. I jusdont know what the countrys comin’ to. Relief anall.”

44Casy said, “I been walkin’ aroun’ in the country. Everbodys askin’ that. What we comin’ to? Seems to me we dont never come to nothin’. Always on the way. Always goin’ and goin’. Why dont folks think about that? Theys movement now. People moving. We know why, anwe know how. Movin’ ’cause they got to. Thats why folks always move. Movin’ ’cause they want somepin bettern what they got. Anthats the ony way theyll ever git it. Wantin’ it an’ needin’ it, theyll go out angit it. Its bein’ hurt that makes folks mad to fightin’. I been walkin’ aroun’ the country, an’ hearin’ folks talk like you.”

45The fat man pumped the gasoline and the needle turned on the pump dial, recording the amount. Yeah, but whats it comin’ to? Thats what I want ta know.”

46Tom broke in irritably, “Well, you ain’t never gonna know. Casy tries to tell ya anyou jest ast the same thing over. I seen fellas like you before. You ain’t askin’ nothin’; youre jus’ singin’ a kinda song. ‘What we comin’ to?’ You don’ wanta know. Countrys movin’ aroun’, goin’ places. Theys folks dyin’ all aroun’. Maybe youll die pretty soon, but you wont know nothin’. I seen too many fellas like you. You dont want to know nothin’. Just sing yourself to sleep with a song— ‘What we comin’ to?’ ” He looked at the gas pump, rusted and old, and at the shack behind it, built of old lumber, the nail holes of its first use still showing through the paint that had been brave, the brave yellow paint that had tried to imitate the big company stations in town. But the paint couldn’t cover the old nail holes and the old cracks in the lumber, and the paint could not be renewed. The imitation was a failure and the owner had known it was a failure. And inside the open door of the shack Tom saw the oil barrels, only two of them, and the candy counter with stale candies and licorice whips turning brown with age, and cigarettes. He saw the broken chair and the fly screen with a rusted hole in it. And the littered yard that should have been graveled, and behind, the corn field drying and dying in the sun. Beside the house the little stock of used tires and retreaded tires. And he saw for the first time the fat mans cheap washed pants and his cheap polo shirt and his paper hat. He said, “I didn’ mean to sound off at ya, mister. Its the heat. You ain’t got nothin’. Pretty soon youll be on the road yourse’f. And it ain’t tractorsll put you there. Its them pretty yella stations in town. Folks is movin’,” he said ashamedly. Anyoull be movin’, mister.”

47The fat mans hand slowed on the pump and stopped while Tom spoke. He looked worriedly at Tom. Howd you know?” he asked helplessly. Howd you know we was already talkin’ about packin’ up an’ movin’ west?”

48Casy answered him. “Its everbody,” he said. “Heres me that used to give all my fight against the devilcause I figgered the devil was the enemy. But theys somepin worsen the devil got hold a the country, anit ain’t gonna let go till its chopped loose. Ever see one a them Gila monsters take hold, mister? Grabs hold, anyou chop him in two anhis head hangs on. Chop him at the neck anhis head hangs on. Got to take a screw-driver anpry his head apart to git him loose. Anwhile hes layin’ there, poison is drippin’ an’ drippin’ into the hole hes made with his teeth.” He stopped and looked sideways at Tom.

49The fat man stared hopelessly straight ahead. His hand started turning the crank slowly. I dunno what were comin’ to,” he said softly.

50Over by the water hose, Connie and Rose of Sharon stood together, talking secretly. Connie washed the tin cup and felt the water with his finger before he filled the cup again. Rose of Sharon watched the cars go by on the highway. Connie held out the cup to her. This water ain’t cool, but its wet,” he said.

51She looked at him and smiled secretly. She was all secrets now she was pregnant, secrets and little silences that seemed to have meanings. She was pleased with herself, and she complained about things that didn’t really matter. And she demanded services of Connie that were silly, and both of them knew they were silly. Connie was pleased with her too, and filled with wonder that she was pregnant. He liked to think he was in on the secrets she had. When she smiled slyly, he smiled slyly too, and they exchanged confidences in whispers. The world had drawn close around them, and they were in the center of it, or rather Rose of Sharon was in the center of it with Connie making a small orbit about her. Everything they said was a kind of secret.

52She drew her eyes from the highway. I ain’t very thirsty,” she said daintily. But maybe I ought to drink.”

53And he nodded, for he knew well what she meant. She took the cup and rinsed her mouth and spat and then drank the cupful of tepid water. Want another?” he asked.

54Jusa half.” And so he filled the cup just half, and gave it to her. A Lincoln Zephyr, silvery and low, whisked by. She turned to see where the others were and saw them clustered about the truck. Reassured, she said, “Howd you like to be goin’ along in that?”

55Connie sighed, “Maybeafter.” They both knew what he meant. Anif theys plenty work in California, well git our own car. But them”—he indicated the disappearing Zephyr—“them kind costs as much as a good size house. I ruther have the house.”

56I like to have the house anone a them,” she said. “Butcourse the house would be first because—” And they both knew what she meant. They were terribly excited about the pregnancy.

57You feel awright?” he asked.

58Tard. Justard ridin’ in the sun.”

59We got to do that or we wont never get to California.”

60I know,” she said.

61The dog wandered, sniffing, past the truck, trotted to the puddle under the hose again and lapped at the muddy water. And then he moved away, nose down and ears hanging. He sniffed his way among the dusty weeds beside the road, to the edge of the pavement. He raised his head and looked across, and then started over. Rose of Sharon screamed shrilly. A big swift car whisked near, tires squealed. The dog dodged helplessly, and with a shriek, cut off in the middle, went under the wheels. The big car slowed for a moment and faces looked back, and then it gathered greater speed and disappeared. And the dog, a blot of blood and tangled, burst intestines, kicked slowly in the road.

