19. CHAPTER XIX. ANGEL VISITS.

North and South / 南方与北方

1As angels in some brighter dreams

2Call to the soul when man doth sleep,

3So some strange thoughts transcend our wonted themes,

4And into glory peep.

5Henry Vaughan.

6Mrs. Hale was curiously amused and interested by the idea of the Thornton dinner party. She kept wondering about the details, with something of the simplicity of a little child, who wants to have all its anticipated pleasure described beforehand. But the monotonous life led by invalids often makes them like children, inasmuch as they have neither of them any sense of proportion in events, and seem each to believe that the walls and curtains which shut in their world, and shut out everything else, must of necessity be larger than anything hidden beyond. Besides Mrs. Hale had had her vanities as a girl; had perhaps unduly felt their mortification when she became a poor clergymans wife;—they had been smothered and kept down; but they were not extinct; and she liked to think of seeing Margaret dressed for a party, and discussed what she should wear, with an unsettled anxiety that amused Margaret, who had been more accustomed to society in her one year in Harley Street than her mother in five and twenty years of Helstone.

7Then you think you shall wear your white silk. Are you sure it will fit? Its nearly a year since Edith was married!”

8Oh, yes, mamma! Mrs. Murray made it, and its sure to be right; it may be a straws breadth shorter or longer-waisted, according to my having grown fat or thin. But I dont think Ive altered in the least.”

9“Hadn’t you better let Dixon see it? It may have gone yellow with lying by.”

10If you like, mamma. But if the worst comes to the worst, Ive a very nice pink gauze which Aunt Shaw gave me, only two or three months before Edith was married. That cant have gone yellow.”

11No! but it may have faded.”

12Well! then Ive a green silk. I feel more as if it was the embarrassment of riches.”

13I wish I knew what you ought to wear,” said Mrs. Hale, nervously.

14Margarets manner changed instantly. Shall I go and put them on one after another, mamma, and then you could see which you liked best?”

15Butyes! perhaps that will be best.”

16So off Margaret went. She was very much inclined to play some pranks when she was dressed up at such an unusual hour; to make her rich white silk balloon out into a cheese, to retreat backwards from her mother as if she were the queen; but when she found that these freaks of hers were regarded as interruptions to the serious business, and as such annoyed her mother, she became grave and sedate. What had possessed the world (her world) to fidget so about her dress, she could not understand; but that very afternoon, on naming her engagement to Bessy Higgins (apropos of the servant that Mrs. Thornton had promised to enquire about), Bessy quite roused up at the intelligence.

17Dear! and are you going to dine at Thornton’s at Marlborough Mills?”

18Yes, Bessy. Why are you so surprised?”

19Oh, I dunno. But they visit wiathfirst folk in Milton.”

20And you dont think were quite the first folk in Milton, eh, Bessy?”

21Bessys cheeks flushed a little at her thought being thus easily read.

22Well,” said she, “yosee, they thinken a deal omoney here; and I reckon yove not getten much.”

23No,” said Margaret, “thats very true. But we are educated people, and have lived amongst educated people. Is there anything so wonderful, in our being asked out to dinner by a man who owns himself inferior to my father by coming to him to be instructed? I dont mean to blame Mr. Thornton. Few drapersassistants, as he was once, could have made themselves what he is.”

24But can yogive dinners back, in yore small house? Thornton’s house is three times as big.”

25Well, I think we could manage to give Mr. Thornton a dinner back, as you call it. Perhaps not in such a large room, nor with so many people. But I dont think weve thought about it at all in that way.”

26I never thought yod be dining with Thorntons,” repeated Bessy. Why, the mayor hissel’ dines there; and the members of Parliament and all.”

27I think, I could support the honour of meeting the mayor of Milton.”

28But them ladies dress so grand!” said Bessy, with an anxious look at Margarets print gown, which her Milton eyes appraised at sevenpence a yard.

29Margarets face dimpled up into a merry laugh. Thank you, Bessy, for thinking so kindly about my looking nice among all the smart people. But Ive plenty of grand gowns,—a week ago, I should have said they were far too grand for anything I should ever want here. But as Im to dine at Mr. Thornton’s, and perhaps to meet the mayor, I shall put on my very best gown, you may be sure.”

