1How are you going yourself, Jack?” I asked him.

2You seen this, Walcott?” he says.

3Just in the gym.”

4Well,” Jack says, “Im going to need a lot of luck with that boy.”

5He cant hit you, Jack,” Soldier said.

6I wish to hell he couldn’t.”

7He couldn’t hit you with a handful of bird-shot.”

8Bird-shotd be all right,” Jack says. I wouldn’t mind bird-shot any.”

9He looks easy to hit,” I said.

10Sure,” Jack says, “he ain’t going to last long. He ain’t going to last like you and me, Jerry. But right now hes got everything.”

11Youll left-hand him to death.”

12Maybe,” Jack says. Sure. I got a chance to.”

13Handle him like you handled Kid Lewis.”

14Kid Lewis,” Jack said. That kike!”

15The three of us, Jack Brennan, Soldier Bartlett, and I were in Handley’s. There were a couple of broads sitting at the next table to us. They had been drinking.

16What do you mean, kike?” one of the broads says. What do you mean, kike, you big Irish bum?”

17Sure,” Jack says. Thats it.”

18Kikes,” this broad goes on. Theyre always talking about kikes, these big Irishmen. What do you mean, kikes?”

19Come on. Lets get out of here.”

20Kikes,” this broad goes on. Whoever saw you ever buy a drink? Your wife sews your pockets up every morning. These Irishmen and their kikes! Ted Lewis could lick you too.”

21Sure,” Jack says. And you give away a lot of things free too, dont you?”

22We went out. That was Jack. He could say what he wanted to when he wanted to say it.

23Jack started training out at Danny Hogan’s health-farm over in Jersey. It was nice out there but Jack didn’t like it much. He didn’t like being away from his wife and the kids, and he was sore and grouchy most of the time. He liked me and we got along fine together; and he liked Hogan, but after a while Soldier Bartlett commenced to get on his nerves. A kidder gets to be an awful thing around a camp if his stuff goes sort of sour. Soldier was always kidding Jack, just sort of kidding him all the time. It wasn’t very funny and it wasn’t very good, and it began to get to Jack. It was sort of stuff like this. Jack would finish up with the weights and the bag and pull on the gloves.

24You want to work?” hed say to Soldier.

25Sure. How you want me to work?” Soldier would ask. Want me to treat you rough like Walcott? Want me to knock you down a few times?”

26Thats it,” Jack would say. He didn’t like it any, though.

27One morning we were all out on the road. Wed been out quite a way and now we were coming back. Wed go along fast for three minutes and then walk a minute, and then go fast for three minutes again. Jack wasn’t ever what you would call a sprinter. Hed move around fast enough in the ring if he had to, but he wasn’t any too fast on the road. All the time we were walking Soldier was kidding him. We came up the hill to the farmhouse.

28Well,” says Jack, “you better go back to town, Soldier.”

29What do you mean?”

30You better go back to town and stay there.”

31Whats the matter?”

32Im sick of hearing you talk.”

33Yes?” says Soldier.

34Yes,” says Jack.

35Youll be a damn sight sicker when Walcott gets through with you.”

36Sure,” says Jack, “maybe I will. But I know Im sick of you.”

37So Soldier went off on the train to town that same morning. I went down with him to the train. He was good and sore.

38I was just kidding him,” he said. We were waiting on the platform. He cant pull that stuff with me, Jerry.”

39Hes nervous and crabby,” I said. Hes a good fellow, Soldier.”

40The hell he is. The hell hes ever been a good fellow.”

41Well,” I said, “so long, Soldier.”

42The train had come in. He climbed up with his bag.

43So long, Jerry,” he says. You be in town before the fight?”

44I dont think so.”

45See you then.”

46He went in and the conductor swung up and the train went out. I rode back to the farm in the cart. Jack was on the porch writing a letter to his wife. The mail had come and I got the papers and went over on the other side of the porch and sat down to read. Hogan came out the door and walked over to me.

47Did he have a jam with Soldier?”

48Not a jam,” I said. He just told him to go back to town.”

49I could see it coming,” Hogan said. He never liked Soldier much.”

50No. He dont like many people.”

51Hes a pretty cold one,” Hogan said.

52Well, hes always been fine to me.”

53Me too,” Hogan said. I got no kick on him. Hes a cold one, though.”

54Hogan went in through the screen door and I sat there on the porch and read the papers. It was just starting to get fall weather and its nice country there in Jersey, up in the hills, and after I read the paper through I sat there and looked out at the country and the road down below against the woods with cars going along it, lifting the dust up. It was fine weather and pretty nice-looking country. Hogan came to the door and I said, “Say, Hogan, havent you got anything to shoot out here?”

55No,” Hogan said. Only sparrows.”

56Seen the paper?” I said to Hogan.

57Whats in it?”

58“Sande booted three of them in yesterday.”

59I got that on the telephone last night.”

60You follow them pretty close, Hogan?” I asked.

61Oh, I keep in touch with them,” Hogan said.

62How about Jack?” I says. Does he still play them?”

63Him?” said Hogan. Can you see him doing it?”

