34. Chapter XXXIV John Douglas Speaks at Last

Anne of the Island / 女大学生安妮 / 小岛上的安妮

1Anne was not without a feeble hope that something might come of it after all. But nothing did. John Douglas came and took Janet driving, and walked home from prayer-meeting with her, as he had been doing for twenty years, and as he seemed likely to do for twenty years more. The summer waned. Anne taught her school and wrote letters and studied a little. Her walks to and from school were pleasant. She always went by way of the swamp; it was a lovely placea boggy soil, green with the greenest of mossy hillocks; a silvery brook meandered through it and spruces stood erectly, their boughs a-trail with gray-green mosses, their roots overgrown with all sorts of woodland lovelinesses.

2Nevertheless, Anne found life in Valley Road a little monotonous. To be sure, there was one diverting incident.

3She had not seen the lank, tow-headed Samuel of the peppermints since the evening of his call, save for chance meetings on the road. But one warm August night he appeared, and solemnly seated himself on the rustic bench by the porch. He wore his usual working habiliments, consisting of varipatched trousers, a blue jean shirt, out at the elbows, and a ragged straw hat. He was chewing a straw and he kept on chewing it while he looked solemnly at Anne. Anne laid her book aside with a sigh and took up her doily. Conversation with Sam was really out of the question.

4After a long silence Sam suddenly spoke.

5Im leaving over there,” he said abruptly, waving his straw in the direction of the neighboring house.

6Oh, are you?” said Anne politely.

7Yep.”

8And where are you going now?”

9Wall, Ive been thinking some of gitting a place of my own. Theres one thatd suit me over at Millersville. But ef I rents it Ill want a woman.”

10I suppose so,” said Anne vaguely.

11Yep.”

12There was another long silence. Finally Sam removed his straw again and said,

13Will yeh hev me?”

14“Wh—at!” gasped Anne.

15Will yeh hev me?”

16Do you meanMARRY you?” queried poor Anne feebly.

17Yep.”

18Why, Im hardly acquainted with you,” cried Anne indignantly.

19But yehd git acquainted with me after we was married,” said Sam.

20Anne gathered up her poor dignity.

21Certainly I wont marry you,” she said haughtily.

22Wall, yeh might do worse,” expostulated Sam. Im a good worker and Ive got some money in the bank.”

23Dont speak of this to me again. Whatever put such an idea into your head?” said Anne, her sense of humor getting the better of her wrath. It was such an absurd situation.

24Yehre a likely-looking girl and hev a right-smart way ostepping,” said Sam. I dont want no lazy woman. Think it over. I wont change my mind yit awhile. Wall, I must be gitting. Gotter milk the cows.”

25Annes illusions concerning proposals had suffered so much of late years that there were few of them left. So she could laugh wholeheartedly over this one, not feeling any secret sting. She mimicked poor Sam to Janet that night, and both of them laughed immoderately over his plunge into sentiment.

26One afternoon, when Annes sojourn in Valley Road was drawing to a close, Alec Ward came driving down toWaysidein hot haste for Janet.

27They want you at the Douglas place quick,” he said. I really believe old Mrs. Douglas is going to die at last, after pretending to do it for twenty years.”

28Janet ran to get her hat. Anne asked if Mrs. Douglas was worse than usual.

29Shes not half as bad,” said Alec solemnly, “and thats what makes me think its serious. Other times shed be screaming and throwing herself all over the place. This time shes lying still and mum. When Mrs. Douglas is mum she is pretty sick, you bet.”

30You dont like old Mrs. Douglas?” said Anne curiously.

31I like cats as is cats. I dont like cats as is women,” was Alecs cryptic reply.

32Janet came home in the twilight.

33Mrs. Douglas is dead,” she said wearily. She died soon after I got there. She just spoke to me once—‘I suppose youll marry John now?’ she said. It cut me to the heart, Anne. To think Johns own mother thought I wouldn’t marry him because of her! I couldn’t say a word eitherthere were other women there. I was thankful John had gone out.”

34Janet began to cry drearily. But Anne brewed her a hot drink of ginger tea to her comforting. To be sure, Anne discovered later on that she had used white pepper instead of ginger; but Janet never knew the difference.

35The evening after the funeral Janet and Anne were sitting on the front porch steps at sunset. The wind had fallen asleep in the pinelands and lurid sheets of heat-lightning flickered across the northern skies. Janet wore her ugly black dress and looked her very worst, her eyes and nose red from crying. They talked little, for Janet seemed faintly to resent Annes efforts to cheer her up. She plainly preferred to be miserable.

36Suddenly the gate-latch clicked and John Douglas strode into the garden. He walked towards them straight over the geranium bed. Janet stood up. So did Anne. Anne was a tall girl and wore a white dress; but John Douglas did not see her.

37Janet,” he said, “will you marry me?”

38The words burst out as if they had been wanting to be said for twenty years and must be uttered now, before anything else.

39Janets face was so red from crying that it couldn’t turn any redder, so it turned a most unbecoming purple.

40Why didn’t you ask me before?” she said slowly.

41I couldn’t. She made me promise not tomother made me promise not to. Nineteen years ago she took a terrible spell. We thought she couldn’t live through it. She implored me to promise not to ask you to marry me while she was alive. I didn’t want to promise such a thing, even though we all thought she couldn’t live very longthe doctor only gave her six months. But she begged it on her knees, sick and suffering. I had to promise.”

42What had your mother against me?” cried Janet.

43Nothingnothing. She just didn’t want another womanany womanthere while she was living. She said if I didn’t promise shed die right there and Id have killed her. So I promised. And shes held me to that promise ever since, though Ive gone on my knees to her in my turn to beg her to let me off.”

44Why didn’t you tell me this?” asked Janet chokingly. If Id only known! Why didn’t you just tell me?”

45She made me promise I wouldn’t tell a soul,” said John hoarsely. She swore me to it on the Bible; Janet, Id never have done it if Id dreamed it was to be for so long. Janet, youll never know what Ive suffered these nineteen years. I know Ive made you suffer, too, but youll marry me for all, wont you, Janet? Oh, Janet, wont you? Ive come as soon as I could to ask you.”

46At this moment the stupefied Anne came to her senses and realized that she had no business to be there. She slipped away and did not see Janet until the next morning, when the latter told her the rest of the story.

47That cruel, relentless, deceitful old woman!” cried Anne.

48Hushshes dead,” said Janet solemnly. If she wasn’tbut she is. So we mustn’t speak evil of her. But Im happy at last, Anne. And I wouldn’t have minded waiting so long a bit if Id only known why.”

49When are you to be married?”

50Next month. Of course it will be very quiet. I suppose people will talk terrible. Theyll say I made enough haste to snap John up as soon as his poor mother was out of the way. John wanted to let them know the truth but I said, ‘No, John; after all she was your mother, and well keep the secret between us, and not cast any shadow on her memory. I dont mind what people say, now that I know the truth myself. It dont matter a mite. Let it all be buried with the deadsays I to him. So I coaxed him round to agree with me.”

51Youre much more forgiving than I could ever be,” Anne said, rather crossly.

52Youll feel differently about a good many things when you get to be my age,” said Janet tolerantly. Thats one of the things we learn as we grow olderhow to forgive. It comes easier at forty than it did at twenty.”