30What win yowear?” asked Bessy, somewhat relieved.

31White silk,” said Margaret. A gown I had for a cousins wedding, a year ago.”

32Thatll do!” said Bessy, falling back in her chair. I should be loth to have yolooked down upon.”

33Oh! Ill be fine enough, if that will save me from being looked down upon in Milton.”

34I wish I could see you dressed up,” said Bessy. I reckon, yore not what folk would capretty; yove not red and white enough for that. But dun yoknow, I hadreamt of yo’, long afore ever I seed yo’.”

35Nonsense, Bessy!”

36Ay, but I did. Yor very face,—looking wiyor clear steadfast eyes out othdarkness, wiyor hair blown off from yor brow, and going out like rays round yor forehead, which was just as smooth and straight as it is now,—and yoalways came to give me strength, which I seemed to gather out oyor deep comforting eyes,—and yowas drest in shining raimentjust as yor going to be drest. So, yosee, it was yo’!”

37Nay, Bessy,” said Margaret, gently, “it was but a dream.”

38And why might na I dream a dream in my affliction as well as others? Did not many a one ithe Bible? Ay, and see visions too! Why, even my father thinks a deal odreams! I tell yoagain, I saw yoas plainly, coming swiftly towards me, wiyor hair blown back withe very swiftness othe motion, just like the way it grows, a little standing off like; and the white shining dress on yove getten to wear. Let me come and see yoin it. I want to see yoand touch yoas in very deed yowere in my dream.”

39My dear Bessy, it is quite a fancy of yours.”

40Fancy or no fancy,—yove come, as I knew yowould, when I saw yor movement in my dream,—and when yore here about me, I reckon I feel easier in my mind, and comforted, just as a fire comforts one on a dree day. Yosaid it were on thtwenty-first; please God, Ill come and see yo’.”

41Oh Bessy! you may come and welcome; but dont talk soit really makes me sorry. It does indeed.”

42Then Ill keep it to mysel’, if I bite my tongue out. Not but what its true for all that.”

43Margaret was silent. At last she said, “Let us talk about it sometimes, if you think it true. But not now. Tell me, has your father turned out?”

44Ay!” said Bessy heavilyin a manner very different from that she had spoken in but a minute or two before. He and many another,—all Hampers men,—and many a one besides. Thwomen are as bad as thmen, in their savageness, this time. Food is high,—and they mun have food for their childer, I reckon. Suppose Thorntons sentem their dinner out,—thsame money, spent on potatoes and meal, would keep many a crying baby quiet, and hush up its mothers heart for a bit!”

45Dont speak so!” said Margaret. Youll make me feel wicked and guilty in going to this dinner.”

46No!” said Bessy. Somes pre-elected to sumptuous feasts, and purple and fine linen,—may be yore one onem. Others toil and moil all their lives longand the very dogs are not pitiful in our days, as they were in the days of Lazarus. But if yoask me to cool yore tongue withtip of my finger, Ill come across the great gulf to yojust for ththought owhat yove been to me here.”

47Bessy; youre very feverish! I can tell it in the touch of your hand, as well us in what youre saying. It wont be division enough, in that awful day, that some of us have been beggars here, and some of us have been rich,—we shall not be judged by that poor accident, but by our faithful following of Christ.”

48Margaret got up, and found some water; and soaking her pocket-handkerchief in it, she laid the cool wetness on Bessys forehead, and began to chafe the stone-cold feet. Bessy shut her eyes, and allowed herself to be soothed. At last she said,

49Yod habeen deaved out oyor five wits, as well as me, if yod had one body after another coming in to ask for father, and staying to tell me each one their tale. Some spoke odeadly hatred, and made my blood run cold withe terrible things they said othmasters,—but more, being women, kept plaining, plaining (withe tears running down their cheeks, and never wiped away, nor heeded), of the price omeat, and how their childer could na sleep at nights for thhunger.”

50And do they think the strike will mend this?” asked Margaret.

51They say so,” replied Bessy. They do say trade has been good for long, and the masters has made no end omoney; how much father doesn’t know, but, in course, thUnion does; and, as it is natural, they wanted their share othprofits, now that food is getting dear; and thUnion says theyll not be doing their duty if they dont make thmasters giveem their share. But masters has getten thupper hand somehow; and Im feared theyll keep it now and evermore. Its like thgreat battle oArmageddon, the way they keep on, grinning and fighting at each other, till even while they fight, they are picked off into the pit.”

