16. PART II. CHAPTER XVI.

Silas Marner / 织工马南

1It was a bright autumn Sunday, sixteen years after Silas Marner had found his new treasure on the hearth. The bells of the old Raveloe church were ringing the cheerful peal which told that the morning service was ended; and out of the arched doorway in the tower came slowly, retarded by friendly greetings and questions, the richer parishioners who had chosen this bright Sunday morning as eligible for church-going. It was the rural fashion of that time for the more important members of the congregation to depart first, while their humbler neighbours waited and looked on, stroking their bent heads or dropping their curtsies to any large ratepayer who turned to notice them.

2Foremost among these advancing groups of well-clad people, there are some whom we shall recognize, in spite of Time, who has laid his hand on them all. The tall blond man of forty is not much changed in feature from the Godfrey Cass of six-and-twenty: he is only fuller in flesh, and has only lost the indefinable look of youtha loss which is marked even when the eye is undulled and the wrinkles are not yet come. Perhaps the pretty woman, not much younger than he, who is leaning on his arm, is more changed than her husband: the lovely bloom that used to be always on her cheek now comes but fitfully, with the fresh morning air or with some strong surprise; yet to all who love human faces best for what they tell of human experience, Nancys beauty has a heightened interest. Often the soul is ripened into fuller goodness while age has spread an ugly film, so that mere glances can never divine the preciousness of the fruit. But the years have not been so cruel to Nancy. The firm yet placid mouth, the clear veracious glance of the brown eyes, speak now of a nature that has been tested and has kept its highest qualities; and even the costume, with its dainty neatness and purity, has more significance now the coquetries of youth can have nothing to do with it.

3Mr. and Mrs. Godfrey Cass (any higher title has died away from Raveloe lips since the old Squire was gathered to his fathers and his inheritance was divided) have turned round to look for the tall aged man and the plainly dressed woman who are a little behindNancy having observed that they must wait forfather and Priscilla”—and now they all turn into a narrower path leading across the churchyard to a small gate opposite the Red House. We will not follow them now; for may there not be some others in this departing congregation whom we should like to see againsome of those who are not likely to be handsomely clad, and whom we may not recognize so easily as the master and mistress of the Red House?

4But it is impossible to mistake Silas Marner. His large brown eyes seem to have gathered a longer vision, as is the way with eyes that have been short-sighted in early life, and they have a less vague, a more answering gaze; but in everything else one sees signs of a frame much enfeebled by the lapse of the sixteen years. The weavers bent shoulders and white hair give him almost the look of advanced age, though he is not more than five-and-fifty; but there is the freshest blossom of youth close by his sidea blonde dimpled girl of eighteen, who has vainly tried to chastise her curly auburn hair into smoothness under her brown bonnet: the hair ripples as obstinately as a brooklet under the March breeze, and the little ringlets burst away from the restraining comb behind and show themselves below the bonnet-crown. Eppie cannot help being rather vexed about her hair, for there is no other girl in Raveloe who has hair at all like it, and she thinks hair ought to be smooth. She does not like to be blameworthy even in small things: you see how neatly her prayer-book is folded in her spotted handkerchief.

5That good-looking young fellow, in a new fustian suit, who walks behind her, is not quite sure upon the question of hair in the abstract, when Eppie puts it to him, and thinks that perhaps straight hair is the best in general, but he doesn’t want Eppie’s hair to be different. She surely divines that there is some one behind her who is thinking about her very particularly, and mustering courage to come to her side as soon as they are out in the lane, else why should she look rather shy, and take care not to turn away her head from her father Silas, to whom she keeps murmuring little sentences as to who was at church and who was not at church, and how pretty the red mountain-ash is over the Rectory wall?

6I wish we had a little garden, father, with double daisies in, like Mrs. Winthrop’s,” said Eppie, when they were out in the lane; “only they say it ’ud take a deal of digging and bringing fresh soiland you couldn’t do that, could you, father? Anyhow, I shouldn’t like you to do it, for it ’ud be too hard work for you.”

