84. CHAPTER LXXXIV.

Middlemarch / 米德尔马契

1Though it be songe of old and yonge,

2That I sholde be to blame,

3Theyrs be the charge, that spoke so large

4In hurtynge of my name.

5The Not-Browne Mayde.

6It was just after the Lords had thrown out the Reform Bill: that explains how Mr. Cadwallader came to be walking on the slope of the lawn near the great conservatory at Freshitt Hall, holding theTimesin his hands behind him, while he talked with a trout-fishers dispassionateness about the prospects of the country to Sir James Chettam. Mrs. Cadwallader, the Dowager Lady Chettam, and Celia were sometimes seated on garden-chairs, sometimes walking to meet little Arthur, who was being drawn in his chariot, and, as became the infantine Bouddha, was sheltered by his sacred umbrella with handsome silken fringe.

7The ladies also talked politics, though more fitfully. Mrs. Cadwallader was strong on the intended creation of peers: she had it for certain from her cousin that Truberry had gone over to the other side entirely at the instigation of his wife, who had scented peerages in the air from the very first introduction of the Reform question, and would sign her soul away to take precedence of her younger sister, who had married a baronet. Lady Chettam thought that such conduct was very reprehensible, and remembered that Mrs. Truberry’s mother was a Miss Walsingham of Melspring. Celia confessed it was nicer to beLadythanMrs.,” and that Dodo never minded about precedence if she could have her own way. Mrs. Cadwallader held that it was a poor satisfaction to take precedence when everybody about you knew that you had not a drop of good blood in your veins; and Celia again, stopping to look at Arthur, said, “It would be very nice, though, if he were a Viscountand his lordships little tooth coming through! He might have been, if James had been an Earl.”

8My dear Celia,” said the Dowager, “Jamess title is worth far more than any new earldom. I never wished his father to be anything else than Sir James.”

9Oh, I only meant about Arthurs little tooth,” said Celia, comfortably. But see, here is my uncle coming.”

10She tripped off to meet her uncle, while Sir James and Mr. Cadwallader came forward to make one group with the ladies. Celia had slipped her arm through her uncles, and he patted her hand with a rather melancholyWell, my dear!” As they approached, it was evident that Mr. Brooke was looking dejected, but this was fully accounted for by the state of politics; and as he was shaking hands all round without more greeting than aWell, youre all here, you know,” the Rector said, laughingly

11Dont take the throwing out of the Bill so much to heart, Brooke; youve got all the riff-raff of the country on your side.”

12The Bill, eh? ah!” said Mr. Brooke, with a mild distractedness of manner. Thrown out, you know, eh? The Lords are going too far, though. Theyll have to pull up. Sad news, you know. I mean, here at homesad news. But you must not blame me, Chettam.”

13What is the matter?” said Sir James. Not another gamekeeper shot, I hope? Its what I should expect, when a fellow like Trapping Bass is let off so easily.”

14Gamekeeper? No. Let us go in; I can tell you all in the house, you know,” said Mr. Brooke, nodding at the Cadwalladers, to show that he included them in his confidence. As to poachers like Trapping Bass, you know, Chettam,” he continued, as they were entering, “when you are a magistrate, youll not find it so easy to commit. Severity is all very well, but its a great deal easier when youve got somebody to do it for you. You have a soft place in your heart yourself, you knowyoure not a Draco, a Jeffreys, that sort of thing.”

15Mr. Brooke was evidently in a state of nervous perturbation. When he had something painful to tell, it was usually his way to introduce it among a number of disjointed particulars, as if it were a medicine that would get a milder flavor by mixing. He continued his chat with Sir James about the poachers until they were all seated, and Mrs. Cadwallader, impatient of this drivelling, said

16Im dying to know the sad news. The gamekeeper is not shot: that is settled. What is it, then?”

17Well, its a very trying thing, you know,” said Mr. Brooke. “Im glad you and the Rector are here; its a family matterbut you will help us all to bear it, Cadwallader. Ive got to break it to you, my dear.” Here Mr. Brooke looked at Celia—“Youve no notion what it is, you know. And, Chettam, it will annoy you uncommonlybut, you see, you have not been able to hinder it, any more than I have. Theres something singular in things: they come round, you know.”

18It must be about Dodo,” said Celia, who had been used to think of her sister as the dangerous part of the family machinery. She had seated herself on a low stool against her husbands knee.

19For Gods sake let us hear what it is!” said Sir James.

