29. XXIX Poetry and Prose

Anne of Avonlea / 少女安妮

1For the next month Anne lived in what, for Avonlea, might be called a whirl of excitement. The preparation of her own modest outfit for Redmond was of secondary importance. Miss Lavendar was getting ready to be married and the stone house was the scene of endless consultations and plannings and discussions, with Charlotta the Fourth hovering on the outskirts of things in agitated delight and wonder. Then the dressmaker came, and there was the rapture and wretchedness of choosing fashions and being fitted. Anne and Diana spent half their time at Echo Lodge and there were nights when Anne could not sleep for wondering whether she had done right in advising Miss Lavendar to select brown rather than navy blue for her traveling dress, and to have her gray silk made princess.

2Everybody concerned in Miss Lavendar’s story was very happy. Paul Irving rushed to Green Gables to talk the news over with Anne as soon as his father had told him.

3I knew I could trust father to pick me out a nice little second mother,” he said proudly. Its a fine thing to have a father you can depend on, teacher. I just love Miss Lavendar. Grandma is pleased, too. She says shes real glad father didn’t pick out an American for his second wife, because, although it turned out all right the first time, such a thing wouldn’t be likely to happen twice. Mrs. Lynde says she thoroughly approves of the match and thinks its likely Miss Lavendar will give up her queer notions and be like other people, now that shes going to be married. But I hope she wont give her queer notions up, teacher, because I like them. And I dont want her to be like other people. There are too many other people around as it is. You know, teacher.”

4Charlotta the Fourth was another radiant person.

5Oh, Miss Shirley, maam, it has all turned out so beautiful. When Mr. Irving and Miss Lavendar come back from their tower Im to go up to Boston and live with them . . . and me only fifteen, and the other girls never went till they were sixteen. Ain’t Mr. Irving splendid? He just worships the ground she treads on and it makes me feel so queer sometimes to see the look in his eyes when hes watching her. It beggars description, Miss Shirley, maam. Im awful thankful theyre so fond of each other. Its the best way, when alls said and done, though some folks can get along without it. Ive got an aunt who has been married three times and says she married the first time for love and the last two times for strictly business, and was happy with all three except at the times of the funerals. But I think she took a resk, Miss Shirley, maam.”

6Oh, its all so romantic,” breathed Anne to Marilla that night. If I hadn’t taken the wrong path that day we went to Mr. Kimball’s Id never have known Miss Lavendar; and if I hadn’t met her Id never have taken Paul there . . . and hed never have written to his father about visiting Miss Lavendar just as Mr. Irving was starting for San Francisco. Mr. Irving says whenever he got that letter he made up his mind to send his partner to San Francisco and come here instead. He hadn’t heard anything of Miss Lavendar for fifteen years. Somebody had told him then that she was to be married and he thought she was and never asked anybody anything about her. And now everything has come right. And I had a hand in bringing it about. Perhaps, as Mrs. Lynde says, everything is foreordained and it was bound to happen anyway. But even so, its nice to think one was an instrument used by predestination. Yes indeed, its very romantic.”

7I cant see that its so terribly romantic at all,” said Marilla rather crisply. Marilla thought Anne was too worked up about it and had plenty to do with getting ready for college withouttraipsingto Echo Lodge two days out of three helping Miss Lavendar. In the first place two young fools quarrel and turn sulky; then Steve Irving goes to the States and after a spell gets married up there and is perfectly happy from all accounts. Then his wife dies and after a decent interval he thinks hell come home and see if his first fancyll have him. Meanwhile, shes been living single, probably because nobody nice enough came along to want her, and they meet and agree to be married after all. Now, where is the romance in all that?”

8Oh, there isn’t any, when you put it that way,” gasped Anne, rather as if somebody had thrown cold water over her. “I suppose thats how it looks in prose. But its very different if you look at it through poetry . . . and I think its nicer . . .” Anne recovered herself and her eyes shone and her cheeks flushed . . . “to look at it through poetry.”

9Marilla glanced at the radiant young face and refrained from further sarcastic comments. Perhaps some realization came to her that after all it was better to have, like Anne, “the vision and the faculty divine” . . . that gift which the world cannot bestow or take away, of looking at life through some transfiguring . . . or revealing? . . . medium, whereby everything seemed apparelled in celestial light, wearing a glory and a freshness not visible to those who, like herself and Charlotta the Fourth, looked at things only through prose.

10Whens the wedding to be?” she asked after a pause.

11The last Wednesday in August. They are to be married in the garden under the honeysuckle trellis . . . the very spot where Mr. Irving proposed to her twenty-five years ago. Marilla, that is romantic, even in prose. Theres to be nobody there except Mrs. Irving and Paul and Gilbert and Diana and I, and Miss Lavendar’s cousins. And they will leave on the six oclock train for a trip to the Pacific coast. When they come back in the fall Paul and Charlotta the Fourth are to go up to Boston to live with them. But Echo Lodge is to be left just as it is. . . only of course theyll sell the hens and cow, and board up the windows . . . and every summer theyre coming down to live in it. Im so glad. It would have hurt me dreadfully next winter at Redmond to think of that dear stone house all stripped and deserted, with empty rooms . . . or far worse still, with other people living in it. But I can think of it now, just as Ive always seen it, waiting happily for the summer to bring life and laughter back to it again.”

