1PROSPECT POINT,

2August 20th.

3Dear AnnespelledwithanE,” wrote Phil, “I must prop my eyelids open long enough to write you. Ive neglected you shamefully this summer, honey, but all my other correspondents have been neglected, too. I have a huge pile of letters to answer, so I must gird up the loins of my mind and hoe in. Excuse my mixed metaphors. Im fearfully sleepy. Last night Cousin Emily and I were calling at a neighbors. There were several other callers there, and as soon as those unfortunate creatures left, our hostess and her three daughters picked them all to pieces. I knew they would begin on Cousin Emily and me as soon as the door shut behind us. When we came home Mrs. Lilly informed us that the aforesaid neighbors hired boy was supposed to be down with scarlet fever. You can always trust Mrs. Lilly to tell you cheerful things like that. I have a horror of scarlet fever. I couldn’t sleep when I went to bed for thinking of it. I tossed and tumbled about, dreaming fearful dreams when I did snooze for a minute; and at three I wakened up with a high fever, a sore throat, and a raging headache. I knew I had scarlet fever; I got up in a panic and hunted up Cousin Emilysdoctor bookto read up the symptoms. Anne, I had them all. So I went back to bed, and knowing the worst, slept like a top the rest of the night. Though why a top should sleep sounder than anything else I never could understand. But this morning I was quite well, so it couldn’t have been the fever. I suppose if I did catch it last night it couldn’t have developed so soon. I can remember that in daytime, but at three oclock at night I never can be logical.

4I suppose you wonder what Im doing at Prospect Point. Well, I always like to spend a month of summer at the shore, and father insists that I come to his second-cousin Emilysselect boardinghouseat Prospect Point. So a fortnight ago I came as usual. And as usual oldUncle Mark Millerbrought me from the station with his ancient buggy and what he calls hisgenerous purposehorse. He is a nice old man and gave me a handful of pink peppermints. Peppermints always seem to me such a religious sort of candyI suppose because when I was a little girl Grandmother Gordon always gave them to me in church. Once I asked, referring to the smell of peppermints, ‘Is that the odor of sanctity?’ I didn’t like to eat Uncle Marks peppermints because he just fished them loose out of his pocket, and had to pick some rusty nails and other things from among them before he gave them to me. But I wouldn’t hurt his dear old feelings for anything, so I carefully sowed them along the road at intervals. When the last one was gone, Uncle Mark said, a little rebukingly, ‘Ye shouldn’t aet all them candies to onct, Miss Phil. Youll likely have the stummick-ache.’

5Cousin Emily has only five boarders besides myselffour old ladies and one young man. My right-hand neighbor is Mrs. Lilly. She is one of those people who seem to take a gruesome pleasure in detailing all their many aches and pains and sicknesses. You cannot mention any ailment but she says, shaking her head, ‘Ah, I know too well what that is’—and then you get all the details. Jonas declares he once spoke of locomotor ataxia in hearing and she said she knew too well what that was. She suffered from it for ten years and was finally cured by a traveling doctor.

6Who is Jonas? Just wait, Anne Shirley. Youll hear all about Jonas in the proper time and place. He is not to be mixed up with estimable old ladies.

7My left-hand neighbor at the table is Mrs. Phinney. She always speaks with a wailing, dolorous voiceyou are nervously expecting her to burst into tears every moment. She gives you the impression that life to her is indeed a vale of tears, and that a smile, never to speak of a laugh, is a frivolity truly reprehensible. She has a worse opinion of me than Aunt Jamesina, and she doesn’t love me hard to atone for it, as Aunty J. does, either.

8Miss Maria Grimsby sits cati-corner from me. The first day I came I remarked to Miss Maria that it looked a little like rainand Miss Maria laughed. I said the road from the station was very prettyand Miss Maria laughed. I said there seemed to be a few mosquitoes left yetand Miss Maria laughed. I said that Prospect Point was as beautiful as everand Miss Maria laughed. If I were to say to Miss Maria, ‘My father has hanged himself, my mother has taken poison, my brother is in the penitentiary, and I am in the last stages of consumption,’ Miss Maria would laugh. She cant help itshe was born so; but is very sad and awful.

