52. CHAPTER LII. “PACK CLOUDS AWAY.”

North and South / 南方与北方

1For joy or grief, for hope or fear,

2For all hereafter, as for here,

3In peace or strife, in storm or shine.

4Anon.

5Edith went about on tip-toe, and checked Sholto in all loud speaking that next morning, as if any sudden noise would interrupt the conference that was taking place in the drawing-room. Two oclock came; and they still sate there with closed doors. Then there was a mans footstep running down stairs; and Edith peeped out of the drawing-room.

6Well, Henry?” said she, with a look of interrogation.

7Well!” said he, rather shortly.

8Come in to lunch!”

9No, thank you, I cant. Ive lost too much time here already.”

10Then its not all settled?” said Edith, despondingly.

11No! not at all. It never will be settled, if theitis what I conjecture you mean. That will never be, Edith, so give up thinking about it.”

12But it would be so nice for us all,” pleaded Edith. I should always feel comfortable about the children, if I had Margaret settled down near to me. As it is, I am always afraid of her going off to Cadiz.”

13I will try, when I marry, to look out for a young lady who has a knowledge of the management of children. That is all I can do. Miss Hale will not have me. And I shall not ask her.”

14Then what have you been talking about?”

15A thousand things you would not understand: Investments, and leases, and value of land.”

16Oh, go away if thats all. You and she will be unbearably stupid, if youve been talking all this time about such weary things.”

17Very well. Im coming again to-morrow, and bringing Mr. Thornton with me, to have some more talk with Miss Hale.”

18Mr. Thornton! What has he to do with it?”

19He is Miss Hales tenant,” said Mr. Lennox, turning away. And he wishes to give up his lease.”

20Oh! very well. I cant understand details, so dont give them me.”

21The only detail I want you to understand is, to let us have the back drawing-room undisturbed, as it was to-day. In general, the children and servants are so in and out, that I can never get any business satisfactorily explained; and the arrangements we have to make to-morrow are of importance.”

22No one ever knew why Mr. Lennox did not keep to his appointment on the following day. Mr. Thornton came true to his time; and after keeping him waiting for nearly an hour, Margaret came in looking very white and anxious.

23She began hurriedly:

24I am so sorry Mr. Lennox is not here,—he could have done it so much better than I can. He is my adviser in this”——

25I am sorry that I came, if it troubles you. Shall I go to Mr. Lennox’s chambers and try and find him?”

26No, thank you. I wanted to tell you, how grieved I was to find that I am to lose you as a tenant. But, Mr. Lennox says, things are sure to brighten”——

27Mr. Lennox knows little about it,” said Mr. Thornton quietly. Happy and fortunate in all a man cares for, he does not understand what it is to find oneself no longer youngyet thrown back to the starting-point which requires the hopeful energy of youthto feel one half of life gone, and nothing donenothing remaining of wasted opportunity, but the bitter recollection that it has been. Miss Hale, I would rather not hear Mr. Lennox’s opinion of my affairs. Those who are happy and successful themselves are too apt to make light of the misfortunes of others.”

28You are unjust,” said Margaret, gently. “Mr. Lennox has only spoken of the great probability which he believes there to be of your redeemingyour more than redeeming what you have lostdont speak till I have endedpray dont.” And collecting herself once more, she went on rapidly turning over some law papers, and statement of accounts in a trembling hurried manner. “Oh! here it is! andhe drew me out a proposalI wish he was here to explain itshowing that if you would take some money of mine, eighteen hundred and fifty-seven pounds, lying just at this moment unused in the bank, and bringing me in only two and a half per cent.—you could pay me much better interest, and might go on working Marlborough Mills.” Her voice had cleared itself and become more steady. Mr. Thornton did not speak, and she went on looking for some paper on which were written down the proposals for security; for she was most anxious to have it all looked upon in the light of a mere business arrangement, in which the principal advantage would be on her side. While she sought for this paper, her very heart-pulse was arrested by the tone in which Mr. Thornton spoke. His voice was hoarse, and trembling with tender passion, as he said:—

29Margaret!”

30For an instant she looked up; and then sought to veil her luminous eyes by dropping her forehead on her hands. Again, stepping nearer, he besought her with another tremulous eager call upon her name.

31Margaret!”

32Still lower went the head; more closely hidden was the face, almost resting on the table before her. He came close to her. He knelt by her side, to bring his face to a level with her ear; and whisperedpanted out the words:—

33Take care.—If you do not speakI shall claim you as my own in some strange presumptuous way.—Send me away at once, if I must go;—Margaret!—”

34At that third call she turned her face, still covered with her small white hands, towards him, and laid it on his shoulder, even hiding it there; and it was too delicious to feel her soft cheek against his, for him to wish to see either deep blushes or loving eyes. He clasped her close. But they both kept silence. At length she murmured in a broken voice:

35Oh, Mr. Thornton, I am not good enough!”

36Not good enough! Dont mock my own deep feeling of unworthiness.”

37After a minute or two he gently disengaged her hands from her face, and laid her arms as they had once before been placed to protect him from the rioters.

38Do you remember, love?” he murmured. And how I requited you with my insolence the next day?”

39I remember how wrongly I spoke to you,—that is all.”

40Look here! Lift up your head. I have something to show you!” She slowly faced him, glowing with beautiful shame.

41Do you know these roses?” he said, drawing out his pocket-book, in which were treasured up some dead flowers.

42No!” she replied, with innocent curiosity. Did I give them to you?”

43No! Vanity; you did not. You may have worn sister roses very probably.”

44She looked at them, wondering for a minute, then she smiled a little as she said

45They are from Helstone, are they not? I know the deep indentations round the leaves. Oh! have you been there? When were you there?”

46I wanted to see the place where Margaret grew to what she is, even at the worst time of all, when I had no hope of ever calling her mine. I went there on my return from Havre.”

47You must give them to me,” she said, trying to take them out of his hand with gentle violence.

48Very well. Only you must pay me for them!”

49How shall I ever tell Aunt Shaw?” she whispered, after some time of delicious silence.

50Let me speak to her.”

51Oh, no! I owe to her,—but what will she say?”

52I can guess. Her first exclamation will be, ‘That man!’”

53Hush!” said Margaret, “or I shall try and show you your mothers indignant tones as she says, ‘That woman!’”