64Just then Jack came around the corner with the letter in his hand. Hes wearing a sweater and an old pair of pants and boxing shoes.

65Got a stamp, Hogan?” he asks.

66Give me the letter,” Hogan said. Ill mail it for you.”

67Say, Jack,” I said, “didn’t you used to play the ponies?”

68Sure.”

69I knew you did. I knew I used to see you out at Sheepshead.”

70What did you lay off them for?” Hogan asked.

71Lost money.”

72Jack sat down on the porch by me. He leaned back against a post. He shut his eyes in the sun.

73Want a chair?” Hogan asked.

74No,” said Jack. This is fine.”

75Its a nice day,” I said. Its pretty nice out in the country.”

76Id a damn sight rather be in town with the wife.”

77Well, you only got another week.”

78Yes,” Jack says. Thats so.”

79We sat there on the porch. Hogan was inside at the office.

80What do you think about the shape Im in?” Jack asked me.

81Well, you cant tell,” I said. You got a week to get around into form.”

82Dont stall me.”

83Well,” I said, “youre not right.”

84Im not sleeping,” Jack said.

85Youll be all right in a couple of days.”

86No,” says Jack, “I got the insomnia.”

87Whats on your mind?”

88I miss the wife.”

89Have her come out.”

90No. Im too old for that.”

91Well take a long walk before you turn in and get you good and tired.”

92Tired!” Jack says. Im tired all the time.”

93He was that way all week. He wouldn’t sleep at night and hed get up in the morning feeling that way, you know, when you cant shut your hands.

94Hes stale as poorhouse cake,” Hogan said. Hes nothing.”

95I never seen Walcott,” I said.

96Hell kill him,” said Hogan. Hell tear him in two.”

97Well,” I said, “everybodys got to get it sometime.”

98Not like this, though,” Hogan said. Theyll think he never trained. It gives the farm a black eye.”

99You hear what the reporters said about him?”

100“Didn’t I! They said he was awful. They said they oughtn’t to let him fight.”

101Well,” I said, “theyre always wrong, ain’t they?”

102Yes,” said Hogan. But this time theyre right.”

103What the hell do they know about whether a mans right or not?”

104Well,” said Hogan, “theyre not such fools.”

105All they did was pick Willard at Toledo. This Lardner, hes so wise now, ask him about when he picked Willard at Toledo.”

106Aw, he wasn’t out,” Hogan said. He only writes the big fights.”

107I dont care who they are,” I said. What the hell do they know? They can write maybe, but what the hell do they know?”

108You dont think Jacks in any shape, do you?” Hogan asked.

109No. Hes through. All he needs is to have Corbett pick him to win for it to be all over.”

110Well, Corbett’ll pick him,” Hogan says.

111Sure. Hell pick him.”

112That night Jack didn’t sleep any either. The next morning was the last day before the fight. After breakfast we were out on the porch again.

113What do you think about, Jack, when you cant sleep?” I said.

114Oh, I worry,” Jack says. I worry about property I got up in the Bronx, I worry about property I got in Florida. I worry about the kids. I worry about the wife. Sometimes I think about fights. I think about that kike Ted Lewis and I get sore. I got some stocks and I worry about them. What the hell dont I think about?”

115Well,” I said, “to-morrow night itll all be over.”

116Sure,” said Jack. That always helps a lot, dont it? That just fixes everything all up, I suppose. Sure.”

117He was sore all day. We didn’t do any work. Jack just moved around a little to loosen up. He shadow-boxed a few rounds. He didn’t even look good doing that. He skipped the rope a little while. He couldn’t sweat.

118Hed be better not to do any work at all,” Hogan said. We were standing watching him skip rope. Dont he ever sweat at all any more?”

119He cant sweat.”

120Do you suppose hes got the con? He never had any trouble making weight, did he?”

121No, he hasn’t got any con. He just hasn’t got anything inside any more.”

122He ought to sweat,” said Hogan.

123Jack came over, skipping the rope. He was skipping up and down in front of us, forward and back, crossing his arms every third time.

124Well,” he says. What are you buzzards talking about?”

125I dont think you ought to work any more,” Hogan says. Youll be stale.”

126“Wouldn’t that be awful?” Jack says and skips away down the floor, slapping the rope hard.

127That afternoon John Collins showed up out at the farm. Jack was up in his room. John, came out in a car from town. He had a couple of friends with him. The car stopped and they all got out.

128Wheres Jack?” John asked me.

129Up in his room, lying down.”

130Lying down?”

131Yes,” I said.

132How is he?”

133I looked at the two fellows that were with John.

134Theyre friends of his,” John said.

135Hes pretty bad,” I said.

136Whats the matter with him?”

137He dont sleep.”

138Hell,” said John. That Irishman could never sleep.”

139He isn’t right,” I said.

140Hell,” John said. Hes never right. Ive had him for ten years and hes never been right yet.”

141The fellows who were with him laughed.

142I want you to shake hands with Mr. Morgan and Mr. Steinfelt,” John said. This is Mr. Doyle. Hes been training Jack.”

143Glad to meet you,” I said.

144Lets go up and see the boy,” the fellow called Morgan said.

145Lets have a look at him,” Steinfelt said.