20Well, you know, Chettam, I couldn’t help Casaubon’s will: it was a sort of will to make things worse.”

21Exactly,” said Sir James, hastily. But what is worse?”

22“Dorothea is going to be married again, you know,” said Mr. Brooke, nodding towards Celia, who immediately looked up at her husband with a frightened glance, and put her hand on his knee. Sir James was almost white with anger, but he did not speak.

23Merciful heaven!” said Mrs. Cadwallader. Not to young Ladislaw?”

24Mr. Brooke nodded, saying, “Yes; to Ladislaw,” and then fell into a prudential silence.

25You see, Humphrey!” said Mrs. Cadwallader, waving her arm towards her husband. Another time you will admit that I have some foresight; or rather you will contradict me and be just as blind as ever. You supposed that the young gentleman was gone out of the country.”

26So he might be, and yet come back,” said the Rector, quietly.

27When did you learn this?” said Sir James, not liking to hear any one else speak, though finding it difficult to speak himself.

28Yesterday,” said Mr. Brooke, meekly. I went to Lowick. Dorothea sent for me, you know. It had come about quite suddenlyneither of them had any idea two days agonot any idea, you know. Theres something singular in things. But Dorothea is quite determinedit is no use opposing. I put it strongly to her. I did my duty, Chettam. But she can act as she likes, you know.”

29It would have been better if I had called him out and shot him a year ago,” said Sir James, not from bloody-mindedness, but because he needed something strong to say.

30Really, James, that would have been very disagreeable,” said Celia.

31Be reasonable, Chettam. Look at the affair more quietly,” said Mr. Cadwallader, sorry to see his good-natured friend so overmastered by anger.

32That is not so very easy for a man of any dignitywith any sense of rightwhen the affair happens to be in his own family,” said Sir James, still in his white indignation. It is perfectly scandalous. If Ladislaw had had a spark of honor he would have gone out of the country at once, and never shown his face in it again. However, I am not surprised. The day after Casaubon’s funeral I said what ought to be done. But I was not listened to.”

33You wanted what was impossible, you know, Chettam,” said Mr. Brooke. You wanted him shipped off. I told you Ladislaw was not to be done as we liked with: he had his ideas. He was a remarkable fellowI always said he was a remarkable fellow.”

34Yes,” said Sir James, unable to repress a retort, “it is rather a pity you formed that high opinion of him. We are indebted to that for his being lodged in this neighborhood. We are indebted to that for seeing a woman like Dorothea degrading herself by marrying him.” Sir James made little stoppages between his clauses, the words not coming easily. “A man so marked out by her husbands will, that delicacy ought to have forbidden her from seeing him againwho takes her out of her proper rankinto povertyhas the meanness to accept such a sacrificehas always had an objectionable positiona bad originand, I believe, is a man of little principle and light character. That is my opinion.” Sir James ended emphatically, turning aside and crossing his leg.

35I pointed everything out to her,” said Mr. Brooke, apologetically—“I mean the poverty, and abandoning her position. I said, ‘My dear, you dont know what it is to live on seven hundred a-year, and have no carriage, and that kind of thing, and go amongst people who dont know who you are.’ I put it strongly to her. But I advise you to talk to Dorothea herself. The fact is, she has a dislike to Casaubon’s property. You will hear what she says, you know.”

36Noexcuse meI shall not,” said Sir James, with more coolness. I cannot bear to see her again; it is too painful. It hurts me too much that a woman like Dorothea should have done what is wrong.”

37Be just, Chettam,” said the easy, large-lipped Rector, who objected to all this unnecessary discomfort. Mrs. Casaubon may be acting imprudently: she is giving up a fortune for the sake of a man, and we men have so poor an opinion of each other that we can hardly call a woman wise who does that. But I think you should not condemn it as a wrong action, in the strict sense of the word.”

38Yes, I do,” answered Sir James. I think that Dorothea commits a wrong action in marrying Ladislaw.”

39My dear fellow, we are rather apt to consider an act wrong because it is unpleasant to us,” said the Rector, quietly. Like many men who take life easily, he had the knack of saying a home truth occasionally to those who felt themselves virtuously out of temper. Sir James took out his handkerchief and began to bite the corner.

40It is very dreadful of Dodo, though,” said Celia, wishing to justify her husband. She said she never would marry againnot anybody at all.”

41I heard her say the same thing myself,” said Lady Chettam, majestically, as if this were royal evidence.

