5. CHAPTER V. THE ADVENT OF MARY VANCE

Rainbow Valley / 彩虹幽谷

1This is just the sort of day you feel as if things might happen,” said Faith, responsive to the lure of crystal air and blue hills. She hugged herself with delight and danced a hornpipe on old Hezekiah Pollock’s bench tombstone, much to the horror of two ancient maidens who happened to be driving past just as Faith hopped on one foot around the stone, waving the other and her arms in the air.

2And that,” groaned one ancient maiden, “is our ministers daughter.”

3What else could you expect of a widowers family?” groaned the other ancient maiden. And then they both shook their heads.

4It was early on Saturday morning and the Merediths were out in the dew-drenched world with a delightful consciousness of the holiday. They had never had anything to do on a holiday. Even Nan and Di Blythe had certain household tasks for Saturday mornings, but the daughters of the manse were free to roam from blushing morn to dewy eve if so it pleased them. It did please Faith, but Una felt a secret, bitter humiliation because they never learned to do anything. The other girls in her class at school could cook and sew and knit; she only was a little ignoramus.

5Jerry suggested that they go exploring; so they went lingeringly through the fir grove, picking up Carl on the way, who was on his knees in the dripping grass studying his darling ants. Beyond the grove they came out in Mr. Taylors pasture field, sprinkled over with the white ghosts of dandelions; in a remote corner was an old tumbledown barn, where Mr. Taylor sometimes stored his surplus hay crop but which was never used for any other purpose. Thither the Meredith children trooped, and prowled about the ground floor for several minutes.

6What was that?” whispered Una suddenly.

7They all listened. There was a faint but distinct rustle in the hayloft above. The Merediths looked at each other.

8Theres something up there,” breathed Faith.

9Im going up to see what it is,” said Jerry resolutely.

10Oh, dont,” begged Una, catching his arm.

11Im going.”

12Well all go, too, then,” said Faith.

13The whole four climbed the shaky ladder, Jerry and Faith quite dauntless, Una pale from fright, and Carl rather absent-mindedly speculating on the possibility of finding a bat up in the loft. He longed to see a bat in daylight.

14When they stepped off the ladder they saw what had made the rustle and the sight struck them dumb for a few moments.

15In a little nest in the hay a girl was curled up, looking as if she had just wakened from sleep. When she saw them she stood up, rather shakily, as it seemed, and in the bright sunlight that streamed through the cobwebbed window behind her, they saw that her thin, sunburned face was very pale under its tan. She had two braids of lank, thick, tow-coloured hair and very odd eyes—“white eyes,” the manse children thought, as she stared at them half defiantly, half piteously. They were really of so pale a blue that they did seem almost white, especially when contrasted with the narrow black ring that circled the iris. She was barefooted and bareheaded, and was clad in a faded, ragged, old plaid dress, much too short and tight for her. As for years, she might have been almost any age, judging from her wizened little face, but her height seemed to be somewhere in the neighbourhood of twelve.

16Who are you?” asked Jerry.

17The girl looked about her as if seeking a way of escape. Then she seemed to give in with a little shiver of despair.

18Im Mary Vance,” she said.

19Whered you come from?” pursued Jerry.

20Mary, instead of replying, suddenly sat, or fell, down on the hay and began to cry. Instantly Faith had flung herself down beside her and put her arm around the thin, shaking shoulders.

21You stop bothering her,” she commanded Jerry. Then she hugged the waif. Dont cry, dear. Just tell us whats the matter. Were friends.”

22Im sosohungry,” wailed Mary. II hain’t had a thing to eat since Thursday morning, ‘cept a little water from the brook out there.”

23The manse children gazed at each other in horror. Faith sprang up.

24You come right up to the manse and get something to eat before you say another word.”

25Mary shrank.

26OhI cant. What will your pa and ma say? Besides, theyd send me back.”

27Weve no mother, and father wont bother about you. Neither will Aunt Martha. Come, I say.” Faith stamped her foot impatiently. Was this queer girl going to insist on starving to death almost at their very door?