146We all went upstairs.

147Wheres Hogan?” John asked.

148Hes out in the barn with a couple of his customers,” I said.

149He got many people out here now?” John asked.

150Just two.”

151Pretty quiet, ain’t it?” Morgan said.

152Yes,” I said. Its pretty quiet.”

153We were outside Jacks room. John knocked on the door. There wasn’t any answer.

154Maybe hes asleep,” I said.

155What the hells he sleeping in the daytime for?”

156John turned the handle and we all went in. Jack was lying asleep on the bed. He was face down and his face was in the pillow. Both his arms were around the pillow.

157Hey, Jack!” John said to him.

158Jacks head moved a little on the pillow. “Jack!” John says, leaning over him. Jack just dug a little deeper in the pillow. John touched him on the shoulder. Jack sat up and looked at us. He hadn’t shaved and he was wearing an old sweater.

159Christ! Why cant you let me sleep?” he says to John.

160Dont be sore,” John says. I didn’t mean to wake you up.”

161Oh no,” Jack says. Of course not.”

162You know Morgan and Steinfelt,” John said.

163Glad to see you,” Jack says.

164How do you feel, Jack,” Morgan asks him.

165Fine,” Jack says. How the hell would I feel?”

166You look fine,” Steinfelt says.

167Yes, dont I,” says Jack. Say,” he says to John. Youre my manager. You get a big enough cut. Why the hell dont you come out here when the reporters was out! You want Jerry and me to talk to them?”

168I had Lew fighting in Philadelphia,” John said.

169What the hells that to me?” Jack says. Youre my manager. You get a big enough cut, dont you? You aren’t making me any money in Philadelphia, are you? Why the hell aren’t you out here when I ought to have you?”

170“Hogan was here.”

171“Hogan,” Jack says. “Hogan’s as dumb as I am.”

172Soldier Bathlett was out here wukking with you for a while, wasn’t he?” Steinfelt said to change the subject.

173Yes, he was out here,” Jack says. He was out here all right.”

174Say, Jerry,” John said to me. Would you go and find Hogan and tell him we want to see him in about half an hour?”

175Sure,” I said.

176Why the hell cant he stick around?” Jack says. Stick around, Jerry.”

177Morgan and Steinfelt looked at each other.

178Quiet down, Jack,” John said to him.

179I better go find Hogan,” I said.

180All right, if you want to go,” Jack says. None of these guys are going to send you away, though.”

181Ill go find Hogan,” I said.

182Hogan was out in the gym in the barn. He had a couple of his health-farm patients with the gloves on. They neither one wanted to hit the other, for fear the other would come back and hit him.

183Thatll do,” Hogan said when he saw me come in. You can stop the slaughter. You gentlemen take a shower and Bruce will rub you down.”

184They climbed out through the ropes and Hogan came over to me.

185John Collins is out with a couple of friends to see Jack,” I said.

186I saw them come up in the car.”

187Who are the two fellows with John?”

188Theyre what you call wise boys,” Hogan said. Dont you know them two?”

189No,” I said.

190Thats Happy Steinfelt and Lew Morgan. They got a pool-room.”

191I been away a long time,” I said.

192Sure,” said Hogan. That Happy Steinfelt’s a big operator.”

193Ive heard his name,” I said.

194Hes a pretty smooth boy,” Hogan said. Theyre a couple of sharpshooters.”

195Well,” I said. They want to see us in half an hour.”

196You mean they dont want to see us until a half an hour?”

197Thats it.”

198Come on in the office,” Hogan said. To hell with those sharpshooters.”

199After about thirty minutes or so Hogan and I went upstairs. We knocked on Jacks door. They were talking inside the room.

200Wait a minute,” somebody said.

201To hell with that stuff,” Hogan said. When you want to see me Im down in the office.”

202We heard the door unlock. Steinfelt opened it.

203Come on in, Hogan,” he says. Were all going to have a drink.”

204Well,” says Hogan. Thats something.”

205We went in. Jack was sitting on the bed. John and Morgan were sitting on a couple of chairs. Steinfelt was standing up.

206Youre a pretty mysterious lot of boys,” Hogan said.

207Hello, Danny,” John says.

208Hello, Danny,” Morgan says and shakes hands.

209Jack doesn’t say anything. He just sits there on the bed. He ain’t with the others. Hes all by himself. He was wearing an old blue jersey and pants and had on boxing shoes. He needed a shave. Steinfelt and Morgan were dressers. John was quite a dresser too. Jack sat there looking Irish and tough.

210Steinfelt brought out a bottle and Hogan brought in some glasses and everybody had a drink. Jack and I took one and the rest of them went on and had two or three each.

211Better save some for your ride back,” Hogan said.

212Dont you worry. We got plenty,” Morgan said.

213Jack hadn’t drunk anything since the one drink. He was standing up and looking at them. Morgan was sitting on the bed where Jack had sat.

214Have a drink, Jack,” John said and handed him the glass and the bottle.

215No,” Jack said, “I never liked to go to these wakes.”

216They all laughed. Jack didn’t laugh.

217They were all feeling pretty good when they left. Jack stood on the porch when they got into the car. They waved to him.

