38. CHAPTER XXXVIII

Howards End / 霍华德庄园

1The tragedy began quietly enough, and, like many another talk, by the mans deft assertion of his superiority. Henry heard her arguing with the driver, stepped out and settled the fellow, who was inclined to be rude, and then led the way to some chairs on the lawn. Dolly, who had not beentold,” ran out with offers of tea. He refused them, and ordered them to wheel babys perambulator away, as they desired to be alone.

2But the diddums cant listen; he isn’t nine months old,” she pleaded.

3Thats not what I was saying,” retorted her father-in-law.

4Baby was wheeled out of earshot, and did not hear about the crisis till later years. It was now the turn of Margaret.

5Is it what we feared?” he asked.

6It is.”

7Dear girl,” he began, “there is a troublesome business ahead of us, and nothing but the most absolute honesty and plain speech will see us through.” Margaret bent her head. I am obliged to question you on subjects wed both prefer to leave untouched. As you know, I am not one of your Bernard Shaws who consider nothing sacred. To speak as I must will pain me, but there are occasionsWe are husband and wife, not children. I am a man of the world, and you are a most exceptional woman.”

8All Margarets senses forsook her. She blushed, and looked past him at the Six Hills, covered with spring herbage. Noting her colour, he grew still more kind.

9I see that you feel as I felt whenMy poor little wife! Oh, be brave! Just one or two questions, and I have done with you. Was your sister wearing a wedding-ring?”

10Margaret stammered aNo.”

11There was an appalling silence.

12Henry, I really came to ask a favour about Howards End.”

13One point at a time. I am now obliged to ask for the name of her seducer.”

14She rose to her feet and held the chair between them. Her colour had ebbed, and she was grey. It did not displease him that she should receive his question thus.

15Take your time,” he counselled her. Remember that this is far worse for me than for you.”

16She swayed; he feared she was going to faint. Then speech came, and she said slowly: “Seducer? No; I do not know her seducers name.”

17Would she not tell you?”

18I never even asked her who seduced her,” said Margaret, dwelling on the hateful word thoughtfully.

19That is singular.” Then he changed his mind. Natural perhaps, dear girl, that you shouldn’t ask. But until his name is known, nothing can be done. Sit down. How terrible it is to see you so upset! I knew you weren’t fit for it. I wish I hadn’t taken you.”

20Margaret answered, “I like to stand, if you dont mind, for it gives me a pleasant view of the Six Hills.”

21As you like.”

22Have you anything else to ask me, Henry?”

23Next you must tell me whether you have gathered anything. I have often noticed your insight, dear. I only wish my own was as good. You may have guessed something, even though your sister said nothing. The slightest hint would help us.”

24Who iswe’?”

25I thought it best to ring up Charles.”

26That was unnecessary,” said Margaret, growing warmer. This news will give Charles disproportionate pain.”

27He has at once gone to call on your brother.”

28That too was unnecessary.”

29Let me explain, dear, how the matter stands. You dont think that I and my son are other than gentlemen? It is in Helens interests that we are acting. It is still not too late to save her name.”

30Then Margaret hit out for the first time. Are we to make her seducer marry her?” she asked.

31If possible, yes.”

32But, Henry, suppose he turned out to be married already? One has heard of such cases.”

33In that case he must pay heavily for his misconduct, and be thrashed within an inch of his life.”

34So her first blow missed. She was thankful of it. What had tempted her to imperil both of their lives. Henrys obtuseness had saved her as well as himself. Exhausted with anger, she sat down again, blinking at him as he told her as much as he thought fit. At last she said: “May I ask you my question now?”

35Certainly, my dear.”

36To-morrow Helen goes to Munich—”

37Well, possibly she is right.”

38Henry, let a lady finish. To-morrow she goes; to-night, with your permission, she would like to sleep at Howards End.”

39It was the crisis of his life. Again she would have recalled the words as soon as they were uttered. She had not led up to them with sufficient care. She longed to warn him that they were far more important than he supposed. She saw him weighing them, as if they were a business proposition.

40Why Howards End?” he said at last. Would she not be more comfortable, as I suggested, at the hotel?”

41Margaret hastened to give him reasons. “It is an odd request, but you know what Helen is and what women in her state are.” He frowned, and moved irritably. She has the idea that one night in your house would give her pleasure and do her good. I think shes right. Being one of those imaginative girls, the presence of all our books and furniture soothes her. This is a fact. It is the end of her girlhood. Her last words to me were, ‘A beautiful ending.’”

42She values the old furniture for sentimental reasons, in fact.”

43Exactly. You have quite understood. It is her last hope of being with it.”