52Just then, Nicholas Higgins came in. He caught his daughters last words.

53Ay! and Ill fight on too; and Ill got it this time. Itll not take long for to makeem give in, for theyve getten a pretty lot of orders, all under contract; and theyll soon find out theyd better give us our five per cent. than lose the profit theyll gain; let alone the fine for not fulfilling the contract. Aha my masters! I know wholl win.”

54Margaret fancied from his manner that he must have been drinking, not so much from what he said, as from the excited way in which he spoke; and she was rather confirmed in this idea by the evident anxiety Bessie showed to hasten her departure. Bessy said to her,—

55The twenty-firstthats Thursday week. I may come and see yodressed for Thornton’s, I reckon. What time is yor dinner?”

56Before Margaret could answer, Higgins broke out,—

57“Thornton’s! Artgoing to dine at Thornton’s? Ask him to give yoa bumper to the success of his orders. By thtwenty-first, I reckon, hell be pottered in his brains how to getem done in time. Tell him, theres seven hundredll come marching into Marlborough Mills, the morning after he gives the five per cent., and will help him through his contract in no time. Youll haveem all there. My master, Hamper. Hes one othoud-fashioned sort. Neer meets a man bout an oath or a curse; I should think he were going to die if he spoke me civil; but arter all, his barks waur than his bite, and yomay tell him one ohis turn-outs said so, if yolike. Eh! but yoll have a lot of prize mill-owners at Thornton’s! I should like to get speech othem, when theyre a bit inclined to sit still after dinner, and could na run for the life onem. Id tellem my mind. Id speak up again thhard way theyre driving on us!”

58Good-bye!” said Margaret, hastily. Good-bye, Bessy! I shall look to see you on the twenty-first, if youre well enough.”

59The medicines and treatment which Dr. Donaldson had ordered for Mrs. Hale, did her so much good at first that not only she herself, but Margaret, began to hope that he might have been mistaken, and that she could recover permanently. As for Mr. Hale, although he had never had an idea of the serious nature of their apprehensions, he triumphed over their fears with an evident relief, which proved how much his glimpse into the nature of them had affected him. Only Dixon croaked for ever into Margarets ear. However, Margaret defied the raven, and would hope.