28Mary yielded. She was so weak that she could hardly climb down the ladder, but somehow they got her down and over the field and into the manse kitchen. Aunt Martha, muddling through her Saturday cooking, took no notice of her. Faith and Una flew to the pantry and ransacked it for such eatables as it containedsomeditto,” bread, butter, milk and a doubtful pie. Mary Vance attacked the food ravenously and uncritically, while the manse children stood around and watched her. Jerry noticed that she had a pretty mouth and very nice, even, white teeth. Faith decided, with secret horror, that Mary had not one stitch on her except that ragged, faded dress. Una was full of pure pity, Carl of amused wonder, and all of them of curiosity.

29Now come out to the graveyard and tell us about yourself,” ordered Faith, when Marys appetite showed signs of failing her. Mary was now nothing loath. Food had restored her natural vivacity and unloosed her by no means reluctant tongue.

30You wont tell your pa or anybody if I tell you?” she stipulated, when she was enthroned on Mr. Pollock’s tombstone. Opposite her the manse children lined up on another. Here was spice and mystery and adventure. Something had happened.

31No, we wont.”

32Cross your hearts?”

33Cross our hearts.”

34Well, Ive run away. I was living with Mrs. Wiley over-harbour. Do you know Mrs. Wiley?”

35No.”

36Well, you dont want to know her. Shes an awful woman. My, how I hate her! She worked me to death and wouldn’t give me half enough to eat, and she used to larrup memost every day. Look a-here.”

37Mary rolled up her ragged sleeves, and held up her scrawny arms and thin hands, chapped almost to rawness. They were black with bruises. The manse children shivered. Faith flushed crimson with indignation. Una’s blue eyes filled with tears.

38She licked me Wednesday night with a stick,” said Mary, indifferently. It wascause I let the cow kick over a pail of milk. Howd I know the darn old cow was going to kick?”

39A not unpleasant thrill ran over her listeners. They would never dream of using such dubious words, but it was rather titivating to hear someone else use themand a girl, at that. Certainly this Mary Vance was an interesting creature.

40I dont blame you for running away,” said Faith.

41Oh, I didn’t run awaycause she licked me. A licking was all in the days work with me. I was darn well used to it. Nope, Id meant to run away for a weekcause Id found out that Mrs. Wiley was going to rent her farm and go to Lowbridge to live and give me to a cousin of hers up Charlottetown way. I wasn’t going to stand for that. She was a worse sort than Mrs. Wiley even. Mrs. Wiley lent me to her for a month last summer and Id rather live with the devil himself.”

42Sensation number two. But Una looked doubtful.

43So I made up my mind Id beat it. I had seventy cents saved up that Mrs. John Crawford give me in the spring for planting potatoes for her. Mrs. Wiley didn’t know about it. She was away visiting her cousin when I planted them. I thought Id sneak up here to the Glen and buy a ticket to Charlottetown and try to get work there. Im a hustler, let me tell you. There ain’t a lazy bone in my body. So I lit out Thursday morningfore Mrs. Wiley was up and walked to the Glensix miles. And when I got to the station I found Id lost my money. Dunno howdunno where. Anyhow, it was gone. I didn’t know what to do. If I went back to old Lady Wiley shed take the hide off me. So I went and hid in that old barn.”

44And what will you do now?” asked Jerry.

45Dunno. I spose Ill have to go back and take my medicine. Now that Ive got some grub in my stomach I guess I can stand it.”

46But there was fear behind the bravado in Marys eyes. Una suddenly slipped from the one tombstone to the other and put her arm about Mary.

47Dont go back. Just stay here with us.”

48Oh, Mrs. Wiley’ll hunt me up,” said Mary. Its likely shes on my trail before this. I might stay here till she finds me, I spose, if your folks dont mind. I was a darn fool ever to think of skipping out. Shed run a weasel to earth. But I was so misrebul.”

49Marys voice quivered, but she was ashamed of showing her weakness.

50I hain’t had the life of a dog for these four years,” she explained defiantly.

51Youve been four years with Mrs. Wiley?”

52“Yip. She took me out of the asylum over in Hopetown when I was eight.”

53Thats the same place Mrs. Blythe came from,” exclaimed Faith.