44I dont agree there, my dear! Helen will have her share of the goods wherever she goespossibly more than her share, for you are so fond of her that youd give her anything of yours that she fancies, wouldn’t you? and Id raise no objection. I could understand it if it was her old home, because a home, or a house,” he changed the word, designedly; he had thought of a telling point—“because a house in which one has once lived becomes in a sort of way sacred, I dont know why. Associations and so on. Now Helen has no associations with Howards End, though I and Charles and Evie have. I do not see why she wants to stay the night there. She will only catch cold.”

45Leave it that you dont see,” cried Margaret. Call it fancy. But realise that fancy is a scientific fact. Helen is fanciful, and wants to.”

46Then he surprised hera rare occurrence. He shot an unexpected bolt. If she wants to sleep one night she may want to sleep two. We shall never get her out of the house, perhaps.”

47Well?” said Margaret, with the precipice in sight. And suppose we dont get her out of the house? Would it matter? She would do no one any harm.”

48Again the irritated gesture.

49No, Henry,” she panted, receding. I didn’t mean that. We will only trouble Howards End for this one night. I take her to London to-morrow—”

50Do you intend to sleep in a damp house, too?”

51She cannot be left alone.”

52Thats quite impossible! Madness. You must be here to meet Charles.”

53I have already told you that your message to Charles was unnecessary, and I have no desire to meet him.”

54Margaretmy Margaret.”

55What has this business to do with Charles? If it concerns me little, it concerns you less, and Charles not at all.”

56As the future owner of Howards End,” said Mr. Wilcox arching his fingers, “I should say that it did concern Charles.”

57In what way? Will Helens condition depreciate the property?”

58My dear, you are forgetting yourself.”

59I think you yourself recommended plain speaking.”

60They looked at each other in amazement. The precipice was at their feet now.

61Helen commands my sympathy,” said Henry. As your husband, I shall do all for her that I can, and I have no doubt that she will prove more sinned against than sinning. But I cannot treat her as if nothing has happened. I should be false to my position in society if I did.”

62She controlled herself for the last time. No, let us go back to Helens request,” she said. It is unreasonable, but the request of an unhappy girl. Tomorrow she will go to Germany, and trouble society no longer. To-night she asks to sleep in your empty housea house which you do not care about, and which you have not occupied for over a year. May she? Will you give my sister leave? Will you forgive her as you hope to be forgiven, and as you have actually been forgiven? Forgive her for one night only. That will be enough.”

63As I have actually been forgiven—?”

64Never mind for the moment what I mean by that,” said Margaret. Answer my question.”

65Perhaps some hint of her meaning did dawn on him. If so, he blotted it out. Straight from his fortress he answered: “I seem rather unaccommodating, but I have some experience of life, and know how one thing leads to another. I am afraid that your sister had better sleep at the hotel. I have my children and the memory of my dear wife to consider. I am sorry, but see that she leaves my house at once.”

66You have mentioned Mrs. Wilcox.”

67I beg your pardon?”

68A rare occurrence. In reply, may I mention Mrs. Bast?”

69You have not been yourself all day,” said Henry, and rose from his seat with face unmoved. Margaret rushed at him and seized both his hands. She was transfigured.

70Not any more of this!” she cried. You shall see the connection if it kills you, Henry! You have had a mistressI forgave you. My sister has a loveryou drive her from the house. Do you see the connection? Stupid, hypocritical, crueloh, contemptible!—a man who insults his wife when shes alive and cants with her memory when shes dead. A man who ruins a woman for his pleasure, and casts her off to ruin other men. And gives bad financial advice, and then says he is not responsible. These men are you. You cant recognise them, because you cannot connect. Ive had enough of your unneeded kindness. Ive spoilt you long enough. All your life you have been spoiled. Mrs. Wilcox spoiled you. No one has ever told what you aremuddled, criminally muddled. Men like you use repentance as a blind, so dont repent. Only say to yourself, ‘What Helen has done, Ive done.’”

71The two cases are different,” Henry stammered. His real retort was not quite ready. His brain was still in a whirl, and he wanted a little longer.

72In what way different? You have betrayed Mrs. Wilcox, Helen only herself. You remain in society, Helen cant. You have had only pleasure, she may die. You have the insolence to talk to me of differences, Henry?”

73Oh, the uselessness of it! Henrys retort came.

74I perceive you are attempting blackmail. It is scarcely a pretty weapon for a wife to use against her husband. My rule through life has been never to pay the least attention to threats, and I can only repeat what I said before: I do not give you and your sister leave to sleep at Howards End.”

75Margaret loosed his hands. He went into the house, wiping first one and then the other on his handkerchief. For a little she stood looking at the Six Hills, tombs of warriors, breasts of the spring. Then she passed out into what was now the evening.