62Rose of Sharons eyes were wide. Dyou think itll hurt?” she begged. Think itll hurt?”

63Connie put his arm around her. Come set down,” he said. It wasn’t nothin’.”

64But I felt it hurt. I felt it kinda jar when I yelled.”

65Come set down. It wasn’t nothin’. It wont hurt.” He led her to the side of the truck away from the dying dog and sat her down on the running board.

66Tom and Uncle John walked out to the mess. The last quiver was going out of the crushed body. Tom took it by the legs and dragged it to the side of the road. Uncle John look embarrassed, as though it were his fault. I ought ta tied him up,” he said.

67Pa looked down at the dog for a moment and then he turned away. “Le’s get outa here,” he said. I donknow how we was gonna feedim anyways. Just as well, maybe.”

68The fat man came from behind the truck. “Im sorry, folks,” he said. “A dog jusdonlast no time near a highway. I had three dogs run over in a year. Dont keep none, no more.” And he said, “Dont you folks worry none about it. Ill take care ofim. Buryim out in the corn field.”

69Ma walked over to Rose of Sharon, where she sat, still shuddering, on the running board. You all right, Rosasharn?” she asked. You feelin’ poorly?”

70I seen that. Give me a start.”

71I heard ya yip,” said Ma. Git yourself laced up, now.”

72You suppose it might of hurt?”

73No,” said Ma. “ ’F you go to greasin’ yourself an’ feelin’ sorry, an’ tuckin’ yourself in a swalla’s nest, it might. Rise up now, anhep me get Granma comf’table. Forget that baby for a minute. Hell take care a hisself.”

74Where is Granma?” Rose of Sharon asked.

75I dunno. Shes aroun’ here somewheres. Maybe in the outhouse.”

76The girl went toward the toilet, and in a moment she came out, helping Granma along. She went to sleep in there,” said Rose of Sharon.

77Granma grinned. Its nice in there,” she said. They got a patent toilet in there anthe water comes down. I like it in there,” she said contentedly. Would of took a good nap if I wasn’t woke up.”

78It ain’t a nice place to sleep,” said Rose of Sharon, and she helped Granma into the car. Granma settled herself happily. Maybe it ain’t nice for purty, but its nice for nice,” she said.

79Tom said, “Le’s go. We got to make miles.”

80Pa whistled shrilly. “Now whered them kids go?” He whistled again, putting his fingers in his mouth.

81In a moment they broke from the corn field, Ruthie ahead and Winfield trailing her. “Eggs!” Ruthie cried. “I got sof’ eggs.” She rushed close, with Winfield close behind. “Look!” A dozen soft, grayish-white eggs were in her grubby hand. And as she held up her hand, her eyes fell upon the dead dog beside the road. Oh!” she said. Ruthie and Winfield walked slowly toward the dog. They inspected him.

82Pa called to them, “Come on, you, ’less you want to git left.”

83They turned solemnly and walked to the truck. Ruthie looked once more at the gray reptile eggs in her hand, and then she threw them away. They climbed up the side of the truck. His eyes was still open,” said Ruthie in a hushed tone.

84But Winfield gloried in the scene. He said boldly, “His guts was just strowed all overall over”—he was silent for a moment—“strowed—allover,” he said, and then he rolled over quickly and vomited down the side of the truck. When he sat up again his eyes were watery and his nose running. It ain’t like killin’ pigs,” he said in explanation.

85Al had the hood of the Hudson up, and he checked the oil level. He brought a gallon can from the floor of the front seat and poured a quantity of cheap black oil into the pipe and checked the level again.

86Tom came beside him. Want I should take her a piece?” he asked.

87I ain’t tired,” said Al.

88Well, you didn’ get no sleep lasnight. I took a snooze this morning. Get up there on top. Ill take her.”

89“Awright,” Al said reluctantly. But watch the oil gauge pretty close. Take her slow. AnI been watchin’ for a short. Take a look a the needle now anthen. ’F she jumps to discharge its a short. Antake her slow, Tom. Shes overloaded.”

90Tom laughed. Ill watch her,” he said. You can reseasy.”

91The family piled on top of the truck again. Ma settled herself beside Granma in the seat, and Tom took his place and started the motor. Sure is loose,” he said, and he put it in gear and pulled away down the highway.

92The motor droned along steadily and the sun receded down the sky in front of them. Granma slept steadily, and even Ma dropped her head forward and dozed. Tom pulled his cap over his eyes to shut out the blinding sun.

93Paden to Meeker is thirteen miles; Meeker to Harrah is fourteen miles; and then Oklahoma Citythe big city. Tom drove straight on. Ma waked up and looked at the streets as they went through the city. And the family, on top of the truck, stared about at the stores, at the big houses, at the office buildings. And then the buildings grew smaller and the stores smaller. The wrecking yards and hot-dog stands, the out-city dance halls.

94Ruthie and Winfield saw it all, and it embarrassed them with its bigness and its strangeness, and it frightened them with the fine-clothed people they saw. They did not speak of it to each other. Laterthey would, but not now. They saw the oil derricks in the town, on the edge of the town; oil derricks black, and the smell of oil and gas in the air. But they didn’t exclaim. It was so big and so strange it frightened them.

95In the street Rose of Sharon saw a man in a light suit. He wore white shoes and a flat straw hat. She touched Connie and indicated the man with her eyes, and then Connie and Rose of Sharon giggled softly to themselves, and the giggles got the best of them. They covered their mouths. And it felt so good that they looked for other people to giggle at. Ruthie and Winfield saw them giggling and it looked such fun that they tried to do it toobut they couldn’t. The giggles wouldn’t come. But Connie and Rose of Sharon were breathless and red with stifling laughter before they could stop. It got so bad that they had only to look at each other to start over again.

