36. CHAPTER XXXVI. UNION NOT ALWAYS STRENGTH.

North and South / 南方与北方

1The steps of the bearers, heavy and slow,

2The sobs of the mourners, deep and low.

3Shelley.

4At the time arranged the previous day, they set out on their walk to see Nicholas Higgins and his daughter. They both were reminded of their recent loss, by a strange kind of shyness in their new habiliments, and in the fact that it was the first time, for many weeks, that they had deliberately gone out together. They drew very close to each other in unspoken sympathy.

5Nicholas was sitting by the fire-side in his accustomed corner; but he had not his accustomed pipe. He was leaning his head upon his hand, his arm resting on his knee. He did not get up when he saw them, though Margaret could read the welcome in his eye.

6Sit ye down, sit ye down. Fires welly out,” said he, giving it a vigorous poke, as if to turn attention away from himself. He was rather disorderly, to be sure, with a black unshaven beard of several daysgrowth, making his pale face look yet paler, and a jacket which would have been all the better for patching.

7We thought we should have a good chance of finding you, just after dinner-time,” said Margaret.

8We have had our sorrows too, since we saw you,” said Mr. Hale.

9Ay, ay. Sorrows is more plentiful than dinners just now; I reckon, my dinner hour stretches all oer the day; yore pretty sure of finding me.”

10Are you out of work?” asked Margaret.

11Ay,” he replied shortly. Then, after a moments silence, he added, looking up for the first time: “Im not wanting brass. Dunno yothink it. Bess, poor lass, had a little stock under her pillow, ready to slip into my hand, last moment, and Mary is fustian-cutting. But Im out of work athe same.”

12We owe Mary some money,” said Mr. Hale, before Margarets sharp pressure on his arm could arrest the words.

13If hoo takes it, Ill turn her out odoors. Ill bide inside these four walls, and shell bide out. Thats a’.”

14But we owe her many thanks for her kind service,” began Mr. Hale again.

15I neer thanken your daughter theer for her deeds olove to my poor wench. I neer could find thwords. Ise have to begin to try now, if yostart making an ado about what little Mary could sarve yo’.”

16Is it because of the strike youre out of work?” asked Margaret gently.

17Strikes ended. Its oer for this time. Im out owork because I neer asked for it. And I neer asked for it, because good words is scarce, and bad words is plentiful.”

18He was in a mood to take a surly pleasure in giving answers that were like riddles. But Margaret saw that he would like to be asked for the explanation.

19And good words are—?”

20Asking for work. I reckon thems almost the best words that men can say. ‘Gime workmeansand Ill do it like a man.’ Thems good words.”

21And bad words are refusing you work when you ask for it.”

22Ay. Bad words is sayingAha, my fine chap! Yove been true to yor order, and Ill be true to mine. Yodid the best yocould for them as wanted help; thats yore way of being true to yore kind: and Ill be true to mine. Yove been a poor fool, as knowed no better nor be a true faithful fool. So go and be dd to yo’. Theres no work for yohere.’ Thems bad words. Im not a fool; and if I was, folk ought to hataught me how to be wise after their fashion. I could m’appen halearnt, if any one had tried to teach me.”

23Would it not be worth while,” said Mr. Hale, “to ask your old master if he would take you back again? It might be a poor chance, but it would be a chance.”

24He looked up again, with a sharp glance at the questioner; and then tittered a low and bitter laugh.

25“Measter! if its no offence, Ill ask yoa question or two in my turn.”

26Youre quite welcome,” said Mr. Hale.

27I reckon yon some way of earning your bread. Folk seldom lives i’ Milton just for pleasure, if they can live anywhere else.”

28You are quite right. I have some independent property, but my intention in settling in Milton was to become a private tutor.”

29To teach folk. Well! I reckon they pay yofor teaching them, dunnot they?”

30Yes,” replied Mr. Hale, smiling. I teach in order to get paid.”

31And them that pays yo’, dun they tell yo’ whatten to do, or whatten not to do withe money they gives you in just payment for your painsin fair exchange like?”

32No; to be sure not!”