60They needed this gleam of brightness in-doors, for out-of-doors, even to their uninstructed eyes, there was a gloomy brooding appearance of discontent. Mr. Hale had his own acquaintances among the working men, and was depressed with their earnestly-told tales of suffering and long-endurance. They would have scorned to speak of what they had to bear to any one who might, from his position, have understood it without their words. But here was this man, from a distant county, who was perplexed by the workings of a system into the midst of which he was thrown, and each was eager to make him a judge, and to bring witness of his own causes for irritation. Then Mr. Hale brought all his budget of grievances, and laid it before Mr. Thornton, for him, with his experience as a master, to arrange them, and explain their origin; which he always did, on sound economical principles; showing that, as trade was conducted, there must always be a waxing and waning of commercial prosperity; and that in the waning a certain number of masters, as well as of men, must go down into ruin, and be no more seen among the ranks of the happy and prosperous. He spoke as if this consequence were so entirely logical, that neither employers nor employed had any right to complain if it became their fate: the employer to turn aside from the race he could no longer run, with a bitter sense of incompetency and failurewounded in the struggletrampled down by his fellows in their haste to get richslighted where he was once honouredhumbly asking for, instead of bestowing, employment with a lordly hand. Of course, speaking so of the fate that, as a master, might be his own in the fluctuations of commerce, he was not likely to have more sympathy with that of the workmen, who were passed by in the swift merciless improvement or alteration; who would fain lie down and quietly die out of the world that needed them not, but felt as they could never rest in their graves for the clinging cries of the beloved and helpless they would leave behind; who envied the power of the wild bird, that can feed her young with her very hearts blood. Margarets whole soul rose up against him while he reasoned in this wayas if commerce were everything and humanity nothing. She could hardly thank him for the individual kindness, which brought him that very evening to offer herfor the delicacy which made him understand that he must offer her privatelyevery convenience for illness that his own wealth or his mothers foresight had caused them to accumulate in their household, and which, as he learnt from Dr. Donaldson, Mrs. Hale might possibly require. His presence, after the way he had spokenhis bringing before her the doom, which she was vainly trying to persuade herself might yet be averted from her motherall conspired to set Margarets teeth on edge, as she looked at him, and listened to him. What business had he to be the only person, except Dr. Donaldson and Dixon, admitted to the awful secret, which she held shut up in the most dark and sacred recess of her heartnot daring to look at it, unless she invoked heavenly strength to bear the sightthat, some day soon, she should cry aloud for her mother, and no answer would come out of the blank, dumb darkness? Yet he knew all. She saw it in his pitying eyes. She heard it in his grave and tremulous voice. How reconcile those eyes, that voice, with the hard, reasoning, dry, merciless way in which he laid down axioms of trade, and serenely followed them out to their full consequences? The discord jarred upon her inexpressibly. The more because of the gathering woe of which she heard from Bessy. To be sure, Nicholas Higgins, the father, spoke differently. He had been appointed a committee-man, and said that he knew secrets of which the exoteric knew nothing. He said this more expressly and particularly, on the very day before Mrs. Thornton’s dinner-party. When Margaret, going in to speak to Bessy, found him arguing the point with Boucher, the neighbour of whom she had frequently heard mention, as by turns exciting Higgins’s compassion, as an unskilful workman with a large family depending upon him for support, and at other times enraging his more energetic and sanguine neighbour by his want of what the latter called spirit. It was very evident that Higgins was in a passion when Margaret entered. Boucher stood, with both hands on the rather high mantelpiece, swaying himself a little on the support which his arms, thus placed, gave him, and looking wildly into the fire, with a kind of despair that irritated Higgins, even while it went to his heart. Bessy was rocking herself violently backwards and forwards, as was her wont (Margaret knew by this time) when she was agitated. Her sister Mary was tying on her bonnet (in great clumsy bows, as suited her great clumsy fingers), to go to her fustian-cutting, blubbering out loud the while, and evidently longing to be away from a scene that distressed her.

61Margaret came in upon this scene. She stood for a moment at the doorthen, her finger on her lips, she stole to a seat on the squab near Bessy. Nicholas saw her come in, and greeted her with a gruff, but not unfriendly nod. Mary hurried out of the house, catching gladly at the open door, and crying aloud when she got away from her fathers presence. It was only John Boucher that took no notice whatever who came in and who went out.

62Its no use, Higgins. Hoo cannot live long athisn. Hoo’s just sinking awaynot for want omeat hersel’—but because hoo cannot stand thsight othe little ones clemming. Ay, clemming! Five shilling a week may do well enough for thee, wibut two mouths to fill, and one onem a wench who can well earn her own meat. But its clemming to us. AnI tell thee plainif hoo dies, as Im ’feard hoo will afore weve getten thfive per cent., Ill fling the money back ithmasters face, and say, ‘Be domned to yo’; be domned to thwhole cruel world oyo’; that could na leave me thbest wife that ever bore childer to a man. Anlook thee lad, Ill hate thee, and thwhole pack othUnion. Ay, anchase yothrough heaven wimy hatred,—I will, lad! I will,—if yore leading me astray ithis matter. Thou saidst, Nicholas, on Wednesday sennight—and its now Tuesday ithsecond weekthat afore a fortnight wed hathe masters coming a-begging to us to take back our work, at our own wageand times nearly up,—and theres our lile Jack lying a-bed, too weak to cry, but just every now and then sobbing up his heart for want ofood,—our lile Jack, I tell thee, lad! Hoo’s never looked up sinhe were born, and hoo loves him as if he were her very life,—as he is,—for I reckon hell hacost me that precious price,—our lile Jack, who wakened me each morn wiputting his sweet little lips to my great rough fou’ face, a-seeking a smooth place to kiss,—anhe lies clemming.” Here the deep sobs choked the poor man and Nicholas looked up, with eyes brimful of tears, to Margaret, before he could gain courage to speak.