96The outskirts were wide spread. Tom drove slowly and carefully in the traffic, and then they were on 66—the great western road, and the sun was sinking on the line of the road. The windshield was bright with dust. Tom pulled his cap lower over his eyes, so low that he had to tilt his head back to see out at all. Granma slept on, the sun on her closed eyelids, and the veins on her temples were blue, and the little bright veins on her cheeks were wine-colored, and the old brown marks on her face turned darker.

97Tom said, “We stay on this road right straight through.”

98Ma had been silent for a long time. Maybe we better fina place to stopfore sunset,” she said. I got to get some pork a-boilin’ ansome bread made. That takes time.”

99Sure,” Tom agreed. We ain’t gonna make this trip in one jump. Mights well stretch ourselves.”

100Oklahoma City to Bethany is fourteen miles.

101Tom said, “I think we better stopfore the sun goes down. Al got to build that thing on the top. Sunll kill the folks up there.”

102Ma had been dozing again. Her head jerked upright. Got to get some supper a-cookin’,” she said. And she said, “Tom, your pa tol’ me about you crossin’ the State line——”

103He was a long time answering. Yeah? What about it, Ma?”

104Well, Im scairt about it. Itll make you kinda runnin’ away. Maybe theyll catch ya.”

105Tom held his hand over his eyes to protect himself from the lowering sun. Dont you worry,” he said. I figgered her out. Theys lots a fellas out on parole antheys more goin’ in all the time. If I get caught for anything else out west, well, then they got my pitcher anmy prints in Washington. Theyll senme back. But if I dont do no crimes, they wont give a damn.”

106Well, Im a-scairt about it. Sometimes you do a crime, anyou dont even know its bad. Maybe they got crimes in California we dont even know about. Maybe you gonna do somepin anits all right, anin California it ain’t all right.”

107Be justhe same if I wasn’t on parole,” he said. Ony if I get caught I get a bigger joltn other folks. Now you quit a-worryin’,” he said. We got plenty to worry about ’thout you figgerin’ out things to worry about.”

108I cant hep it,” she said. Minute you cross the line you done a crime.”

109Well, tha’s bettern stickin’ aroun’ Sallisaw an’ starvin’ to death,” he said. We better look out for a place to stop.”

110They went through Bethany and out on the other side. In a ditch, where a culvert went under the road, an old touring car was pulled off the highway and a little tent was pitched beside it, and smoke came out of a stove pipe through the tent. Tom pointed ahead. “Theres some folks campin’. Looks like as good a place as we seen.” He slowed his motor and pulled to a stop beside the road. The hood of the old touring car was up, and a middle-aged man stood looking down at the motor. He wore a cheap straw sombrero, a blue shirt, and a black, spotted vest, and his jeans were stiff and shiny with dirt. His face was lean, the deep cheek-lines great furrows down his face so that his cheek bones and chin stood out sharply. He looked up at the Joad truck and his eyes were puzzled and angry.

111Tom leaned out of the window. Any law ’gainst folks stoppin’ here for the night?”

112The man had seen only the truck. His eyes focused down on Tom. I dunno,” he said. We ony stopped herecause we couldn’ git no further.”

113Any water here?”

114The man pointed to a service-station shack about a quarter of a mile ahead. Theys water there theyll let ya take a bucket of.”

115Tom hesitated. Well, ya ’spose we could camp down ’longside?”

116The lean man looked puzzled. We dont own it,” he said. We ony stopped herecause this goddamn ol’ trap wouldn’ go no further.”

117Tom insisted. Anyways youre here anwe ain’t. You got a right to say if you wan’ neighbors or not.”

118The appeal to hospitality had an instant effect. The lean face broke into a smile. “Why, sure, come on off the road. Proud to have ya.” And he called, “Sairy, theres some folks goin’ ta stay with us. Come on out ansay how dya do. Sairy ain’t well,” he added. The tent flaps opened and a wizened woman came outa face wrinkled as a dried leaf and eyes that seemed to flame in her face, black eyes that seemed to look out of a well of horror. She was small and shuddering. She held herself upright by a tent flap, and the hand holding onto the canvas was a skeleton covered with wrinkled skin.

119When she spoke her voice had a beautiful low timbre, soft and modulated, and yet with ringing overtones. Tellem welcome,” she said. Tellem good anwelcome.”

120Tom drove off the road and brought his truck into the field and lined it up with the touring car. And people boiled down from the truck; Ruthie and Winfield too quickly, so that their legs gave way and they shrieked at the pins and needles that ran through their limbs. Ma went quickly to work. She untied the three-gallon bucket from the back of the truck and approached the squealing children. “Now you go git waterright down there. Ask nice. Say, ‘Please, kin we git a bucket a water?’ and say, ‘Thank you.’ Ancarry it back together helpin’, andont spill none. Anif you see stick wood to burn, bring it on.” The children stamped away toward the shack.

121By the tent a little embarrassment had set in, and social intercourse had paused before it started. Pa said, “You ain’t Oklahomy folks?”

122And Al, who stood near the car, looked at the license plates. Kansas,” he said.

123The lean man said, “Galena, or right about there. Wilson, Ivy Wilson.”

124Were Joads,” said Pa. We come from right near Sallisaw.”

125Well, were proud to meet you folks,” said Ivy Wilson. “Sairy, these is Joads.”

126I knowed you wasn’t Oklahomy folks. You talk queer, kinda—that ain’t no blame, you understan’.”

127Everbody says words different,” said Ivy. Arkansas folks saysem different, and Oklahomy folks saysem different. And we seen a lady from Massachusetts, anshe saidem differentest of all. Couldn’ hardly make out what she was sayin’.”

128Noah and Uncle John and the preacher began to unload the truck. They helped Grampa down and sat him on the ground and he sat limply, staring ahead of him. “You sick, Grampa?” Noah asked.