42Oh, there is usually a silent exception in such cases,” said Mrs. Cadwallader. The only wonder to me is, that any of you are surprised. You did nothing to hinder it. If you would have had Lord Triton down here to woo her with his philanthropy, he might have carried her off before the year was over. There was no safety in anything else. Mr. Casaubon had prepared all this as beautifully as possible. He made himself disagreeableor it pleased God to make him soand then he dared her to contradict him. Its the way to make any trumpery tempting, to ticket it at a high price in that way.”

43I dont know what you mean by wrong, Cadwallader,” said Sir James, still feeling a little stung, and turning round in his chair towards the Rector. Hes not a man we can take into the family. At least, I must speak for myself,” he continued, carefully keeping his eyes off Mr. Brooke. I suppose others will find his society too pleasant to care about the propriety of the thing.”

44Well, you know, Chettam,” said Mr. Brooke, good-humoredly, nursing his leg, “I cant turn my back on Dorothea. I must be a father to her up to a certain point. I said, ‘My dear, I wont refuse to give you away.’ I had spoken strongly before. But I can cut off the entail, you know. It will cost money and be troublesome; but I can do it, you know.”

45M r. Brooke nodded at Sir James, and felt that he was both showing his own force of resolution and propitiating what was just in the Baronets vexation. He had hit on a more ingenious mode of parrying than he was aware of. He had touched a motive of which Sir James was ashamed. The mass of his feeling about Dorothea’s marriage to Ladislaw was due partly to excusable prejudice, or even justifiable opinion, partly to a jealous repugnance hardly less in Ladislaw’s case than in Casaubon’ s. He was convinced that the marriage was a fatal one for Dorothea. But amid that mass ran a vein of which he was too good and honorable a man to like the avowal even to himself: it was undeniable that the union of the two estates—Tipton and Freshitt—lying charmingly within a ring-fence, was a prospect that flattered him for his son and hei r. Hence when M r. Brooke noddingly appealed to that motive, Sir James felt a sudden embarrassment; there was a stoppage in his throat; he even blushed. He had found more words than usual in the first jet of his anger, but M r. Brookes propitiation was more clogging to his tongue than M r. Cadwallader’s caustic hint.

46But Celia was glad to have room for speech after her uncles suggestion of the marriage ceremony, and she said, though with as little eagerness of manner as if the question had turned on an invitation to dinner, “Do you mean that Dodo is going to be married directly, uncle?”

47In three weeks, you know,” said Mr. Brooke, helplessly. I can do nothing to hinder it, Cadwallader,” he added, turning for a little countenance toward the Rector, who said

48I should not make any fuss about it. If she likes to be poor, that is her affair. Nobody would have said anything if she had married the young fellow because he was rich. Plenty of beneficed clergy are poorer than they will be. Here is Elinor,” continued the provoking husband; “she vexed her friends by me: I had hardly a thousand a-yearI was a loutnobody could see anything in memy shoes were not the right cutall the men wondered how a woman could like me. Upon my word, I must take Ladislaw’s part until I hear more harm of him.”

49“Humphrey, that is all sophistry, and you know it,” said his wife. Everything is all onethat is the beginning and end with you. As if you had not been a Cadwallader! Does any one suppose that I would have taken such a monster as you by any other name?”

50And a clergyman too,” observed Lady Chettam with approbation. “Elinor cannot be said to have descended below her rank. It is difficult to say what Mr. Ladislaw is, eh, James?”

51Sir James gave a small grunt, which was less respectful than his usual mode of answering his mother. Celia looked up at him like a thoughtful kitten.

52It must be admitted that his blood is a frightful mixture!” said Mrs. Cadwallader. The Casaubon cuttle-fish fluid to begin with, and then a rebellious Polish fiddler or dancing-master, was it?—and then an old clo—”

53Nonsense, Elinor,” said the Rector, rising. It is time for us to go.”

54After all, he is a pretty sprig,” said Mrs. Cadwallader, rising too, and wishing to make amends. He is like the fine old Crichley portraits before the idiots came in.”

55Ill go with you,” said Mr. Brooke, starting up with alacrity. You must all come and dine with me to-morrow, you knoweh, Celia, my dear?”

56You will, Jameswont you?” said Celia, taking her husbands hand.

57Oh, of course, if you like,” said Sir James, pulling down his waistcoat, but unable yet to adjust his face good-humoredly. That is to say, if it is not to meet anybody else.”

58No, no, no,” said Mr. Brooke, understanding the condition. “Dorothea would not come, you know, unless you had been to see her.”