218So long,” Jack said.

219We had supper. Jack didn’t say anything all during the meal except, “Will you pass me this?” orWill you pass me that?” The two health-farm patients ate at the same table with us. They were pretty nice fellows. After we finished eating we went out on the porch. It was dark early.

220Like to take a walk, Jerry?” Jack asked.

221Sure,” I said.

222We put on our coats and started out. It was quite a way down to the main road and then we walked along the main road about a mile and a half. Cars kept going by and we would pull out to the side until they were past. Jack didn’t say anything. After we had stepped out into the bushes to let a big car go by Jack said, “To hell with this walking. Come on back to Hogan’s.”

223We went along a side road that cut up over the hill and cut across the fields back to Hogan’s. We could see the lights of the house up on the hill. We came around to the front of the house and there standing in the doorway was Hogan.

224Have a good walk?” Hogan asked.

225Oh, fine,” Jack said. Listen, Hogan. Have you got any liquor?”

226Sure,” says Hogan. Whats the idea?”

227Send it up to the room,” Jack says. Im going to sleep to-night.”

228Youre the doctor,” Hogan says.

229Come on up to the room, Jerry,” Jack says.

230Upstairs Jack sat on the bed with his head in his hands.

231“Ain’t it a life?” Jack says.

232Hogan brought in a quart of liquor and two glasses.

233Want some ginger-ale?”

234What do you think I want to do, get sick?”

235I just asked you,” said Hogan.

236Have a drink?” said Jack.

237No, thanks,” said Hogan. He went out.

238How about you, Jerry?”

239Ill have one with you,” I said.

240Jack poured out a couple of drinks. Now,” he said, “I want to take it slow and easy.”

241Put some water in it,” I said.

242Yes,” Jack said. I guess thats better.”

243We had a couple of drinks without saying anything. Jack started to pour me another.

244No,” I said, “thats all I want.”

245All right,” Jack said. He poured himself out another big shot and put water in it. He was lighting up a little.

246That was a fine bunch out here this afternoon,” he said. They dont take any chances, those two.”

247Then a little later, “Well,” he says, “theyre right. What the hells the good in taking chances?”

248Dont you want another, Jerry?” he said. Come on, drink along with me.”

249I dont need it, Jack,” I said. I feel all right.”

250Just have one more,” Jack said. It was softening him up.

251All right,” I said.

252Jack poured one for me and another big one for himself.

253You know,” he said, “I like liquor pretty well. If I hadn’t been boxing I would have drunk quite a lot.”

254Sure,” I said.

255You know,” he said, “I missed a lot, boxing.”

256You made plenty of money.”

257Sure, thats what Im after. You know I miss a lot, Jerry.”

258How do you mean?”

259Well,” he says, “like about the wife. And being away from home so much. It dont do my girls any good. ‘Whose your old man?’ some of those society kidsll say to them. ‘My old mans Jack Brennan.’ That dont do them any good.”

260Hell,” I said, “all that makes a difference is if they got dough.”

261Well,” says Jack, “I got the dough for them all right.”

262He poured out another drink. The bottle was about empty.

263Put some water in it,” I said. Jack poured in some water.

264You know,” he says, “you ain’t got any idea how I miss the wife.”

265Sure.”

266You ain’t got any idea. You cant have an idea what its like.”

267It ought to be better out in the country than in town.”

268With me now,” Jack said, “it dont make any difference where I am. You cant have an idea what its like.”

269Have another drink.”

270Am I getting soused? Do I talk funny?”

271Youre coming on all right.”

272You cant have an idea what its like. They ain’t anybody can have an idea what its like.”

273Except the wife,” I said.

274She knows,” Jack said. She knows all right. She knows. You bet she knows.”

275Put some water in that,” I said.

276Jerry,” says Jack, “you cant have an idea what it gets to be like.”

277He was good and drunk. He was looking at me steady. His eyes were sort of too steady.

278Youll sleep all right,” I said.

279Listen, Jerry,” Jack says. You want to make some money? Get some money down on Walcott.”

280Yes?”

281Listen, Jerry,” Jack put down the glass. Im not drunk now, see? You know what Im betting on him? Fifty grand.”

282Thats a lot of dough.”

283Fifty grand,” Jack says, “at two to one. Ill get twenty-five thousand bucks. Get some money on him, Jerry.”

284It sounds good,” I said.

285How can I beat him?” Jack says. It ain’t crooked. How can I beat him? Why not make money on it?”

286Put some water in that,” I said.

287Im through after this fight,” Jack says. Im through with it. I got to take a beating. Why shouldn’t I make money on it?”

288Sure.”

289I ain’t slept for a week,” Jack says. All night I lay awake and worry my can off. I cant sleep, Jerry. You ain’t got an idea what its like when you cant sleep.”

290Sure.”

291I cant sleep. Thats all. I just cant sleep. Whats the use of taking care of yourself all these years when you cant sleep?”

292Its bad.”

293You ain’t got an idea what its like, Jerry, when you cant sleep.”

294Put some water in that,” I said.

295Well, about eleven oclock Jack passes out and I put him to bed. Finally hes so he cant keep from sleeping. I helped him get his clothes off and got him into bed.