129You goddamn right,” said Grampa weakly. Sickern hell.”

130Sairy Wilson walked slowly and carefully toward him. Howd you like ta come in our tent?” she asked. You kin lay down on our mattress anrest.”

131He looked up at her, drawn by her soft voice. Come on now,” she said. Youll git some rest. Well hep you over.”

132Without warning Grampa began to cry. His chin wavered and his old lips tightened over his mouth and he sobbed hoarsely. Ma rushed over to him and put her arms around him. She lifted him to his feet, her broad back straining, and she half lifted, half helped him into the tent.

133Uncle John said, “He must be good ansick. He ain’t never done that before. Never seen him blubberin’ in my life.” He jumped up on the truck and tossed a mattress down.

134Ma came out of the tent and went to Casy. You been aroun’ sick people,” she said. “Grampa’s sick. Wont you go take a look at him?”

135Casy walked quickly to the tent and went inside. A double mattress was on the ground, the blankets spread neatly; and a little tin stove stood on iron legs, and the fire in it burned unevenly. A bucket of water, a wooden box of supplies, and a box for a table, that was all. The light of the setting sun came pinkly through the tent walls. Sairy Wilson knelt on the ground, beside the mattress, and Grampa lay on his back. His eyes were open, staring upward, and his cheeks were flushed. He breathed heavily.

136Casy took the skinny old wrist in his fingers. Feeling kinda tired, Grampa?” he asked. The staring eyes moved toward his voice but did not find him. The lips practiced a speech but did not speak it. Casy felt the pulse and he dropped the wrist and put his hand on Grampa’s forehead. A struggle began in the old mans body, his legs moved restlessly and his hands stirred. He said a whole string of blurred sounds that were not words, and his face was red under the spiky white whiskers.

137Sairy Wilson spoke softly to Casy. Know whats wrong?”

138He looked up at the wrinkled face and the burning eyes. Do you?”

139Ithink so.”

140What?” Casy asked.

141Might be wrong. I wouldn’ like to say.”

142Casy looked back at the twitching red face. Would you saymaybehes workin’ up a stroke?”

143Id say that,” said Sairy. I seen it three times before.”

144From outside came the sounds of camp-making, wood chopping, and the rattle of pans. Ma looked through the flaps. “Granma wants to come in. Would she better?”

145The preacher said, “Shell jusfret if she dont.”

146Think hes awright?” Ma asked.

147Casy shook his head slowly. Ma looked quickly down at the struggling old face with blood pounding through it. She drew outside and her voice came through. Hes awright, Granma. Hes jus’ takin’ a little res’.”

148And Granma answered sulkily, “Well, I want ta see him. Hes a tricky devil. He wouldn’t never let ya know.” And she came scurrying through the flaps. She stood over the mattresses and looked down. Whats the matterth you?” she demanded of Grampa. And again his eyes reached toward her voice and his lips writhed. Hes sulkin’,” said Granma. I tol’ you he was tricky. He was gonna sneak away this mornin’ so he wouldn’t have to come. Anthen his hip got a-hurtin’,” she said disgustedly. Hes jus’ sulkin’. I seen him when he wouldn’ talk to nobody before.”

149Casy said gently, “He ain’t sulkin’, Granma. Hes sick.”

150Oh!” She looked down at the old man again. Sick bad, you think?”

151“Purty bad, Granma.”

152For a moment she hesitated uncertainly. Well,” she said quickly, “why ain’t you prayin’? Youre a preacher, ain’t you?”

153Casy’s strong fingers blundered over to Grampa’s wrist and clasped around it. I tol’ you, Granma. I ain’t a preacher no more.”

154Pray anyway,” she ordered. You know all the stuff by heart.”

155I cant,” said Casy. I donknow what to pray for or who to pray to.”

156Granma’s eyes wandered away and came to rest on Sairy. “He wont pray,” she said. “DI ever tell ya how Ruthie prayed when she was a little skinner? Says, ‘Now I lay me down to sleep. I pray the Lord my soul to keep. Anwhen she got there the cupboard was bare, anso the poor dog got none. Amen.’ Thats juswhat she done.” The shadow of someone walking between the tent and the sun crossed the canvas.

157Grampa seemed to be struggling; all his muscles twitched. And suddenly he jarred as though under a heavy blow. He lay still and his breath was stopped. Casy looked down at the old mans face and saw that it was turning a blackish purple. Sairy touched Casy’s shoulder. She whispered, “His tongue, his tongue, his tongue.”

158Casy nodded. “Get in front a Granma.” He pried the tight jaws apart and reached into the old mans throat for the tongue. And as he lifted it clear, a rattling breath came out, and a sobbing breath was indrawn. Casy found a stick on the ground and held down the tongue with it, and the uneven breath rattled in and out.

159Granma hopped about like a chicken. “Pray,” she said. “Pray, you. Pray, I tell ya.” Sairy tried to hold her back. “Pray, goddamn you!” Granma cried.

160Casy looked up at her for a moment. The rasping breath came louder and more unevenly. Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name—”

161Glory!” shouted Granma.

162Thy kingdom come, Thy will be doneon earthas it is in Heaven.”

163Amen.”

164A long gasping sigh came from the open mouth, and then a crying release of air.

165Give us this dayour daily breadand forgive us—” The breathing had stopped. Casy looked down into Grampa’s eyes and they were clear and deep and penetrating, and there was a knowing serene look in them.

166Hallelujah!” said Granma. Go on.”

167Amen,” said Casy.

168Granma was still then. And outside the tent all the noise had stopped. A car whished by on the highway. Casy still knelt on the floor beside the mattress. The people outside were listening, standing quietly intent on the sounds of dying. Sairy took Granma by the arm and led her outside, and Granma moved with dignity and held her head high. She walked for the family and held her head straight for the family. Sairy took her to a mattress lying on the ground and sat her down on it. And Granma looked straight ahead, proudly, for she was on show now. The tent was still, and at last Casy spread the tent flaps with his hands and stepped out.