33They dunnot say, ‘Yomay have a brother, or a friend as dear as a brother, who wants this here brass for a purpose both yoand he think right; but yo’ mun promise not give it to him. Yomay see a good use, as yothink, to put yor money to; but we dont think it good, and so if yospend it a-thatens well just leave off dealing with yo’.’ They dunnot say that, dun they?”

34No: to be sure not!”

35Would yostand it if they did?”

36It would be some very hard pressure that would make me even think of submitting to such dictation.”

37Theres not the pressure on all the broad earth that would make me,” said Nicholas Higgins. Now yove got it. Yove hit the bulls eye. Hampersthats where I workedmakes their men pledge ’emselves theyll not give a penny to help thUnion or keep turn-outs fro’ clemming. They may pledge and make pledge,” continued he, scornfully; “they nobbut make liars and hypocrites. And thats a less sin, to my mind, to make mens hearts so hard that theyll not do a kindness to them as needs it, or help on the right and just cause, though it goes again the strong hand. But Ill neer forswear mysel’ for athe work the king could gie me. Im a member othe Union; and I think its the only thing to do the workmen any good. And Ive been a turn-out, and known what it was to clem; so if I get a shilling, sixpence shall go to them if they axe it from me. Consequence is, I dunnot see where Im to get a shilling.”

38Is that rule about not contributing to the Union in force at all the mills?” asked Margaret.

39I cannot say. Its a new regulation at ours; and I reckon theyll find that they cannot stick to it. But its in force now. By-and-by theyll find out, tyrants makes liars.”

40There was a little pause. Margaret was hesitating whether she should say what was in her mind; she was unwilling to irritate one who was always gloomy and despondent enough. At last out it came. But in her soft tones, and with her reluctant manner, shewing that she was unwilling to say anything unpleasant, it did not seem to annoy Higgins, only to perplex him.

41Do you remember poor Boucher saying that the Union was a tyrant? I think he said it was the worse tyrant of all. And I remember, at the time I agreed with him.”

42It was a long while before he spoke. He was resting his head on his two hands, and looking down into the fire, so she could not read the expression on his face.

43Ill not deny but what thUnion finds it necessary to force a man into his own good. Ill speak truth. A man leads a dree life whos not ithUnion. But once ithUnion, his interests are taken care on better nor he could do it for himsel’, or by himsel’, for that matter. Its the only way working men can get their rights, by all joining together. More the members, more chance for each one separate man having justice done him. Government takes care ofools and madmen; and if any man is inclined to do himsel’ or his neighbour a hurt, it puts a bit of a check on him, whether he likes it or no. Thats all we do ithUnion. We cant clap folk into prison; but we can make a mans life so heavy to be borne, that hes obliged to come in, and be wise and helpful in spite of himsel’. Boucher were a fool all along, and neer a worse fool than at thlast.”

44He did you harm?” asked Margaret.

45Aye, that did he. We had public opinion on our side, till he and his sort began rioting and breaking laws. It were all oer withe strike then.”

46Then would it not have been far better to have left him alone, and not forced him to join the Union? He did you no good; and you drove him mad.”

47Margaret,” said her father, in a low and warning tone, for he saw the cloud gathering on Higgins’s face.

48I like her,” said Higgins, suddenly. “Hoo speaks plain out whats in her mind. Hoo doesn’t comprehend thUnion for all that. Its a great power: its our only power. I haread a bit opoetry about a plough going oer a daisy, as made tears come into my eyes, afore Id other cause for crying. But the chap neer stopped driving the plough, Ise warrant, for all he was pitiful about the daisy. Hed too much mother-wit for that. ThUnions the plough, making ready the land for harvest-time. Such as Boucher—’twould be settin’ him up too much to liken him to a daisy; hes liker a weed lounging over the ground—mun just made up their mind to be put out othe way. Im sore vexed wihim just now. So m’appen, I dunnot speak him fair. I could go oer him wia plough mysel’, wiathe pleasure in life.”

49Why? What has he been doing? Anything fresh?”

