21. XXI Sweet Miss Lavendar

Anne of Avonlea / 少女安妮

1School opened and Anne returned to her work, with fewer theories but considerably more experience. She had several new pupils, six- and seven-year-olds just venturing, round-eyed, into a world of wonder. Among them were Davy and Dora. Davy sat with Milty Boulter, who had been going to school for a year and was therefore quite a man of the world. Dora had made a compact at Sunday School the previous Sunday to sit with Lily Sloane; but Lily Sloane not coming the first day, she was temporarily assigned to Mirabel Cotton, who was ten years old and therefore, in Doras eyes, one of thebig girls.”

2I think school is great fun,” Davy told Marilla when he got home that night. You said Id find it hard to sit still and I did . . . you mostly do tell the truth, I notice . . . but you can wriggle your legs about under the desk and that helps a lot. Its splendid to have so many boys to play with. I sit with Milty Boulter and hes fine. Hes longer than me but Im wider. Its nicer to sit in the back seats but you cant sit there till your legs grow long enough to touch the floor. Milty drawed a picture of Anne on his slate and it was awful ugly and I told him if he made pictures of Anne like that Id lick him at recess. I thought first Id draw one of him and put horns and a tail on it, but I was afraid it would hurt his feelings, and Anne says you should never hurt anyones feelings. It seems its dreadful to have your feelings hurt. Its better to knock a boy down than hurt his feelings if you must do something. Milty said he wasn’t scared of me but hed just as soon call it somebody else to ‘blige me, so he rubbed out Annes name and printed Barbara Shaw’s under it. Milty doesn’t like Barbaracause she calls him a sweet little boy and once she patted him on his head.”

3Dora said primly that she liked school; but she was very quiet, even for her; and when at twilight Marilla bade her go upstairs to bed she hesitated and began to cry.

4Im . . . Im frightened,” she sobbed. I . . . I dont want to go upstairs alone in the dark.”

5What notion have you got into your head now?” demanded Marilla. Im sure youve gone to bed alone all summer and never been frightened before.”

6Dora still continued to cry, so Anne picked her up, cuddled her sympathetically, and whispered,

7Tell Anne all about it, sweetheart. What are you frightened of?”

8Of . . . of Mirabel Cottons uncle,” sobbed Dora. “Mirabel Cotton told me all about her family today in school. Nearly everybody in her family has died . . . all her grandfathers and grandmothers and ever so many uncles and aunts. They have a habit of dying, Mirabel says. Mirabel’s awful proud of having so many dead relations, and she told me what they all died of, and what they said, and how they looked in their coffins. And Mirabel says one of her uncles was seen walking around the house after he was buried. Her mother saw him. I dont mind the rest so much but I cant help thinking about that uncle.”

9Anne went upstairs with Dora and sat by her until she fell asleep. The next day Mirabel Cotton was kept in at recess andgently but firmlygiven to understand that when you were so unfortunate as to possess an uncle who persisted in walking about houses after he had been decently interred it was not in good taste to talk about that eccentric gentleman to your deskmate of tender years. Mirabel thought this very harsh. The Cottons had not much to boast of. How was she to keep up her prestige among her schoolmates if she were forbidden to make capital out of the family ghost?

10September slipped by into a gold and crimson graciousness of October. One Friday evening Diana came over.

11Id a letter from Ella Kimball today, Anne, and she wants us to go over to tea tomorrow afternoon to meet her cousin, Irene Trent, from town. But we cant get one of our horses to go, for theyll all be in use tomorrow, and your pony is lame . . . so I suppose we cant go.”

12Why cant we walk?” suggested Anne. If we go straight back through the woods well strike the West Grafton road not far from the Kimball place. I was through that way last winter and I know the road. Its no more than four miles and we wont have to walk home, for Oliver Kimball will be sure to drive us. Hell be only too glad of the excuse, for he goes to see Carrie Sloane and they say his father will hardly ever let him have a horse.”

13It was accordingly arranged that they should walk, and the following afternoon they set out, going by way of Lovers Lane to the back of the Cuthbert farm, where they found a road leading into the heart of acres of glimmering beech and maple woods, which were all in a wondrous glow of flame and gold, lying in a great purple stillness and peace.