169Pa asked softly, “What was it?”

170Stroke,” said Casy. A good quick stroke.”

171Life began to move again. The sun touched the horizon and flattened over it. And along the highway there came a long line of huge freight trucks with red sides. They rumbled along, putting a little earthquake in the ground, and the standing exhaust pipes sputtered blue smoke from the Diesel oil. One man drove each truck, and his relief man slept in a bunk high up against the ceiling. But the trucks never stopped; they thundered day and night and the ground shook under their heavy march.

172The family became a unit. Pa squatted down on the ground, and Uncle John beside him. Pa was the head of the family now. Ma stood behind him. Noah and Tom and Al squatted, and the preacher sat down, and then reclined on his elbow. Connie and Rose of Sharon walked at a distance. Now Ruthie and Winfield, clattering up with a bucket of water held between them, felt the change, and they slowed up and set down the bucket and moved quietly to stand with Ma.

173Granma sat proudly, coldly, until the group was formed, until no one looked at her, and then she lay down and covered her face with her arm. The red sun set and left a shining twilight on the land, so that faces were bright in the evening and eyes shone in reflection of the sky. The evening picked up light where it could.

174Pa said, “It was in Mr. Wilson’s tent.”

175Uncle John nodded. He loaned his tent.”

176Fine friendly folks,” Pa said softly.

177Wilson stood by his broken car, and Sairy had gone to the mattress to sit beside Granma, but Sairy was careful not to touch her.

178Pa called, “Mr. Wilson!” The man scuffed near and squatted down, and Sairy came and stood beside him. Pa said, “Were thankful to you folks.”

179Were proud to help,” said Wilson.

180Were beholden to you,” said Pa.

181Theres no beholden in a time of dying,” said Wilson, and Sairy echoed him, “Never no beholden.”

182Al said, “Ill fix your carme anTom will.” And Al looked proud that he could return the familys obligation.

183We could use some help.” Wilson admitted the retiring of the obligation.

184Pa said, “We got to figger what to do. Theys laws. You got to report a death, anwhen you do that, they either take forty dollars for the undertaker or they take him for a pauper.”

185Uncle John broke in, “We never did have no paupers.”

186Tom said, “Maybe we got to learn. We never got booted off no land before, neither.”

187We done it clean,” said Pa. There cant no blame be laid on us. We never took nothin’ we couldn’ pay; we never suffered no mans charity. When Tom here got in trouble we could hold up our heads. He only done what any man would a done.”

188Then whatll we do?” Uncle John asked.

189We go in like the law says antheyll come out for him. We ony got a hundred anfifty dollars. They take forty to bury Grampa anwe wont get to Californiaor else theyll bury him a pauper.” The men stirred restively, and they studied the darkening ground in front of their knees.

190Pa said softly, “Grampa buried his pa with his own hand, done it in dignity, anshaped the grave nice with his own shovel. That was a time when a man had the right to be buried by his own son ana son had the right to bury his own father.”

191The law says different now,” said Uncle John.

192Sometimes the law cant be foller’d no way,” said Pa. Not in decency, anyways. Theys lots a times you cant. When Floyd was loose an’ goin’ wild, law said we got to give him upannobody give him up. Sometimes a fella got to sift the law. Im sayin’ now I got the right to bury my own pa. Anybody got somepin to say?”

193The preacher rose high on his elbow. Law changes,” he said, “butgot tosgo on. You got the right to do what you got to do.”

194Pa turned to Uncle John. Its your right too, John. You got any word against?”

195No word against,” said Uncle John. Ony its like hidin’ him in the night. Grampa’s way was tcome out a-shootin’.”

196Pa said ashamedly, “We cant do like Grampa done. We got to get to Californiafore our money gives out.”

197Tom broke in, “Sometimes fellas workin’ dig up a man anthen they raise hell an’ figger he been killed. The gov’ments got more interest in a dead man than a live one. Theyll go hell-scrapin’ tryin’ to finout who he was and how he died. I offer we put a note of writin’ in a bottle anlay it with Grampa, tellin’ who he is anhow he died, anwhy hes buried here.”

198Pa nodded agreement. “Tha’s good. Wrote out in a nice han’. Be not so lonesome too, knowin’ his name is there withim, not jusa old fella lonesome underground. Any more stuff to say?” The circle was silent.

199Pa turned his head to Ma. Youll layim out?”

200Ill layim out,” said Ma. But whos to get supper?”

201Sairy Wilson said, “Ill get supper. You go right ahead. Me anthat big girl of yourn.”

202We sure thank you,” said Ma. Noah, you get into them kegs anbring out some nice pork. Salt wont be deep in it yet, but itll be right nice eatin’.”

203We got a half sack a potatoes,” said Sairy.

204Ma said, “Gimme two half-dollars.” Pa dug in his pocket and gave her the silver. She found the basin, filled it full of water, and went into the tent. It was nearly dark in there. Sairy came in and lighted a candle and stuck it upright on a box and then she went out. For a moment Ma looked down at the dead old man. And then in pity she tore a strip from her own apron and tied up his jaw. She straightened his limbs, folded his hands over his chest. She held his eyelids down and laid a silver piece on each one. She buttoned his shirt and washed his face.

205Sairy looked in, saying, “Can I give you any help?”

206Ma looked slowly up. Come in,” she said. I like to talk to ya.”

207Thats a good big girl you got,” said Sairy. Shes right in peelin’ potatoes. What can I do to help?”

208I was gonna wash Grampa all over,” said Ma, “but he got no other clo’es to put on. An’ ’course your quilts spoilt. Cant never get the smell a death from a quilt. I seen a dog growl anshake at a mattress my ma died on, anthat was two years later. Well wrop ’im in your quilt. Well make it up to you. We got a quilt for you.”