54I was two years in the asylum. I was put there when I was six. My ma had hung herself and my pa had cut his throat.”

55Holy cats! Why?” said Jerry.

56Booze,” said Mary laconically.

57And youve no relations?”

58Not a darn one that I know of. Must have had some once, though. I was called after half a dozen of them. My full name is Mary Martha Lucilla Moore Ball Vance. Can you beat that? My grandfather was a rich man. Ill bet he was richer than your grandfather. But pa drunk it all up and ma, she did her part. They used to beat me, too. Laws, Ive been licked so much I kind of like it.”

59Mary tossed her head. She divined that the manse children were pitying her for her many stripes and she did not want pity. She wanted to be envied. She looked gaily about her. Her strange eyes, now that the dullness of famine was removed from them, were brilliant. She would show these youngsters what a personage she was.

60Ive been sick an awful lot,” she said proudly. Theres not many kids could have come through what I have. Ive had scarlet fever and measles and ersipelas and mumps and whooping cough and pewmonia.”

61Were you ever fatally sick?” asked Una.

62I dont know,” said Mary doubtfully.

63Of course she wasn’t,” scoffed Jerry. If youre fatally sick you die.”

64Oh, well, I never died exactly,” said Mary, “but I come blamed near it once. They thought I was dead and they were getting ready to lay me out when I up and come to.”

65What is it like to be half dead?” asked Jerry curiously.

66Like nothing. I didn’t know it for days afterwards. It was when I had the pewmonia. Mrs. Wiley wouldn’t have the doctorsaid she wasn’t going to no such expense for a home girl. Old Aunt Christina MacAllister nursed me with poultices. She brung me round. But sometimes I wish Id just died the other half and done with it. Id been better off.”

67If you went to heaven I spose you would,” said Faith, rather doubtfully.

68Well, what other place is there to go to?” demanded Mary in a puzzled voice.

69Theres hell, you know,” said Una, dropping her voice and hugging Mary to lessen the awfulness of the suggestion.

70Hell? Whats that?”

71Why, its where the devil lives,” said Jerry. Youve heard of himyou spoke about him.”

72Oh, yes, but I didn’t know he lived anywhere. I thought he just roamed round. Mr. Wiley used to mention hell when he was alive. He was always telling folks to go there. I thought it was some place over in New Brunswick where he come from.”

73Hell is an awful place,” said Faith, with the dramatic enjoyment that is born of telling dreadful things. Bad people go there when they die and burn in fire for ever and ever and ever.”

74Who told you that?” demanded Mary incredulously.

75Its in the Bible. And Mr. Isaac Crothers at Maywater told us, too, in Sunday School. He was an elder and a pillar in the church and knew all about it. But you needn’t worry. If youre good youll go to heaven and if youre bad I guess youd rather go to hell.”

76I wouldn’t,” said Mary positively. No matter how bad I was I wouldn’t want to be burned and burned. I know what its like. I picked up a red hot poker once by accident. What must you do to be good?”

77You must go to church and Sunday School and read your Bible and pray every night and give to missions,” said Una.

78It sounds like a large order,” said Mary. Anything else?”

79You must ask God to forgive the sins youve committed.

80But Ive never comcommitted any,” said Mary. Whats a sin any way?”

81Oh, Mary, you must have. Everybody does. Did you never tell a lie?”

82Heaps ofem,” said Mary.

83Thats a dreadful sin,” said Una solemnly.

84Do you mean to tell me,” demanded Mary, “that Id be sent to hell for telling a lie now and then? Why, I had to. Mr. Wiley would have broken every bone in my body one time if I hadn’t told him a lie. Lies have saved me many a whack, I can tell you.”

85Una sighed. Here were too many difficulties for her to solve. She shuddered as she thought of being cruelly whipped. Very likely she would have lied too. She squeezed Marys little calloused hand.

86Is that the only dress youve got?” asked Faith, whose joyous nature refused to dwell on disagreeable subjects.

87I just put on this dress because it was no good,” cried Mary flushing. Mrs. Wiley’d bought my clothes and I wasn’t going to be beholden to her for anything. And Im honest. If I was going to run away I wasn’t going to take what belong to her that was worth anything. When I grow up Im going to have a blue sating dress. Your own clothes dont look so stylish. I thought ministerschildren were always dressed up.”