50Ay, to be sure. Hes neer out omischief, that man. First of ahe must go raging like a mad fool, and kick up yon riot. Then hed to go into hiding, where hed a been yet, if Thornton had followed him out as Id hoped he would hadone. But Thornton, having got his own purpose, didn’t care to go on withe prosecution for the riot. So Boucher slunk back again to his house. He neer showed himsel’ abroad for a day or two. He had that grace. And then, where think ye that he went? Why, to Hampers’. Damn him! He went wihis mealy-mouthed face, that turns me sick to look at, a-asking for work, though he knowed well enough the new rule, opledging themselves to give nought to thUnions; nought to help the starving turn-out! Why hed a clemmed to death, if thUnion had na helped him in his pinch. There he went, ossing to promise aught, and pledge himsel’ to aughtto tell ahe knowd on our proceedings, the good-for-nothing Judas! But Ill say this for Hamper, and thank him for it at my dying day, he drove Boucher away, and would na listen to himneer a wordthough folk standing by, says the traitor cried like a babby!”

51Oh! how shocking! how pitiful!” exclaimed Margaret. “Higgins, I dont know you to-day. Dont you see how youve made Boucher what he is, by driving him into the Union against his willwithout his heart going with it. You have made him what he is!”

52Made him what he is! What was he?

53Gathering, gathering along the narrow street, came a hollow, measured sound; now forcing itself on their attention. Many voices were hushed and low: many steps were heard, not moving onwards, at least not with any rapidity or steadiness of motion, but as if circling round one spot. Yes, there was one distinct, slow tramp of feet, which made itself a clear path through the air, and reached their ears; the measured laboured walk of men carrying a heavy burden. They were all drawn towards the house-door by some irresistible impulse; impelled thithernot by a poor curiosity, but as if by some solemn blast.

54Six men walked in the middle of the road, three of them being policemen. They carried a door, taken off its hinges, upon their shoulders, on which lay some dead human creature; and from each side of the door there were constant droppings. All the street turned out to see, and, seeing, to accompany the procession, each one questioning the bearers, who answered almost reluctantly at last, so often had they told the tale.

55We found him ithbrook in the field beyond there.”

56Thbrook!—why theres not water enough to drown him!”

57He was a determined chap. He lay with his face downwards. He was sick enough oliving, choose what cause he had for it.”

58Higgins crept up to Margarets side, and said in a weak piping kind of voice: “Its not John Boucher? He had na spunk enough. Sure! Its not John Boucher! Why, they are alooking this way! Listen! Ive a singing in my head, and I cannot hear.”

59They put the door down carefully upon the stones, and all might see the poor drowned wretchhis glassy eyes, one half-open, staring right upwards to the sky. Owing to the position in which he had been found lying, his face was swollen and discoloured; besides, his skin was stained by the water in the brook, which had been used for dyeing purposes. The fore part of his head was bald; but the hair grew thin and long behind, and every separate lock was a conduit for water. Through all these disfigurements, Margaret recognised John Boucher. It seemed to her so sacrilegious to be peering into that poor distorted, agonised face, that, by a flash of instinct, she went forwards and softly covered the dead mans countenance with her handkerchief. The eyes that saw her do this followed her, as she turned away from her pious office, and were thus led to the place where Nicholas Higgins stood, like one rooted to the spot. The men spoke together, and then one of them came up to Higgins, who would have fain shrunk back into his house.

60“Higgins, thou knowed him! Thou mun go tell the wife. Do it gently, man, but do it quick, for we canna leave him here long.”

61I canna go,” said Higgins. “Dunnot ask me. I canna face her.”

62Thou knows her best,” said the man. Wen done a deal in bringing him herethou take thy share.”

63I canna do it,” said Higgins. Im welly felled wiseeing him. We wasn’t friends; and now hes dead.”

64Well, if thou wunnot thou wunnot. Some one mun though. Its a dree task; but its a chance, every minute, as she doesn’t hear on it in some rougher way nor a person going to make her let on by degrees, as it were.”

65Papa, do you go,” said Margaret, in a low voice.