7Yes, I could do it, child, if you want a bit ogarden: these long evenings, I could work at taking in a little bit othe waste, just enough for a root or two oflowers for you; and again, ithe morning, I could have a turn withe spade before I sat down to the loom. Why didn’t you tell me before as you wanted a bit ogarden?”

8I can dig it for you, Master Marner,” said the young man in fustian, who was now by Eppie’s side, entering into the conversation without the trouble of formalities. Itll be play to me after Ive done my days work, or any odd bits otime when the works slack. And Ill bring you some soil from Mr. Cass’s gardenhell let me, and willing.”

9Eh, Aaron, my lad, are you there?” said Silas; “I wasn’t aware of you; for when Eppie’s talking othings, I see nothing but what shes a-saying. Well, if you could help me with the digging, we might get her a bit ogarden all the sooner.”

10Then, if you think well and good,” said Aaron, “Ill come to the Stone-pits this afternoon, and well settle what lands to be taken in, and Ill get up an hour earlier ithe morning, and begin on it.”

11But not if you dont promise me not to work at the hard digging, father,” said Eppie. For I shouldn’t hasaid anything about it,” she added, half-bashfully, half-roguishly, “only Mrs. Winthrop said as Aaron ’ud be so good, and—”

12And you might haknown it without mother telling you,” said Aaron. And Master Marner knows too, I hope, as Im able and willing to do a turn owork for him, and he wont do me the unkindness to anyways take it out omy hands.”

13There, now, father, you wont work in it till its all easy,” said Eppie, “and you and me can mark out the beds, and make holes and plant the roots. Itll be a deal livelier at the Stone-pits when weve got some flowers, for I always think the flowers can see us and know what were talking about. And Ill have a bit orosemary, and bergamot, and thyme, because theyre so sweet-smelling; but theres no lavender only in the gentlefolksgardens, I think.”

14Thats no reason why you shouldn’t have some,” said Aaron, “for I can bring you slips of anything; Im forced to cut no end ofem when Im gardening, and throwem away mostly. Theres a big bed olavender at the Red House: the missis is very fond of it.”

15Well,” said Silas, gravely, “so as you dont make free for us, or ask for anything as is worth much at the Red House: for Mr. Cass’s been so good to us, and built us up the new end othe cottage, and given us beds and things, as I couldn’t abide to be imposin’ for garden-stuff or anything else.”

16No, no, theres no imposin,’” said Aaron; “theres never a garden in all the parish but what theres endless waste in it for want osomebody as could use everything up. Its what I think to myself sometimes, as there need nobody run short ovictuals if the land was made the most on, and there was never a morsel but what could find its way to a mouth. It sets one thinking othatgardening does. But I must go back now, else mother ’ull be in trouble as I aren’t there.”

17Bring her with you this afternoon, Aaron,” said Eppie; “I shouldn’t like to fix about the garden, and her not know everything from the firstshould you, father?”

18Aye, bring her if you can, Aaron,” said Silas; “shes sure to have a word to say asll help us to set things on their right end.”

19Aaron turned back up the village, while Silas and Eppie went on up the lonely sheltered lane.

20O daddy!” she began, when they were in privacy, clasping and squeezing Silas’s arm, and skipping round to give him an energetic kiss. My little old daddy! Im so glad. I dont think I shall want anything else when weve got a little garden; and I knew Aaron would dig it for us,” she went on with roguish triumph—“I knew that very well.”

21Youre a deep little puss, you are,” said Silas, with the mild passive happiness of love-crowned age in his face; “but youll make yourself fine and beholden to Aaron.”

22Oh, no, I shan’t,” said Eppie, laughing and frisking; “he likes it.”

23Come, come, let me carry your prayer-book, else youll be dropping it, jumping ithat way.”