88It was plain that Mary had a temper and was sensitive on some points. But there was a queer, wild charm about her which captivated them all. She was taken to Rainbow Valley that afternoon and introduced to the Blythes asa friend of ours from over-harbour who is visiting us.” The Blythes accepted her unquestioningly, perhaps because she was fairly respectable now. After dinnerthrough which Aunt Martha had mumbled and Mr. Meredith had been in a state of semi-unconsciousness while brooding his Sunday sermonFaith had prevailed on Mary to put on one of her dresses, as well as certain other articles of clothing. With her hair neatly braided Mary passed muster tolerably well. She was an acceptable playmate, for she knew several new and exciting games, and her conversation lacked not spice. In fact, some of her expressions made Nan and Di look at her rather askance. They were not quite sure what their mother would have thought of her, but they knew quite well what Susan would. However, she was a visitor at the manse, so she must be all right.

89When bedtime came there was the problem of where Mary should sleep.

90We cant put her in the spare room, you know,” said Faith perplexedly to Una.

91I havent got anything in my head,” cried Mary in an injured tone.

92Oh, I didn’t mean that,” protested Faith. The spare room is all torn up. The mice have gnawed a big hole in the feather tick and made a nest in it. We never found it out till Aunt Martha put the Rev. Mr. Fisher from Charlottetown there to sleep last week. He soon found it out. Then father had to give him his bed and sleep on the study lounge. Aunt Martha hasn’t had time to fix the spare room bed up yet, so she says; so nobody can sleep there, no matter how clean their heads are. And our room is so small, and the bed so small you cant sleep with us.”

93I can go back to the hay in the old barn for the night if youll lend me a quilt,” said Mary philosophically. It was kind of chilly last night, but ‘cept for that Ive had worse beds.”

94Oh, no, no, you mustn’t do that,” said Una. Ive thought of a plan, Faith. You know that little trestle bed in the garret room, with the old mattress on it, that the last minister left there? Lets take up the spare room bedclothes and make Mary a bed there. You wont mind sleeping in the garret, will you, Mary? Its just above our room.”

95Any placell do me. Laws, I never had a decent place to sleep in my life. I slept in the loft over the kitchen at Mrs. Wiley’s. The roof leaked rain in the summer and the snow druv in in winter. My bed was a straw tick on the floor. You wont find me a mite huffy about where I sleep.”

96The manse garret was a long, low, shadowy place, with one gable end partitioned off. Here a bed was made up for Mary of the dainty hemstitched sheets and embroidered spread which Cecilia Meredith had once so proudly made for her spare-room, and which still survived Aunt Marthas uncertain washings. The good nights were said and silence fell over the manse. Una was just falling asleep when she heard a sound in the room just above that made her sit up suddenly.

97Listen, FaithMarys crying,” she whispered. Faith replied not, being already asleep. Una slipped out of bed, and made her way in her little white gown down the hall and up the garret stairs. The creaking floor gave ample notice of her coming, and when she reached the corner room all was moonlit silence and the trestle bed showed only a hump in the middle.

98Mary,” whispered Una.

99There was no response.

100Una crept close to the bed and pulled at the spread. Mary, I know you are crying. I heard you. Are you lonesome?”

101Mary suddenly appeared to view but said nothing.

102Let me in beside you. Im cold,” said Una shivering in the chilly air, for the little garret window was open and the keen breath of the north shore at night blew in.

103Mary moved over and Una snuggled down beside her.

104Now you wont be lonesome. We shouldn’t have left you here alone the first night.”

105I wasn’t lonesome,” sniffed Mary.

106What were you crying for then?”

107Oh, I just got to thinking of things when I was here alone. I thought of having to go back to Mrs. Wiley—and of being licked for running awayandandand of going to hell for telling lies. It all worried me something scandalous.”

108Oh, Mary,” said poor Una in distress. I dont believe God will send you to hell for telling lies when you didn’t know it was wrong. He couldn’t. Why, Hes kind and good. Of course, you mustn’t tell any more now that you know its wrong.”