59When Sir James and Celia were alone, she said, “Do you mind about my having the carriage to go to Lowick, James?”

60What, now, directly?” he answered, with some surprise.

61Yes, it is very important,” said Celia.

62Remember, Celia, I cannot see her,” said Sir James.

63Not if she gave up marrying?”

64What is the use of saying that?—however, Im going to the stables. Ill tell Briggs to bring the carriage round.”

65Celia thought it was of great use, if not to say that, at least to take a journey to Lowick in order to influence Dorothea’s mind. All through their girlhood she had felt that she could act on her sister by a word judiciously placedby opening a little window for the daylight of her own understanding to enter among the strange colored lamps by which Dodo habitually saw. And Celia the matron naturally felt more able to advise her childless sister. How could any one understand Dodo so well as Celia did or love her so tenderly?

66Dorothea, busy in her boudoir, felt a glow of pleasure at the sight of her sister so soon after the revelation of her intended marriage. She had prefigured to herself, even with exaggeration, the disgust of her friends, and she had even feared that Celia might be kept aloof from her.

67O Kitty, I am delighted to see you!” said Dorothea, putting her hands on Celia’s shoulders, and beaming on her. I almost thought you would not come to me.”

68I have not brought Arthur, because I was in a hurry,” said Celia, and they sat down on two small chairs opposite each other, with their knees touching.

69You know, Dodo, it is very bad,” said Celia, in her placid guttural, looking as prettily free from humors as possible. You have disappointed us all so. And I cant think that it ever will beyou never can go and live in that way. And then there are all your plans! You never can have thought of that. James would have taken any trouble for you, and you might have gone on all your life doing what you liked.”

70On the contrary, dear,” said Dorothea, “I never could do anything that I liked. I have never carried out any plan yet.”

71Because you always wanted things that wouldn’t do. But other plans would have come. And how can you marry Mr. Ladislaw, that we none of us ever thought you could marry? It shocks James so dreadfully. And then it is all so different from what you have always been. You would have Mr. Casaubon because he had such a great soul, and was so old and dismal and learned; and now, to think of marrying Mr. Ladislaw, who has got no estate or anything. I suppose it is because you must be making yourself uncomfortable in some way or other.”

72Dorothea laughed.

73Well, it is very serious, Dodo,” said Celia, becoming more impressive. How will you live? and you will go away among queer people. And I shall never see youand you wont mind about little Arthurand I thought you always would—”

74Celia’s rare tears had got into her eyes, and the corners of her mouth were agitated.

75Dear Celia,” said Dorothea, with tender gravity, “if you dont ever see me, it will not be my fault.”

76Yes, it will,” said Celia, with the same touching distortion of her small features. How can I come to you or have you with me when James cant bear it?—that is because he thinks it is not righthe thinks you are so wrong, Dodo. But you always were wrong: only I cant help loving you. And nobody can think where you will live: where can you go?”

77I am going to London,” said Dorothea.

78How can you always live in a street? And you will be so poor. I could give you half my things, only how can I, when I never see you?”

79Bless you, Kitty,” said Dorothea, with gentle warmth. Take comfort: perhaps James will forgive me some time.”

80But it would be much better if you would not be married,” said Celia, drying her eyes, and returning to her argument; “then there would be nothing uncomfortable. And you would not do what nobody thought you could do. James always said you ought to be a queen; but this is not at all being like a queen. You know what mistakes you have always been making, Dodo, and this is another. Nobody thinks Mr. Ladislaw a proper husband for you. And you said you would never be married again.”

81It is quite true that I might be a wiser person, Celia,” said Dorothea, “and that I might have done something better, if I had been better. But this is what I am going to do. I have promised to marry Mr. Ladislaw; and I am going to marry him.”

82The tone in which Dorothea said this was a note that Celia had long learned to recognize. She was silent a few moments, and then said, as if she had dismissed all contest, “Is he very fond of you, Dodo?”

83I hope so. I am very fond of him.”

84That is nice,” said Celia, comfortably. Only I would rather you had such a sort of husband as James is, with a place very near, that I could drive to.”

85Dorothea smiled, and Celia looked rather meditative. Presently she said, “I cannot think how it all came about.” Celia thought it would be pleasant to hear the story.

86I dare say not,” said Dorothea, pinching her sisters chin. If you knew how it came about, it would not seem wonderful to you.”

87Cant you tell me?” said Celia, settling her arms cozily.

88No, dear, you would have to feel with me, else you would never know.”