209Sairy said, “You shouldn’ talk like that. Were proud to help. I ain’t felt sosafe in a long time. People needsto help.”

210Ma nodded. They do,” she said. She looked long into the old whiskery face, with its bound jaw and silver eyes shining in the candlelight. He ain’t gonna look natural. Well wrop him up.”

211The ol’ lady took it good.”

212Why, shes so old,” said Ma, “maybe she dont even rightly know what happened. Maybe she wont really know for quite a while. Besides, us folks takes a pride holdin’ in. My pa used to say, ‘Anybody can break down. It takes a man not to.’ We always try to hold in.” She folded the quilt neatly about Grampa’s legs and around his shoulders. She brought the corner of the quilt over his head like a cowl and pulled it down over his face. Sairy handed her half-a-dozen big safety pins, and she pinned the quilt neatly and tightly about the long package. And at last she stood up. “It wont be a bad burying,” she said. “We got a preacher to see him in, anhis folks is all aroun’.” Suddenly she swayed a little, and Sairy went to her and steadied her. “Its sleep—” Ma said in a shamed tone. No, Im awright. We been so busy gettin’ ready, you see.”

213Come out in the air,” Sairy said.

214Yeah, Im all done here.” Sairy blew out the candle and the two went out.

215A bright fire burned in the bottom of the little gulch. And Tom, with sticks and wire, had made supports from which two kettles hung and bubbled furiously, and good steam poured out under the lids. Rose of Sharon knelt on the ground out of range of the burning heat, and she had a long spoon in her hand. She saw Ma come out of the tent, and she stood up and went to her.

216Ma,” she said. I got to ask.”

217Scared again?” Ma asked. Why, you cant get through nine months without sorrow.”

218But will ithurt the baby?”

219Ma said, “They used to be a sayin’, ‘A chile born outa sorrowll be a happy chile.’ Isn’t that so, Mis’ Wilson?”

220I heard it like that,” said Sairy. AnI heard the other: ‘Born outa too much joyll be a doleful boy.’ ”

221Im all jumpy inside,” said Rose of Sharon.

222Well, we ain’t none of us jumpin’ for fun,” said Ma. You jes’ keep watchin’ the pots.”

223On the edge of the ring of firelight the men had gathered. For tools they had a shovel and a mattock. Pa marked out the groundeight feet long and three feet wide. The work went on in relays. Pa chopped the earth with the mattock and then Uncle John shoveled it out. Al chopped and Tom shoveled, Noah chopped and Connie shoveled. And the hole drove down, for the work never diminished in speed. The shovels of dirt flew out of the hole in quick spurts. When Tom was shoulder deep in the rectangular pit, he said, “How deep, Pa?”

224Good andeep. A couple feet more. You get out now, Tom, and get that paper wrote.”

225Tom boosted himself out of the hole and Noah took his place. Tom went to Ma, where she tended the fire. We got any paper anpen, Ma?”

226Ma shook her head slowly, “No-o. Thats one thing we didn’ bring.” She looked toward Sairy. And the little woman walked quickly to her tent. She brought back a Bible and a half pencil. “Here,” she said. “Theys a clear page in front. Use that antear it out.” She handed book and pencil to Tom.

227Tom sat down in the firelight. He squinted his eyes in concentration, and at last wrote slowly and carefully on the end paper in big clear letters: “This here is William James Joad, dyed of a stroke, old old man. His fokes bured him becaws they got no money to pay for funerls. Nobody kilt him. Jus a stroke an he dyed.” He stopped. “Ma, listen to this here.” He read it slowly to her.

228Why, that soun’s nice,” she said. Cant you stick on somepin from Scripture so itll be religious? Open up angit a-sayin’ somepin outa Scripture.”

229Got to be short,” said Tom. I ain’t got much room lef’ on the page.”

230Sairy said, “HowboutGod have mercy on his soul’?”

231No,” said Tom. “Sounds too much like he was hung. Ill copy somepin.” He turned the pages and read, mumbling his lips, saying the words under his breath. Heres a good short one,” he said. “ ‘AnLot said unto them, Oh, not so, my Lord.’ ”

232Dont mean nothin’,” said Ma. Longs youre gonna put one down, it mights well mean somepin.”

233Sairy said, “Turn to Psalms, over further. You kin always get somepin outa Psalms.”

234Tom flipped the pages and looked down the verses. Now here is one,” he said. This heres a nice one, just blowed full a religion: ‘Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered.’ Hows that?”

235Thats real nice,” said Ma. Put that one in.”

236Tom wrote it carefully. Ma rinsed and wiped a fruit jar and Tom screwed the lid down tight on it. Maybe the preacher ought to wrote it,” he said.

237Ma said, “No, the preacher want no kin.” She took the jar from him and went into the dark tent. She unpinned the covering and slipped the fruit jar in under the thin cold hands and pinned the comforter tight again. And then she went back to the fire.

238The men came from the grave, their faces shining with perspiration. “Awright,” said Pa. He and John and Noah and Al went into the tent, and they came out carrying the long, pinned bundle between them. They carried it to the grave. Pa leaped into the hole and received the bundle in his arms and laid it gently down. Uncle John put out a hand and helped Pa out of the hole. Pa asked, “How about Granma?”

239Ill see,” Ma said. She walked to the mattress and looked down at the old woman for a moment. Then she went back to the grave. “Sleepin’,” she said. Maybe shed hold it against me, but I ain’t a-gonna wake her up. Shes tard.”

240Pa said, “Where ats the preacher? We oughta have a prayer.”

241Tom said, “I seen him walkindown the road. He dont like to pray no more.”

242Dont like to pray?”