12There was more romance in the world than that which had fallen to the share of the middle-aged lovers of the stone house. Anne stumbled suddenly on it one evening when she went over to Orchard Slope by the wood cut and came out into the Barry garden. Diana Barry and Fred Wright were standing together under the big willow. Diana was leaning against the gray trunk, her lashes cast down on very crimson cheeks. One hand was held by Fred, who stood with his face bent toward her, stammering something in low earnest tones. There were no other people in the world except their two selves at that magic moment; so neither of them saw Anne, who, after one dazed glance of comprehension, turned and sped noiselessly back through the spruce wood, never stopping till she gained her own gable room, where she sat breathlessly down by her window and tried to collect her scattered wits.

13Diana and Fred are in love with each other,” she gasped. Oh, it does seem so . . . so . . . so hopelessly grown up.”

14Anne, of late, had not been without her suspicions that Diana was proving false to the melancholy Byronic hero of her early dreams. But asthings seen are mightier than things heard,” or suspected, the realization that it was actually so came to her with almost the shock of perfect surprise. This was succeeded by a queer, little lonely feeling . . . as if, somehow, Diana had gone forward into a new world, shutting a gate behind her, leaving Anne on the outside.

15Things are changing so fast it almost frightens me,” Anne thought, a little sadly. And Im afraid that this cant help making some difference between Diana and me. Im sure I cant tell her all my secrets after this . . . she might tell Fred. And what can she see in Fred? Hes very nice and jolly . . . but hes just Fred Wright.”

16It is always a very puzzling question . . . what can somebody see in somebody else? But how fortunate after all that it is so, for if everybody saw alike . . . well, in that case, as the old Indian said, “Everybody would want my squaw.” It was plain that Diana did see something in Fred Wright, however Annes eyes might be holden. Diana came to Green Gables the next evening, a pensive, shy young lady, and told Anne the whole story in the dusky seclusion of the east gable. Both girls cried and kissed and laughed.

17Im so happy,” said Diana, “but it does seem ridiculous to think of me being engaged.”

18What is it really like to be engaged?” asked Anne curiously.

19Well, that all depends on who youre engaged to,” answered Diana, with that maddening air of superior wisdom always assumed by those who are engaged over those who are not. Its perfectly lovely to be engaged to Fred . . . but I think it would be simply horrid to be engaged to anyone else.”

20Theres not much comfort for the rest of us in that, seeing that there is only one Fred,” laughed Anne.

21Oh, Anne, you dont understand,” said Diana in vexation. I didn’t mean that . . . its so hard to explain. Never mind, youll understand sometime, when your own turn comes.”

22Bless you, dearest of Dianas, I understand now. What is an imagination for if not to enable you to peep at life through other peoples eyes?”

23You must be my bridesmaid, you know, Anne. Promise me that . . . wherever you may be when Im married.”

24Ill come from the ends of the earth if necessary,” promised Anne solemnly.

25Of course, it wont be for ever so long yet,” said Diana, blushing. Three years at the very least . . . for Im only eighteen and mother says no daughter of hers shall be married before shes twenty-one. Besides, Freds father is going to buy the Abraham Fletcher farm for him and he says hes got to have it two thirds paid for before hell give it to him in his own name. But three years isn’t any too much time to get ready for housekeeping, for I havent a speck of fancy work made yet. But Im going to begin crocheting doilies tomorrow. Myra Gillis had thirty-seven doilies when she was married and Im determined I shall have as many as she had.”

26I suppose it would be perfectly impossible to keep house with only thirty-six doilies,” conceded Anne, with a solemn face but dancing eyes.

27Diana looked hurt.

28I didn’t think youd make fun of me, Anne,” she said reproachfully.

29Dearest, I wasn’t making fun of you,” cried Anne repentantly. I was only teasing you a bit. I think youll make the sweetest little housekeeper in the world. And I think its perfectly lovely of you to be planning already for your home odreams.”

30Anne had no sooner uttered the phrase, “home odreams,” than it captivated her fancy and she immediately began the erection of one of her own. It was, of course, tenanted by an ideal master, dark, proud, and melancholy; but oddly enough, Gilbert Blythe persisted in hanging about too, helping her arrange pictures, lay out gardens, and accomplish sundry other tasks which a proud and melancholy hero evidently considered beneath his dignity. Anne tried to banish Gilberts image from her castle in Spain but, somehow, he went on being there, so Anne, being in a hurry, gave up the attempt and pursued her aerial architecture with such success that herhome odreamswas built and furnished before Diana spoke again.

31I suppose, Anne, you must think its funny I should like Fred so well when hes so different from the kind of man Ive always said I would marry . . . the tall, slender kind? But somehow I wouldn’t want Fred to be tall and slender . . . because, dont you see, he wouldn’t be Fred then. Of course,” added Diana rather dolefully, “we will be a dreadfully pudgy couple. But after all thats better than one of us being short and fat and the other tall and lean, like Morgan Sloane and his wife. Mrs. Lynde says it always makes her think of the long and short of it when she sees them together.”

32Well,” said Anne to herself that night, as she brushed her hair before her gilt framed mirror, “I am glad Diana is so happy and satisfied. But when my turn comes . . . if it ever does . . . I do hope therell be something a little more thrilling about it. But then Diana thought so too, once. Ive heard her say time and again shed never get engaged any poky commonplace way . . . hed have to do something splendid to win her. But she has changed. Perhaps Ill change too. But I wont . . . and Im determined I wont. Oh, I think these engagements are dreadfully unsettling things when they happen to your intimate friends.”