9The fifth old lady is Mrs. Grant. She is a sweet old thing; but she never says anything but good of anybody and so she is a very uninteresting conversationalist.

10And now for Jonas, Anne.

11That first day I came I saw a young man sitting opposite me at the table, smiling at me as if he had known me from my cradle. I knew, for Uncle Mark had told me, that his name was Jonas Blake, that he was a Theological Student from St. Columbia, and that he had taken charge of the Point Prospect Mission Church for the summer.

12He is a very ugly young manreally, the ugliest young man Ive ever seen. He has a big, loose-jointed figure with absurdly long legs. His hair is tow-color and lank, his eyes are green, and his mouth is big, and his earsbut I never think about his ears if I can help it.

13He has a lovely voiceif you shut your eyes he is adorableand he certainly has a beautiful soul and disposition.

14We were good chums right way. Of course he is a graduate of Redmond, and that is a link between us. We fished and boated together; and we walked on the sands by moonlight. He didn’t look so homely by moonlight and oh, he was nice. Niceness fairly exhaled from him. The old ladiesexcept Mrs. Grantdont approve of Jonas, because he laughs and jokesand because he evidently likes the society of frivolous me better than theirs.

15Somehow, Anne, I dont want him to think me frivolous. This is ridiculous. Why should I care what a tow-haired person called Jonas, whom I never saw before thinks of me?

16Last Sunday Jonas preached in the village church. I went, of course, but I couldn’t realize that Jonas was going to preach. The fact that he was a ministeror going to be onepersisted in seeming a huge joke to me.

17Well, Jonas preached. And, by the time he had preached ten minutes, I felt so small and insignificant that I thought I must be invisible to the naked eye. Jonas never said a word about women and he never looked at me. But I realized then and there what a pitiful, frivolous, small-souled little butterfly I was, and how horribly different I must be from Jonas’ ideal woman. She would be grand and strong and noble. He was so earnest and tender and true. He was everything a minister ought to be. I wondered how I could ever have thought him uglybut he really is! with those inspired eyes and that intellectual brow which the roughly-falling hair hid on week days.

18It was a splendid sermon and I could have listened to it forever, and it made me feel utterly wretched. Oh, I wish I was like you, Anne.

19He caught up with me on the road home, and grinned as cheerfully as usual. But his grin could never deceive me again. I had seen the real Jonas. I wondered if he could ever see the real Philwhom nobody, not even you, Anne, has ever seen yet.

20“‘Jonas,’ I saidI forgot to call him Mr. Blake. Wasn’t it dreadful? But there are times when things like that dont matter—‘Jonas, you were born to be a minister. You couldn’t be anything else.

21“‘No, I couldn’t,’ he said soberly. I tried to be something else for a long timeI didn’t want to be a minister. But I came to see at last that it was the work given me to doand God helping me, I shall try to do it.’

22His voice was low and reverent. I thought that he would do his work and do it well and nobly; and happy the woman fitted by nature and training to help him do it. She would be no feather, blown about by every fickle wind of fancy. She would always know what hat to put on. Probably she would have only one. Ministers never have much money. But she wouldn’t mind having one hat or none at all, because she would have Jonas.

23Anne Shirley, dont you dare to say or hint or think that Ive fallen in love with Mr. Blake. Could I care for a lank, poor, ugly theologue—named Jonas? As Uncle Mark says, ‘Its impossible, and whats more its improbable.’

24Good night,

25PHIL.

26P.S. It is impossiblebut I am horribly afraid its true. Im happy and wretched and scared. He can never care for me, I know. Do you think I could ever develop into a passable ministers wife, Anne? And would they expect me to lead in prayer? P G.”