41. The Three Sisters
The House on Mango Street / 芒果街上的小屋1They came with the wind that blows in August, thin
2as a spider web and barely noticed. Three who did not
3seem to be related to anything but the moon. One with
4laughter like tin and one with eyes of a cat and one with
5hands like porcelain. The aunts, the three sisters, las comadres, they said.
6The baby died. Lucy and Rachel's sister. One night a
7dog cried, and the next day a yellow bird flew in through
8an open window. Before the week was over, the baby's fever
9was worse. Then Jesus came and took the baby with him
10far away. That's what their mother said.
11Then the visitors came . . . in and out of the little
12house. It was hard to keep the floors clean. Anybody who
13had ever wondered what color the walls were came and
14came to look at that little thumb of a human in a box like
15candy.
16I had never seen the dead before, not for real, not in
17somebody's living room for people to kiss and bless themselves and light a candle for. Not in a house. It seemed
18strange.
19They must've known, the sisters. They had the power
20and could sense what was what. They said, Come here, and
21gave me a stick of gum. They smelled like Kleenex or the
22inside of a satin handbag, and then I didn't feel afraid.
23What's your name, the cat-eyed one asked.
24Esperanza, I said.
25Esperanza, the old blue-veined one repeated in a high
26thin voice. Esperanza . . . a good good name.
27My knees hurt, the one with the funny laugh complained.
28Tomorrow it will rain.
29Yes, tomorrow, they said.
30How do you know? I asked.
31We know.
32Look at her hands, cat-eyed said.
33And they turned them over and over as if they were
34looking for something.
35She's special.
36Yes, she'll go very far.
37Yes, yes, hmmm.
38Make a wish.
39A wish?
40Yes, make a wish. What do you want?
41Anything? I said.
42Well, why not?
43I closed my eyes.
44Did you wish already?
45Yes, I said.
46Well, that's all there is to it. It'll come true.
47How do you know? I asked.
48We know, we know.
49Esperanza. The one with marble hands called me
50aside. Esperanza. She held my face with her blue-veined
51hands and looked and looked at me. A long silence. When
52you leave you must remember always to come back, she
53said.
54What?
55When you leave you must remember to come back
56for the others. A circle, understand? You will always be Esperanza. You will always be Mango Street. Y ou can't
57erase what you know. You can't forget who you are.
58Then I didn't know what to say. It was as if she could
59read my mind, as if she knew what I had wished for, and I felt ashamed for having made such a selfish wish.
60You must remember to come back. For the ones who
61cannot leave as easily as you. You will remember? She asked
62as if she was telling me. Yes, yes, I said a little confused.
63Good, she said rubbing my hands. Good. That's all. You can go.
64I got up to join Lucy and Rachel who were already
65outside waiting by the door, wondering what I was doing
66talking to three old ladies who smelled like cinnamon. I
67didn't understand everything they had told me. I turned
68around. They smiled and waved in their smoky way.
69Then I didn't see them. Not once, or twice, or ever
70again.