24Eppie was now aware that her behaviour was under observation, but it was only the observation of a friendly donkey, browsing with a log fastened to his foota meek donkey, not scornfully critical of human trivialities, but thankful to share in them, if possible, by getting his nose scratched; and Eppie did not fail to gratify him with her usual notice, though it was attended with the inconvenience of his following them, painfully, up to the very door of their home.

25But the sound of a sharp bark inside, as Eppie put the key in the door, modified the donkeys views, and he limped away again without bidding. The sharp bark was the sign of an excited welcome that was awaiting them from a knowing brown terrier, who, after dancing at their legs in a hysterical manner, rushed with a worrying noise at a tortoise-shell kitten under the loom, and then rushed back with a sharp bark again, as much as to say, “I have done my duty by this feeble creature, you perceive”; while the lady-mother of the kitten sat sunning her white bosom in the window, and looked round with a sleepy air of expecting caresses, though she was not going to take any trouble for them.

26The presence of this happy animal life was not the only change which had come over the interior of the stone cottage. There was no bed now in the living-room, and the small space was well filled with decent furniture, all bright and clean enough to satisfy Dolly Winthrop’s eye. The oaken table and three-cornered oaken chair were hardly what was likely to be seen in so poor a cottage: they had come, with the beds and other things, from the Red House; for Mr. Godfrey Cass, as every one said in the village, did very kindly by the weaver; and it was nothing but right a man should be looked on and helped by those who could afford it, when he had brought up an orphan child, and been father and mother to herand had lost his money too, so as he had nothing but what he worked for week by week, and when the weaving was going down toofor there was less and less flax spunand Master Marner was none so young. Nobody was jealous of the weaver, for he was regarded as an exceptional person, whose claims on neighbourly help were not to be matched in Raveloe. Any superstition that remained concerning him had taken an entirely new colour; and Mr. Macey, now a very feeble old man of fourscore and six, never seen except in his chimney-corner or sitting in the sunshine at his door-sill, was of opinion that when a man had done what Silas had done by an orphan child, it was a sign that his money would come to light again, or leastwise that the robber would be made to answer for itfor, as Mr. Macey observed of himself, his faculties were as strong as ever.

27Silas sat down now and watched Eppie with a satisfied gaze as she spread the clean cloth, and set on it the potato-pie, warmed up slowly in a safe Sunday fashion, by being put into a dry pot over a slowly-dying fire, as the best substitute for an oven. For Silas would not consent to have a grate and oven added to his conveniences: he loved the old brick hearth as he had loved his brown potand was it not there when he had found Eppie? The gods of the hearth exist for us still; and let all new faith be tolerant of that fetishism, lest it bruise its own roots.

28Silas ate his dinner more silently than usual, soon laying down his knife and fork, and watching half-abstractedly Eppie’s play with Snap and the cat, by which her own dining was made rather a lengthy business. Yet it was a sight that might well arrest wandering thoughts: Eppie, with the rippling radiance of her hair and the whiteness of her rounded chin and throat set off by the dark-blue cotton gown, laughing merrily as the kitten held on with her four claws to one shoulder, like a design for a jug-handle, while Snap on the right hand and Puss on the other put up their paws towards a morsel which she held out of the reach of bothSnap occasionally desisting in order to remonstrate with the cat by a cogent worrying growl on the greediness and futility of her conduct; till Eppie relented, caressed them both, and divided the morsel between them.

29But at last Eppie, glancing at the clock, checked the play, and said, “O daddy, youre wanting to go into the sunshine to smoke your pipe. But I must clear away first, so as the house may be tidy when godmother comes. Ill make hasteI wont be long.”