66If I couldif I had time to think of what I had better say; but all at once——” Margaret saw that her father was indeed unable. He was trembling from head to foot.

67I will go,” said she.

68Bless yomiss, it will be a kind act; for shes been but a sickly sort obody, I hear, and few hereabouts know much on her.”

69Margaret knocked at the closed door; but there was such a noise, as of many little ill-ordered children, that she could hear no reply; indeed, she doubted if she was heard, and as every moment of delay made her recoil from her task more and more, she opened the door and went in, shutting it after her, and even, unseen by the woman, fastening the bolt.

70Mrs. Boucher was sitting in a rocking-chair, on the other side of the ill-redd-up fireplace; it looked as if the house had been untouched for days by any effort at cleanliness.

71Margaret said something, she hardly knew what, her throat and mouth were so dry, and the childrens noise completely prevented her from being heard. She tried again.

72How are you, Mrs. Boucher? But very poorly, Im afraid.”

73Ive chance obeing well,” said she querulously. Im left alone to manage these childer, and nought for to giveem for to keepem quiet. John should na haleft me, and me so poorly.”

74How long is it since he went away?”

75Four days sin’. No one would give him work here, and hed to go on tramp toward Greenfield. But he might habeen back afore this, or sent me some word if hed getten work. He might——”

76Oh, dont blame him,” said Margaret. He felt it deeply, Im sure——”

77“Willto’ hold thy din, and let me hear the lady speak!” addressing herself, in no very gentle voice, to a little urchin of about a year old. She apologetically continued to Margaret, “Hes always mithering me fordaddyandbutty’; and I hano butties to give him, and daddys away, and forgotten us a’, I think. Hes his fathers darling, he is,” said she, with a sudden turn of mood, and, dragging the child up to her knee, she began kissing it fondly.

78Margaret laid her hand on the womans arm to arrest her attention. Their eyes met.

79Poor little fellow!” said Margaret, slowly; “he was his fathers darling.”

80He is his fathers darling,” said the woman, rising hastily, and standing face to face with Margaret. Neither of them spoke for a moment or two. Then Mrs. Boucher began in a low growling tone, gathering in wildness as she went on: “He is his fathers darling, I say. Poor folk can love their childer as well as rich. Why dunno yospeak? Why dun yostare at me wiyour great pitiful eyes? Wheres John?” Weak as she was, she shook Margaret to force out an answer. Oh, my God!” said she, understanding the meaning of that tearful look. She sank back into the chair. Margaret took up the child and put him into her arms.

81He loved him,” said she.

82Ay,” said the woman, shaking her head, “he loved us a’. We had some one to love us once. Its a long time ago; but when he were in life and with us he did love us, he did. He loved this babby m’appen the best on us; but he loved me and I loved him, though I was calling him five minutes agone. Are yosure hes dead?” said she, trying to get up. If its only that hes ill and like to die, they may bring him round yet. Im but an ailing creature mysel’—Ive been ailing this long time.”

83But he is deadhe is drowned!”

84Folk are brought round after theyre dead-drowned. Whatten was I thinking of, to sit still when I should be stirring mysel’? Here, whisth thee, child—whisth thee! tak’ this, tak’ aught to play wi’, but dunnot cry while my hearts breaking! Oh, where is my strength gone to? Oh Johnhusband!”

85Margaret saved her from falling by catching her in her arms. She sate down in the rocking chair, and held the woman upon her knees, her head lying on Margarets shoulder. The other children, clustered together in affright, began to understand the mystery of the scene; but the ideas came slowly, for their brains were dull and languid of perception. They set up such a cry of despair as they guessed the truth, that Margaret knew not how to bear it. Johnnys cry was loudest of them all, though he knew not why he cried, poor little fellow.

86The mother quivered as she lay in Margarets arms. Margaret heard a noise at the door.

87Open it. Open it quick,” said she to the eldest child. Its bolted; make no noisebe very still. Oh, papa, let them go upstairs very softly and carefully, and perhaps she will not hear them. She has faintedthats all.”

88Its as well for her, poor creature,” said a woman following in the wake of the bearers of the dead. But yore not fit to hold her. Stay, Ill run fetch a pillow, and well let her down easy on the floor.”