243No,” said Tom. He ain’t a preacher no more. He figgers it ain’t right to fool people actin’ like a preacher when he ain’t a preacher. I bet he went away so nobody wouldn’ ast him.”

244Casy had come quietly near, and he heard Tom speaking. I didn’ run away,” he said. Ill hep you folks, but I wont fool ya.”

245Pa said, “Wont you say a few words? Ain’t none of our folks ever been buried without a few words.”

246Ill sayem,” said the preacher.

247Connie led Rose of Sharon to the graveside, she reluctant. You got to,” Connie said. It ain’t decent not to. Itll jusbe a little.”

248The firelight fell on the grouped people, showing their faces and their eyes, dwindling on their dark clothes. All the hats were off now. The light danced, jerking over the people.

249Casy said, “Itll be a short one.” He bowed his head, and the others followed his lead. Casy said solemnly, “This here ol’ man juslived a life anjusdied out of it. I donknow whether he was good or bad, but that dont matter much. He was alive, anthats what matters. Annow hes dead, anthat dont matter. Heard a fella tell a poem one time, anhe saysAll that lives is holy.’ Got to thinkin’, an’ purty soon it means more than the words says. AnI wouldn’ pray for a ol’ fella thats dead. Hes awright. He got a job to do, but its all laid out forim antheres ony one way to do it. But us, we got a job to do, antheys a thousan’ ways, anwe donknow which one to take. Anif I was to pray, itd be for the folks that donknow which way to turn. Grampa here, he got the easy straight. Annow coverim up and letim get to his work.” He raised his head.

250Pa said, “Amen,” and the others muttered, “A-men.” Then Pa took the shovel, half filled it with dirt, and spread it gently into the black hole. He handed the shovel to Uncle John, and John dropped in a shovelful. Then the shovel went from hand to hand until every man had his turn. When all had taken their duty and their right, Pa attacked the mound of loose dirt and hurriedly filled the hole. The women moved back to the fire to see to supper. Ruthie and Winfield watched, absorbed.

251Ruthie said solemnly, “Grampa’s down under there.” And Winfield looked at her with horrified eyes. And then he ran away to the fire and sat on the ground and sobbed to himself.

252Pa half filled the hole, and then he stood panting with the effort while Uncle John finished it. And John was shaping up the mound when Tom stopped him. Listen,” Tom said. “ ’F we leave a grave, theyll have it open in no time. We got to hide it. Level her off anwell strew dry grass. We got to do that.”

253Pa said, “I didn’ think a that. It ain’t right to leave a grave unmounded.”

254Cant hep it,” said Tom. Theyd digim right up, anwed get it for breakinthe law. You know what I get if I break the law.”

255Yeah,” Pa said. “I forgot that.” He took the shovel from John and leveled the grave. Shell sink, come winter,” he said.

256Cant hep that,” said Tom. Well be a long ways off by winter. Tromp her in good, anwell strew stuff over her.”

257When the pork and potatoes were done the families sat about on the ground and ate, and they were quiet, staring into the fire. Wilson, tearing a slab of meat with his teeth, sighed with contentment. Nice eatin’ pig,” he said.

258Well,” Pa explained, “we had a couple shoats, anwe thought we mights well eatem. Cant get nothin’ for them. When we get kinda useta movin’ anMa can set up bread, why, itll be pretty nice, seein’ the country antwo kags apork right in the truck. How long you folks been on the road?”

259Wilson cleared his teeth with his tongue and swallowed. We ain’t been lucky,” he said. We been three weeks from home.”

260Why, God Awmighty, we aim to be in California in ten days or less.”

261Al broke in, “I dunno, Pa. With that load were packin’, we maybe ain’t never gonna get there. Not if theys mountains to go over.”

262They were silent about the fire. Their faces were turned downward and their hair and foreheads showed in the firelight. Above the little dome of the firelight the summer stars shone thinly, and the heat of the day was gradually withdrawing. On her mattress, away from the fire, Granma whimpered softly like a puppy. The heads of all turned in her direction.

263Ma said, “Rosasharn, like a good girl go lay down with Granma. She needs somebody now. Shes knowin’, now.”

264Rose of Sharon got to her feet and walked to the mattress and lay beside the old woman, and the murmur of their soft voices drifted to the fire. Rose of Sharon and Granma whispered together on the mattress.

265Noah said, “Funny thing is—losin’ Grampa ain’t made me feel no different than I done before. I ain’t no sadder than I was.”

266Its just the same thing,” Casy said. “Grampa anthe old place, they was justhe same thing.”

267Al said, “Its a goddamn shame. He been talkin’ what hes gonna do, how he gonna squeeze grapes over his head anlet the juice run in his whiskers, anall stuff like that.”

268Casy said, “He was foolin’, all the time. I think he knowed it. An’ Grampa didn’ die tonight. He died the minute you tookim off the place.”

269You sure a that?” Pa cried.

270Why, no. Oh, he was breathin’,” Casy went on, “but he was dead. He was that place, anhe knowed it.”

271Uncle John said, “Did you know he was a-dyin’?”

272Yeah,” said Casy. I knowed it.”

273John gazed at him, and a horror grew in his face. Anyou didn’ tell nobody?”

274What good?” Casy asked.

275Wewe might of did somepin.”

276What?”

277I donknow, but——”

278No,” Casy said, “you couldn’ a done nothin’. Your way was fixed an’ Grampa didn’ have no part in it. He didn’ suffer none. Not after fust thing this mornin’. Hes jus’ stayin’ with the lan’. He couldn’ leave it.”

279Uncle John sighed deeply.

