20. CHAPTER XX. FAITH MAKES A FRIEND

Rainbow Valley / 彩虹幽谷

1Next day in school was a hard one for Faith. Mary Vance had told the tale of Adam, and all the scholars, except the Blythes, thought it quite a joke. The girls told Faith, between giggles, that it was too bad, and the boys wrote sardonic notes of condolence to her. Poor Faith went home from school feeling her very soul raw and smarting within her.

2Im going over to Ingleside to have a talk with Mrs. Blythe,” she sobbed. She wont laugh at me, as everybody else does. Ive just got to talk to somebody who understands how bad I feel.”

3She ran down through Rainbow Valley. Enchantment had been at work the night before. A light snow had fallen and the powdered firs were dreaming of a spring to come and a joy to be. The long hill beyond was richly purple with leafless beeches. The rosy light of sunset lay over the world like a pink kiss. Of all the airy, fairy places, full of weird, elfin grace, Rainbow Valley that winter evening was the most beautiful. But all its dreamlike loveliness was lost on poor, sore-hearted little Faith.

4By the brook she came suddenly upon Rosemary West, who was sitting on the old pine tree. She was on her way home from Ingleside, where she had been giving the girls their music lesson. She had been lingering in Rainbow Valley quite a little time, looking across its white beauty and roaming some by-ways of dream. Judging from the expression of her face, her thoughts were pleasant ones. Perhaps the faint, occasional tinkle from the bells on the Tree Lovers brought the little lurking smile to her lips. Or perhaps it was occasioned by the consciousness that John Meredith seldom failed to spend Monday evening in the gray house on the white wind-swept hill.

5Into Rosemarys dreams burst Faith Meredith full of rebellious bitterness. Faith stopped abruptly when she saw Miss West. She did not know her very welljust well enough to speak to when they met. And she did not want to see any one just thenexcept Mrs. Blythe. She knew her eyes and nose were red and swollen and she hated to have a stranger know she had been crying.

6Good evening, Miss West,” she said uncomfortably.

7What is the matter, Faith?” asked Rosemary gently.

8Nothing,” said Faith rather shortly.

9Oh!” Rosemary smiled. You mean nothing that you can tell to outsiders, dont you?”

10Faith looked at Miss West with sudden interest. Here was a person who understood things. And how pretty she was! How golden her hair was under her plumy hat! How pink her cheeks were over her velvet coat! How blue and companionable her eyes were! Faith felt that Miss West could be a lovely friendif only she were a friend instead of a stranger!

11IIm going up to tell Mrs. Blythe,” said Faith. She always understandsshe never laughs at us. I always talk things over with her. It helps.”

12Dear girlie, Im sorry to have to tell you that Mrs. Blythe isn’t home,” said Miss West, sympathetically. She went to Avonlea to-day and isn’t coming back till the last of the week.”

13Faiths lip quivered.

14Then I might as well go home again,” she said miserably.

15I suppose sounless you think you could bring yourself to talk it over with me instead,” said Miss Rosemary gently. It is such a help to talk things over. I know. I dont suppose I can be as good at understanding as Mrs. Blythe—but I promise you that I wont laugh.”

16You wouldn’t laugh outside,” hesitated Faith. But you mightinside.”

17No, I wouldn’t laugh inside, either. Why should I? Something has hurt youit never amuses me to see anybody hurt, no matter what hurts them. If you feel that youd like to tell me what has hurt you Ill be glad to listen. But if you think youd rather notthats all right, too, dear.”

18Faith took another long, earnest look into Miss Wests eyes. They were very seriousthere was no laughter in them, not even far, far back. With a little sigh she sat down on the old pine beside her new friend and told her all about Adam and his cruel fate.

19Rosemary did not laugh or feel like laughing. She understood and sympathizedreally, she was almost as good as Mrs. Blythe—yes, quite as good.

20Mr. Perry is a minister, but he should have been a butcher,” said Faith bitterly. He is so fond of carving things up. He enjoyed cutting poor Adam to pieces. He just sliced into him as if he were any common rooster.”

21Between you and me, Faith, I dont like Mr. Perry very well myself,” said Rosemary, laughing a littlebut at Mr. Perry, not at Adam, as Faith clearly understood. I never did like him. I went to school with himhe was a Glen boy, you knowand he was a most detestable little prig even then. Oh, how we girls used to hate holding his fat, clammy hands in the ring-around games. But we must remember, dear, that he didn’t know that Adam had been a pet of yours. He thought he was just a common rooster. We must be just, even when we are terribly hurt.”