14Its as if the year were kneeling to pray in a vast cathedral full of mellow stained light, isn’t it?” said Anne dreamily. It doesn’t seem right to hurry through it, does it? It seems irreverent, like running in a church.”

15We must hurry though,” said Diana, glancing at her watch. Weve left ourselves little enough time as it is.”

16Well, Ill walk fast but dont ask me to talk,” said Anne, quickening her pace. I just want to drink the days loveliness in . . . I feel as if she were holding it out to my lips like a cup of airy wine and Ill take a sip at every step.”

17Perhaps it was because she was so absorbed indrinking it inthat Anne took the left turning when they came to a fork in the road. She should have taken the right, but ever afterward she counted it the most fortunate mistake of her life. They came out finally to a lonely, grassy road, with nothing in sight along it but ranks of spruce saplings.

18Why, where are we?” exclaimed Diana in bewilderment. This isn’t the West Grafton road.”

19No, its the base line road in Middle Grafton,” said Anne, rather shamefacedly. I must have taken the wrong turning at the fork. I dont know where we are exactly, but we must be all of three miles from Kimballs’ still.”

20Then we cant get there by five, for its half past four now,” said Diana, with a despairing look at her watch. Well arrive after they have had their tea, and theyll have all the bother of getting ours over again.”

21Wed better turn back and go home,” suggested Anne humbly. But Diana, after consideration, vetoed this.

22No, we may as well go and spend the evening, since we have come this far.”

23A few yards further on the girls came to a place where the road forked again.

24Which of these do we take?” asked Diana dubiously.

25Anne shook her head.

26I dont know and we cant afford to make any more mistakes. Here is a gate and a lane leading right into the wood. There must be a house at the other side. Let us go down and inquire.”

27What a romantic old lane this it,” said Diana, as they walked along its twists and turns. It ran under patriarchal old firs whose branches met above, creating a perpetual gloom in which nothing except moss could grow. On either hand were brown wood floors, crossed here and there by fallen lances of sunlight. All was very still and remote, as if the world and the cares of the world were far away.

28I feel as if we were walking through an enchanted forest,” said Anne in a hushed tone. Do you suppose well ever find our way back to the real world again, Diana? We shall presently come to a palace with a spellbound princess in it, I think.”

29Around the next turn they came in sight, not indeed of a palace, but of a little house almost as surprising as a palace would have been in this province of conventional wooden farmhouses, all as much alike in general characteristics as if they had grown from the same seed. Anne stopped short in rapture and Diana exclaimed, “Oh, I know where we are now. That is the little stone house where Miss Lavendar Lewis lives . . . Echo Lodge, she calls it, I think. Ive often heard of it but Ive never seen it before. Isn’t it a romantic spot?”

30Its the sweetest, prettiest place I ever saw or imagined,” said Anne delightedly. It looks like a bit out of a story book or a dream.”

31The house was a low-eaved structure built of undressed blocks of red Island sandstone, with a little peaked roof out of which peered two dormer windows, with quaint wooden hoods over them, and two great chimneys. The whole house was covered with a luxuriant growth of ivy, finding easy foothold on the rough stonework and turned by autumn frosts to most beautiful bronze and wine-red tints.

32Before the house was an oblong garden into which the lane gate where the girls were standing opened. The house bounded it on one side; on the three others it was enclosed by an old stone dyke, so overgrown with moss and grass and ferns that it looked like a high, green bank. On the right and left the tall, dark spruces spread their palm-like branches over it; but below it was a little meadow, green with clover aftermath, sloping down to the blue loop of the Grafton River. No other house or clearing was in sight . . . nothing but hills and valleys covered with feathery young firs.

33I wonder what sort of a person Miss Lewis is,” speculated Diana as they opened the gate into the garden. They say she is very peculiar.”

34Shell be interesting then,” said Anne decidedly. Peculiar people are always that at least, whatever else they are or are not. Didn’t I tell you we would come to an enchanted palace? I knew the elves hadn’t woven magic over that lane for nothing.”