109If I cant tell lies whats to become of me?” said Mary with a sob. You dont understand. You dont know anything about it. Youve got a home and a kind fatherthough it does seem to me that he isn’t moren about half there. But anyway he doesn’t lick you, and you get enough to eat such as it isthough that old aunt of yours doesn’t know anything about cooking. Why, this is the first day I ever remember of feeling ‘sif Id enough to eat. Ive been knocked about all of my life, ‘cept for the two years I was at the asylum. They didn’t lick me there and it wasn’t too bad, though the matron was cross. She always looked ready to bite my head off a nail. But Mrs. Wiley is a holy terror, thats what she is, and Im just scared stiff when I think of going back to her.”

110Perhaps you wont have to. Perhaps well be able to think of a way out. Lets both ask God to keep you from having to go back to Mrs. Wiley. You say your prayers, dont you Mary?”

111Oh, yes, I always go over an old rhymefore I get into bed,” said Mary indifferently. “I never thought of asking for anything in particular though. Nobody in this world ever bothered themselves about me so I didn’t spose God would. He might take more trouble for you, seeing youre a ministers daughter.”

112Hed take every bit as much trouble for you, Mary, Im sure,” said Una. It doesn’t matter whose child you are. You just ask Himand I will, too.”

113All right,” agreed Mary. It wont do any harm if it doesn’t do much good. If you knew Mrs. Wiley as well as I do you wouldn’t think God would want to meddle with her. Anyhow, I wont cry any more about it. This is a big sight bettern last night down in that old barn, with the mice running about. Look at the Four Winds light. Ain’t it pretty?”

114This is the only window we can see it from,” said Una. I love to watch it.”

115Do you? So do I. I could see it from the Wiley loft and it was the only comfort I had. When I was all sore from being licked Id watch it and forget about the places that hurt. Id think of the ships sailing away and away from it and wish I was on one of them sailing far away tooaway from everything. On winter nights when it didn’t shine, I just felt real lonesome. Say, Una, what makes all you folks so kind to me when Im just a stranger?”

116Because its right to be. The bible tells us to be kind to everybody.”

117Does it? Well, I guess most folks dont mind it much then. I never remember of any one being kind to me beforetrues you live I dont. Say, Una, ain’t them shadows on the walls pretty? They look just like a flock of little dancing birds. And say, Una, I like all you folks and them Blythe boys and Di, but I dont like that Nan. Shes a proud one.”

118Oh, no, Mary, she isn’t a bit proud,” said Una eagerly. Not a single bit.”

119Dont tell me. Any one that holds her head like that is proud. I dont like her.”

120We all like her very much.”

121Oh, I spose you like her bettern me?” said Mary jealously. Do you?”

122Why, Maryweve known her for weeks and weve only known you a few hours,” stammered Una.

123So you do like her better then?” said Mary in a rage. All right! Like her all you want to. I dont care. I can get along without you.”

124She flung herself over against the wall of the garret with a slam.

125Oh, Mary,” said Una, pushing a tender arm over Marys uncompromising back, “dont talk like that. I do like you ever so much. And you make me feel so bad.”

126No answer. Presently Una gave a sob. Instantly Mary squirmed around again and engulfed Una in a bears hug.

127Hush up,” she ordered. Dont go crying over what I said. I was as mean as the devil to talk that way. I orter to be skinned aliveand you all so good to me. I should think you would like any one bettern me. I deserve every licking I ever got. Hush, now. If you cry any more Ill go and walk right down to the harbour in this night-dress and drown myself.”

128This terrible threat made Una choke back her sobs. Her tears were wiped away by Mary with the lace frill of the spare-room pillow and forgiver and forgiven cuddled down together again, harmony restored, to watch the shadows of the vine leaves on the moonlit wall until they fell asleep.

129And in the study below Rev. John Meredith walked the floor with rapt face and shining eyes, thinking out his message of the morrow, and knew not that under his own roof there was a little forlorn soul, stumbling in darkness and ignorance, beset by terror and compassed about with difficulties too great for it to grapple in its unequal struggle with a big indifferent world.