296Youll sleep all right, Jack,” I said.

297Sure,” Jack says, “Ill sleep now.”

298Good-night, Jack,” I said.

299Good-night, Jerry,” Jack says. Youre the only friend I got.”

300Oh, hell,” I said.

301Youre the only friend I got,” Jack says, “the only friend I got.”

302Go to sleep,” I said.

303Ill sleep,” Jack says.

304Downstairs Hogan was sitting at the desk in the office reading the papers. He looked up. Well, you get your boy friend to sleep?” he asks.

305Hes off.”

306Its better for him than not sleeping,” Hogan said.

307Sure.”

308Youd have a hell of a time explaining that to these sport writers though,” Hogan said.

309Well, Im going to bed myself,” I said.

310Good-night,” said Hogan.

311In the morning I came downstairs about eight oclock and got some breakfast. Hogan had his two customers out in the barn doing exercises. I went out and watched them.

312One! Two! Three! Four!” Hogan was counting for them. Hello, Jerry,” he said. Is Jack up yet?”

313No. Hes still sleeping.”

314I went back to my room and packed up to go in to town. About nine-thirty I heard Jack getting up in the next room. When I heard him go downstairs I went down after him. Jack was sitting at the breakfast table. Hogan had come in and was standing beside the table.

315How do you feel, Jack?” I asked him.

316Not so bad.”

317Sleep well?” Hogan asked.

318I slept all right,” Jack said. I got a thick tongue but I ain’t got a head.”

319Good,” said Hogan. That was good liquor.”

320Put it on the bill,” Jack says.

321What time you want to go into town?” Hogan asked.

322Before lunch,” Jack says. The eleven oclock train.”

323Sit down, Jerry,” Jack said. Hogan went out.

324I sat down at the table. Jack was eating a grape-fruit. When hed find a seed hed spit it out in the spoon and dump it on the plate.

325I guess I was pretty stewed last night,” he started.

326You drank some liquor.”

327I guess I said a lot of fool things.”

328You weren’t bad.”

329Wheres Hogan?” he asked. He was through with the grape-fruit.

330Hes out in front in the office.”

331What did I say about betting on the fight?” Jack asked. He was holding the spoon and sort of poking at the grape-fruit with it.

332The girl came in with some ham and eggs and took away the grape-fruit.

333Bring me another glass of milk,” Jack said to her. She went out.

334You said you had fifty grand on Walcott,” I said.

335Thats right,” Jack said.

336Thats a lot of money.”

337I dont feel too good about it,” Jack said.

338Something might happen.”

339No,” Jack said. He wants the title bad. Theyll be shooting with him all right.”

340You cant ever tell.”

341No. He wants the title. Its worth a lot of money to him.”

342Fifty grand is a lot of money,” I said.

343Its business,” said Jack. I cant win. You know I cant win anyway.”

344As long as youre in there you got a chance.”

345No,” Jack says. Im all through. Its just business.”

346How do you feel?”

347Pretty good,” Jack said. The sleep was what I needed.”

348You might go good.”

349Ill give them a good show,” Jack said.

350After breakfast Jack called up his wife on the long-distance. He was inside the booth telephoning.

351Thats the first time hes called her up since hes out here,” Hogan said.

352He writes her every day.”

353Sure,” Hogan says, “a letter only costs two cents.”

354Hogan said good-by to us and Bruce, the nigger rubber, drove us down to the train in the cart.

355Good-by, Mr. Brennan,” Bruce said at the train, “I sure hope you knock his can off.”

356So long,” Jack said. He gave Bruce two dollars. Bruce had worked on him a lot. He looked kind of disappointed. Jack saw me looking at Bruce holding the two dollars.

357Its all in the bill,” he said. “Hogan charged me for the rubbing.”

358On the train going into town Jack didn’t talk. He sat in the corner of the seat with his ticket in his hat-band and looked out of the window. Once he turned and spoke to me.

359I told the wife Id take a room at the Shelby to-night,” he said. Its just around the corner from the Garden. I can go up to the house to-morrow morning.”

360Thats a good idea,” I said. Your wife ever see you fight, Jack?”

361No,” Jack says. She never seen me fight.”

362I thought he must be figuring on taking an awful beating if he doesn’t want to go home afterward. In town we took a taxi up to the Shelby. A boy came out and took our bags and we went in to the desk.

363How much are the rooms?” Jack asked.

364We only have double rooms,” the clerk says. I can give you a nice double room for ten dollars.”

365Thats too steep.”

366I can give you a double room for seven dollars.”

367With a bath?”

368Certainly.”

369You might as well bunk with me, Jerry,” Jack says.

370Oh,” I said, “Ill sleep down at my brother-in-laws.”

371I dont mean for you to pay it,” Jack says. I just want to get my moneys worth.”

372Will you register, please?” the clerk says. He looked at the names. Number 238, Mister Brennan.”

373We went up in the elevator. It was a nice big room with two beds and a door opening into a bath-room.

374This is pretty good,” Jack says.