280Wilson said, “We hadda leave my brother Will.” The heads turned toward him. Him anme had forties side by side. Hes oldern me. Neither one ever drove a car. Well, we went in anwe soleverthing. Will, he bought a car, anthey give him a kid to showim how to use it. So the afternoonfore were gonna start, Will anAunt Minnie go a-practicin’. Will, he comes to a bend in the road anhe yellsWhoaanyanks back, anhe goes through a fence. Anhe yellsWhoa, you bastardantromps down on the gas angoes over into a gulch. Anthere he was. Didn’t have nothin’ more to sell an’ didn’t have no car. But it were his own damn fault, praise God. Hes so damn mad he wont come along with us, jusset there a-cussin’ ana-cussin’.”

281Whats he gonna do?”

282I dunno. Hes too mad to figger. Anwe couldn’ wait. Ony had eighty-five dollars to go on. We couldn’ set ancut it up, but we et it up anyways. Didn’ go a hunderd mile when a tooth in the rear end bust, ancost thirty dollars to get her fix’, anthen we got to get a tire, anthen a spark plug cracked, an’ Sairy got sick. Had ta stop ten days. Annow the goddamn car is bust again, anmoneys gettin’ low. I dunno when well ever get to California. ’F I could ony fix a car, but I donknow nothin’ about cars.”

283Al asked importantly, “Whats the matter?”

284Well, she juswont run. Starts anfarts anstops. In a minute shell start again, anthenfore you can git her goin’, she peters out again.”

285Runs a minute anthen dies?”

286Yes, sir. AnI cant keep her a-goin’ no matter how much gas I give her. Got worse anworse, annow I cain’t get her a-movin’ a-tall.”

287Al was very proud and very mature, then. I think you got a plugged gas line. Ill blow her out for ya.”

288And Pa was proud too. Hes a good hand with a car,” Pa said.

289Well, Ill sure thank ya for a han’. I sure will. Makes a fella kinda feellike a little kid, when he cant fix nothin’. When we get to California I aim to get me a nice car. Maybe she wont break down.”

290Pa said, “When we get there. Gettin’ theres the trouble.”

291Oh, but shes worth it,” said Wilson. Why, I seen hanbills how they need folks to pick fruit, angood wages. Why, justhink how its gonna be, under them shady trees a-pickin’ fruit an’ takin’ a bite everonce in a while. Why, hell, they dont care how much you eatcause they got so much. Anwith them good wages, maybe a fella can get hisself a little piece a land anwork out for extra cash. Why, hell, in a couple years I bet a fella could have a place of his own.”

292Pa said, “We seen them hanbills. I got one right here.” He took out his purse and from it took a folded orange handbill. In black type it said, “Pea Pickers Wanted in California. Good Wages All Season. 800 Pickers Wanted.”

293Wilson looked at it curiously. Why, thats the one I seen. The very same one. You sposemaybe they got all eight hunderd awready?”

294Pa said, “This is jusone little part a California. Why, thats the secon’ biggest State we got. Spose they did get all them eight hunderd. Theys plenty places else. I rather pick fruit anyways. Like you says, under them trees an’ pickin’ fruitwhy, even the kidsd like to do that.”

295Suddenly Al got up and walked to the Wilsons’ touring car. He looked in for a moment and then came back and sat down.

296You cant fix her tonight,” Wilson said.

297I know. Ill get to her in the morning.”

298Tom had watched his young brother carefully. I was thinkin’ somepin like that myself,” he said.

299Noah asked, “What you two fellas talkin’ about?”

300Tom and Al were silent, each waiting for the other. You tellem,” Al said finally.

301Well, maybe its no good, anmaybe it ain’t the same thing Als thinking. Here she is, anyways. We got a overload, but Mr. anMis’ Wilson ain’t. If some of us folks could ride with them antake some a their light stuff in the truck, we wouldn’t break no springs anwe could git up hills. Anme anAl both knows about a car, so we could keep that car a-rollin’. Wed keep together on the road anitd be good for everbody.”

302Wilson jumped up. Why, sure. Why, wed be proud. We certainy would. You hear that, Sairy?”

303Its a nice thing,” said Sairy. “Wouldn’ be a burden on you folks?”

304No, by God,” said Pa. “Wouldn’t be no burden at all. Youd be helpin’ us.”

305Wilson settled back uneasily. Well, I dunno.”

306Whats a matter, donyou wanta?”

307Well, ya seeI ony gotbout thirty dollars lef’, anI wont be no burden.”

308Ma said, “You wont be no burden. Eachll help each, anwell all git to California. Sairy Wilson he’ped lay Grampa out,” and she stopped. The relationship was plain.

309Al cried, “That carll take six easy. Say me to drive, an’ Rosasharn anConnie and Granma. Then we take the big light stuff anpile her on the truck. Anwell trade off everso often.” He spoke loudly, for a load of worry was lifted from him.

310They smiled shyly and looked down at the ground. Pa fingered the dusty earth with his fingertips. He said, “Ma favors a white house with oranges growin’ around. Theys a big pitcher on a calendar she seen.”

311Sairy said, “If I get sick again, you got to go on anget there. We ain’t a-goin’ to burden.”

312Ma looked carefully at Sairy, and she seemed to see for the first time the pain-tormented eyes and the face that was haunted and shrinking with pain. And Ma said, “We gonna see you get through. You said yourself, you cant let help go unwanted.”

313Sairy studied her wrinkled hands in the firelight. “We got to get some sleep tonight.” She stood up.

314“Grampa—its like hes dead a year,” Ma said.

315The families moved lazily to their sleep, yawning luxuriously. Ma sloshed the tin plates off a little and rubbed the grease free with a flour sack. The fire died down and the stars descended. Few passenger cars went by on the highway now, but the transport trucks thundered by at intervals and put little earthquakes in the ground. In the ditch the cars were hardly visible under the starlight. A tied dog howled at the service station down the road. The families were quiet and sleeping, and the field mice grew bold and scampered about among the mattresses. Only Sairy Wilson was awake. She stared into the sky and braced her body firmly against pain.