30Silas had taken to smoking a pipe daily during the last two years, having been strongly urged to it by the sages of Raveloe, as a practicegood for the fits”; and this advice was sanctioned by Dr. Kimble, on the ground that it was as well to try what could do no harma principle which was made to answer for a great deal of work in that gentlemans medical practice. Silas did not highly enjoy smoking, and often wondered how his neighbours could be so fond of it; but a humble sort of acquiescence in what was held to be good, had become a strong habit of that new self which had been developed in him since he had found Eppie on his hearth: it had been the only clew his bewildered mind could hold by in cherishing this young life that had been sent to him out of the darkness into which his gold had departed. By seeking what was needful for Eppie, by sharing the effect that everything produced on her, he had himself come to appropriate the forms of custom and belief which were the mould of Raveloe life; and as, with reawakening sensibilities, memory also reawakened, he had begun to ponder over the elements of his old faith, and blend them with his new impressions, till he recovered a consciousness of unity between his past and present. The sense of presiding goodness and the human trust which come with all pure peace and joy, had given him a dim impression that there had been some error, some mistake, which had thrown that dark shadow over the days of his best years; and as it grew more and more easy to him to open his mind to Dolly Winthrop, he gradually communicated to her all he could describe of his early life. The communication was necessarily a slow and difficult process, for Silas’s meagre power of explanation was not aided by any readiness of interpretation in Dolly, whose narrow outward experience gave her no key to strange customs, and made every novelty a source of wonder that arrested them at every step of the narrative. It was only by fragments, and at intervals which left Dolly time to revolve what she had heard till it acquired some familiarity for her, that Silas at last arrived at the climax of the sad storythe drawing of lots, and its false testimony concerning him; and this had to be repeated in several interviews, under new questions on her part as to the nature of this plan for detecting the guilty and clearing the innocent.

31And yourn’s the same Bible, youre sure othat, Master Marner—the Bible as you brought wiyou from that countryits the same as what theyve got at church, and what Eppie’s a-learning to read in?”

32Yes,” said Silas, “every bit the same; and theres drawing olots in the Bible, mind you,” he added in a lower tone.

33Oh, dear, dear,” said Dolly in a grieved voice, as if she were hearing an unfavourable report of a sick mans case. She was silent for some minutes; at last she said

34Theres wise folks, happen, as know how it all is; the parson knows, Ill be bound; but it takes big words to tell them things, and such as poor folks cant make much out on. I can never rightly know the meaning owhat I hear at church, only a bit here and there, but I know its good wordsI do. But what lies upo’ your mindits this, Master Marner: as, if Them above had done the right thing by you, Theyd never halet you be turned out for a wicked thief when you was innicent.”

35Ah!” said Silas, who had now come to understand Dollys phraseology, “that was what fell on me like as if it had been red-hot iron; because, you see, there was nobody as cared for me or clave to me above nor below. And him as Id gone out and in wifor ten year and more, since when we was lads and went halvesmine own familiar friend in whom I trusted, had lifted up his heel againme, and worked to ruin me.”

36Eh, but he was a bad unI cant think as theres another such,” said Dolly. But Im o’ercome, Master Marner; Im like as if Id waked and didn’t know whether it was night or morning. I feel somehow as sure as I do when Ive laid something up though I cant justly put my hand on it, as there was a rights in what happened to you, if one could but make it out; and youd no call to lose heart as you did. But well talk on it again; for sometimes things come into my head when Im leeching or poulticing, or such, as I could never think on when I was sitting still.”

37Dolly was too useful a woman not to have many opportunities of illumination of the kind she alluded to, and she was not long before she recurred to the subject.

38Master Marner,” she said, one day that she came to bring home Eppie’s washing, “Ive been sore puzzled for a good bit withat trouble o’ yourn and the drawing olots; and it got twisted back’ards and for’ards, as I didn’t know which end to lay hold on. But it come to me all clear like, that night when I was sitting up wipoor Bessy Fawkes, as is dead and left her children behind, God helpemit come to me as clear as daylight; but whether Ive got hold on it now, or can anyways bring it to my tongues end, that I dont know. For Ive often a deal inside me asll never come out; and for what you talk oyour folks in your old country niver saying prayers by heart nor sayingem out of a book, they must be wonderful cliver; for if I didn’t knowOur Father,’ and little bits ogood words as I can carry out ochurch wime, I might down omy knees every night, but nothing could I say.”