375The boy who brought us up pulled up the curtains and brought in our bags. Jack didn’t make any move, so I gave the boy a quarter. We washed up and Jack said we better go out and get something to eat.

376We ate a lunch at Jimmey Handley’s place. Quite a lot of the boys were there. When we were about half through eating, John came in and sat down with us. Jack didn’t talk much.

377How are you on the weight, Jack?” John asked him. Jack was putting away a pretty good lunch.

378I could make it with my clothes on,” Jack said. He never had to worry about taking off weight. He was a natural welter-weight and hed never gotten fat. Hed lost weight out at Hogan’s.

379Well, thats one thing you never had to worry about,” John said.

380Thats one thing,” Jack says.

381We went around to the garden to weigh in after lunch. The match was made at a hundred forty-seven pounds at three oclock. Jack stepped on the scales with a towel around him. The bar didn’t move. Walcott had just weighed and was standing with a lot of people around him.

382Lets see what you weigh, Jack,” Freedman, Walcott’s manager said.

383All right, weigh him then,” Jack jerked his head toward Walcott.

384Drop the towel,” Freedman said.

385What do you make it?” Jack asked the fellows who were weighing.

386One hundred and forty-three pounds,” the fat man who was weighing said.

387Youre down fine, Jack,” Freedman says.

388Weigh him,” Jack says.

389Walcott came over. He was a blond with wide shoulders and arms like a heavyweight. He didn’t have much legs. Jack stood about half a head taller than he did.

390Hello, Jack,” he said. His face was plenty marked up.

391Hello,” said Jack. How you feel?”

392Good,” Walcott says. He dropped the towel from around his waist and stood on the scales. He had the widest shoulders and back you ever saw.

393One hundred and forty-six pounds and twelve ounces.”

394Walcott stepped off and grinned at Jack.

395Well,” John says to him, “Jacks spotting you about four pounds.”

396More than that when I come in, kid,” Walcott says. Im going to go and eat now.”

397We went back and Jack got dressed. Hes a pretty tough-looking boy,” Jack says to me.

398He looks as though hed been hit plenty of times.”

399Oh, yes,” Jack says. He ain’t hard to hit.”

400Where are you going?” John asked when Jack was dressed.

401Back to the hotel,” Jack says. You looked after everything?”

402Yes,” John says. Its all looked after.”

403Im going to lie down a while,” Jack says.

404Ill come around for you about a quarter to seven and well go and eat.”

405All right.”

406Up at the hotel Jack took off his shoes and his coat and lay down for a while. I wrote a letter. I looked over a couple of times and Jack wasn’t sleeping. He was lying perfectly still but every once in a while his eyes would open. Finally he sits up.

407Want to play some cribbage, Jerry?” he says.

408Sure,” I said.

409He went over to his suitcase and got out the cards and the cribbage board. We played cribbage and he won three dollars off me. John knocked at the door and came in.

410Want to play some cribbage, John?” Jack asked him.

411John put his kelly down on the table. It was all wet. His coat was wet too.

412Is it raining?” Jack asks.

413Its pouring,” John says. The taxi I had, got tied up in the traffic and I got out and walked.”

414Come on, play some cribbage,” Jack says.

415You ought to go and eat.”

416No,” says Jack. I dont want to eat yet.”

417So they played cribbage for about half an hour and Jack won a dollar and a half off him.

418Well, I suppose we got to go eat,” Jack says. He went to the window and looked out.

419Is it still raining?”

420Yes.”

421Lets eat in the hotel,” John says.

422All right,” Jack says, “Ill play you once more to see who pays for the meal.”

423After a little while Jack gets up and says, “You buy the meal, John,” and we went downstairs and ate in the big dining-room.

424After we ate we went upstairs and Jack played cribbage with John again and won two dollars and a half off him. Jack was feeling pretty good. John had a bag with him with all his stuff in it. Jack took off his shirt and collar and put on a jersey and a sweater, so he wouldn’t catch cold when he came out, and put his ring clothes and his bathrobe in a bag.

425You all ready?” John asks him. Ill call up and have them get a taxi.”

426Pretty soon the telephone rang and they said the taxi was waiting.

427We rode down in the elevator and went out through the lobby, and got in a taxi and rode around to the Garden. It was raining hard but there was a lot of people outside on the streets. The Garden was sold out. As we came in on our way to the dressing-room I saw how full it was. It looked like half a mile down to the ring. It was all dark. Just the lights over the ring.

428Its a good thing, with this rain, they didn’t try and pull this fight in the ball park,” John said.

429They got a good crowd,” Jack says.

430This is a fight that would draw a lot more than the Garden could hold.”

431You cant tell about the weather,” Jack says.

432John came to the door of the dressing-room and poked his head in. Jack was sitting there with his bathrobe on, he had his arms folded and was looking at the floor. John had a couple of handlers with him. They looked over his shoulder. Jack looked up.

433Is he in?” he asked.

434Hes just gone down,” John said.

