1From the moment she encountered Mr. Gavin on the turnpike until the tragedy which occurred two days later, life at Pentlands appeared to lose all reality for Olivia. When she thought of it long afterward, the hours became a sort of nightmare in which the old enchantment snapped and gave way to a strained sense of struggle between forces which, centering about herself, left her in the end bruised and a little broken, but secure.

2The breathless heat of the sort which from time to time enveloped that corner of New England, leaving the very leaves of the trees hanging limp and wilted, again settled down over the meadows and marshes, and in the midst of the afternoon appeared the rarest of sightsthe indolent Sabine stirring in the burning sun. Olivia watched her coming across the fields, protected from the blazing sun only by the frivolous yellow parasol. She came slowly, indifferently, and until she entered the cool, darkened drawing-room she appeared the familiar bored Sabine; only after she greeted Olivia the difference appeared.

3She said abruptly, “Im leaving day after to-morrow,” and instead of seating herself to talk, she kept wandering restlessly about the room, examining Horace Pentland’s bibelots and turning the pages of books and magazines without seeing them.

4Why?” asked Olivia. I thought you were staying until October.”

5No, Im going away at once.” She turned and murmured, “Ive hated Durham always. Its unbearable to me now. Im bored to death. I only came, in the first place, because I thought Thérèse ought to know her own people. But its no good. Shell have none of them. I see now how like her father she is. Theyre not her own people and never will be.... I dont imagine Durham will ever see either of us again.”

6Olivia smiled. I know its dull here.”

7Oh, I dont mean you, Olivia dear, or even Sybil or O’Hara, but theres something in the air.... Im going to Newport for two weeks and then to Biarritz for October. Thérèse wants to go to Oxford.” She grinned sardonically. Theres a bit of New England in her, after all ... this education business. I wanted a femme du monde for a daughter and God and New England sent me a scientist who would rather wear flat heels and look through a microscope. Its funny how children turn out.”

8(“Even Thérèse and Sabine,” thought Olivia. “Even they belong to it.”)

9She watched Sabine, so worldly, so superbly dressed, so hardsuch a restless nomad; and as she watched her it occurred to her again that she was very like Aunt Cassiean Aunt Cassie in revolt against Aunt Cassies gods, an Aunt Cassie, as John Pentland had said, “turned inside out.”

10Without looking up from the pages of the Nouvelle Revue, Sabine said, “Im glad this thing about Sybil is settled.”

11Yes.”

12He told you about his mother?”

13Yes.”

14You didn’t let that make any difference? You didn’t tell the others?”

15No.... Anything I had to say would have made no difference.”

16You were wise.... I think Thérèse is right, perhaps ... righter than any of us. She says that nature has a contempt for marriage certificates. Respectability cant turn decay into life ... and Jean is alive.... So is his mother.”

17I know what you are driving at.”

18Certainly, my dear, you ought to know. Youve suffered enough from it. And knowing his mother makes a difference. Shes no ordinary light woman, or even one who was weak enough to allow herself to be seduced. Once in fifty years there occurs a woman who can ... how shall I say it?... get away with a thing like that. You have to be a great woman to do it. I dont think its made much difference in her life, chiefly because shes a woman of discretion and excellent taste. But it might have made a difference in Jeans life if he had encountered a mother less wise than yourself.”

19I dont know whether Im being wise or not. I believe in him and I want Sybil to escape.”

20Olivia understood that for the first time they were discussing the thing which none of them ever mentioned, the thing which up to now Sabine had only touched upon by insinuation. Sabine had turned away and stood looking out of the window across the meadows where the distant trees danced in waves of heat.

21You spoiled my summer a bit, Olivia dear, by taking away my Irish friend from me.”

22Suddenly Olivia was angry as she was angry sometimes at the meddling of Aunt Cassie. “I didn’t take him away. I did everything possible to avoid him ... until you came. It was you who threw us together. Thats why were all in a tangle now.” And she kept thinking what a strange woman Sabine Callendar really was, how intricate and unfathomable. She knew of no other woman in the world who could talk thus so dispassionately, so without emotion.

23I thought Id have him to amuse,” she was saying, “and instead of that he only uses me as a confidante. He comes to me for advice about another woman. And that, as you know, isn’t very interesting....”

24Olivia sat suddenly erect. What does he say? What right has he to do such a thing?”

25Because Ive asked him to. When I first came here, I promised to help him. You see, Im very friendly with you both. I want you both to be happy and ... besides I can think of nothing happening which could give me greater pleasure.”

26When Olivia did not answer her, she turned from the window and asked abruptly, “What are you going to do about him?”

27Again Olivia thought it best not to answer, but Sabine went on pushing home her point relentlessly, “You must forgive me for speaking plainly, but I have a great affection for you both ... and I ... well, I have a sense of conscience in the affair.”