89This helpful neighbour was a great relief to Margaret; she was evidently a stranger to the house, a new-comer in the district, indeed; but she was so kind and thoughtful that Margaret felt she was no longer needed; and that it would be better, perhaps, to set an example of clearing the house, which was filled with idle, if sympathising gazers.

90She looked round for Nicholas Higgins. He was not there. So she spoke to the woman who had taken the lead in placing Mrs. Boucher on the floor.

91Can you give all these people a hint that they had better leave in quietness? So that when she comes round, she could only find one or two that she knows about her. Papa, will you speak to the men, and get them to go away. She cannot breathe, poor thing, with this crowd about her.”

92Margaret was kneeling down by Mrs. Boucher and bathing her face with vinegar; but in a few minutes she was surprised at the gush of fresh air. She looked round, and saw a smile pass between her father and the woman.

93What is it?” asked she.

94Only our good friend here,” replied her father, “hit on a capital expedient for clearing the place.”

95I bidem begone, and each take a child withem, and to mind that they were orphans, and their mother a widow. It was who could do most, and the childer are sure of a bellyful to-day, and of kindness too. Does hoo know how he died?”

96No,” said Margaret; “I could not tell her all at once.”

97“Hoo mun be told because of thInquest. See! Hoo’s coming round; shall you or I do it? or m’appen your father would be best?”

98No; you, you,” said Margaret.

99They awaited her perfect recovery in silence. Then the neighbour woman sat down on the floor, and took Mrs. Boucher’s head and shoulders on her lap.

100Neighbour,” said she, “your man is dead. Guess yohow he died?”

101He were drowned,” said Mrs. Boucher, feebly, beginning to cry for the first time, at this rough probing of her sorrows.

102He were found drowned. He were coming home very hopeless oaught on earth. He thought God could na be harder than men; m’appen not so hard; m’appen as tender as a mother; m’appen tenderer. Im not saying he did right, and Im not saying he did wrong. All I say is, may neither me nor mine ever have his sore heart, or we may do like things.”

103He has left me alone wiathese children!” moaned the widow, less distressed at the manner of the death than Margaret expected; but it was of a piece with her helpless character to feel his loss as principally affecting herself and her children.

104Not alone,” said Mr. Hale, solemnly. “Who is with you? Who will take up your cause?” The widow opened her eyes wide, and looked at the new speaker, of whose presence she had not been aware till then.

105Who has promised to be a father to the fatherless?” continued he.

106But Ive getten six children, sir, and the eldest not eight years of age. Im not meaning for to doubt His power, sir,—only it needs a deal otrust”; and she began to cry afresh.

107“Hoo’ll be better able to talk to-morrow, sir,” said the neighbour. Best comfort now would be the feel of a child at her heart. Im sorry they took the babby.”

108Ill go for it,” said Margaret. And in a few minutes she returned, carrying Johnnie, his face all smeared with eating, and his hands loaded with treasures in the shape of shells, and bits of crystal, and the head of a plaster figure. She placed him on his mothers arms.

109There!” said the woman, “now you go. Theyll cry together, and comfort together, better nor any one but a child can do. Ill stop with her as long as Im needed, and if you come to-morrow, youcan have a deal owise talk with her, that shes not up to to-day.”

110As Margaret and her father went slowly up the street, she paused at Higgins’s closed door.

111Shall we go in?” asked her father. I was thinking of him too.”

112They knocked. There was no answer, so they tried the door. It was bolted, but they thought they heard him moving within.

113Nicholas!” said Margaret. There was no answer, and they might have gone away, believing the house to be empty, if there had not been some accidental fall, as of a book, within.

114Nicholas!” said Margaret again. It is only us. Wont you let us come in?”

115No,” said he. I spoke as plain as I could, ’bout using words, when I bolted thdoor. Let me be, this day.”

116Mr. Hale would have urged their desire, but Margaret placed her finger on his lips.

117I dont wonder at it,” said she. I myself long to be alone. It seems the only thing to do one good after a day like this.”