435We started down. Walcott was just getting into the ring. The crowd gave him a big hand. He climbed through between the ropes and put his two fists together and smiled, and shook them at the crowd, first at one side of the ring, then at the other, and then sat down. Jack got a good hand coming down through the crowd. Jack is Irish and the Irish always get a pretty good hand. An Irishman dont draw in New York like a Jew or an Italian but they always get a good hand. Jack climbed up and bent down to go through the ropes and Walcott came over from his corner and pushed the rope down for Jack to go through. The crowd thought that was wonderful. Walcott put his hand on Jacks shoulder and they stood there just for a second.

436So youre going to be one of these popular champions,” Jack says to him. Take your goddam hand off my shoulder.”

437Be yourself,” Walcott says.

438This is all great for the crowd. How gentlemanly the boys are before the fight! How they wish each other luck!

439Solly Freedman came over to our corner while Jack is bandaging his hands and John is over in Walcott’s corner. Jack puts his thumb through the slit in the bandage and then wrapped his hand nice and smooth. I taped it around the wrist and twice across the knuckles.

440Hey,” Freedman says. Where do you get all that tape?”

441Feel of it,” Jack says. Its soft, ain’t it? Dont be a hick.”

442Freedman stands there all the time while Jack bandages the other hand, and one of the boys thats going to handle him brings the gloves and I pull them on and work them around.

443Say, Freedman,” Jack asks, “what nationality is this Walcott?”

444I dont know,” Solly says. Hes some sort of a Dane.”

445Hes a Bohemian,” the lad who brought the gloves said.

446The referee called them out to the centre of the ring and Jack walks out. Walcott comes out smiling. They met and the referee put his arm on each of their shoulders.

447Hello, popularity,” Jack says to Walcott.

448Be yourself.”

449What do you call yourself ‘Walcott’ for?” Jack says. “Didn’t you know he was a nigger?”

450Listen—” says the referee, and he gives them the same old line. Once Walcott interrupts him. He grabs Jacks arm and says, “Can I hit when hes got me like this?”

451Keep your hands off me,” Jack says. There ain’t no moving-pictures of this.”

452They went back to their corners. I lifted the bathrobe off Jack and he leaned on the ropes and flexed his knees a couple of times and scuffed his shoes in the rosin. The gong rang and Jack turned quick and went out. Walcott came toward him and they touched gloves and as soon as Walcott dropped his hands Jack jumped his left into his face twice. There wasn’t anybody ever boxed better than Jack. Walcott was after him, going forward all the time with his chin on his chest. Hes a hooker and he carries his hands pretty low. All he knows is to get in there and sock. But every time he gets in there close, Jack has the left hand in his face. Its just as though its automatic. Jack just raises the left hand up and its in Walcott’s face. Three or four times Jack brings the right over but Walcott gets it on the shoulder or high up on the head. Hes just like all these hookers. The only thing hes afraid of is another one of the same kind. Hes covered everywhere you can hurt him. He dont care about a left-hand in his face.

453After about four rounds Jack has him bleeding bad and his face all cut up, but every time Walcott’s got in close hes socked so hard hes got two big red patches on both sides just below Jacks ribs. Every time he gets in close, Jack ties him up, then gets one hand loose and uppercuts him, but when Walcott gets his hands loose he socks Jack in the body so they can hear it outside in the street. Hes a socker.

454It goes along like that for three rounds more. They dont talk any. Theyre working all the time. We worked over Jack plenty too, in between the rounds. He dont look good at all but he never does much work in the ring. He dont move around much and that left-hand is just automatic. Its just like it was connected with Walcott’s face and Jack just had to wish it in every time. Jack is always calm in close and he doesn’t waste any juice. He knows everything about working in close too and hes getting away with a lot of stuff. While they were in our corner I watched him tie Walcott up, get his right hand loose, turn it and come up with an uppercut that got Walcott’s nose with the heel of the glove. Walcott was bleeding bad and leaned his nose on Jacks shoulder so as to give Jack some of it too, and Jack sort of lifted his shoulder sharp and caught him against the nose, and then brought down the right hand and did the same thing again.

455Walcott was sore as hell. By the time theyd gone five rounds he hated Jacks guts. Jack wasn’t sore; that is, he wasn’t any sorer than he always was. He certainly did used to make the fellows he fought hate boxing. That was why he hated Kid Lewis so. He never got the Kids goat. Kid Lewis always had about three new dirty things Jack couldn’t do. Jack was as safe as a church all the time he was in there, as long as he was strong. He certainly was treating Walcott rough. The funny thing was it looked as though Jack was an open classic boxer. That was because he had all that stuff too.

456After the seventh round Jack says, “My lefts getting heavy.”

457From then he started to take a beating. It didn’t show at first. But instead of him running the fight it was Walcott was running it, instead of being safe all the time now he was in trouble. He couldn’t keep him out with the left hand now. It looked as though it was the same as ever, only now instead of Walcott’s punches just missing him they were just hitting him. He took an awful beating in the body.

458Whats the round?” Jack asked.

459The eleventh.”

460I cant stay,” Jack says. My legs are going bad.”

461Walcott had been just hitting him for a long time. It was like a baseball catcher pulls the ball and takes some of the shock off. From now on Walcott commenced to land solid. He certainly was a socking-machine. Jack was just trying to block everything now. It didn’t show what an awful beating he was taking. In between the rounds I worked on his legs. The muscles would flutter under my hands all the time I was rubbing them. He was sick as hell.