35But Miss Lavendar Lewis is hardly a spellbound princess,” laughed Diana. Shes an old maid . . . shes forty-five and quite gray, Ive heard.”

36Oh, thats only part of the spell,” asserted Anne confidently. At heart shes young and beautiful still . . . and if we only knew how to unloose the spell she would step forth radiant and fair again. But we dont know how . . . its always and only the prince who knows that . . . and Miss Lavendar’s prince hasn’t come yet. Perhaps some fatal mischance has befallen him . . . though thats against the law of all fairy tales.”

37Im afraid he came long ago and went away again,” said Diana. They say she used to be engaged to Stephan Irving . . . Pauls father . . . when they were young. But they quarreled and parted.”

38Hush,” warned Anne. The door is open.”

39The girls paused in the porch under the tendrils of ivy and knocked at the open door. There was a patter of steps inside and a rather odd little personage presented herself . . . a girl of about fourteen, with a freckled face, a snub nose, a mouth so wide that it did really seem as if it stretchedfrom ear to ear,” and two long braids of fair hair tied with two enormous bows of blue ribbon.

40Is Miss Lewis at home?” asked Diana.

41Yes, maam. Come in, maam. Ill tell Miss Lavendar youre here, maam. Shes upstairs, maam.”

42With this the small handmaiden whisked out of sight and the girls, left alone, looked about them with delighted eyes. The interior of this wonderful little house was quite as interesting as its exterior.

43The room had a low ceiling and two square, small-paned windows, curtained with muslin frills. All the furnishings were old-fashioned, but so well and daintily kept that the effect was delicious. But it must be candidly admitted that the most attractive feature, to two healthy girls who had just tramped four miles through autumn air, was a table, set out with pale blue china and laden with delicacies, while little golden-hued ferns scattered over the cloth gave it what Anne would have termeda festal air.”

44Miss Lavendar must be expecting company to tea,” she whispered. There are six places set. But what a funny little girl she has. She looked like a messenger from pixy land. I suppose she could have told us the road, but I was curious to see Miss Lavendar. S . . . s . . . sh, shes coming.”

45And with that Miss Lavendar Lewis was standing in the doorway. The girls were so surprised that they forgot good manners and simply stared. They had unconsciously been expecting to see the usual type of elderly spinster as known to their experience . . . a rather angular personage, with prim gray hair and spectacles. Nothing more unlike Miss Lavendar could possibly be imagined.

46She was a little lady with snow-white hair beautifully wavy and thick, and carefully arranged in becoming puffs and coils. Beneath it was an almost girlish face, pink cheeked and sweet lipped, with big soft brown eyes and dimples . . . actually dimples. She wore a very dainty gown of cream muslin with pale-hued roses on it . . . a gown which would have seemed ridiculously juvenile on most women of her age, but which suited Miss Lavendar so perfectly that you never thought about it at all.

47“Charlotta the Fourth says that you wished to see me,” she said, in a voice that matched her appearance.

48We wanted to ask the right road to West Grafton,” said Diana. We are invited to tea at Mr. Kimball’s, but we took the wrong path coming through the woods and came out to the base line instead of the West Grafton road. Do we take the right or left turning at your gate?”

49The left,” said Miss Lavendar, with a hesitating glance at her tea table. Then she exclaimed, as if in a sudden little burst of resolution,

50But oh, wont you stay and have tea with me? Please, do. Mr. Kimball’s will have tea over before you get there. And Charlotta the Fourth and I will be so glad to have you.”

51Diana looked mute inquiry at Anne.

52Wed like to stay,” said Anne promptly, for she had made up her mind that she wanted to know more of this surprising Miss Lavendar, “if it wont inconvenience you. But you are expecting other guests, aren’t you?”

53Miss Lavendar looked at her tea table again, and blushed.

54I know youll think me dreadfully foolish,” she said. I am foolish . . . and Im ashamed of it when Im found out, but never unless I am found out. Im not expecting anybody . . . I was just pretending I was. You see, I was so lonely. I love company . . . that is, the right kind of company . . . but so few people ever come here because it is so far out of the way. Charlotta the Fourth was lonely too. So I just pretended I was going to have a tea party. I cooked for it . . . and decorated the table for it . . . and set it with my mothers wedding china . . . and I dressed up for it.”