39But you can mostly say something as I can make sense on, Mrs. Winthrop,” said Silas.

40Well, then, Master Marner, it come to me summat like this: I can make nothing othe drawing olots and the answer coming wrong; it ’ud mayhap take the parson to tell that, and he could only tell us ibig words. But what come to me as clear as the daylight, it was when I was troubling over poor Bessy Fawkes, and it allays comes into my head when Im sorry for folks, and feel as I cant do a power to helpem, not if I was to get up ithe middle othe nightit comes into my head as Them above has got a deal tenderer heart nor what Ive gotfor I cant be anyways better nor Them as made me; and if anything looks hard to me, its because theres things I dont know on; and for the matter othat, there may be plenty othings I dont know on, for its little as I knowthat it is. And so, while I was thinking othat, you come into my mind, Master Marner, and it all come pouring in:—if I felt imy inside what was the right and just thing by you, and them as prayed and drawed the lots, all but that wicked un, if theyd hadone the right thing by you if they could, isn’t there Them as was at the making on us, and knows better and has a better will? And thats all as ever I can be sure on, and everything else is a big puzzle to me when I think on it. For there was the fever come and took off them as were full-growed, and left the helpless children; and theres the breaking olimbs; and them as ’ud do right and be sober have to suffer by them as are contrairy—eh, theres trouble ithis world, and theres things as we can niver make out the rights on. And all as weve got to do is to trusten, Master Marner—to do the right thing as fur as we know, and to trusten. For if us as knows so little can see a bit ogood and rights, we may be sure as theres a good and a rights bigger nor what we can knowI feel it imy own inside as it must be so. And if you could but hagone on trustening, Master Marner, you wouldn’t harun away from your fellow-creaturs and been so lone.”

41Ah, but that ’ud habeen hard,” said Silas, in an under-tone; “it ’ud habeen hard to trusten then.”

42And so it would,” said Dolly, almost with compunction; “them things are easier said nor done; and Im partly ashamed otalking.”

43Nay, nay,” said Silas, “youre ithe right, Mrs. Winthrop—youre ithe right. Theres good ithis worldIve a feeling othat now; and it makes a man feel as theres a good more nor he can see, ispite othe trouble and the wickedness. That drawing othe lots is dark; but the child was sent to me: theres dealings with ustheres dealings.”

44This dialogue took place in Eppie’s earlier years, when Silas had to part with her for two hours every day, that she might learn to read at the dame school, after he had vainly tried himself to guide her in that first step to learning. Now that she was grown up, Silas had often been led, in those moments of quiet outpouring which come to people who live together in perfect love, to talk with her too of the past, and how and why he had lived a lonely man until she had been sent to him. For it would have been impossible for him to hide from Eppie that she was not his own child: even if the most delicate reticence on the point could have been expected from Raveloe gossips in her presence, her own questions about her mother could not have been parried, as she grew up, without that complete shrouding of the past which would have made a painful barrier between their minds. So Eppie had long known how her mother had died on the snowy ground, and how she herself had been found on the hearth by father Silas, who had taken her golden curls for his lost guineas brought back to him. The tender and peculiar love with which Silas had reared her in almost inseparable companionship with himself, aided by the seclusion of their dwelling, had preserved her from the lowering influences of the village talk and habits, and had kept her mind in that freshness which is sometimes falsely supposed to be an invariable attribute of rusticity. Perfect love has a breath of poetry which can exalt the relations of the least-instructed human beings; and this breath of poetry had surrounded Eppie from the time when she had followed the bright gleam that beckoned her to Silas’s hearth; so that it is not surprising if, in other things besides her delicate prettiness, she was not quite a common village maiden, but had a touch of refinement and fervour which came from no other teaching than that of tenderly-nurtured unvitiated feeling. She was too childish and simple for her imagination to rove into questions about her unknown father; for a long while it did not even occur to her that she must have had a father; and the first time that the idea of her mother having had a husband presented itself to her, was when Silas showed her the wedding-ring which had been taken from the wasted finger, and had been carefully preserved by him in a little lackered box shaped like a shoe. He delivered this box into Eppie’s charge when she had grown up, and she often opened it to look at the ring: but still she thought hardly at all about the father of whom it was the symbol. Had she not a father very close to her, who loved her better than any real fathers in the village seemed to love their daughters? On the contrary, who her mother was, and how she came to die in that forlornness, were questions that often pressed on Eppie’s mind. Her knowledge of Mrs. Winthrop, who was her nearest friend next to Silas, made her feel that a mother must be very precious; and she had again and again asked Silas to tell her how her mother looked, whom she was like, and how he had found her against the furze bush, led towards it by the little footsteps and the outstretched arms. The furze bush was there still; and this afternoon, when Eppie came out with Silas into the sunshine, it was the first object that arrested her eyes and thoughts.