462Hows it go?” he asked John, turning around, his face all swollen.

463Its his fight.”

464I think I can last,” Jack says. I dont want this bohunk to stop me.”

465It was going just the way he thought it would. He knew he couldn’t beat Walcott. He wasn’t strong any more. He was all right though. His money was all right and now he wanted to finish it off right to please himself. He didn’t want to be knocked out.

466The gong rang and we pushed him out. He went out slow. Walcott came right out after him. Jack put the left in his face and Walcott took it, came in under it and started working on Jacks body. Jack tried to tie him up and it was just like trying to hold on to a buzz-saw. Jack broke away from it and missed with the right. Walcott clipped him with a left-hook and Jack went down. He went down on his hands and knees and looked at us. The referee started counting. Jack was watching us and shaking his head. At eight John motioned to him. You couldn’t hear on account of the crowd. Jack got up. The referee had been holding Walcott back with one arm while he counted.

467When Jack was on his feet Walcott started toward him.

468Watch yourself, Jimmy,” I heard Solly Freedman yell to him.

469Walcott came up to Jack looking at him. Jack stuck the left hand at him. Walcott just shook his head. He backed Jack up against the ropes, measured him and then hooked the left very light to the side of Jacks head and socked the right into the body as hard as he could sock, just as low as he could get it. He must have hit him five inches below the belt. I thought the eyes would come out of Jacks head. They stuck way out. His mouth come open.

470The referee grabbed Walcott. Jack stepped forward. If he went down there went fifty thousand bucks. He walked as though all his insides were going to fall out.

471It wasn’t low,” he said. It was a accident.”

472The crowd were yelling so you couldn’t hear anything.

473Im all right,” Jack says. They were right in front of us. The referee looks at John and then he shakes his head.

474Come on, you polak son-of-a-bitch,” Jack says to Walcott.

475John was hanging onto the ropes. He had the towel ready to chuck in. Jack was standing just a little way out from the ropes. He took a step forward. I saw the sweat come out on his face like somebody had squeezed it and a big drop went down his nose.

476Come on and fight,” Jack says to Walcott.

477The referee looked at John and waved Walcott on.

478Go in there, you slob,” he says.

479Walcott went in. He didn’t know what to do either. He never thought Jack could have stood it. Jack put the left in his face. There was such a hell of a lot of yelling going on. They were right in front of us. Walcott hit him twice. Jacks face was the worst thing I ever saw,—the look on it! He was holding himself and all his body together and it all showed on his face. All the time he was thinking and holding his body in where it was busted.

480Then he started to sock. His face looked awful all the time. He started to sock with his hands low down by his side, swinging at Walcott. Walcott covered up and Jack was swinging wild at Walcott’s head. Then he swung the left and it hit Walcott in the groin and the right hit Walcott right bang where hed hit Jack. Way low below the belt. Walcott went down and grabbed himself there and rolled and twisted around.

481The referee grabbed Jack and pushed him toward his corner. John jumps into the ring. There was all this yelling going on. The referee was talking with the judges and then the announcer got into the ring with the megaphone and says, “Walcott on a foul.”

482The referee is talking to John and he says, “What could I do? Jack wouldn’t take the foul. Then when hes groggy he fouls him.”

483Hed lost it anyway,” John says.

484Jacks sitting on the chair. Ive got his gloves off and hes holding himself in down there with both hands. When hes got something supporting it his face doesn’t look so bad.

485Go over and say youre sorry,” John says into his ear. Itll look good.”

486Jack stands up and the sweat comes out all over his face. I put the bathrobe around him and he holds himself in with one hand under the bathrobe and goes across the ring. Theyve picked Walcott up and theyre working on him. Therere a lot of people in Walcott’s corner. Nobody speaks to Jack. He leans over Walcott.

487Im sorry,” Jack says. I didn’t mean to foul you.”

488Walcott doesn’t say anything. He looks too damned sick.

489Well, youre the champion now,” Jack says to him. I hope you get a hell of a lot of fun out of it.”

490Leave the kid alone,” Solly Freedman says.

491Hello, Solly,” Jack says. Im sorry I fouled your boy.”

492Freedman just looks at him.

493Jack went to his corner walking that funny jerky way and we got him down through the ropes and through the reporterstables and out down the aisle. A lot of people want to slap Jack on the back. He goes out through all that mob in his bathrobe to the dressing-room. Its a popular win for Walcott. Thats the way the money was bet in the Garden.

494Once we got inside the dressing-room Jack lay down and shut his eyes.

495We want to get to the hotel and get a doctor,” John says.

496Im all busted inside,” Jack says.

497Im sorry as hell, Jack,” John says.

498Its all right,” Jack says.

499He lies there with his eyes shut.

500They certainly tried a nice double-cross,” John said.

501Your friends Morgan and Steinfelt,” Jack said. You got nice friends.”

502He lies there, his eyes are open now. His face has still got that awful drawn look.

503Its funny how fast you can think when it means that much money,” Jack says.

504Youre some boy, Jack,” John says.

505No,” Jack says. It was nothing.”