55Diana secretly thought Miss Lavendar quite as peculiar as report had pictured her. The idea of a woman of forty-five playing at having a tea party, just as if she were a little girl! But Anne of the shining eyes exclaimed joyfuly,

56Oh, do you imagine things too?”

57Thattoorevealed a kindred spirit to Miss Lavendar.

58Yes, I do,” she confessed, boldly. Of course its silly in anybody as old as I am. But what is the use of being an independent old maid if you cant be silly when you want to, and when it doesn’t hurt anybody? A person must have some compensations. I dont believe I could live at times if I didn’t pretend things. Im not often caught at it though, and Charlotta the Fourth never tells. But Im glad to be caught today, for you have really come and I have tea all ready for you. Will you go up to the spare room and take off your hats? Its the white door at the head of the stairs. I must run out to the kitchen and see that Charlotta the Fourth isn’t letting the tea boil. Charlotta the Fourth is a very good girl but she will let the tea boil.”

59Miss Lavendar tripped off to the kitchen on hospitable thoughts intent and the girls found their way up to the spare room, an apartment as white as its door, lighted by the ivy-hung dormer window and looking, as Anne said, like the place where happy dreams grew.

60This is quite an adventure, isn’t it?” said Diana. And isn’t Miss Lavendar sweet, if she is a little odd? She doesn’t look a bit like an old maid.”

61She looks just as music sounds, I think,” answered Anne.

62When they went down Miss Lavendar was carrying in the teapot, and behind her, looking vastly pleased, was Charlotta the Fourth, with a plate of hot biscuits.

63Now, you must tell me your names,” said Miss Lavendar. Im so glad you are young girls. I love young girls. Its so easy to pretend Im a girl myself when Im with them. I do hate” . . . with a little grimace . . . “to believe Im old. Now, who are you . . . just for conveniencesake? Diana Barry? And Anne Shirley? May I pretend that Ive known you for a hundred years and call you Anne and Diana right away?”

64You, maythe girls said both together.

65Then just lets sit comfily down and eat everything,” said Miss Lavendar happily. “Charlotta, you sit at the foot and help with the chicken. It is so fortunate that I made the sponge cake and doughnuts. Of course, it was foolish to do it for imaginary guests . . . I know Charlotta the Fourth thought so, didn’t you, Charlotta? But you see how well it has turned out. Of course they wouldn’t have been wasted, for Charlotta the Fourth and I could have eaten them through time. But sponge cake is not a thing that improves with time.”

66That was a merry and memorable meal; and when it was over they all went out to the garden, lying in the glamor of sunset.

67I do think you have the loveliest place here,” said Diana, looking round her admiringly.

68Why do you call it Echo Lodge?” asked Anne.

69“Charlotta,” said Miss Lavendar, “go into the house and bring out the little tin horn that is hanging over the clock shelf.”

70Charlotta the Fourth skipped off and returned with the horn.

71Blow it, Charlotta,” commanded Miss Lavendar.

72Charlotta accordingly blew, a rather raucous, strident blast. There was moments stillness . . . and then from the woods over the river came a multitude of fairy echoes, sweet, elusive, silvery, as if all thehorns of elfland” were blowing against the sunset. Anne and Diana exclaimed in delight.

73Now laugh, Charlotta . . . laugh loudly.”

74Charlotta, who would probably have obeyed if Miss Lavendar had told her to stand on her head, climbed upon the stone bench and laughed loud and heartily. Back came the echoes, as if a host of pixy people were mimicking her laughter in the purple woodlands and along the fir-fringed points.

75People always admire my echoes very much,” said Miss Lavendar, as if the echoes were her personal property. I love them myself. They are very good company . . . with a little pretending. On calm evenings Charlotta the Fourth and I often sit out here and amuse ourselves with them. Charlotta, take back the horn and hang it carefully in its place.”

76Why do you call her Charlotta the Fourth?” asked Diana, who was bursting with curiosity on this point.