45Father,” she said, in a tone of gentle gravity, which sometimes came like a sadder, slower cadence across her playfulness, “we shall take the furze bush into the garden; itll come into the corner, and just against it Ill put snowdrops and crocuses, ’cause Aaron says they wont die out, butll always get more and more.”

46Ah, child,” said Silas, always ready to talk when he had his pipe in his hand, apparently enjoying the pauses more than the puffs, “it wouldn’t do to leave out the furze bush; and theres nothing prettier, to my thinking, when its yallow with flowers. But its just come into my head what were to do for a fence—mayhap Aaron can help us to a thought; but a fence we must have, else the donkeys and things ’ull come and trample everything down. And fencings hard to be got at, by what I can make out.”

47Oh, Ill tell you, daddy,” said Eppie, clasping her hands suddenly, after a minutes thought. Theres lots oloose stones about, some ofem not big, and we might layem atop of one another, and make a wall. You and me could carry the smallest, and Aaron ’ud carry the restI know he would.”

48Eh, my precious un,” said Silas, “there isn’t enough stones to go all round; and as for you carrying, why, wiyour little arms you couldn’t carry a stone no bigger than a turnip. Youre dillicate made, my dear,” he added, with a tender intonation—“thats what Mrs. Winthrop says.”

49Oh, Im stronger than you think, daddy,” said Eppie; “and if there wasn’t stones enough to go all round, why theyll go part othe way, and then itll be easier to get sticks and things for the rest. See here, round the big pit, what a many stones!”

50She skipped forward to the pit, meaning to lift one of the stones and exhibit her strength, but she started back in surprise.

51Oh, father, just come and look here,” she exclaimed—“come and see how the waters gone down since yesterday. Why, yesterday the pit was ever so full!”

52Well, to be sure,” said Silas, coming to her side. Why, thats the draining theyve begun on, since harvest, iMr. Osgood’s fields, I reckon. The foreman said to me the other day, when I passed byem, ‘Master Marner,’ he said, ‘I shouldn’t wonder if we lay your bit owaste as dry as a bone.’ It was Mr. Godfrey Cass, he said, had gone into the draining: hed been taking these fields oMr. Osgood.”

53How odd itll seem to have the old pit dried up!” said Eppie, turning away, and stooping to lift rather a large stone. See, daddy, I can carry this quite well,” she said, going along with much energy for a few steps, but presently letting it fall.

54Ah, youre fine and strong, aren’t you?” said Silas, while Eppie shook her aching arms and laughed. Come, come, let us go and sit down on the bank against the stile there, and have no more lifting. You might hurt yourself, child. Youd need have somebody to work for youand my arm isn’t over strong.”