22I suppose so,” admitted Faith. But why does everybody seem to think it funny that I should have loved Adam so much, Miss West? If it had been a horrid old cat nobody would have thought it queer. When Lottie Warrens kitten had its legs cut off by the binder everybody was sorry for her. She cried two days in school and nobody laughed at her, not even Dan Reese. And all her chums went to the kittens funeral and helped her bury itonly they couldn’t bury its poor little paws with it, because they couldn’t find them. It was a horrid thing to have happen, of course, but I dont think it was as dreadful as seeing your pet eaten up. Yet everybody laughs at me.”

23I think it is because the nameroosterseems rather a funny one,” said Rosemary gravely. There is something in it that is comical. Now, ‘chickenis different. It doesn’t sound so funny to talk of loving a chicken.”

24Adam was the dearest little chicken, Miss West. He was just a little golden ball. He would run up to me and peck out of my hand. And he was handsome when he grew up, toowhite as snow, with such a beautiful curving white tail, though Mary Vance said it was too short. He knew his name and always came when I called himhe was a very intelligent rooster. And Aunt Martha had no right to kill him. He was mine. It wasn’t fair, was it, Miss West?”

25No, it wasn’t,” said Rosemary decidedly. Not a bit fair. I remember I had a pet hen when I was a little girl. She was such a pretty little thingall golden brown and speckly. I loved her as much as I ever loved any pet. She was never killedshe died of old age. Mother wouldn’t have her killed because she was my pet.”

26If my mother had been living she wouldn’t have let Adam be killed,” said Faith. For that matter, father wouldn’t have either, if hed been home and known of it. Im sure he wouldn’t, Miss West.”

27Im sure, too,” said Rosemary. There was a little added flush on her face. She looked rather conscious but Faith noticed nothing.

28Was it very wicked of me not to tell Mr. Perry his coat-tails were scorching?” she asked anxiously.

29Oh, terribly wicked,” answered Rosemary, with dancing eyes. But I would have been just as naughty, FaithI wouldn’t have told him they were scorchingand I dont believe I would ever have been a bit sorry for my wickedness, either.”

30“Una thought I should have told him because he was a minister.”

31Dearest, if a minister doesn’t behave as a gentleman we are not bound to respect his coat-tails. I know I would just have loved to see Jimmy Perrys coat-tails burning up. It must have been fun.”

32Both laughed; but Faith ended with a bitter little sigh.

33Well, anyway, Adam is dead and I am never going to love anything again.”

34Dont say that, dear. We miss so much out of life if we dont love. The more we love the richer life iseven if it is only some little furry or feathery pet. Would you like a canary, Faitha little golden bit of a canary? If you would Ill give you one. We have two up home.”

35Oh, I would like that,” cried Faith. I love birds. Onlywould Aunt Marthas cat eat it? Its so tragic to have your pets eaten. I dont think I could endure it a second time.”

36If you hang the cage far enough from the wall I dont think the cat could harm it. Ill tell you just how to take care of it and Ill bring it to Ingleside for you the next time I come down.”

37To herself, Rosemary was thinking,

38It will give every gossip in the Glen something to talk of, but I will not care. I want to comfort this poor little heart.”

39Faith was comforted. Sympathy and understanding were very sweet. She and Miss Rosemary sat on the old pine until the twilight crept softly down over the white valley and the evening star shone over the gray maple grove. Faith told Rosemary all her small history and hopes, her likes and dislikes, the ins and outs of life at the manse, the ups and downs of school society. Finally they parted firm friends.

40Mr. Meredith was, as usual, lost in dreams when supper began that evening, but presently a name pierced his abstraction and brought him back to reality. Faith was telling Una of her meeting with Rosemary.

41She is just lovely, I think,” said Faith. Just as nice as Mrs. Blythe—but different. I felt as if I wanted to hug her. She did hug mesuch a nice, velvety hug. And she called medearest.’ It thriled me. I could tell her anything.”

42So you liked Miss West, Faith?” Mr. Meredith asked, with a rather odd intonation.

43I love her,” cried Faith.

44Ah!” said Mr. Meredith. Ah!”