77Just to keep her from getting mixed up with other Charlottas in my thoughts,” said Miss Lavendar seriously. They all look so much alike theres no telling them apart. Her name isn’t really Charlotta at all. It is . . . let me see . . . what is it? I think its Leonora . . . yes, it is Leonora. You see, it is this way. When mother died ten years ago I couldn’t stay here alone . . . and I couldn’t afford to pay the wages of a grown-up girl. So I got little Charlotta Bowman to come and stay with me for board and clothes. Her name really was Charlotta . . . she was Charlotta the First. She was just thirteen. She stayed with me till she was sixteen and then she went away to Boston, because she could do better there. Her sister came to stay with me then. Her name was Julietta . . . Mrs. Bowman had a weakness for fancy names I think . . . but she looked so like Charlotta that I kept calling her that all the time . . .and she didn’t mind. So I just gave up trying to remember her right name. She was Charlotta the Second, and when she went away Evelina came and she was Charlotta the Third. Now I have Charlotta the Fourth; but when she is sixteen . . . shes fourteen now . . . she will want to go to Boston too, and what I shall do then I really do not know. Charlotta the Fourth is the last of the Bowman girls, and the best. The other Charlottas always let me see that they thought it silly of me to pretend things but Charlotta the Fourth never does, no matter what she may really think. I dont care what people think about me if they dont let me see it.”

78Well,” said Diana looking regretfully at the setting sun. I suppose we must go if we want to get to Mr. Kimball’s before dark. Weve had a lovely time, Miss Lewis.”

79Wont you come again to see me?” pleaded Miss Lavendar.

80Tall Anne put her arm about the little lady.

81Indeed we shall,” she promised. Now that we have discovered you well wear out our welcome coming to see you. Yes, we must go . . . ‘we must tear ourselves away,’ as Paul Irving says every time he comes to Green Gables.”

82Paul Irving?” There was a subtle change in Miss Lavendar’s voice. Who is he? I didn’t think there was anybody of that name in Avonlea.”

83Anne felt vexed at her own heedlessness. She had forgotten about Miss Lavendar’s old romance when Pauls name slipped out.

84He is a little pupil of mine,” she explained slowly. He came from Boston last year to live with his grandmother, Mrs. Irving of the shore road.”

85Is he Stephen Irving’s son?” Miss Lavendar asked, bending over her namesake border so that her face was hidden.

86Yes.”

87Im going to give you girls a bunch of lavendar apiece,” said Miss Lavendar brightly, as if she had not heard the answer to her question. Its very sweet, dont you think? Mother always loved it. She planted these borders long ago. Father named me Lavendar because he was so fond of it. The very first time he saw mother was when he visited her home in East Grafton with her brother. He fell in love with her at first sight; and they put him in the spare room bed to sleep and the sheets were scented with lavendar and he lay awake all night and thought of her. He always loved the scent of lavendar after that . . . and that was why he gave me the name. Dont forget to come back soon, girls dear. Well be looking for you, Charlotta the Fourth and I.”

88She opened the gate under the firs for them to pass through. She looked suddenly old and tired; the glow and radiance had faded from her face; her parting smile was as sweet with ineradicable youth as ever, but when the girls looked back from the first curve in the lane they saw her sitting on the old stone bench under the silver poplar in the middle of the garden with her head leaning wearily on her hand.

89She does look lonely,” said Diana softly. We must come often to see her.”

90I think her parents gave her the only right and fitting name that could possibly be given her,” said Anne. If they had been so blind as to name her Elizabeth or Nellie or Muriel she must have been called Lavendar just the same, I think. Its so suggestive of sweetness and old-fashioned graces andsilk attire.’ Now, my name just smacks of bread and butter, patchwork and chores.”

91Oh, I dont think so,” said Diana. Anne seems to me real stately and like a queen. But Id like Kerrenhappuch if it happened to be your name. I think people make their names nice or ugly just by what they are themselves. I cant bear Josie or Gertie for names now but before I knew the Pye girls I thought them real pretty.”

92Thats a lovely idea, Diana,” said Anne enthusiastically. Living so that you beautify your name, even if it wasn’t beautiful to begin with . . . making it stand in peoples thoughts for something so lovely and pleasant that they never think of it by itself. Thank you, Diana.”