55Silas uttered the last sentence slowly, as if it implied more than met the ear; and Eppie, when they sat down on the bank, nestled close to his side, and, taking hold caressingly of the arm that was not over strong, held it on her lap, while Silas puffed again dutifully at the pipe, which occupied his other arm. An ash in the hedgerow behind made a fretted screen from the sun, and threw happy playful shadows all about them.

56Father,” said Eppie, very gently, after they had been sitting in silence a little while, “if I was to be married, ought I to be married with my mothers ring?”

57Silas gave an almost imperceptible start, though the question fell in with the under-current of thought in his own mind, and then said, in a subdued tone, “Why, Eppie, have you been a-thinking on it?”

58Only this last week, father,” said Eppie, ingenuously, “since Aaron talked to me about it.”

59And what did he say?” said Silas, still in the same subdued way, as if he were anxious lest he should fall into the slightest tone that was not for Eppie’s good.

60He said he should like to be married, because he was a-going in four-and-twenty, and had got a deal of gardening work, now Mr. Motts given up; and he goes twice a-week regular to Mr. Cass’s, and once to Mr. Osgood’s, and theyre going to take him on at the Rectory.”

61And who is it as hes wanting to marry?” said Silas, with rather a sad smile.

62Why, me, to be sure, daddy,” said Eppie, with dimpling laughter, kissing her fathers cheek; “as if hed want to marry anybody else!”

63And you mean to have him, do you?” said Silas.

64Yes, some time,” said Eppie, “I dont know when. Everybodys married some time, Aaron says. But I told him that wasn’t true: for, I said, look at fatherhes never been married.”

65No, child,” said Silas, “your father was a lone man till you was sent to him.”

66But youll never be lone again, father,” said Eppie, tenderly. That was what Aaron said—‘I could never think otaking you away from Master Marner, Eppie.’ And I said, ‘It ’ud be no use if you did, Aaron.’ And he wants us all to live together, so as you needn’t work a bit, father, only whats for your own pleasure; and hed be as good as a son to youthat was what he said.”

67And should you like that, Eppie?” said Silas, looking at her.

68I shouldn’t mind it, father,” said Eppie, quite simply. And I should like things to be so as you needn’t work much. But if it wasn’t for that, Id sooner things didn’t change. Im very happy: I like Aaron to be fond of me, and come and see us often, and behave pretty to youhe always does behave pretty to you, doesn’t he, father?”

69Yes, child, nobody could behave better,” said Silas, emphatically. Hes his mothers lad.”

70But I dont want any change,” said Eppie. I should like to go on a long, long while, just as we are. Only Aaron does want a change; and he made me cry a bitonly a bitbecause he said I didn’t care for him, for if I cared for him I should want us to be married, as he did.”

71Eh, my blessed child,” said Silas, laying down his pipe as if it were useless to pretend to smoke any longer, “youre oer young to be married. Well ask Mrs. Winthrop—well ask Aarons mother what she thinks: if theres a right thing to do, shell come at it. But theres this to be thought on, Eppie: things will change, whether we like it or no; things wont go on for a long while just as they are and no difference. I shall get older and helplesser, and be a burden on you, belike, if I dont go away from you altogether. Not as I mean youd think me a burdenI know you wouldn’tbut it ’ud be hard upon you; and when I look for’ard to that, I like to think as youd have somebody else besides mesomebody young and strong, asll outlast your own life, and take care on you to the end.” Silas paused, and, resting his wrists on his knees, lifted his hands up and down meditatively as he looked on the ground.

72Then, would you like me to be married, father?” said Eppie, with a little trembling in her voice.

73Ill not be the man to say no, Eppie,” said Silas, emphatically; “but well ask your godmother. Shell wish the right thing by you and her son too.”

74There they come, then,” said Eppie. Let us go and meetem. Oh, the pipe! wont you have it lit again, father?” said Eppie, lifting that medicinal appliance from the ground.

75Nay, child,” said Silas, “Ive done enough for to-day. I think, mayhap, a little of it does me more good than so much at once.”