63“Hou’d up, man. Thy lile Jack shall na’ clem. I hagotten brass, and well go buy the chap a sup omilk ana good four-pounder this very minute. Whats mines thine, sure enough, ithoust iwant. Only, dunnot lose heart, man!” continued he, as he fumbled in a tea-pot for what money he had. I lay yo my heart and soul well win for athis: its but bearing on one more week, and yojust see thway thmastersll come round, praying on us to come back to our mills. Anthe Unionthats to say, Iwill take care yove enough for th’ childer and thmissus. So dunnot turn faint-heart, and go to thtyrants a-seeking work.”

64The man turned round at these words,—turned round a face so white, and gaunt, and tear-furrowed, and hopeless, that its very calm forced Margaret to weep.

65Yoknow well, that a worser tyrant than eer thmasters were says, ‘Clem to death, and seeem a’ clem to death, ere yodare go again thUnion.’ Yoknow it well, Nicholas, for ayore one on em. Yomay be kind hearts, each separate; but once banded together, yove no more pity for a man than a wild hunger-maddened wolf.”

66Nicholas had his hand on the lock of the doorhe stopped and turned round on Boucher, close following:

67So help me God! man aliveif I think not Im doing best for thee, and for all on us. If Im going wrong when I think Im going right, its their sin, who haleft me where I am, in my ignorance. I hathought till my brains ached,—Beli’ me, John, I have. AnI say again, theres no help for us but having faith ithUnion. Theyll win the day, see if they dunnot!”

68Not one word had Margaret or Bessy spoken. They had hardly uttered the sighing, that the eyes of each called to the other to bring up from the depths of her heart. At last Bessy said,

69I never thought to hear father call on God again. But yoheard him say, ‘So help me God!’”

70Yes!” said Margaret. Let me bring you what money I can spare,—let me bring you a little food for that poor mans children. Dont let them know it comes from any one but your father. It will be but little.”

71Bessy lay back without taking any notice of what Margaret said. She did not cryshe only quivered up her breath.

72My hearts drained dry otears,” she said. “Boucher’s been in these days past, a telling me of his fears and his troubles. Hes but a weak kind of chap, I know, but hes a man for athat; and thoIve been angry, many a time afore now, wihim anhis wife, as knew no more nor him how to manage, yet yosee, all folks isn’t wise, yet God letsem liveay, angivesem some one to love, and be loved by, just as good as Solomon. Anif sorrow comes to them they love, it hurtsem as sore as eer it did Solomon. I cant make it out. Perhaps its as well such a one as Boucher has thUnion to see after him. But Id just like for to see thmen as make thUnion, and putem one by one face to face wi’ Boucher. I reckon, if they heard him, thed tell him (if I cotched ’em one by one), he might go back and get what he could for his work, even if it weren’t so much as they ordered.”

73Margaret sat utterly silent. How was she ever to go away into comfort and forget that mans voice, with the tone of unutterable agony, telling more by far than his words of what he had to suffer? She took out her purse; she had not much in it of what she could call her own, but what she had she put into Bessys hands without speaking.

74Thank yo’. Theres many onem gets no more, and is not so bad off,—leastways does not show it as he does. But father wont letem want, now he knows. Yosee, Boucher’s been pulled down wihis childer,—and her being so cranky, and athey could pawn has gone this last twelvemonth. Yore not to think wed ha’ letten ’em clem, for all were a bit pressed oursel’; if neighbours doesn’t see after neighbours, I dunno who will.” Bessy seemed almost afraid lest Margaret should think they had not the will, and, to a certain degree, the power of helping one whom she evidently regarded as having a claim upon them. Besides,” she went on, “father is sure and positive the masters must give in within these next few days,—that they canna hould on much longer. But I thank yoall the same,—I thank yofor mysel’, as much as for Boucher, for it jus makes my heart warm to yomore and more.”

75Bessy seemed much quieter to-day, but fearfully languid and exhausted. As she finished speaking, she looked so faint and weary that Margaret became alarmed.

76Its nout,” said Bessy. Its not death yet. I had a fearfu’ night widreamsor somewhat like dreams, for I were wide awakeand Im all in a swounding daze to-day,—only yon poor chap made me alive again. No! its not death yet, but death is not far off. Ay. Cover me up, and Ill may be sleep, if thcough will let me. Good nightgood afternoon, m’appen I should saybut thlight is dim anmisty to-day.”