28You needn’t have. Theres nothing to have a conscience about.”

29Youre not being very honest.”

30Suddenly Olivia burst out angrily, “And why should it concern you, Sabine ... in the least? Why should I not do as I please, without interference?”

31Because, here ... and you know this as well as I do ... here such a thing is impossible.”

32In a strange fashion she was suddenly afraid of Sabine, perhaps because she was so bent upon pushing things to a definite solution. It seemed to Olivia that she herself was losing all power of action, all capacity for anything save waiting, pretending, doing nothing.

33And Im interested,” continued Sabine slowly, “because I cant bear the tragic spectacle of another John Pentland and Mrs. Soames.”

34There wont be,” said Olivia desperately. My father-in-law is different from Michael.”

35Thats true....”

36In a way ... a finer man.” She found herself suddenly in the amazing position of actually defending Pentlands.

37But not,” said Sabine with a terrifying reasonableness, “so wise a one ... or one so intelligent.”

38No. Its impossible to say....”

39A thing like this is likely to come only once to a woman.”

40(“Why does she keep repeating the very things that Ive been fighting all along,” thought Olivia.) Aloud she said, “Sabine, you must leave me in peace. Its for me alone to settle.”

41I dont want you to do a thing you will regret the rest of your life ... bitterly.”

42You mean....”

43Oh, I mean simply to give him up.”

44Again Olivia was silent, and Sabine asked suddenly. Have you had a call from a Mr. Gavin? A gentleman with a bald head and a polished face?”

45Olivia looked at her sharply. How could you know that?”

46Because I sent him, my dear ... for the same reason that Im here now ... because I wanted you to do something ... to act. And Im confessing now because I thought you ought to know the truth, since Im going away. Otherwise you might think Aunt Cassie or Anson had done it ... and trouble might come of that.”

47Again Olivia said nothing; she was lost in a sadness over the thought that, after all, Sabine was no better than the others.

48Its not easy to act in this house,” Sabine was saying. Its not easy to do anything but pretend and go on and on until at last you are an old woman and die. I did it to help you ... for your own good.”

49Thats what Aunt Cassie always says.”

50The shaft went home, for it silenced Sabine, and in the moments pause Sabine seemed less a woman than an amazing, disembodied, almost malevolent force. When she answered, it was with a shrug of the shoulders and a bitter smile which seemed doubly bitter on the frankly painted lips. I suppose I am like Aunt Cassie. I mightn’t have been, though.... I might have been just a pleasant normal person ... like Higgins or one of the servants.”

51The strange speech found an echo in Olivias heart. Lately the same thought had come to her again and againif only she could be simple like Higgins or the kitchen-maid. Such a state seemed to her at the moment the most desirable thing in the world. It was perhaps this strange desire which led Sabine to surround herself with what Durham calledqueer people,” who were, after all, simply people like Higgins and the kitchen-maid who happened to occupy a higher place in society.

52The air here needs clearing,” Sabine was saying. It needs a thunderstorm, and it can be cleared only by acting.... This affair of Jean and Sybil will help. We are all caught up in a tangle of thoughts and ideas ... which dont matter ... You can do it, Olivia. You can clear the air once and for all.”

53Then for the first time Olivia thought she saw what lay behind all this intriguing of Sabine; for a moment she fancied that she saw what it was Sabine wanted more passionately than anything else in the world.

54Aloud she said it, “I could clear the air, but it would also be the destruction of everything.”

55Sabine looked at her directly. Well?... and would you be sorry? Would you count it a loss? Would it make any difference?”

56Impulsively she touched Sabine’s hand. “Sabine,” she said, without looking at her, “Im fond of you. You know that. Please dont talk any more about this ... please, because I want to go on being fond of you ... and I cant otherwise. Its our affair, mine and Michaels ... and Im going to settle it, to-night perhaps, as soon as I can have a talk with him.... I cant go on any longer.”

57Taking up the yellow parasol, Sabine asked, “Do you expect me for dinner to-night?”

58Of course, more than ever to-night.... Im sorry youve decided to go so soon.... Itll be dreary without you or Sybil.”

59You can go, too,” said Sabine quickly. “There is a way. Hed give up everything for you ... everything. I know that.” Suddenly she gave Olivia a sharp look. Youre thirty-eight, aren’t you?”

60Day after to-morrow I shall be forty!”

61Sabine was tracing the design of roses on Horace Pentland’s Savonnerie carpet with the tip of her parasol. Gather them while you may,” she said and went out into the blazing heat to cross the meadows to Brook Cottage.

62Left alone, Olivia knew she was glad that day after to-morrow Sabine would no longer be here. She saw now what John Pentland meant when he said, “Sabine ought never to have come back here.”